Dongfeng night flowers and thousands of trees

Sui You knew Lin Xingluo, and Lin Xingluo also knew Sui You.

He is the master of Yan Cheng, so it goes without saying that he has a deep scheming heart, but he never defends against Lin Xingluo, and he warms his heart at a glance, so Lin Xingluo always knows what he is thinking.

He discovered his secret.Maybe it was because of the chaotic confession during anesthesia, maybe it was because of that kiss, maybe it was just that he suddenly realized his dirty thoughts... Lin Xingluo's daily performance did not hide it very well, Sui You never thought about it because he trusted him For other possibilities, a smart person like him can discover Lin Xingluo's cover-up full of loopholes after a little thought.

He chose no showdown, no rejection, no acceptance.But sending him to study abroad is already a very clear statement: he absolutely does not agree.

Lin Xingluo's tears wet half of the pillow, he tried to sit up and list his feasible plan, to become a giant who can stand shoulder to shoulder with Sui You, let him recognize his own strength, and take out the identity of "son" , Let him see that he is also an excellent man.Or become a political leader and promote the revision of legal provisions, so that he can see his determination and affection.

This is a difficult thing, as difficult as heaven, but it is not a fantasy.Compared to making him change his gender and identity, at least it can be done with effort.

Lin Xingluo stopped writing with his nib, the paper was dry and wet, he wrote a detailed plan from tomorrow to ten years later, and finally he fell asleep on the table.

He dreams with fear, he is not afraid of difficulties, he is afraid of parting.

My father is gone, my mother is crazy, my grandfather died of illness, when we parted, it was not a farewell...

Sui You prepared very well, and the flight to Paris was booked at [-] o'clock in the morning on Wednesday.After Lin Xingluo got on the plane at night, he could have a long sleep in the quiet and comfortable first-class cabin. After waking up, he could listen to music and read a book, and he would be able to land in a short time.The day is off, and I will go out on Friday to shop around, and the two days on the weekend can continue to be used to beat the jet lag.Real local life begins next Monday.

Lin Xingluo nodded silently while listening to his plan.The contrast of identity, experience, and age was so disparate that he couldn't even bring up the idea of ​​resistance.He packed a few things he was used to, not even filling a backpack.Uncle said that the daily necessities have been prepared according to his liking, and they are all in the apartment arranged for him in Paris.His arrangements are always the best.

The day of parting is a rare sunny day in Yancheng, without the slightest bit of bitterness, wind and rain, and the complaints of rain and snow.The dazzling sun poured down from the clouds, reflecting the white light on the asphalt road.Lin Xingluo raised his head, his eyes ached from the sunlight, and when he went to look at Sui You, he was a little vague.

He thought absently, in this kind of weather, he should let his uncle bask in the sun.

People have a self-protection mechanism, which allows us to subconsciously choose to ignore and escape when faced with great pain.Lin Xingluo couldn't bear the upcoming parting, so he chose not to think about it.If you don't listen, don't look, or don't want to, you can pretend that it doesn't exist.

Sui You sent Lin Xingluo to the airport lobby.People come and go, joys and sorrows.Lin Xingluo was silent all the way, rarely showing emotion.

Sui You held his hand and looked into his eyes: "Luoluo, call me as soon as the plane lands, okay?"

"it is good."

"Take good care of yourself. Health and happiness are the most important thing. If you don't like studying, we can change to another school, you know?"

"know."

"Luoluo..."

"En." Lin Xingluo finally looked at Sui You, "Uncle should take good care of himself, don't get sick."

He thought he was going to cry, but no.There were no tears or emotions in those amber eyes, only boundless blankness.For the first time, he did not see himself in Lin Xingluo's eyes.

This discovery hit a corner of Sui You's heart unexpectedly.He began to reflect on whether he might have overestimated his weight in the child's heart... Could it be that the kiss was just a momentary curiosity for him, and when his curiosity was strong, maybe after two years of going out to play, he would Completely forgot about Yan Cheng's little uncle...

Before he could clear his mind, Lin Xingluo had already changed his boarding pass and was ready to leave.He originally wanted to hug Sui You, but thinking about the reason why his uncle sent him abroad, he held back, stood a step away from him, and waved his hand restrainedly.

He didn't speak.There is no word in this world that can describe his sudden mood at this moment, he just wants to throw himself into Sui You's arms and cry, but that is no longer allowed.

He took one last look at Sui You and almost ran away in despair.

"Luoluo!" Sui You didn't expect Lin Xingluo to be so decisive, the young man's slender figure swayed a few times, and soon joined the crowd, "Luoluo..."

His heart seemed to follow him all the way, leaving only a crippled body here.He shook the wheelchair and walked forward for a while, but Lin Xingluo was no longer visible.

The whole world suddenly became quiet, the remaining warmth in the palms dissipated, the colors faded into black and white, the clocks stopped, and the Dead Sea was silent.The world without Lin Xingluo turned out to be like this.

Sui You returned to the house, without Lin Xingluo, this place can no longer be called home.It was empty, the servant was preparing dinner, and the old housekeeper came over to push him, but he didn't have the look and warmth he wanted.

His limited-edition sneakers were thrown on the carpet, his half-solved Sudoku puzzles were stuffed under the coffee table, and his most precious skateboard was leaned against the wall, and he was sent away by himself.Rough and arbitrary, he was sentenced to death before he knew anything about it.

Sui You refused the old housekeeper's help, and went to Lin Xingluo's bedroom in a wheelchair by himself.Most of the time, it was just a decoration until he accepted the admission letter.

He found the proposal written by Lin Xingluo in the drawer.Every chapter and every chapter is the admiration he can't confide in; every stroke is the deep affection he never said.Facing the water-stained paper, Sui You felt pain like a pinprick in his heart.To what extent did he push his own child...

It's not hard to imagine that Lin Xingluo must be sitting at the desk writing furiously while silently shedding tears. What he writes is persistence and what comes out is pain. In the end, he stopped writing, with no words to write, but There are still gloomy emotions that need to be vented, probably lying on the table and crying until exhausted before falling asleep.

Even if such a tearful plan is completed, he will definitely love him scarred, or he will never love him again.

No, no, children are not qualitative, and they may not always follow the plan, otherwise why didn't he take it away.Sui You put away the proposal and warned himself not to overthink it.He rolled his wheelchair out of the room, and saw the old butler standing in front of the French window in the living room, he was still awake.

"Uncle Zhong, are you still resting?" Sui You walked over in the wheelchair.

The old butler made a cup of hot tea and handed it to Sui You, and sat on the sofa next to him.After all, he is an elderly person, so he looks somewhat tired after staying up late: "I can't sleep. My young master's plane didn't land, so I don't feel at ease."

Sui You was startled again, and quickly shook his head to get rid of the dangerous thoughts, and raised the corner of his mouth reluctantly: "Don't think about it, just sleep, wake up and you will be in Paris."

Looking at the dark night sky outside the window, the old butler didn't answer Sui You's words, but changed the subject with a nostalgic tone: "Young master was only this little when he was brought back by your husband." He raised his hand and compared Xiaotuanzi was taller than Xiaotuanzi at the time, "he was shy and obedient, and he liked to nest in your arms, blinking his big eyes and watching you do things. Later, when he grew up, he always ran around on his calves to help you do things. Once You have a urinary tract infection, and you are afraid of disturbing him to sleep at night, so you temporarily divided the room, and the young master has been guarding your door all the time. Whenever doctors, nurses or servants come in and out, he will grab people's trousers and ask, 'Is uncle okay? ? Does uncle still hurt?' After asking more than a dozen times, I finally carried you to your bed. "

Sui You also recalled the past, with an unconscious tenderness in his expression: "Well, in the end, he didn't sleep well, and cried several times at night, and he couldn't be coaxed no matter what."

The face of the old housekeeper showed a kind of thoroughness and understanding that only accumulated over time: "Because he is afraid of losing you. You should know better than anyone else that the young master is not a child who grew up in an ordinary environment. When you are sick, you can turn to your mother for security, but you don’t think of yourself as a father in the first place. In other words, he has no relatives, no best friends, no lovers, he only has you.”

Sui You repeated the old man's words in a questioning tone: "He only has me?"

The ten-hour flight was enough for Lin Xingluo to think about many things.

This is the first time he left Sui You and Yancheng, he was actually calmer than he thought.He'd been dreading the day, and now it had finally happened.It's not the earth-shaking despair, but the helplessness of realizing the reality when the dust settles down.It seems that he ran a marathon alone in the desolate suburbs, walking alone at night, so he was lonely, afraid, patient, always guessing and worrying. Now after he ran 42.195 kilometers, he found that he was running in the wrong direction.

fair enough.No need to speculate on every hug, every tender word, every eye movement, he already understands that it is not love.He loves him, like a father, like a brother, like a mentor, like a friend... only not like a lover.

Lin Xingluo took out a toffee from his pocket and put it in his mouth, tasting the bitter taste for the first time.

Toffee is not bitter, but he is bitter.

It was already late at night, and he closed his eyes while clutching the stripped candy wrapper. He was far away from his hometown, helpless and boundless. No matter how smooth the flight would be, there would be slight bumps. He tried hard to recall the feeling of the cradle. Will it be similar to now?Has there ever been someone else who loved him with all his heart and supported him?

He couldn't figure it out.Maybe there was, but it was too long ago, and it didn't leave any trace in his childhood memory.After thinking about it, there is only one name that can be called relying on.But he no longer wants to rely on him.

He fell asleep drowsily with a mind full of strange thoughts, not like flying in the sky, but falling into the deep sea.

He was woken up by the announcement on the plane. A flight attendant came over to ask if he wanted breakfast and drinks. He asked for a sandwich and juice. After eating slowly, it was almost time to land.He opened the visor and looked out, it was pitch black.

fine.He thought optimistically that the darkness before dawn is always unpleasant, but the sun will rise.

He packed up his mood, walked down the escalator, and walked towards his new life.

The person who picked him up was a Frenchman, holding a very conspicuous sign, which said "Little Young Master" instead of "Lin Xingluo", with the logo of the Sui family printed on the lower right corner.He seemed to be very sure of the person he was picking up from the plane, and waved vigorously at Lin Xingluo from a long distance away, not like meeting for the first time, but reuniting after a long absence.

Lin Xingluo caught his enthusiasm, smiled and walked over to say hello: "Bonjour, Jesuslin." (Good morning, I'm Lin.)

"I'm Daniel," the tall Frenchman gave him a friendly hug, his light blue eyes looked curiously, "M.Sui said to call you young master."

"It doesn't matter, as long as it's not called 'Luoluo', anything else is fine. Little Xingxing is also fine." Since the other party speaks fluent Chinese, Lin Xingluo naturally doesn't need to speak French. "Where do I live?"

"Why can't it be called 'Luoluo'?" Daniel is obviously very interested in this name. In Chinese, the word duplication means intimacy and cuteness. His Chinese is very good!

Lin Xingluo sized Daniel up and said solemnly, "Because only the elders call him that."

Well, Chinese is really profound, Daniel shrugged: "You live in District [-], a great neighborhood, and I'll take you there later. But let's go for a drink first?"

"After that? You?" Lin Xingluo was a typical oriental young man, tall but slender, and he staggered a little while being dragged by the arms of the French youth. He asked questions while adjusting his pace.

"That's right. Yancheng called. M.Sui is on the plane and will arrive in seven hours. Let me wait for him at the airport with you. But also said, if you are tired, I will take you to your new house Wait, I'll cook for you." Daniel showed a very proud expression, "Fruit salad and bacon pizza, I've prepared them. How are you? Are you tired?"

Lin Xingluo blinked, he might be very tired, otherwise why couldn't he understand Daniel's words?