Kashgar, where are you?

Who am I, I don't know who I am, others call me number 3.

As long as I can remember, I've been in a huge, dark basement, locked in a cage that ends in a few steps.Next to me, there are several companions who have been staying here all the time.

Years and months spent with my fingers, under the scratches on the wall, countless experiments, and cruel knives, maybe this is my life.

The red-haired Ike next door came in later, and he told us that the outside world is beautiful, blue sky, green grass, bright flowers, warm sunlight, gentle wind...

The idea of ​​wanting to go out grows wildly like weeds in our hearts, and one day it will make us desperately pursue freedom.

It's just that I didn't expect the opportunity to come so slowly. Ten years later, the basement caught fire today, and those horrible people either fled in haste or burned themselves in flames.

This is Ike's masterpiece, and we are all very happy.We all know that the effect of the anesthetic on Ike is weakening day by day, and finally today, Ike woke up early, set a fire, and rescued us all.

In order to reduce the number of targets and prevent being hunted back, we escaped separately. Ike said that he could go to Vaandri City to find him if there was anything to do. He decided to go there to survive. He said it was a city of flowers and a city full of tulips.

I didn't know the outside world, so I chose a random direction to escape. The ability to control flowers and trees helped me. I came to a mountain, a dense forest, and a lake. The hut also transplanted a pink unknown flower found in the forest. It climbs on the wooden house and is very beautiful.

I didn't know it was called Qiangwei until I met Joshua later.

Joshua is an angel, the most beautiful flower blooming in the wild, the light in my life, beautiful and dazzling.

Meeting Joshua and saving him was an accident. I don’t believe in the God of Light, but I was very grateful for God’s arrangement at that moment.

The light golden curly hair fluttered playfully under the sun, shining brightly, the clear eyes were like lake water rippling in my heart, and the melodious voice of a nightingale lingered in my heart. Joshua was like a little prince who had wandered into the forest by mistake. I killed a dark wizard in a black cloak, but I couldn't bear to hurt him and never would.

I should have stayed away from him, but my heart drifted towards him involuntarily.When we met for the second time, Joshua named me Kashi.

I still remember that Joshua’s eyes were shining brightly, and he smiled until the sun melted. He said to me: “Let me give you a name! It is said that there used to be a promised city called Kashgar in the Lodi Mountains. People bathe with milk and flowers, drink honey, and the streets are paved with gold and jade, I call you Kashgar, how about it, it represents miracles and hope."

From that moment on, I was Kashi, the Kashi of the Promised City, and the Kashi of Joshua alone.

I want to see Joshua all the time, listen to him talk, see him laugh, and even sleep with him at night, but no, Joshua has a family, and I'm just a passer-by in his life.

Once Joshua accidentally discovered my secret, I was very scared and worried, afraid that he would stay away from me from then on, but, no.On the contrary, he was very excited, with his eyebrows raised high, and the corners of his mouth raised uncontrollably, and asked, "Kashgar, who are you? Are you the very pretty elf who runs in the forest and loves green as the wandering poets say? No, no, you've been wearing black all the time."

Joshua touched his chin, rolled his eyes, and asked again: "You are a dwarf who likes to forge, no, you are taller than me! Could it be a giant, that's not right, a giant is said to be at least a few meters tall."

"Well...you are a goblin, aren't you, I guessed right, the kind of goblin with a charming appearance that is both good and evil. Kashi, you must be a good goblin, you saved me!"

Joshua's proud look of puffing out his small chest made me feel warm and sour. It seemed to be what Ike said about his feelings for the pretty little girl next door. I thought, I like Joshua, no, I love him.

Afterwards, with the intention of pleasing my lover, I took him to my rose cottage, wandered around the entire dense forest, accompanied him to herd sheep by the river, and listened to him softly read his poems in my ear.On my face, which was hidden in the cloak and could not see the light of day, I raised a smile without knowing it, and my eyes were lingering.

However, the good times are always short-lived and envied.

On the afternoon when Joshua confessed his love to me, I fled cowardly and hastily.

Hiding in the secret woods, watching Joshua leave in a daze, my heart hurts very much, and it hurts me more than those cruel experiments before.

I am not worthy, a man who hides in the dark and dare not step forward is not worthy.

While I was still immersed in remorse, a wooden arrow was shot from the opposite side of the forest, with a cloth strip tied on it, saying to go to the village square at 4 pm, otherwise the close relationship between Joshua and the black wizard would be exposed. matter.

I immediately panicked. In this age where God is gone and miracles are no longer appearing, faith still exists, Joshua will be spurned and hurt, and all of this is because of me.

For the first time, I took off the black cloak, revealing my pure black hair and eyes deeper than the night, an ominous omen, rolled my whole body into a swamp in the forest, and painted layers of thick and unpleasant So even if Joshua sees himself, he won’t be able to recognize him!

In this way, Joshua will not be too sad, even if I have become a passing guest in the future.

When I arrived in the village, I was tied to the fire frame without much resistance. It seemed that they wanted to burn me to death, but luckily Joshua didn't come, and I didn't see such cruelty, which exposed the dark side of the world. There is no need to see my miserable image.

After listening to their accusations of my crimes, hehe, I didn’t even know I had done so many things, but I remained silent. I was afraid that people behind the scenes would accidentally reveal the relationship between Joshua and me. After hearing the last sentence It's a crime, I feel a little bit bitter in my heart, it's better to try to seduce Joshua than to have a relationship, so be it.

The fire was burning, and the wood made a crackling sound. The flames licked my body, and the swamp mud on my body was hardening, as if I was in a sealed furnace.

No, at the moment when I was about to pass out, the power in my body was activated involuntarily. I hope they won't be too surprised. After all, I am a dark wizard, aren't I, ha ha!

Farewell, my Joshua.