i'm not sick

22

"Ye Sicun, I like you." Li Yuesong said.

This out-of-the-ordinary confession doesn't feel emotionally charged, because there's usually a "but."Ye Sicun waited for Li Yuesong's next words.

"You can ask me to say it as many times as you want, I'm willing to admit it. I can stop being arrogant and duplicity. But coming out... I can't do it."

Li Yuesong spoke so frankly about his bottom line, Ye Sicun also felt distressed, but Li Yuesong is here now because of Ye Sicun's hard work for so many years.He was eager to tell the whole world, and because of Li Yuesong's face, he held back the ecstasy in his heart and didn't tell others.

But now he doesn't ask Li Yuesong to accompany him to face the whole world, he only asks Li Yuesong to go home with him and meet his family.It is enough for parents to know that Ye Sicun loves such a person, and this person also loves Ye Sicun deeply.

"I don't want our love to be obscured." Ye Sicun begged, "Just go home and meet my parents, okay?"

Li Yuesong thought for a long time, and agreed.

There was some gap between the two plays. After Ye Sicun and Li Yuesong agreed, he took Li Yuesong on the plane early the next morning, afraid that if he hesitated a little, Li Yuesong would regret it.

However, Li Yuesong became unhappy when he was on the plane. Ye Sicun thought to himself, he must have offended Li Yuesong, but it doesn't matter, now that he is on the plane, can he still jump off?For now, we can only coax him.

Ye Sicun searched for jokes in his head for a long time, and finally found one he was satisfied with, and said to Li Yuesong, "Let me tell you a joke."

"I won't listen." Li Yuesong refused flatly.

Ye Sicun is not the kind of person who just obediently stops talking when others don't listen to him.Next to Li Yuesong, he talked vividly: "It is said that the Tang monk, his master and his disciples went to the west to learn scriptures. On the way, Tang Monk was hungry and said to Wukong, "Wukong, you go to ask for alms." Sun Wukong took out a golden cudgel, drew a circle on the ground, and said 'Master, do you think it's round?'. Hahahaha, isn't it funny?"

Li Yuesong looked at Ye Sicun like a monkey, and said indifferently: "Someone will come later, don't say you know me."

"Oh, you don't have to worry about it. My parents have wanted to see you for a long time. You can hide from the first day of the junior high school but not the fifteenth."

"I don't care about that." Li Yuesong frowned.

"What do you care about?"

"When I was in Beijing, you didn't give me time to buy gifts. When I got off the plane, I was in the south. I couldn't buy anything from the north. It seemed that I was not sincere?"

Ye Sicun couldn't help laughing, it turned out that Li Yuesong was afraid that his parents would not like him if he didn't choose a good gift.Ye Sicun patted Li Yuesong on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, the parents-in-law mainly want to see the ugly daughter-in-law, and are not interested in gifts."

"I won't discuss it with you anymore. After getting off the plane, see if there are any shops nearby."

"Why do you look like a baby, isn't it related to Yinyin's experience?" Ye Sicun said, "When you met the Guan family's parents, what did you buy?"

"That's different."

"What's the difference?"

"When I went to Guan Yinyin's house, I didn't think about anything. I just bought some fruits and tea, and it was her decision. Now I can't go to your house so casually, can I?"

"Why can't you just go to my house casually?" Ye Sicun deliberately.

"I wouldn't say those three words on the plane." Li Yuesong said with a straight face.

Ye Sicun was secretly happy, and Li Yuesong always gave him a bite of candy intentionally or unintentionally.But Li Yuesong needs to be at ease when he wants to see his parents.Ye Sicun then said: "My father likes to drink tea, he is very happy if you buy some tea leaves. My mother likes to eat dim sum, you can buy her a few packs of dim sum, and Ye Rutu, you can buy her some small jewelry, Leave her behind, but she will speak bad things in front of her parents..."

Li Yuesong stared at Ye Sicun, Ye Sicun was uncomfortable being stared at by Li Yuesong, so he shut up.He touched his face and asked, "Is there something on my face?"

"You call your mother, mother?" Li Yuesong was curious.

"Otherwise what is it called?"

"If you're a girl or you're not full, I'm not surprised to call you Mom, but you are a big man who is going to be three years old, and you always say you are Mom. Tell me, are you Mommy?"

Ye Sicun didn't know how to explain it, because Li Yuesong wasn't the only one who suspected that he was a mother.I also explained to others before that I called my mother because I felt that my mother was also a girl with a girlish heart and needed to be taken care of.But most of the people who heard this explanation looked more suspicious of Ye Sicun, thinking that Ye Sicun was not only a mother baby, but also had a serious Oedipus complex.

Ye Sicun simply didn't explain, and pointed to the scenery outside the window to change the topic.

When the two got off the plane in Hangzhou, Li Yuesong first went to Longjing to buy a box of tea, and then bought a silk scarf nearby, and watched the clerk pack it carefully.In front of the mirror in the store, I sorted out my outfit over and over again.

Ye Sicun saw everything in his eyes, his heart was sweet, and he didn't make a sound.When I was sitting next to Li Yuesong in high school, when he was sleeping and secretly staring at him, I never thought that there would be a day when I would take him home in the name of a lover.

Before dark, the two finally arrived at Ye Sicun's house.Li Yuesong stood stiffly at the door, neither knocking nor not knocking, he raised his hand and put it down, hesitating again and again, pulling Ye Sicun downstairs.

Ye Sicun grabbed Li Yuesong back and said seriously, "Everyone is here, I can't let you run away."

"But what if your parents thought you were joking when you said you liked men, and you didn't show them my photo, what if they can't accept it?" Li Yuesong was anxious.

"Then let's try to make them accept it." Ye Sicun firmly held Li Yuesong's hand and knocked on the door.Li Yuesong's palms were already sweating.

Ye Rutu opened the door, saw Ye Sicun holding a man's hand, looked at Li Yuesong, Li Yuesong said respectfully: "Hello."

Ye Rutu asked: "Xiaobai?"

Ye Sicun raised his head triumphantly, and Li Yuesong nodded.Ye Rutu turned around and shouted into the room: "Mom and Dad, brother brought his boyfriend back."

Li Yuesong was startled by this setting, and hurriedly waved his hands and said no.Ye Rutu has already entered the house.

Ye Sicun and Li Yuesong walked into the room, and Ye Sicun's parents greeted them.Ye Sicun said to his parents: "This is the girlfriend I promised you."

Li Yuesong was nervous and didn't know how to speak.That's not what Ye Sicun explained to Li Yuesong when he was in the imperial capital.As soon as you enter the door, you break the relationship, and you can't find the steps.

Ye Sicun's mother took what was in Li Yuesong's hand, put it aside, and said with a smile, "You are Xiaobai, right?"

Li Yuesong was surprised, Ye Rutu knew that he was normal, how could Ye Sicun's mother also know?

"I've heard Sicun talking about you a long time ago. Are you two finally together? I'm so anxious." Ye Sicun's mother asked Ye Sicun and Li Yuesong to sit down.Ye Sicun's father has already made tea.

Ye Sicun pulled Li Yuesong to sit down, Li Yuesong stood there dumbfounded, tears pouring out.He never thought that his extraordinary love would receive ordinary treatment.I have never experienced such understanding from my family. I have made great efforts but have not been recognized by my family.

Ye Sicun's father poured Li Yuesong a cup of tea and said with a smile, "Try Uncle's Biluochun."

Ye Sicun and Ye Rutu cooked, while mother and father drank tea and chatted with Li Yuesong.The tea has been replaced by Longjing.Ye Sicun's mother is a very easy-going person who always has a smile on her face.She checked to see if Ye Sicun was there, and whispered to Li Yuesong, "This kid, Sicun, is a bit stubborn, didn't he cause you any trouble?"

"No." Li Yuesong thought to himself, is Ye Sicun still stubborn?It's me who is obsessed with it, right?

"Actually, I also introduced girlfriends to Sicun, but they didn't get anywhere. I also asked him who he liked, and he never said anyone else except 'Xiaobai'. But later he said that you were married. I was afraid that he would You spend too much time on a hopeless person, and you have wasted your whole life. But after so many years, I finally brought you back." Ye Sicun's mother said and glanced at the kitchen, "Don't look at him laughing and joking. , In fact, the mind is more sensitive than anyone else. If you get into a dead end, you won't listen to it no matter what."

Li Yuesong had never seen Ye Sicun refuse to listen to persuasion.He is always sunny and happy, and his enthusiasm and hope for life make Li Yuesong feel very warm.Even if Ye Sicun is upset, Ye Sicun can tolerate him.

This is love.Li Yuesong thought so.

Now that he has returned to Suqiao, Li Yuesong has been away from home for so long, so he has to go home and have a look.Li Yuesong didn't have the guts to confess to Ye Sicun to his family.So Ye Sicun couldn't follow.

After dinner, Ye Sicun sent Li Yuesong to the gate of the community.When I was in high school, Li Yuesong would always send Ye Sicun here at the time of evening self-study every day, and then go home by himself.At that time, Li Yuesong always had to rush home at the normal time, so he left immediately when he got here.Ye Sicun watched Li Yuesong disappear into the alley on his bicycle before returning home.I thought silently in my heart, if he turns his head back, I will confess my love to him tomorrow.

But after so many deliveries, Li Yuesong never looked back.

After so many years, the two stood here again, and they were already approaching middle age.Career can be regarded as a small success, marriage has also experienced, not vicissitudes, but it has indeed experienced success and failure.Fortunately, the minds of the two have never changed. They did not express each other's minds when they were ignorant and helpless, but decided to be together when they saw the world clearly and could bear the responsibility.

The difference from the past is that at that time it was clear that I could still see him tomorrow, but this time I may not see him tomorrow once I go back.

Ye Sicun said goodbye to Li Yuesong and watched him leave the alley. Before turning the corner, Li Yuesong turned his head and waved.