Just A Bit Ruthless

Two months later

"Awesome," the woman said, looking around the spacious suite with an admiring expression.

Roman shrugged and looked at the room indifferently.Paris, Milan, London, and now New York... I don't know when, these luxury hotels have all become the same in his eyes.

He methodically undid his tie.

"I'll do it," the other said with a coquettish smile, pushed his hands away, and began to unbutton his shirt.

Looking undisguisedly at her exquisite half-naked body, Roman tried to brew interest.He should be very interested, because he hasn't touched a woman for a long time.Almost half a year.This was unheard of for him.It was unheard of for him to have sex with only one person in a week, let alone half a year?The strangest thing is that this one-on-one sexual relationship was not forced by others.Luke knew him well and would not ask him for this, but the boy's eyes were full of expectations in this regard.His admiration and hunger had grown stronger, and whenever Roman stopped in London during his travels, he always greeted him with a sunny smile.

This was his last trip on behalf of Luke.It had taken him almost two months to deal with the mess that Whitford had left behind, but it was over now.There was no longer any reason for him to return to London.

"Are you thinking I'm boring?" The woman pouted coquettishly, and gently brushed his crotch with her fingers.After months of listening to a British accent, her American accent seemed out of place.

"I'm not a kid, honey," Roman said. "I'm not going to get blood boiled just because I see a half-naked woman, no matter how pretty she is." He adjusted his willpower and didn't think that just seeing the shape of the British boy's lips could instantly make this thing hard thing.

An inexplicable sense of discomfort surged up in Roman's heart.Feeling annoyed, he pulled the woman closer to him, kissed her roughly, and deliberately made himself notice how soft her lips and breasts were.But her lips were the wrong shape, not at all right, and her mouth wasn't sweet enough, and her hair was too straight, not soft enough—

Roman broke the kiss and turned his back on her. "I've changed my mind. Get out." He said firmly, with anger hidden in his tone, so he was not surprised when the other party left without saying a word.

When the door closed behind the woman, Roman took off the shirt, crumpled it in his hands, and threw it across the room.damned.

Originally trying to prove to himself that he wasn't infatuated with Luke Whitford, but what was this?

Come on, he's simply infatuated.

More than just infatuation.

Roman let out a long breath, sat on the bed and wiped his face.

He is 32 years old, and it is not appropriate to come to this age to pay for his death.Maybe it was time to face the truth and admit it, no matter how inconvenient it was for him.

And the truth is, he only wants his curly-haired British boy.

He wants to possess him.He wanted to tie him to his side.Damn, if that was possible, he would have put him in his pocket and stayed with him 24 hours a day.He wanted to be able to bury his face in Luke's curls and suck imprints on his skin anytime, anywhere.He wants to have the right to do that.

The question is, should he do that.

Roman wasn't used to saying no to any of his desires aside from alcohol and drugs.But the desire for Luke...is not just about taking what you want for yourself.It wasn't even Luke's gender that was holding him back: Roman had already passed that hurdle.He didn't care that Luke had no vagina and a dick.He loved that wonderful little body and didn't want to change it one bit.

No, the issue is much more complicated than Luke's gender.The kid had been hurt in the past, he was just too vulnerable.The kind of commitment Luke wanted would scare most men away.That kid also has the ability to make Roman feel uncomfortable, which is to make him have the idea of ​​going against his own nature and wanting to be a good person, so as to protect the other party from any harm.The most obvious example is when Luke asked Roman if he killed Luke's father, and Roman replied "no".Practically speaking, he wasn't lying, but that wasn't the whole truth: he did play tricks, however indirect, that contributed to Whitford's death.But he left it out, because he knew that silly boy would be paralyzed by guilt, no matter how unworthy his father was.

At the end of the day, Luke Whitford is going to complicate his life—unnecessarily complicated.It's not rational, it's not practical, and it's dangerous to mess with him.Roman will have to make compromises and sacrifices that he would never make in normal times.

Roman sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.

He had to make a decision.