i'm not sick

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Originally, Ye Sicun was the one who supported him, but when Ye Sicun fell down, he realized how hard it is to resist the pressure of the outside world alone.And Li Yuesong was used to being the person behind Ye Sicun, so he was even more afraid that Ye Sicun would collapse and he would have nothing to rely on.

With the help of Li Yuesong, Ye Sicun's condition gradually improved and he was finally discharged from the hospital.

When Ye Sicun came home, the house was filled with Ye Rutu's paintings, which were the happy frame of Ye Sicun and Li Yuesong when they got along.Every painting is a memory.

Looking at the paintings all over the wall, Ye Sicun suddenly couldn't control his tears and burst into tears.Li Yuesong hugged Ye Sicun tightly, as if the depression in his heart was not untied by the doctor, but by Ye Sicun's tears.

Ye Sicun cried until he couldn't move, and sat quietly on the sofa thinking.Li Yuesong poured water for Ye Sicun, and Ye Sicun stared at the water glass in Li Yuesong's hand, hesitated again and again, and said, "I want to return to the entertainment circle."

"I want you to do the same." Li Yuesong could see that Ye Sicun liked this circle.

"I have to pay a price when I go back." Ye Sicun looked at Li Yuesong, "For example, gossip with women."

Li Yuesong hesitated for a while, firstly because he had seen Ye Sicun's depressed appearance, and secondly because he believed Ye Sicun's feelings for him, so he said, "I don't care about your sex scene, what's the scandal?"

After Ye Sicun hoped to return to the entertainment circle, he rested at home for a while to recover his body, then contacted his manager Ah Hai, and started to have an affair with Luo Yuchen.

It has been a few months since the photo of Ye Sicun and Li Yuesong, now as long as there is an affair between him and a female celebrity, with his popularity, he will naturally win the headlines.

It was said to be a scandal, but in fact it was just a day of filming with a fake paparazzi.Ye Sicun came to visit Luo Yuchen, and then the two went shopping together intimately, and stayed in a hotel at night.

The two drew the light-transmitting curtains and leaned on the bed to drink.After drinking for three rounds, Luo Yuchen made fun of Ye Sicun: "I never thought you would suffer from depression."

"Haven't you heard that comedian masters suffer from depression?" Ye Sicun joked.

Ye Sicun was a little drunk, and his hand shaking the glass was a little unsteady. He said, "What would have happened if I hadn't brought Li Yuesong to Beijing?"

Luo Yuchen was startled, then sighed and said, "If you weren't sick, I would have kissed you forcefully."

Ye Sicun took out his mobile phone, sent a message to Li Yuesong, and explained his current situation. He reported to Li Yuesong every minute throughout the day, so that Li Yuesong could rest assured.

"Why don't you hurry up and find someone to marry?" Ye Sicun said.

"If I get married, can I still help you stir up scandals?" Luo Yuchen rolled his eyes at him, but his heart was still stung.At the beginning, this man rented a house with her, worked as an intern in Beijing, took care of her daily life, and helped her beat the pervert on the subway...

Soon the major media were full of news about the relationship between Luo Yuchen and Ye Sicun.Neither of them responded positively, but they showed a very tacit understanding and intimacy in the variety show they participated in together.

The two are good friends, and they have lived together for a long time. Needless to say, they have a tacit understanding. As for intimacy, as long as they are a little intimate, they will not be able to escape the suspicious audience.

Li Yuesong stopped watching Ye Sicun's show. It was really uncomfortable for her lover to be intimate with others on the show.

Ah Hai saw that the popularity was almost up, and asked Ye Sicun to interact with Luo Yuchen on Weibo, admitting that the two were dating.

The scandal between Ye Sicun and Li Yuesong was completely dispelled by the fake relationship with Luo Yuchen.

Li Yuesong's parents didn't know the hype in the entertainment industry, and they thought Li Yuesong was dumped when they saw the news.Call Li Yuesong to go home.

Ye Sicun was busy with work now, so he couldn't attend to Li Yuesong. Li Yuesong bought a ticket and went home by himself.

The parents have tasted the pain of losing their son, and now that the son is back, they naturally take good care of their son.No longer care about the things he and Ye Sicun used to be together.As long as he stays at home honestly and doesn't go out with men, it doesn't matter if he doesn't get married.

Li Yuesong didn't say much, since there was no other place to go anyway, so he stayed at home first.

After returning home, Li Yuesong went to Zhuo Shi's house, and saw that Zhuo Shi had completely become a baby daddy.The three words are inseparable from the son.

Seeing Li Yuesong coming, Zhuo Shi asked him to pour tea to take care of himself, but Li Yuesong glanced at the milk powder that had not been wiped on the table, and refused.

"Ye Sicun is really with that female celebrity as the news said?" Zhuo Shi said while breastfeeding the child.

"What do you think?" Li Yuesong asked back.

"I don't believe it anyway." Zhuo Shi was very sure.

Li Yuesong spread out on the sofa, sighed and said, "Actually, I'm a little tired."

"Tell me."

"Ye Sicun is a public figure, and I am most afraid that my affairs will be seen by everyone. I also believe in Ye Sicun, but he has already suffered from an illness because of me. Although he is cured now, it is still very difficult for the two of us to be together. Be tolerant to me, don't give me 'treatment', and I don't know what to do." Li Yuesong said, "For a while, I was thinking, why don't I forget it, and Ye Sicun will be sad for a while. The entertainment industry can also go a little smoother."

"Do you remember when you decided to get married, Ye Sicun and Jianguo and I drank with you?"

Li Yuesong recalled the presumptuous night before their marriage.

"Actually, Ye Sicun drugged your wine that day." Zhuo Shi covered his son's ears, "Aphrodisiac. I liked him at the time, and when I saw him drug you, I poured out your glass of wine. From high school to now , Ye Sicun never gave up a chance."

"But I feel a little heavy." Although Li Yuesong said so, how could he go back?

Ye Sicun was invited to attend Zhuoshi's child's birthday, and Ye Sicun came to pick Li Yuesong back to Beijing and attend the birthday incidentally.They were all friends at the banquet, and the two of them could no longer sit together as they wanted, and were arranged at different tables.

Ye Sicun ate obediently the whole time, without looking at Li Yuesong.

Thinking of Ye Sicun's presumptuousness at Zhuo Shi's wedding back then, Li Yuesong didn't know Ye Sicun a little bit.In Ye Sicun's body, the brave and desperate Ye Sicun may have died.

After the banquet was over, Ye Sicun sent Li Yuesong home, and Zhuo Shi went with them to avoid suspicion.

Unexpectedly, Li Yuesong's parents knew that Ye Sicun was coming, and they were waiting to arrest him on the road.From Li Yuesong's parents' point of view, it was Ye Sicun who brought their good son under their wing, and they wanted to beat Ye Sicun to vent their anger a long time ago.

Although Li Yuesong's parents were old, they held sticks in their hands, and Ye Sicun couldn't beat the old man, so he had to be beaten.Li Yuesong stopped his parents, Zhuo Shi pulled Ye Sicun away quickly.

Li Yuesong's parents scolded Ye Sicun very harshly, but Ye Sicun didn't refute a word the whole time.If it was in the past, he would not only refute, but also drag Li Yuesong away, making the old couple angry.

But now at the critical moment of restoring his reputation, he couldn't make any mistakes, and left with Zhuo Shi without saying a word.

Li Yuesong watched Zhuo Shi and Ye Sicun leave, and knew in his heart that the brave and reckless man in Ye Sicun's body was indeed dead.

After Ye Sicun left, Li Yuesong was locked at home by his parents and they didn't let him go out.

Li Yuesong did not eat or drink for several days in confinement.His parents couldn't stand it, so they forced him to fill him with rice soup.After Li Yuesong was fed two bowls of rice soup, his parents felt relieved.Li Yuesong looked at his parents' reassurance, but couldn't tell what it was like.

Li Yuesong said with a wry smile, "Do you know that I don't like fish?"

The parents were baffled by Li Yuesong's rambling questions.

"I feel like throwing up when I smell fish, but you say that eating fish is good for your health and force me to eat fish every day. I throw up after every meal. But you tell people after dinner that you are so happy recently because My son is very obedient."

Li Yuesong began to cry as he spoke.

Li Yuesong seldom shows his emotions on his face. It is the first time for a 30-year-old to cry like this in front of his parents.

The parents finally couldn't bear it, let him out, and let him go wherever he wanted.

Li Yuesong flew to Beijing, dressed up beautifully.I personally went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, made all the dishes I knew how to cook, and put a table full.

Ye Sicun was very happy to see Li Yuesong. He knew that his parents understood him, and he was also happy for him. Because there were too many meals, the two of them didn't finish eating. Li Yuesong put the leftovers in a crisper and put them in the refrigerator, while Ye Sicun nestled on the sofa Look at the script.

After tidying up, Li Yuesong pulled Ye Sicun up and wanted to go out with him for a stroll.

The two walked to the ancient street, and Li Yuesong took Ye Sicun's hand.Ye Sicun was startled, after all, Li Yuesong was very repulsed to have intimate behaviors with him outside.

Li Yuesong held Ye Sicun's hand tightly and said, "Isn't this your long-cherished wish?"

Ye Sicun smiled and grabbed Li Yuesong's hand tightly.But that moment of panic and concern about the surrounding environment did not escape Li Yuesong's eyes.

The next day Ye Sicun wanted to fly to Hengdian to film a movie, Li Yuesong went to see Ye Sicun off.Li Yuesong talked a lot along the way.

"It will be two months before you come back. It will be cold at that time. Let's go to Ice City to play together. During this period, I will learn to skate, otherwise it will be shameful. After you come back, save the time for the Spring Festival. Go home and visit your parents. Chinese New Year is different from usual, so you have to choose your gifts carefully. Last time I saw a coat that was very beautiful..."

"Is there anything you want to tell me?"

"I'm not talking, you listen."

"it is good."

"It happens to be your birthday during the Chinese New Year, so I'll keep the present a secret..." Li Yuesong never stopped talking from the time he left the house to when he sent Ye Sicun to the plane.Li Yuesong didn't talk much all the time, but Ye Sicun was not used to talking so much all of a sudden, he felt a little uncomfortable, but he couldn't think of anything wrong, so he got on the plane in a daze.

Li Yuesong returned home, cleaned the house inside and out, put away the presents he was planning to give to Ye Sicun's parents during the Chinese New Year, and started writing letters.After writing the letter, he put it in Ye Sicun's comic book, poured a glass of water, and still trembled when he picked up the potassium cyanide medicine bottle.

At this time the phone rang suddenly, it was Ye Sicun calling.

"Do you remember the physical examination before the college entrance examination? I haven't seen you for more than a year, and you haven't contacted me, but when I was sitting in the classroom, I felt that you were outside, which was very strong. I told the teacher Said to go to the bathroom, when I ran out, I just saw you getting in the car and leaving. I should have run faster at that time."

"Just obediently go to class, why did you run out?" Li Yuesong melted hydrogen chloride into the water.

"Because at that time I felt that if I didn't come out to see you again, I would never see you again. After that, I really haven't seen you for many years. The feeling at that time was the same as now." Ye Sicun became more and more anxious as he spoke.Ye Sicun's running sound could also be heard.

"You're thinking too much, just act obediently and don't run around." Li Yuesong hung up the phone and drank some water.

As far as Li Yuesong was concerned, he could not get the approval of his family before, so he worked hard to get the approval.When Ye Sicun appeared, he was almost his savior.He was always so optimistic, and there was no fear on his face.

When he was with Ye Sicun, he felt that nothing in the world could defeat Ye Sicun. Even if everyone opposed him, as long as Ye Sicun remained firm, Li Yuesong would be fearless.So even if paparazzi spread, parents objected, and many people discriminated against them, Li Yuesong was never afraid. Ye Sicun was his strong backing and all his hope.

Now that hope is gone, let's do what we have long wanted to do.

When Ye Sicun rushed into the room, Li Yuesong was leaning on the sofa, not breathing.Ye Sicun panicked and immediately called an ambulance.

Ye Sicun shook Li Yuesong and cried his name, constantly expressing regret: "I should have realized it from the beginning, I shouldn't be on the plane, why am I so stupid..."

After the plane landed, Ye Sicun always felt uneasy, and immediately bought the nearest flight to fly back, but still wasted too much time.

Although the ambulance came, but the person was already dead, the doctor just took Li Yuesong through the scene.Because Ye Sicun didn't believe that Li Yuesong was dead, and it seemed that he could be resuscitated if he was sent to the hospital.

The doctor pronounced him dead and notified the family to collect the body.

Although Ye Sicun was in the hospital, he did not have the right to bring Li Yuesong home.The hospital notified Li Yuesong's parents and asked them to take Li Yuesong home.

Ye Sicun completely lost his mind and begged the doctor, "The closest person in his life is me, let me take him away."

"No matter how close you are, it's useless if you're not a family member." The doctor is just doing business.

Ye Sicun cried loudly at the door of the morgue, watching Li Yuesong's parents take Li Yuesong away.Because Li Yuesong's parents hated Ye Sicun, Ye Sicun couldn't even attend Li Yuesong's funeral.

Ye Rutu and Rong Xuan came to the hospital to carry Ye Sicun home, the extremely sad Ye Sicun was completely lost.When he got home and saw the gift Li Yuesong had prepared for him and his parents, his whole body trembled and he almost fainted.

When Ye Rutu was helping him organize his things, he found the letter in Ye Sicun's picture album, he hesitated, and handed it to Ye Sicun.

"I am very sorry. I am alive and have caused countless troubles to my loved ones. In the past, my family members have been trying to cure me. I also thought I was sick and wanted to cure me. Why can others Then live normally, can't I?

But in fact, I am not sick, I am just different from others, and being different is not a disease.But Ye Sicun, I'm not even like you.Both you and Zhuoshi can be with girls.I can not.I can't do it at all.

You know I don't like fish, and I know you like fish very much.Thank you Ye Sicun, it's great to meet you in this life.But I don't want you to stop eating fish for the sake of me.

I'm not sick, I'm just not like most people. "