Practicing Medicine [Rebirth]

Chapter 49 Psychological Barriers

Han Limin's learning career started in Yuan Yayan's home. Listening to the lectures of Yuan Lao's teacher, Han Limin was very grateful that he had already learned most of the medical classics by himself. Although he didn't practice it, his theoretical knowledge was enough to support him. I understand the old teacher's lesson.

But after he studied with Yuan Yayan again, he realized how terrifying Yuan Yayan's medical talent is. What he learned in school was Western medicine, especially what they are facing now is relatively superficial. Knowledge, so even if Yuan Yayan's ability is strong, the gap between them is not too big, so it didn't bring him much shock.

However, Yuan Lao’s courses have already involved relatively profound knowledge of Chinese medicine. Yuan Yayan is still like a sponge. Yuan Lao can absorb whatever he says, and he can also produce some different knowledge internally. .

Yi Er, who was allowed to spy on the teaching process frequently, couldn't help but sighed and wanted to test Yuan Yayan's basic information, but he was stared back by Han Limin before he calmed down.

"Well, good. You guys play, I won't go." Han Limin hung up the phone, and hurriedly followed Yuan Yayan who was about to leave. They will follow Yuan Lao to the hospital controlled by Yuan's family for practice this afternoon.

"What's wrong?" Yuan Yayan asked Han Limin as he sat on the back seat of the car.

Han Limin put away his mobile phone, shook his head and said, "I don't know, it's strange recently, people call me almost every day to invite me to hang out, it's too frequent."

"Are you young?"

"No, they are all high school classmates. Even the fellow who only met once at the fellowship meeting last year did not know where to get my mobile phone number. He called me several times and asked me to go out for a party." Han Limin said depressedly, what is his popularity? The time has become so good, this kind of people who don't know are so active in calling him to invite him.

"Aren't you going?"

Han Limin shook his head and said, "I don't want to go. I went there a few times last year. It's enough to be boring." Especially if you might meet those troublemakers, although Zhao Xiang should be too busy to take care of himself now, Zhou Yue and Li Yuwei is the person he hates to see the most.

"By the way, have you been to the hospital before?" Han Limin asked looking at the scene of the car retreating rapidly.

Yuan Yayan nodded and said: "I have been here a few times since the beginning of the year, but now I just follow the observation. The old man will occasionally let me get a pulse diagnosis, which is similar to an exam. After the pulse diagnosis, I will record the situation and have a look at it at the end. Is it like this."

"Oh, so that's the case." Han Limin nodded. In the past few days at Yuan Lao's place, he has learned how to connect the pulse described in the book to reality. After returning, he used the patient provided by 775156 to simulate his own diagnosis. Thousands of people, although the correct rate is only 70%, but according to Yier, this is not bad for beginners, and he is quite confident if he examines this today.

The hospital controlled by Yuanjia is located in the south of Beijing City. After renovation, it looks very tall and tall. The outside looks like the current hospitals that mainly focus on western medicine, but when you walk in, you can see the signboard and the floating Chinese medicine. You can tell from the taste that this hospital is mainly engaged in the business of traditional Chinese medicine.

Han Limin watched as some nurses shuttled through the hospital hall with tall Chinese medicine bags in their hands, cautiously afraid of bumping into others.

"They decoct the medicine at the back, and then let the patients pick it up at the back on time. The decoction system in our hospital is relatively complete, which is better than patients taking the medicine home." Yuan Yayan saw him curious. Looking at the nurses around, he explained to him.

Han Limin nodded, and saw the pharmacy on the opposite side through the hall. There were rows of traditional Chinese medicine cabinets at the back, high up to the ceiling, and several doctors were holding on to the sliding ladder, quickly shuttled to grab the medicine, and handed it to the doctor below. .

It was only two o'clock in the afternoon when they arrived, and patients in the hospital had already filled a hall, waiting to enter the triage room in front.

Han Limin followed Yuan Yayan to the second floor. They passed by several clinics and there were long queues outside.

Walking all the way to a consulting room at the end of the second floor, there were very few patients here. When they walked into the consulting room, Mr. Yuan had already finished talking with a doctor in a white coat and was waiting for the two of them.

"Both of you will follow Dr. Qian today. All the patients who come here today must leave records of their pulse diagnosis. Please sort them out and hand them over to me before get off work." After speaking, he left the consultation room under Uncle Yun's personal protection.

Dr. Qian looked at the age of about 50 years old, and after Mr. Yuan left the consultation room, he said to them both: "Go and change clothes, and sit behind me in a while." He pointed to another door in the consultation room and told them to hurry up. go in.

When Han Limin and Yuan Yayan went to the lounge, they saw two brand new white coats waiting for them.

Han Limin picked up his clothes and said to Yuan Yayan: "I'm taking too much advantage." He has been feeling uneasy recently, what kind of person Yuan always is, it's fine if he can get a chance to listen by his side, Now he can still do his best to arrange this kind of opportunity for him to practice in the hospital.

"What?" Yuan Yayan asked with a look at Han Limin who was full of confusion.

"No, Ah Yan, is your grandfather so easy to talk to? I just said a few more words in the Shanxintang. Even if I didn't have me, nothing would happen, but now you see, the treatment I receive is even better than your grandfather's." That's about it for taking an apprentice, right?" Han Limin said to Masayoshi Asahara, holding the white coat in his hand.

Yuan Yayan was stunned for a moment, then pursed his lips and said, "What good thing do you want? If you are really the apprentice of the old man, then it is not the treatment. The old man has accepted two apprentices in his whole life. He has strict requirements from the beginning of the door, and he will not relax at all. It’s strange to have such a relaxed learning atmosphere like you are now.”

"But……"

"Come on, change your clothes quickly." Saying that, he pushed Han Limin into the changing room beside him——

Yuan Qianshan came all the way from the consultation room on the second floor to the office on the sixth floor. Just as he sat down, Yuan Yajin walked in from the door, "Grandpa."

"Well, sit down." Yuan Lao pointed to the seat beside him and said.

Yuan Yajin straightened her body and sat down.

"How are you doing recently?" As soon as he sat down, Yuan Lao looked over.

Yuan Yajin replied sternly: "I have benefited a lot from following the master."

Mr. Yuan was silent for a while, looked at his eldest grandson, sighed, and asked, "Is there nothing you want to say?"

Yuan Yajin pursed her lips, lowered her head, and said after a long while: "Grandpa, I really don't want to ask, I'm not the third child, and I know that Yayan's talent is actually the best, as far as I am now You can learn as much from him as you are by your side."

Yuan Qianshan sighed, stretched out his hand and rubbed Yuan Yajin's head, and said, "Don't push yourself so hard, the second child, alas... Although your talent is not as good as his, but your temperament is more suitable to be a doctor than him." , is more suitable for inheriting the entire original family."

"Grandpa..." Yuan Yajin suddenly raised her head and looked at Yuan Qianshan.

Yuan Qianshan comforted him: "I never thought of giving this family to someone other than you. If it weren't for the news that I heard a lot recently, Grandpa would not talk to you about this matter."

"But Grandpa, Yayan clearly..." Yuan Yajin frowned and wanted to say something.

However, he was interrupted by Yuan Qianshan, who slammed the table with his hand and said, "I know, grandpa is not foolish, and the second child is indeed capable, but for the sake of the whole Yuan family, I will not put Yuan The family handed it over to him. The third child has a big heart and no plans. With the help of his mother, he will not be sad no matter what happens. The fourth child will follow behind the third ass, and leave a piece of property for him in the future. You can help me take a look, don't let the third son get blown away by his mother."

Yuan Yajin listened to the words of Yuan Laofen's inheritance, and Chaoyuan Lao said with an ugly face: "Grandpa, what are you talking about now, you are still here, who can get involved in these things."

Yuan Qianshan patted Yuan Yajin on the shoulder and said, "Grandpa is already over 90, so it's better to explain some things to you first."

Yuan Yajin pursed his lips and looked at Yuan Lao without saying a word. He didn't know why grandpa suddenly asked him to talk about these things. Years later, someone in the family kept whispering in his ears, and Yayan wanted to step on him to take the position , Grandpa also gave up on him and cultivated Yayan instead.He actually knew where these words probably came from, and he couldn't jump over those three or two people.

These people just wanted him to fight with Yayan for the benefit of the fisherman, so he didn't make any moves all the time, but he didn't expect his grandpa to see that he was a little worried.

"What about Yayan?"

Yuan Qianshan finally laughed when he heard him ask this question, and said, "I have my own arrangements for him, so you don't have to worry. Boss, you have to remember that no matter what, your brothers are all named Yuan, and they will be a help to you when they get well." ,Understand."

Yuan Yajin nodded and said, "Grandpa, don't worry."

"Okay, let's go out. Since I sent you to the hospital, you should get in touch with your uncle and the others. Do you have to know what's going on in the hospital?" After saying that, Yuan Yajin was asked to leave the room up.

When Yuan Yajin left, with an expression of sudden realization, the hidden worries of these days were also swept away.

"Sir." Yi Yun, who had been standing still, handed Yuan Qianshan a cup of tea.

"Yi Yun, do you think I'm doing the right thing?" Yuan Qianshan looked at the cup in his hand and sighed.

"Sir, the original family was built by you alone, you can't do anything too much."

Yuan Qianshan rubbed his forehead, and said: "You said Fengyi, why doesn't this child look like a big brother at all, if..." Yuan Qianshan swallowed the latter words back into his stomach, took a sip of tea and was in a daze In a daze, thinking of his amazingly talented elder brother, if he was here, the Yuan family must be better than it is now.

"Sir?" Yi Yun called out tentatively when he saw Yuan Qianshan froze.

"It's okay." Yuan Qianshan waved his hand, and then said to himself, "Are you wondering why I let that child study with me all the time?"

"The decision you make, sir, is always justified by you."

"Oh, there's no reason for it. It's just an explanation to the second child. I didn't expect him to choose this way."

Yi Yun frowned and glanced at Yuan Qianshan.

"You also think it's strange?" Yuan Qianshan looked at him, pursed his lips and said, "I also think it's strange, do you think the second child has intentions or no intentions."——

"Ah Yan, what exactly does this consulting room look for?" Han Limin asked casually after changing his clothes.

"We're going downstairs later, we're not here." Yuan Yayan straightened his skirt and said.

Han Limin looked up and was stunned for a moment. Why didn't he realize that Yuan Yayan, who was wearing a white coat, could actually glow.

"What's wrong?" Yuan Yayan tugged on his clothes, looked at Han Limin's expression, and thought there was something wrong with him.

Han Limin shook his head severely, and said, "No, I just think that if the girls at school see you like this, the number of love letters should increase exponentially."

"What are you using it for?" Yuan Yayan patted the corner of his clothes uncomfortably, then approached Han Limin suddenly, put his face in his ear and said, "What about you?"

"You, you, you, don't come so close to me." Han Limin was startled, and took a step back. The breath that Yuan Yayan breathed in his ear when he approached just now almost made his feet go limp.

Yuan Yayan looked at Han Limin who was rubbing his ears with a funny face, and said, "Let's go."

Han Limin broke the original statement of abstinence when he looked at it with a smile, and felt that the aura just now dissipated, and the atmosphere finally became a little normal.

Yuan Yayan was in a good mood and took Han Limin to the lobby on the first floor. They passed through the staff passage of the triage room and arrived in the triage room. The difference from ordinary hospitals is that the triage here is directly in the lobby. There are several doctors sitting in different corners. There are several people queuing in front of each triage doctor, and some people come in with small notes one after another. According to the numbers on the notes, they go to different triage doctors. Line up ahead.

Han Limin found Dr. Qian just now, and they walked behind him in a low-key manner and said hello.

Seeing that the two had arrived, Dr. Qian asked them to sit on a table beside him, and said to the people who were queuing up, "All go over there and line up. After showing the two of them first, come to me."

When the patients in line saw the young faces of Han Limin and Yuan Yayan, they both showed some suspicious expressions, and they were reluctant to move aside.

"It's okay, I still need to see it later." Dr. Qian comforted.

In this way, those patients put their doubts aside.

Han Limin looked at the man sitting in front of Yuan Yayan first, and after he put his hand on the pulse pillow, Yuan Yayan on the side had already begun to diagnose the patient's pulse. In front of Han Limin, continue the action just now.

Han Limin looked at the wrist in front of him, and suddenly felt a little thumping in his heart. This was the first time in his life that he had come into contact with a real patient, and the revolving lights kept flashing in his mind, making his face a little pale.

"What's wrong?" Seeing that Han Limin's expression was wrong, Yuan Yayan stopped what he was doing and asked with concern.

"It's okay." Han Limin swallowed dryly and said, he pinched his right hand to refresh himself before putting his hand on it.

Feeling the rhythm of the patient's pulse, Han Limin felt that his mind was blank. The familiar pulse had already been imprinted in his mind, but the answer seemed to be covered in a fog.

"Amin, are you okay?" Yuan Yayan saw Han Limin sweating profusely, his lips turned white, and put his hand directly on Han Limin's forehead.

Han Limin picked up the jug beside him and took a sip of water, forced a smile and said, "It's okay, it's okay, you can read it quickly, I'll take it easy." He will start to break out in cold sweat all over his body, and then his eyes will turn black, heart palpitations, all kinds of problems seem to come out from every corner of his body, every feeling makes him leave the current environment quickly.

"Doctor? Doctor? Have I finished reading this?" The patient just now looked at Han Limin impatiently, with a clear expression on his face. He wanted to end the real medical treatment right away.I can also tell that these two young people are not reliable at all.

Han Limin smiled at him awkwardly, and said, "It will be ready soon, just wait a moment."

After finishing speaking, he cheered up to see a doctor for the other party, and kept reminding himself in his heart that now he was just taking his pulse and did not ask him to see a doctor to prescribe a prescription. Nothing would happen, and there was still Dr. Qian to check it out, and it could be done.

After doing the psychological training for himself in this way, Han Limin felt better again, and put his hand on the other's wrist seriously, Han Limin bit his lip hard, reminding himself with pain that now is not the time for something to go wrong.

In this way, Han Limin took the pulse of the following patients seemingly normally, made a record, and sent the patient to Dr. Qian, and Dr. Qian was also taking notes after seeing the patient. , he will directly prescribe medicine to the other party and ask people to pick up the medicine. If it is a more complicated condition, he will ask the patient to bring the case card to the consulting room on the second floor to find the corresponding doctor.

For an entire afternoon, Han Limin felt as if he was in a high-intensity confrontation with his own body functions. He didn't relax until Doctor Qian said it was over. Yan went back to the lounge to change clothes.

When he took off the white coat, the tense thread in his brain finally broke, and his vision went dark and he slid directly against the wall of the dressing room.

Yuan Yayan heard it outside the lounge, and walked to the front of the locker room in three steps and knocked on the door with a bang, "Amin, what's the matter?"

"Amin?"

He yelled several times, but no one answered him. He directly picked up the key hanging on the wall and opened the door of the dressing room. Han Limin closed his eyes tightly and fell to the ground trembling slightly.

Yuan Yayan was taken aback, and hurried forward to help him up and put him on the ground.

He heard Han Limin's intermittent words, "Grandpa... Grandpa... Uncle... I'm sorry... It wasn't... intentional..."

He frowned, and pressed down hard on the Renzhong acupoint.

The moment Han Limin passed out, he seemed to see the scene of the past again. The people around him kept blaming him, and he couldn't even enter the mourning hall of his grandfather, so he could only be trapped outside the house as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

Just when he was feeling desperate, the voice of Yuan Yayan calling him suddenly came from next to his ear, and he woke up from the darkness suddenly.

"Ayan."

"Huh, I was scared to death." Yuan Yayan saw Han Limin wake up, and hugged him with trembling hands and held him in his arms.

Han Limin, who just woke up with a slow mind, took a long time to react. He was hugged by Yuan Yayan, his face flushed instantly, and he struggled to wrestle from Yuan Yayan's body, and said inarticulately: "No... ...I...that...not..." He beat his head in frustration, why couldn't he speak clearly.

"It's good that you're fine, why did you suddenly faint?" Seeing Han Limin's bewildered expression, Yuan Yayan sat up straight on the ground and asked.

"Huh? Oh, this." Han Limin calmed down, recalling the scene he had just recalled, his blushing face suddenly faded, "Ah Yan, do you think I am not suitable to be a doctor?"

"Huh?" Yuan Yayan wondered why he suddenly asked this question.

Han Limin sighed and said, "Usually I'm good at learning, and there's nothing wrong with it, but today, when I really felt the patient's pulse and asked me to make a diagnosis, I felt like a stone was pressed on my heart."

He thought for a while and continued: "What if, I mean what if, if I give someone the wrong symptom and kill him, what should I do?" Han Limin looked down at his hands after finishing speaking, In his previous life, it was because he diagnosed the wrong symptoms that he killed grandpa.

Since then, whenever he wants to see a doctor, he will feel weak, dizzy, and have various strange symptoms. At first, he thought that this symptom was over, but he didn't expect it to happen again today. If it continues like this in the future, Then what's the point of studying medicine for him? He might as well switch to pharmacy to study after time.

After listening to Yuan Yayan, he stretched out his hand and turned Han Limin's face away, put his hands on his shoulders, looked into Han Limin's eyes and said, "Amin, we are just doctors, not gods. What's more, we still have the standard to become a teacher. It is normal for current medical students who are not up to the standard to make mistakes, as long as they learn well, they will not make the same mistakes in the future.”

"Yayan, I..."

"In fact, I didn't really like this job, but my mother said that I was a child of Yuan's family, so I must study medicine. In the future, I must rely on this to gain a foothold in Yuan's family, so I studied medicine. Later, I told the old man that I wanted to study medicine." Medicine, the first sentence he told was that life and death are up to fate, people who study medicine are fighting against fate, and being able to save people from the established fate is what we have to learn, but sometimes people can't fight Fate." Yuan Yayan supported the floor with both hands, stood up, and stretched out his hand to pull up Han Limin who was also sitting on the ground.

"Life and death." Han Limin repeated with a sigh.

"It's okay, just watch it for a while, and then I will give you special training." Yuan Yayan said with a smile.

"what?"

"You look like you can't overcome a hurdle in your heart. As long as you do it repeatedly, it will be disgusting, and you don't remember the other effects of seeing a doctor." Yuan Yayan pointed to the downstairs and said, "Today, there are very few people. , usually any triage doctor has to receive hundreds of patients every day, so there is no time to think so much."

"That's it." Han Limin blinked, thinking that he seemed to be holding on today. Although he passed out in the end, it was much stronger than falling down before touching the patient's wrist in his previous life. The method is really useful, "Then try it."

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