arrogant and coquettish

The night was so quiet that I could even hear my own breathing clearly.Especially when lying on the side, there is a "thumping" sound coming from the heart, which is a little more depressing invisibly.

Su Qinghe lay on the bed and couldn't fall asleep.What Jin An said to him always appeared in his mind, and even he himself began to hesitate.He didn't know when he became what he is now. It's obviously not him to be so hesitant and indecisive.

Even if Jin An used the growth and decline of the tree as a metaphor to him, he still couldn't convince himself.The truths he said, about the impermanence of the world, about the choice of reincarnation, he actually understands very well, but when this truth is used to convince himself, it will not work at all.

He never thought that Jin An would bear such a past, that boy who stayed alone in the corner of the orphanage quietly doing his own thing, he was never lonely in his heart.Su Qinghe only remembered at this time that he very much hoped that in those days when he was frightened, because of his appearance, he could bring him even a moment of comfort, so he was satisfied.

Su Qinghe doesn't remember his parents, or in other words, it's hard to remember them anymore.As long as he can remember, he has been in the orphanage, and this place is his home. As for where he came from, he never thought of exploring, because every child there, Know where you come from, or rather, don't want to mention where you come from.

It took Su Qinghe a long time to realize that everyone has their own origin, so when he introduced "I jumped out of a rock" to everyone at school, he was naturally laughed at by the group of children below.Jin An once said that he has changed a lot over the years.When Su Qinghe didn't tell him, since he walked out of the orphanage and came into contact with completely different people and social groups, he could no longer be himself.

Sometimes, the infinite gentleness around you protects you, and you don't know whether it is good or bad.

Su Qinghe turned over, and suddenly heard extremely light footsteps coming from outside. The person who came carefully slowed down his movements, but he still heard them.In those few seconds when it was difficult to make a judgment, his first reaction was to close his eyes tightly.

In fact, after so many years, he still has many things that have not changed, such as the courage in his bones that does not change.He's actually not that brave.

"Qinghe, you haven't slept yet." The door was gently pushed open, and the footsteps were getting closer and closer, until they finally stopped in front of his window.Before Su Qinghe knew how to react, that person had already opened his mouth lightly.

Not interrogative sentences, but extraordinarily bland declarative sentences.His tone seemed to have a touch of resignation, but it was gentle and soothed his uneasy mood.Su Qinghe suddenly remembered that he once thought that when his dumb spoke, his voice would be extra pleasant, as gentle as the melting snow in early spring, clean, clear, slowly lingering bit by bit, Flowing slowly from his heart.

Su Qinghe coughed twice, then sat up from the bed, reached out and fumbled to turn on the light in the room.

Jin An was still wearing a hospital gown at the moment, and the blue and white stripes seemed a bit dazzling at first glance, so Su Qing and his long and narrow eyes narrowed unconsciously, and then smiled inexplicably.

The person in front of him didn't expect him to turn on the light suddenly, and he was a little surprised for a moment, and then softened his expression in his confused smile, "You didn't even know how to turn on the light before."

Su Qinghe froze for a moment, and the smile on his face froze for a while, looking extraordinarily dull.But he is no longer as noble and glamorous as a big star, so it seems to fit a lot with the memories of the past.In fact, none of the children in the orphanage found the story of the fool brothers interesting, only Su Qinghe read it with gusto.

Now that cartoon is no longer shown, Jin An always feels a little sad when he thinks about it, but he is also extremely grateful.The memories about that time have slowly dissipated with the passage of time, and the shadows that could vaguely touch the outlines have gradually faded, and they are no longer what they used to be.The dean left, the old street was about to be demolished, and the storybooks and animations from that year were not reprinted, but luckily he had found him.

"People will change." Su Qinghe came back to his senses, and felt a little uncomfortable when he said this sentence.

Jin An nodded, he understood what Su Qinghe was struggling with and what he needed, so he was not in a hurry.Although the feeling that the gap that had existed in his life for so many years was finally filled was almost out of his control, but seeing this person in front of him, he felt that no matter how long it was, it was worth it.

"Jin An, do you think I'm hypocritical?" Su Qinghe looked at his silent expression, pursed his lips and asked.

He seldom calls his name, so Jin An was slightly stunned when he heard it, but he quickly realized it and smiled lightly, "I know you have a lump in your heart because of Song Shi's matter, even if I Having said so much, you are still competing with yourself, but this is his choice, and he doesn't regret it himself, so why do you bother?"

Su Qinghe stopped talking, what Jin An said now hit his heart.A lot of things have happened during this period of time, and he didn't even have time to organize his thoughts before he was about to face the next accident. These emergencies were something he had never thought about, so he gradually lost consciousness as those conspiracies approached step by step. Losing himself, he began to be at a loss, began to panic, and began to care about the people around him.

In fact, Jin An knew it all, but he never said it.In many subtle places, he can see the former Su Qinghe. He has never deliberately done anything, just waiting for him to slowly walk through the hurdles that you have to go through step by step, and return to the old Su Qinghe. His side, with a new and mature attitude, smiled at him, as always.

This is the picture he has thought about for a long time, and he is waiting for them to be completed one by one.

"I've always thought of you these years, and I can't tell why." Su Qinghe lowered his head, his thin lips seemed to be covered with a layer of soft light under the fluorescent light, looking extremely gentle.

"I used to be very angry with you and felt that you were not promised. But then I figured it out again. We all have our own paths that we have to walk. You can't walk with me, so you have to walk other people's paths. I like playing games very much. The NPCs in the game are like the roles that each of us plays in other people’s lives. After we complete the task, we disappear. Few players can remember every NPC.”

"Whether it's Chen Jiahao, Lu Zichen, or Song Shi, they are all NPCs in my life, but I can't forget them. I always feel that I haven't completed the tasks they entrusted to me. I really want to Find the final answer, otherwise I will always have guilt and anxiety,"

Jin Jing listened to him quietly, without interrupting or expressing any opinions.He likes to listen to him talk, Su Qinghe is a smart person, he will understand how to get himself back.

"Jin An, give me a little more time." Su Qinghe looked at him suddenly, his eyes were full of complicated emotions, but with subtle pleas.

Jin An looked at his gentle eyebrows and nodded slightly.

"Sorry, we don't explain any interviews." Xie Ran blocked the microphone that came over, and explained lightly with a false smile.

The incident of Su Qinghe's entering the bureau caused quite a stir, but before Song Shi's "SM Sexual Killing" incident, it suddenly became nothing.

Two people, two things, but the timing is inexplicably compatible.Netizens are discussing it in full swing, but the parties involved just never make any reaction.The police did not dare to harass them, and they would not mention the matter of the police station in front of Su Qinghe, so when Su Qinghe went out these two days, the name "Song Shi" was heard the most.

He didn't feel impatient yet, but Xie Ran became extremely impatient, and he didn't know why he didn't like to see this group of reporters, or rather, he didn't like to see the people mentioned by those reporters.

However, Song Shi's fans have already made a fuss. First, they swipe the screen to light candles under Su Qinghe's Weibo, and then continue to send black posts to discredit him on various social platforms. His idol was plotted to take the blame for him.But the videos and pictures on the Internet are not fake, and the people who eat melons are not blind, so no matter how crazy fans are, Song Shi's image will be completely ruined.

"You are really likable." Han Su pushed the tablet in front of him and said slowly.

Song Shi didn't want to talk to him, and he didn't want to read the content on the tablet, so he turned his face away and didn't say a word.

"Didn't you say that you will be obedient in the future?" The man's eyes suddenly darkened, and he turned his head and forced him to look at the news on the tablet that his fans kept complaining about him, "Look, you are in their The pure heart is like the snow lotus on Tianshan Mountain, you say they know that the clean little prince in their heart is actually not as good as the duck in the nightclub, what would they think?"

His fingers pinched so hard that his cheeks hurt.

"Whatever you want." Song Shi tried to turn his head away, but after struggling a few times, he found that he gave up after doing futile work.He closed his eyes slightly, his tone cold.

"Jin An has all the evidence, Chen Jiahao's, Lu Zichen's, and—" Han Su smiled evilly, "Wang Li."

Song Shi didn't respond to the names of the first few people, but when the last person's name fell on his ears, his body couldn't help shaking slightly.

"Your reaction is really interesting." Han Su loosened his restraint, picked up the tablet on the table and swipe it twice, "I have something more interesting here, I hope your reaction will not disappoint me."