i'm not sick

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"Just solve it, it's not that I can't live without the company." Ye Sicun said.

"I don't think you have experienced any major obstacles, and you can't change your child's temper." Ah Hai sighed.

"When I was at my worst, I lived in a cubicle and couldn't even eat. How can I be worse now than before?" Ye Sicun still maintained his arrogance.But he was really grateful to Ah Hai, and he said to Ah Hai: "Thank you for taking care of me over the years. It is actually thanks to you that I can get to where I am today. If there is an opportunity in the future, we will cooperate again."

Ah Hai hung up the phone.

On the first day after he terminated the contract with the company, Ye Sicun went to the small park downstairs and smoked half a pack of cigarettes while staring at the sky.Ye Sicun was able to save money with the company because he knew he had a way out.

Ye Sicun has always wanted to be a director. Originally, he wanted to wait until he became famous, had some money, and had no problems with his connections. But now that he has not achieved fame, does not have much money, and is not sure whether his skills can meet the standards, he really started. Ye Sicun was afraid that he would fail if he went to shoot.

Once he failed, Ye Sicun would have no way out.In the past, Ye Sicun thought very clearly, he knew what he would do in the future, and what his ultimate goal was, so he took every step firmly and bravely.But now the road has become bumpy.

Ye Sicun asked himself: Would you like to trade your dreams for Li Yuesong?Ye Sicun couldn't give an answer for a long time.In the deepest part of my heart, the dream that I have struggled for so many years, the dream that has existed in my heart longer than Li Yuesong, is really too heavy.

However, in this scandal, Ye Sicun was absolutely unwilling to sacrifice Li Yuesong.It's really not easy for me to get to this step from graduation, but it's hard work to be able to be with Li Yuesong.

Maybe it's because it's hard for Ye Sicun to come up with an answer before the moment when he really needs to face his dream and choose between Li Yuesong.Maybe when that time comes, Ye Sicun will choose Li Yuesong without hesitation like this time?

Ye Sicun looked at half of the cigarettes in the cigarette case, and felt a little uncomfortable in his throat.I haven't smoked for a long time, smoking so much at once makes my whole body feel a little uncomfortable.

Ye Sicun adjusted himself, put the remaining cigarettes in his pocket, and went upstairs to go home.People in the family should have made a thick bone broth.

Now that you have chosen this path, no matter what, just go on.

After the termination of the contract, Ye Sicun, who is free, can finally calm down and think about his future.Fortunately, the person who must exist in the future is by your side, you can watch him and carefully insert him into every detail of the future.

Although the time is still immature, it is finally possible to realize the dream of being a director.I have always had an idea for the script, but I have never found a screenwriter to write it.After so many years of filming, I can count as knowing a few good screenwriters, so I can contact them for cooperation.As for the investment, Ye Sicun thought about his savings, and estimated that he would need a few bosses to sponsor him.

After the news report, not only Ye Sicun was affected, but Li Yuesong was also greatly affected. He was originally a face-saving person, but after such a commotion, everyone in the company knew who his partner was.Although everyone is now more tolerant of homosexuality, it is difficult for everyone to treat Li Yuesong calmly after such a disturbance.

So when Li Yuesong proposed to resign, the personnel did not retain him.

Li Yuesong didn't have Ye Sicun's big heart, lost his reputation and work, and could still calm down and plan his dreams.Li Yuesong was depressed at home for a few days, and Ye Rutu occasionally came over to enlighten Li Yuesong, and even said that he would teach Li Yuesong how to draw, but Li Yuesong couldn't cheer up.

Ye Sicun is busy with filming all day, and has people to meet almost every day. He often sees that it is too late, so he simply does not go home. He often reads the script in the restaurant all night.I fell asleep without knowing it, and when I woke up in a daze, I couldn't tell where I was or what time it was.

Li Yuesong interviewed three companies in one day. Although he doesn't like programming, he only has one skill of programming.Although he graduated from a famous university, no matter how beautiful his resume is, it cannot withstand the baptism of the current entertainment news.

Most companies are not ready to hire Li Yuesong when they see Li Yuesong himself.But Li Yuesong has skills in his hands, and there are always companies that don't mind these.A newly established studio saw that Li Yuesong was really capable, so he hired him, but the salary was really pitifully low.Fortunately, Li Yuesong is not very short of money now, it would be nice to have a fixed income.

Both of them are busy, so the time to see each other is even less than when Ye Sicun was busy filming.In addition, the two of them were tired and panicked, and they rarely talked when they met each other.

Ye Sicun just wanted to finish the script quickly, so Zhang Luolai started to work on it.The script is progressing smoothly, but investors have not been found for a long time.

Without money, nothing can be filmed.For personnel needs at work, you can find your friends.Movie investment is a lot of money, and we can no longer ask others to borrow it.So I contacted several companies that I had worked with before, trying to persuade people to invest.But Ye Sicun is making a fuss in the news now.

Investors pay attention to returns, and Ye Sicun's investment is too risky.Ye Sicun was shut down most of the time.However, several advertising companies saw that Ye Sicun was in urgent need of money, and wanted to take advantage of the situation to rob him.However, Ye Sicun didn't want to feel sorry for his debut film, so he didn't want to add advertisements in the film.

Naturally, no one invested money in Ye Sicun.

When Ye Sicun first became popular, everyone was desperate to sign a contract with Ye Sicun. Now it's just a scandal that doesn't conform to the mainstream, and it's sad to be treated like this.

But these can't be told to Li Yuesong, as an outsider, he doesn't know how difficult it is to do this job.

Because Ye Sicun has not responded to the scandal, although the agent has terminated the contract, Ah Hai helped hide the news. The paparazzi still don't know that Ye Sicun has terminated the contract, they just guessed that the contract has been terminated.So the paparazzi became even more curious about Ye Sicun's affairs, and tried every means to stay near Ye Sicun's house.

But Ye Sicun was really too busy.When he hardly came home, the paparazzi started to attack Li Yuesong.

Within a few days, Li Yuesong also noticed that people often followed him. Knowing that someone was secretly taking pictures, Li Yuesong felt very uncomfortable.

Ye Sicun, who hadn't been able to sleep for two days in a row, returned home and wanted to see Li Yuesong's smiling face, but what he got was a cold face and no words.The work was not going well, and being secretly photographed by the paparazzi made Li Yuesong feel very uncomfortable.

"What's wrong?" Although Ye Sicun was very tired, he still tried his best to ask the reason patiently.

"It's nothing." Although Li Yuesong said so, he still had a cold face.He really didn't know how to tell Ye Sicun that he had encountered this series of things, after all, both of them were very tired.

Ye Sicun had just been shut down, coupled with his physical exhaustion, he was also in a bad mood.Li Yuesong didn't speak when he was unhappy, but Ye Sicun was about to explode when he was unhappy.

"What's going on?" Ye Sicun raised his voice.

"It's nothing!" Li Yuesong also raised his voice.Li Yuesong has been keeping silent all the time, and he has solved his emotional habits by himself. This matter was caused by Ye Sicun, so he didn't want to tell Ye Sicun the reason.

"It's always been like this!" Ye Sicun slammed the script in his hand, unable to read it any longer.

When Ye Sicun was unhappy, in order to prevent his emotions from affecting others, he either hid himself and came out after his emotions were adjusted, or he directly expressed his unhappiness and the two of them resolved it together.So he didn't like Li Yuesong's approach very much.

"It was like this in high school, and it hasn't changed after so many years!" Ye Sicun yelled impatiently, "You don't say anything when you ask, you can do whatever you want. Never consider other people's feelings! If you don't want to say it, don't show it Come out! Unhappiness is written all over your face, and you pretend to be asked!"

Ye Sicun's anger left him speechless.

"Since you hate it so much, let's break up." Li Yuesong didn't give Ye Sicun any other answers.

Ye Si deliberately was hit hard, and felt ridiculous for the sacrifice he made.Tears welled up, but there was a smile on his lips.Ye Sicun wiped away his tears and pretended to be calm: "Okay, then you go. Since you don't value this relationship so much, then I'm entangled here."

Ye Sicun went to look for alcohol in the cupboard, because he had been drinking heavily for a while, and he had already run out of alcohol.Ye Sicun threw the empty wine bottle on the ground, found a hat and put it on, and went out to buy wine.

Li Yuesong sat on the sofa from the beginning to the end, motionless, as if he and Ye Sicun were in two spaces, only Ye Sicun's hysterical roar could make him hear a little bit of sound.

After going out, Ye Sicun's tears burst down the embankment.He squatted in the corner next to the door of the unit where the street lights couldn't see, crying bitterly.Sometimes he is really not sure whether Li Yuesong loves him or not.Not sure in high school, not sure now.

Li Yuesong is always so cold, so hiding himself, not expressing his thoughts.Ye Sicun would sacrifice many things without hesitation in order to be with Li Yuesong, but Li Yuesong never seemed to be moved by this.

When Ye Sicun was with other people before, he didn't like that person from the bottom of his heart, so when that person asked him: "Do you love me?", Ye Sicun always laughed, or said: "Love me!" Do you want to talk about it all day long? How hypocritical.” Only when the other party forces you to have no way out, will you forcefully say “I love you”, in order to avoid that deception, you don’t even dare to add “I” go in.

But when he was with Li Yuesong, he couldn't wait to tell him every moment that he really loved him.So Li Yuesong is just like how he was with other people before, because he doesn't love, so he doesn't say or show, right?

It must be so.