arrogant and coquettish

When the relationship between two people reaches a certain level of tacit understanding, in fact, there is no need to point out a lot of things.That's why many people say that the ambiguous period is the real honeymoon period, and you will feel overwhelmed because of a look in the other person's eyes, and you can't help yourself.But after we are really together, the passion will be polished by the ordinary days to the trivial things of daily necessities, and the affection will remain the same, but the still water will flow deeper.

Su Qinghe looked into Jin An's eyes, and suddenly wanted to say something, but the light in his eyes changed, and finally fell silent.Perhaps his eyes were still at a loss for the answer, so Jin An easily saw through his thoughts, he smiled and said, "Xie Ran called you just now, I forgot to tell you. "

"When?" Su Qinghe managed to regain his senses, and avoided meeting Jin An's gaze with evasive eyes.

"When you were playing games just now." Jin An's cell phone rang suddenly, and he got up to look at the computer, probably because of business.

Su Qinghe picked up his phone from the coffee table, and he saw a missed call. He glanced at Jin An, then went back to his room and called Xie Ran.

"What's the matter?" During this period of time without work, Xie Ran definitely wouldn't call him if he had nothing to do, because Su Qinghe didn't like inexplicable phone calls, this point, as a manager, Xie Ran must be clear.

"Christmas is coming." Xie Ran was silent for a while, and then said this sentence.

Su Qinghe frowned, "What do you want to say?"

"Gu Ning called me." He seemed to think for a long time before finally deciding to confess to Su Qinghe.

Su Qinghe didn't want to know why Gu Ning suddenly called him, and he didn't want to pursue it. He was afraid that Xie Ran's determination would start to waver because of that person's words.

"On Christmas Eve, Jin Sanshao and I will go to Chengshan to spend Christmas there. Do you want to go together?" Su Qinghe didn't want to ask, and directly gave Xie Ran a chance to make a decision.

The person on the other end of the phone fell silent suddenly, and then he seemed to have thought for a long time before he smiled and said to Su Qinghe, "No, you can have fun with the big boss." He wanted to say "Don't bother me anymore", but he felt After talking, it was still unnecessary, or I didn't want to spend other energy thinking about other things, so I finally chose to remain silent.

Su Qinghe sighed slightly, "Think clearly."

Xie Ran was stunned for a moment, his eyes gradually changed from lax to firm, "I've made up my mind."

Who hasn't, when it's all-or-nothing for one person?Even if you know that your choice is wrong, but quietly stay by that person's side, not alienating or disturbing, it's really not that important whether it's worth it or not.

It's like Song Xu in that year, who kept silent for so many years.But everyone has a tired afterlife. If you are tired, just let go.

Su Qinghe does not interfere with his choice, which is his most basic respect for a relationship.Only at this time, he suddenly thought of Song Xu. They hadn't been in touch for a long time, but when he thought of it at this time, he could only say in his heart, "May you be well."Those who should be owed, the feelings that should be owed, and those who can't afford it, can only be kept in the heart.

Xie Ran and Gu Ning will end up like this in the end.Su Qinghe just hoped that the ending could be a little better than this one, and the worst outcome would not be worse than this one.At the very least, they don't bother each other, but I remember you, and I bless you, which can be regarded as a kind of fulfillment.

They set off early on Christmas Eve. When going out, Jin An asked Su Qinghe to bring an extra scarf. Who knew that sloppy star still didn't listen to his words. Jin An had no choice but to give him his own scarf put it on.

Su Qinghe's fleece hat was pulled down very low, but now Jin An put a scarf on him, so Su Qinghe's entire face was buried in the wool.His face was originally small, but now Jin An couldn't see his face clearly. Su Qinghe looked at his face through the small slit exposed by the brim of his hat, his eyebrows and eyes curved into a good-looking look.

Xie Ran also went out early. He is not usually a person who dresses up a lot, but now he changed several outfits in front of the mirror. Although he thought it was funny, but thinking of meeting that person soon, he My heart began to jump for joy involuntarily.

"Thank you." Gu Ning's voice was still pleasant, Qingming was like a clear spring in the forest, slowly flowing past his ears.

Xie Ran raised his head and watched that person walking slowly from the thick morning fog, without daring to blink his eyes, as if it was a rare dream.

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" Gu Ning looked at him apologetically, and then explained, "There are some things at home."

"No, I just came here." Xie Ran rubbed his hands, and smiled modestly at him, but he didn't pay attention to the deep eyes of the person opposite.

Gu Ning suddenly called Xie Ran and asked him to go out to buy Christmas things together, but it was actually a bit abrupt to Xie Ran.After the farewell in the hospital that day, the two of them never met again. I don't know why it always seemed to be tacit understanding, but Xie Ran still felt empty in his heart.

Before he knew Gu Ning for such a long time, he came here like this, but after meeting this person, it seemed that he would feel unbearable if he didn't see him that day.

Gu Ning doesn't have many friends in City B. The young director of a big hospital is taciturn and has no plans. It's really hard to find someone who can tell the truth.The appearance of Xie Ran broke his inherent life circle. He concealed his marriage from him at the beginning, but it was not intentional, but no matter who it was, after learning the fact that he was married, they would alienate him inexplicably.He originally thought that Xie Ran would be an accident, but he was still disappointed.

Probably, Xie Ran is actually no different from those so-called friends before.

When two big men are shopping in the mall, and they are handsome and relatively outstanding in appearance, they seem to easily become the focus.Xie Ran felt extremely uncomfortable looking at the probing gazes of others.

If he has that kind of relationship with Gu Ning, he doesn't care what others think of him.But they have nothing to do with each other, so Xie Ran just smiled wryly, very reluctantly.

"Do you have something to do at noon? Let me treat you to a meal." Gu Ning suddenly asked when the things were almost bought.

Xie Ran froze for a moment, raised his head to meet his gentle gaze, and suddenly had a bad premonition.

The restaurant that Gu Ning chose also matches his temperament, but it does not match his identity.Xie Ran looked at the numbers on the menu, remembered what Su Qinghe said before, and suddenly couldn't eat anything.Indeed, Gu Ning became the director of surgery at such a young age, and he married a wife who was the director's daughter. Anyone can see the tricks in it, let alone Xie Ran is not stupid at all.

"Is there nothing that suits your appetite?" Gu Ning asked a little strangely seeing that he had only looked at one page without moving.

Xie Ran shook his head and smiled, "Order, I'm not very good at ordering." Then he picked up the buckwheat tea on the table and took a sip silently.Well, it's really bitter, and it suits his current mood very well.

Gu Ning glanced at him, frowning slightly, but quickly covered it up, "Okay."

The dishes were ordered quickly, and the waiting process was uncomfortable anyway.There was a suspicious silence between the two of them, Xie Ran lowered his head in embarrassment and kept scrolling through Weibo, but couldn't see anything.

"Xie Ran, can we chat?" Gu Ning hesitated for a while, and finally called him.He originally wanted to say "in the name of a friend", but when he said it at this time, for some reason, it always seemed a bit awkward.

Xie Ran understood that the reason why Gu Ning asked him out to buy something was just an excuse.It turned out that he wanted to have a showdown with himself.Xie Ran thought of what Su Qinghe said in the hospital, and smiled wryly. ——That's right, anyone would want to get to the bottom of the situation at that time, let alone Gu Ning himself is a serious person.

"What do you want to talk about?" Xie Ran put down the teacup in his hand, trying to make himself look as calm as possible, but his hands tightly grabbed his pants.He even made careful preparations before going out. He thought it was already funny, but he didn't expect there to be something more ironic.

"Why did you change your attitude towards me after you found out that I have a wife?" Regarding this point, Gu Ning was really puzzled.He never deliberately concealed his marriage, but when he found that because of his marriage, people around him gradually began to alienate him, he would subconsciously choose to hide it.

The reason why he didn't say anything at first was because he cherished Xie Ran as a friend.

"You think too much, I haven't changed my attitude towards you." Xie Ran was full of guilt when he said this, and his poor acting skills full of loopholes became a kind of cover-up in Gu Ning's eyes.

"I have never had anyone who speaks the truth by my side, because whenever someone approaches me and finds out about my marriage, they will selectively alienate." Gu Ning lowered his head in distress, "I didn't mean to hide from you , I was just worried that you would leave me too. That's why I didn't say it. Sorry, I wasn't honest with you at the beginning."

The people you meet in the hospital are nothing more than because your position is close to you. After learning that you are in the position because of your relationship, what will they think of you?This is actually a very simple truth, but Gu Ning couldn't understand it.Then the only possible reason is that this marriage is not a transaction in his heart, but an extremely pure union.

But you don't know that those people's alienation from you is different from my alienation.

Xie Ran looked at his serious face, as if returning to the day when he first met him.He suddenly felt a little fortunate that the person he liked never regarded his feelings as a waste.He really doesn't understand, so he has no taboos.So should he be forgiven for being like this?

But what should I do to act calm in front of you, as if nothing happened?

I don't know why, Xie Ran, who has been shrunk in his own shell and dare not make a sound, suddenly has an answer at this moment.