[Vampire] Stockholm

Lin Xianyu finally explained everything to Guan Zhilian. Guan Zhilian's care finally made Lin Xianyu let go of his guard. He told Guan Zhilian everything in the past, including his relationship with Zhang Ziyu, including his indirect cause of Zhang Ziyu's mother's death.What he didn't say was that when the little Zhang Ziyu threw tears into his arms that year and asked him if he would go with him with tears all over his face, he chose to agree, and it was sincere.He was really willing to go with him. He was willing to give time, space and love to his important friends. He failed to meet the appointment the next day because it was raining heavily at home and he was not allowed to go out.No matter how much he begged, there was nothing he could do.

But that has passed, and sometimes Lin Xianyu would think that he might as well not agree to him, to that tearful young man, and not to give him any hope, then Zhang Ziyu could take his mother and leave here, all of which would be irrelevant will happen.

In Zhang Ziyu's matter, he is not a complete victim, he is also responsible.

But sometimes, he is really afraid of Zhang Ziyu, the other party is like a wolf in the snowy night, looking at him with blue Youyou eyes, it seems that he can kill him at any time.

Guan Zhilian enlightened him carefully and prescribed a lot of medicines for him.Seeing Lin Xianyu's haggard appearance, Guan Zhilian asked, "I'll take you out for a walk. You've been in the hospital for so long. Going out to have a look will help your condition."

Lin Xianyu looked at him and nodded.

During this period of time, Guan Zhilian has been doing rehabilitation for Lin Xianyu's legs. In the end, Lin Xianyu was able to get out of the wheelchair and walk slowly with a cane. This made Lin Xianyu feel much better, and she was also very grateful to Guan Zhilian.

Because the work of rehabilitation itself should be done by the nurses in the hospital, but Guan Zhilian is more professional, so she took the initiative to apply to the hospital for this job.

Sometimes Lin Xianyu wonders why the doctor treats him so well, but the doctor's answer has always been that this is my responsibility, and it can't be more official, so Lin Xianyu didn't think too deeply.

One afternoon, the weather turned better, the sun fell through the thin gaps in the trees, Guan Zhilian and Lin Xianyu walked slowly in the garden of the hospital.The sun and air are gentle, and the birds are chirping.When the two walked through an outdoor corridor, Guan Zhilian stopped, looked at Lin Xianyu steadfastly, and asked him with a smile: "My friend gave me two tickets for the art exhibition, which belong to Janaki."

"Janaki, that strange British painter, every painting can be thought-provoking but also has a huge visual impact. Has he come here to hold an exhibition?"

"He has come to China. If you want to see it, we will fly to Shanghai tomorrow. I have prepared the air tickets." Guan Zhilian said.

Lin Xianyu frowned, but still shook her head: "How embarrassing, I didn't give you anything..."

"I invite you." Guan Zhilian said.

Lin Xianyu always felt that the conversations and interactions between himself and the doctor were more like the interactions with his classmates in high school, pure and clear, but he didn't expect that he was completely wrong.

When they actually arrived at the art exhibition, Guan Zhilian took him to the empty art gallery, but there was no one there, and the walls were all paintings of Janaki's Hell series.Under the soft light, Guan Zhilian just looked at him quietly, which gave Lin Xianyu a creepy feeling.

Lin Xianyu supported himself with a cane, but felt that the hairs on his back were standing on end. He wanted to retreat, but found that his current state was too bad. If something happened, he didn't know how to get out of the current situation.

Guan Zhilian sighed slightly, and gave Lin Xianyu a comforting smile: "Don't be nervous, Axian, I have always wanted to tell you one thing, but I was not sure whether I should do it. But, Life is short, if you meet someone you like but don't even have the courage to try, then it's too sad."

"Mr. Guan..." Lin Xianyu murmured, feeling that something bad was about to happen, but Guan Zhilian's expression made him feel that he would not be hurt too much.

He is in a dilemma, and most importantly, he really can't do much in his current state.The doctor's tone also sounded strange. This is to confess to himself...?

Lin Xianyu was a little dazed, his mind was buzzing while leaning on crutches, and he only hoped that what he thought was wrong.

Guan Zhilian was three steps away from him, looking at him with a smile: "Axian, I like you, please stay with me."

Guan Zhilian's voice was firm and soft, as if it contained ninety thousand miles of affection, flowing gently like water.

Lin Xianyu staggered, took a step back, and almost fell to the ground.

Thin sweat broke out from the corner of his forehead, and his whole body tensed up, feeling that his condition was extremely bad.There are not a few people who have confessed to him since he was a child, but he seems to have never been enlightened in terms of feelings. There is a thick stack of love letters stuffed in his book bag by girls, but he has never opened them. After reading it, there were only two people who said this to him, one was Zhang Ziyu, and the other was the dead Xu Rou.

No matter which one makes him feel that this is an extremely bad thing.

Zhang Ziyu was hurt by him, so the hurt came back. Xu Rou's death was the last thing he wanted to see. He had promised that girl to go out together.

Lin Xianyu gritted his teeth and tried his best to support himself with a cane. He felt that the doctor was not Zhang Ziyu, and the doctor could communicate. He and the doctor had been communicating for so long.

He took a deep breath, looked at the doctor solemnly, and said in a firm tone: "Doctor, since I was a child, I have never had such feelings for anyone like a lover. You think I am a freak. But it's true. I never thought I'd have a relationship with anyone that was more than a friend. Doctor, thank you for your liking, but I... don't like anyone. I don't like men either."

After Guan Zhilian heard this, she didn't speak for a while, the air became quieter, and then Lin Xianyu heard Guan Zhilian sighed slightly.

In a trance, Lin Xianyu seemed to hear an aria in Italian, the soprano echoed in the gallery, the statue of the angel joined hands, and every inch of the folds of the clothes revealed a sense of cowardice.

"Ah Xian, is it because of Zhang Ziyu?" Guan Zhilian asked.

That name was like a heavy blow, hitting Lin Xianyu's heart viciously. Lin Xianyu froze in place. He wanted to shake his head, but for some reason he couldn't move his body.

His body was unwilling to act according to his thoughts, and he heard a vague voice whispering in his heart: A Xian, you always know what you want, do you want that person?Or, do you want to atone for your past?

Lin Xianyu silently responded to that voice: I don't know...but I...if I can, I want to go back to the past, no matter what, I would like to walk with him on that rainy night.

I don't want to see him cry, and I don't want to see him become like this, I... I hate him, but I...

Seeing that Lin Xianyu hadn't answered for a long time, Guan Zhilian's expression flashed a trace of treachery, and he walked towards Lin Xianyu slowly.

"I know the situation should be like this, so, Ah Xian, take a look, who is waiting for you in front of the gallery?" Guan Zhilian was so close to him that Lin Xianyu could almost feel his warm breath.

"Who...?" Lin Xianyu asked.

Guan Zhilian smiled and said, "Come with me."

Guan Zhilian led the way, and Lin Xianyu followed suit. The sound of the crutches hitting the ground was clear and loud, echoing in an empty space. The demons in Janaki's hell were all looking at them from the wall, and for a moment Lin Xianyu felt as if he was walking in hell, and Guan Zhilian who was leading him in front of him was Satan who lured him here.

Passing corner after corner, he finally saw that person, waiting for him in front of him.

White hair and white eyes, black shirt and black pants, sharp and cold eyes.

That is--

Zhang Ziyu.