arrogant and coquettish

The hug came so suddenly that Su Qinghe was in a mess all of a sudden, but he couldn't push him away, either because he couldn't, or because he didn't want to.

"Be careful of being photographed." He gently buried his head in the hollow of his shoulder, sighed slightly, and said in a muffled voice.

Jin An seemed to move when he heard his words, and then let him go, "I lost my composure."

The street lamp at the door gave off a warm yellow light, hitting his face softly, and he looked a little lonely and annoyed.Su Qinghe froze for a moment, a small moth flew over his head, flapping its wings happily under the light source.

"Do you want to go up and sit down?"

As soon as he uttered this sentence, he regretted it, bit his own tongue in a huff, and inexplicably looked forward to the reaction of the person in front of him.

Jin An seemed a little surprised by his attitude, stretched out his hand to drive away the moths on his head, smiled softly, showing two shallow dimples, "Okay."

Obviously he didn't intend to let him drive in the car at the beginning, but now he took the initiative to invite people to the house, Su Qinghe scratched his hair annoyed—would he be regarded as trying to get him in this state?

However, Jin An didn't think too much about it. When he opened the door, Agua rushed forward with a "meow meow". He obviously hadn't been to this place for many days, but everything was familiar as if it happened yesterday.

"Uh...sit whatever you want." Su Qinghe pointed to the sofa next to him a little nervously, his eyes dodged a little, and he didn't know where to put it.

"Filming recently?" Jin An put Agua on the ground, and the little guy yelled twice in dissatisfaction, then walked lazily to the foot of the sofa, without throwing him a single look.However, the person involved smiled instead of anger—the cat raised by this person is more and more like its owner.

Su Qinghe sat down opposite him, nodded, "Yes."

There was no words for a while, and the room fell into an embarrassing silence.

"Do you remember the first time I came here?" It seems that every time it was Jin An who started first, he habitually raised his legs, looking at his eyes filled with gentle light.

Su Qinghe recalled the scene of that day only after hearing him mention it. He was originally a person who rarely thought about the past, but for some reason, the scenes that happened with this person were unfolded in front of his eyes very clearly, like a scroll painting.At that time, he must have never imagined that one day they would be able to sit together so calmly and reminisce about the past.

"I'm quite stingy. At that time, I just wanted to tease you, but in the end it seemed to be self-defeating." He raised the corners of his mouth in self-deprecating manner, but the tenderness in his eyes remained the same. ——I never thought that I would lose myself. If I told you, you would just take it as a joke.

Su Qinghe recalled what he heard that day, and his eyes suddenly became a little complicated.

"What's the relationship between you and Qu Ningchen?" He had struggled with this question for a long time, but he was relieved to finally be able to say it now.

Jin An obviously didn't expect him to ask such a question, and the expression on his face was a little surprised, but at the same time seemed to be in a daze.Then the person opposite smiled, looking a little embarrassed, "The time he came to guest star in "Hua Lantern", I overheard your conversation in the bathroom."

Su Qinghe looked at the person opposite with suddenly enlightened eyes, but his heart hung up for some reason.

"It's all a thing of the past." Jin An's appearance is that of a mixed-race temperament, with deep-lined eyes, and when the eyes become deep, they will look extraordinarily deep, making it impossible to see what he is thinking.

"I want to know!" Seeing his hesitant attitude, Su Qinghe became inexplicably stubborn, like a frightened hedgehog, suddenly erected its thorns, but lost the momentum just now in the other's probing eyes, He lowered his head with a guilty conscience, "You just treat me as a gossip."

Jin An had no intention of not telling him, but the matter was too complicated and the time interval was a little long, so it was not a good thing for him, so he just let it go.Who knew that Su Qinghe would stick to this point, he was a little surprised, in his impression, big stars are not people who gossip.But since he had already spoken, he had no reason to deliberately conceal it.

The story unfolds slowly in the narration of the parties, and gradually returns to its own appearance.

Qu Ningchen was studying in the United States before, and met Jin An by chance because of a part-time job. The two originally went to the same school, and gradually began to have an intersection.In a foreign country, two people from the same country can always get acquainted quickly.Later, when they returned to China, Jin Yi happened to open JM at that time, so under Jin An's arrangement, Qu Ningchen joined the company and became the main artist.

When the two are together, everything seems to be in order.But King Ying told him the day before he climbed to the top that he was with him just to get to the top as soon as possible, and now that his goal has been achieved, he is useless.The two parted ways.Later Qu Ningchen went to the United States, but suddenly announced his retirement.Jin An also went to the United States later, but the two of them never met again.

"Is it a misunderstanding?" Su Qinghe asked after pondering for a while.He looked at it from the perspective of a bystander without any personal prejudice, and still felt that Qu Ningchen would not be such a person.

Jin An paused when he heard this, "My father found him back then and asked him, career or love, which one should you choose?"

Su Qinghe couldn't help but sigh, it was the peak period of Qu Ningchen's acting career, but he had to face such a secret operation, and finally found an excuse to point the finger at himself, it is sad to think so.

"I couldn't understand it at first, but then I gradually figured it out. He chose to be an actor because of family reasons, and he couldn't give up his career at all." Jin An sighed, not knowing whether it was regret or emotion, "My father just wanted to Tell me, sentient beings cannot drink enough water."

Su Qinghe looked at him quietly, with complicated eyes.

"Qinghe——" Jin An suddenly called out to him, his dark eyes locked firmly on his face, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Ah?" Su Qinghe regained his senses a little bit, and replied a little helplessly.

Jin An's eyes changed, he opened his mouth as if he was very troubled, then shook his head, "It's nothing, it's too late, I'm leaving first."

Su Qinghe nodded dumbly, watching him get up and leave.After a long time, I finally set my sights on Agua, who was squatting on the side and dozing off, "What do you want to ask?"

No one spoke, and the room was extremely quiet, so quiet that it seemed that the person had never been here.

Before you know it, October is drawing to a close. Even though City B is always hot and cold, the weather is starting to turn cold.However, Su Qinghe's Weibo was extremely lively, because the big star's birthday was approaching, and the fans were buzzing about the topic, but the person concerned was not interested and did not pay special attention to it.

"Qinghe, the crew seems to be giving you a birthday." Today is the last scene of "Hua Lantern", but it happens to be the day before Su Qinghe's birthday, so the crew temporarily decided to hold the finale banquet as a birthday banquet at the same time.Xie Ran reminded Su Qinghe now that he wanted him to remember to adapt later.

Su Qinghe paused for a moment while playing the game, and then saw the words "You are dead" appear on the screen, bit his lips and returned to the main menu, and clicked on the calendar to find that today is November 11rd, and it will be him a day later birthday.

He can already imagine that the birthday party at night will definitely be recorded in the gags of the crew, and then released on Weibo. In the video, he looks surprised and smiles like a fool—in fact, there are no surprises in the entertainment industry, all Everything is just a play on the occasion.

Su Qinghe didn't speak, reopened the game page, and began to manipulate the villains on the screen.

Xie Ran watched his reaction from the rearview mirror, and then closed his mouth very consciously—well, big stars seem to be extraordinarily cold recently.

Today is the last scene to be filmed: Min Lang won the battle, Shangfeng was worried that he would outshine the master, so he sent a murderer to assassinate him, everything went perfectly according to the plan, but the last bullet into the girl's body.Min Lang put an end to the legend of the God of War, and asked the housekeeper to release the news that he and the killer died together, and put the crime on the Japanese invaders, and then returned to the inland, her hometown, with Min Yue's body in his arms.

This ending was unexpected by Su Qinghe. According to the cold-blooded officer written in the book, he thought that Min Lang would eventually choose between his country and his lover.The ending of the book is that in the end Min Lang led the soldiers to guard the country after Min Yue's death and remained unmarried all his life.

He was even more puzzled when he learned that the ending was revised in accordance with the original author's wishes. It happened that the author came to visit the class today, so Su Qinghe also went to ask this question.

The young girl obviously didn't expect him to ask such a question, and she smiled lightly, "It's not like you have to make a choice for everything in this world. If I really have to choose, I'd rather he be a man of flesh and blood than regret A lifetime of loneliness in guilt and guilt."

The country and the lover seemed to be the choice of many people without thinking at that time. When the country was in crisis, the love between children and daughters was vain.Perhaps this explanation is the most reasonable, but the country has betrayed him, and his stupid loyalty seems ridiculous. In the end, such an ending is also in line with the romance of a little girl.

In the last scene, Min Lang is holding the lifeless Min Yue and walking outside. His steps are slow and heavy, and his face is as cold as the temperature of the person in his arms.

"Tell them that Min Lang died for the country, and he has no regrets in this life." He said this to the housekeeper who followed him, his voice was cold, but it seemed to be filled with mournful tenderness.

Finally, there is his receding back. The picture gradually transitions from color to black and white, just like an old photo.The picture freezes, but the background music doesn't stop——

"My name is Yaya, and my mother said that a humble name is easy to support."

"From now on, I will be your family."

···

"Don't be afraid, Yaya, I'll take you home."

The last sentence is the voice-over recorded by Su Qinghe. The voice has been blurred, as if it came from a far away place, and the coldness and emptiness are like the morning fog.

Looking at the final film, Su Qinghe felt his eyes moist for some reason.