i'm not sick

No matter how long the road we have traveled together, we will always be separated for different destinations.When they arrived at the door of Li Yuesong's house, Ye Si hesitated, and Li Yuesong also hesitated.Both of them understood that after Zhuo Shi's wedding, Ye Sicun would go back to filming, and they didn't know when they would meet next time.

When two people face each other, there will be any impulsive thoughts. Once they are separated, reason will come first.Li Yuesong would not take the initiative to contact Ye Sicun, and Ye Sicun would not take the initiative to contact Li Yuesong, the two of them could not guess each other.In fact, it deserves it. If they were young, one of them could be a little more irrational, and they wouldn't be like this now.

"I haven't been to Suqiao for a long time, why don't we go and have a look?" Ye Sicun asked.

Li Yuesong had already touched the hand that unlocked the door and retracted it, saying, "That's fine."

The driver drove the car to Suqiao and went back to rest.Ye Sicun and Li Yuesong strolled on the Su Bridge together.The two people walked across the bridge countless times, suddenly it became very short, and it was over in a blink of an eye.For the five-mile journey, Ye Sicun thought about it over and over again. If Li Yuesong said that he wanted to take him home, he would express his feelings to Li Yuesong under the tree at the gate of the community.

The two talked from the end of the bridge to the end of the bridge.At the moment when he was making a crucial decision, Ye Sicun's cell phone rang suddenly, and it was Rong Xuan.Ye Sicun looked at the incoming call, and greeted Rongxuan's family in his heart.Ye Sicun hangs up with his backhand.Li Yuesong asked: "Who is it? Why did you hang up?"

"There are too many suitors, can't we accept all of them?" Ye Sicun said.

Li Yuesong's enthusiasm for chatting with Ye Sicun immediately dissipated, and he said coldly: "The bridge is over, and it's getting late, I'll go back first."

Li Yuesong turned his head and left, but Ye Sicun couldn't stop him.Seeing Li Yuesong's back gradually going away, Ye Sicun's intestines were green with regret, why did he owe him so much?

Ye Sicun was not happy, so he called Rongxuan back and said dissatisfiedly, "Why are you calling me at this hour?"

"Missed your spring night." Rong Xuan was proud.

"I want to break up with you!" Ye Sicun roared.

"What is the position of breaking up?"

"Is such an old meme interesting?"

"Are you really angry?" Rong Xuan said, "You should be clean when you return to Suqiao. How could there be a spring festival?" Rong Xuan knew that Ye Sicun would not do anything out of the ordinary because Li Yuesong was in Suqiao. .unless……

"Could it be that you and Li Yuesong..."

"That's right." Ye Sicun said, "How do you compensate me? He left as soon as you called."

"It's ruthless to pull a dick." Rong Xuan hissed.

"If you want to pull it out, I will pull it out." Ye Sicun said, "You can die if you don't dirty a word?"

Rong Xuan's boos became louder.

"What's the matter on the phone?"

"I haven't seen you for a long time."

"speak English."

"My classmate invited me to Suqiao, there is a seminar on psychology. I want to make an appointment with you for lunch tomorrow." Rong Xuan said.

"Understood." Ye Sicun hung up the phone.

Rong Xuan is a psychiatrist.In Ye Sicun's view, psychiatrists are scary creatures.He knows how to communicate with people, understands people's weaknesses, and can figure out people's preferences.A few years ago, Ye Sicun suffered from mild depression when he was in great pain, and it was Rong Xuan who prevented it from deteriorating.

Rong Xuan's original dream was to be an actor, so he unconsciously approached people who were engaged in show business.Ye Sicun's illness was cured, and the two became good friends.Rong Xuan is 35 years old. He was married once, but because of various reasons such as busy work and disharmony between husband and wife, he got divorced.Now a golden bachelor.Maybe it's because of abstinence for too long, Huang Qiang is always by surprise, like a shadow.He is one of Ye Si's few friends in Beijing.

Rongxuan's academic seminars are always not long, Ye Sicun found a seat near the window to wait for Rongxuan in the restaurant near the psychological clinic, this place is facing the entrance of the psychological clinic, Rongxuan can see Ye Sicun at a glance, The province's Ye Sicun went out to pick up people.

"I came all the way, and you treat me to fast food?" Rong Xuan had a big opinion on the place Ye Sicun chose.Rong Xuan once said that when a man is over [-], he must take care of himself, otherwise his body will be the first to betray him.Rong Xuan has a good figure, strong arms, and an inverted triangle figure.It's a pity that there is a doctor's common problem, slight cleanliness.The whole person was cleaned up, there was not even a trace of stubble on his face, and he couldn't tell that he was in his thirties at all.

"It's Western food anyway, don't say it's so shabby, I ate it when I was young." Ye Sicun handed the hamburger and Coke to Rong Xuan and said with a smile, "Hey, eat it, or it will be cold in a while."

The first time Rong Xuan came to Suqiao Town, the first thing he thought of was to visit the bridge.Ye Sicun just went for a stroll on the bridge last night, and he really didn't want to go again on a hot day.

"When I went to Beijing, you didn't take me to Beijing and the Great Wall."

"Okay, let's go now. I'll take you to the city and the Great Wall first. When you come back, you can take me to Suqiao. How about it?"

"It's rare to be so energetic at this age."

"You're only old! You're only four years old! You're old!" Rong Xuan was extremely sensitive to the topic of age.

Ye Sicun raised his hands in surrender: "I didn't say anything just now."

Seeing that Rong Xuan was still struggling, Ye Sicun changed the topic: "Your classmate's business is not bad. I've been sitting here for a while, and there are three groups of people coming in and out."

"Because there is only one psychological clinic in Quansuqiao Town, and he has taken over all the business." Rongxuan said, "When we graduated, we all wanted to open a psychological clinic by ourselves. I wanted to stay in a big city, so he focused on going to Small towns, as expected, small towns are better than small towns."

"Wait a minute, I saw an amazing person." Ye Si put away the hamburger in his hand and was about to go out.

Rong Xuan grabbed Ye Sicun and said, "Who is more important than what you eat?"

"Xiaobai!" Ye Sicun pointed out the window.Li Yuesong walked into the psychological clinic with a woman.

"Follow my wife." Rong Xuan knew Ye Sicun's feelings for Li Yuesong, but it also depends on the situation.

"That's not his wife, she's divorced." Ye Sicun said, "It looks like his sister. She met her once at the wedding, so I don't think she's serious."

Ye Sicun said that he was about to go to the clinic, Rong Xuan pulled Ye Sicun and said, "So what do you want to do? Every patient has his own privacy."

Rong Xuan knows that Ye Sicun likes Li Yuesong, and also knows where Li Yuesong is in Ye Sicun's heart, but Rong Xuan has always been serious about his career.

"But..." Ye Sicun hesitated.Ye Sicun hasn't seen Li Yuesong for so long, and he doesn't know many things about him. The more private things are, the more he wants to know.

"Is this good?" Ye Sicun discussed with Rong Xuan, "There are two people in now, we don't know who is sick, if Xiaobai's sister is sick, I don't know her well, knowing something will not affect her, It will not affect me. There will be no communication at all. If Xiaobai is sick, I will never mention it after I know it. If my help is needed, I will try my best to help, but if the disease affects him, I will put this paragraph Forget the memory, okay?"

Rong Xuan hesitated.

"You also know how important he is to me." Ye Sicun said, "And I will return to Beijing early tomorrow morning, and we don't know if we will meet again."

Rong Xuan said, "Okay, just this once."

Ye Sicun nodded firmly and said, "Definitely. Let's go in and take a look, then come out, and then I will take you to Suqiao."

Ye Sicun and Rong Xuan entered through the employee passageway.Go directly to Rongxuan's friend's office.Every patient is in a special consultation room and will not enter the office, which is convenient for Ye Sicun to understand the situation.

Rong Xuan's friend is Zou Xinran, after a brief introduction, Ye Sicun explained why he came here.Mentioning the two people who just arrived, Zou Xinran hesitated, and said: "It is Li Yuesong who came to see the doctor, but it is a difficult case. Every week, family members accompany him to receive psychological treatment. The family wants to use psychological treatment to treat his homosexuality. Get it corrected."

Hearing the word "homosexuality", Ye Sicun's anger suddenly flared up.He said righteously: "Homosexuality is not a disease. What are you talking about correcting or not correcting?"

"I know." Zou Xinran said, "At first I tried to persuade them to go back, but his family all knelt down and begged me. I had no choice but to help him do some simple psychological counseling, and I didn't force him to change anything."

Ye Sicun looked back at Rongxuan and said, "It seems that we can't take a look and leave. What do you think?"

"This problem needs to be dealt with properly. It should not be Li Yuesong who should receive psychological treatment, but his family members." As a psychologist, Rong Xuan has also received several people who were sent for psychological treatment because of homosexuality. Children, it is necessary to see if he is following the trend or being influenced by other people's malicious intentions.But if it is an adult, it should be treated for the person who sent him.

Ye Sicun discussed with Zou Xinran: "Since you think this is a difficult case, why don't we push it away for you?"

"Don't play it off." Zou Xinran didn't stop him.

Ye Sicun nodded and went to get the white coat on the hanger, and said to Rong Xuan while putting it on, "Do you think I look handsome in this?"

Li Yuesong knew Ye Sicun, and Ye Sicun had no way to communicate with Li Yuesong face to face, so he could only ask Rong Xuan to help.Ye Sicun hid in the back room of the consultation room.There are some instruments in the back room, and the two rooms are separated by a glass door, and the movement can be heard clearly.Ye Sicun told Rong Xuan all the questions he had prepared in advance, and he just waited to eavesdrop.

"Have you ever liked a girl?" Rong Xuan asked.

"No." Li Yuesong replied.

"When was the first time you realized you liked boys?"

"During freshman year of high school."

When Ye Sicun heard this, he felt that his heart was sending out a strong electric current, rushing through every blood vessel in him, and he was a little helpless to stand up.He was fiddling with the instrument in his hands, but his ears were pricked up for fear of missing a word.

"What kind of boy is he?"

"Innocent and clean, especially love to be brave."

Ye Sicun remembered that in high school, Li Yuesong often blamed Ye Sicun for being brave. He always said: "If you can't do it, don't be brave. It's not like the whole world wants you to save it."

"Have you ever been together?"

"Because of my family, I can't."

"Do you feel a lot of pressure because of this?" Rong Xuan asked.But this question was not raised by Ye Sicun.In a hurry, Ye Sicun only talked to Rong Xuan about the first few questions.

"There will be a little."

"Where did the main come from?"

"The main thing is the opinion of the family and everyone."

"Ever try not to care what other people think?"

"I can't do it." Li Yuesong could be heard full of despair.

At first, Ye Sicun had the mentality of playing around, wondering if Li Yuesong liked him, but now he has no playfulness at all.It's like eating a stone, it's not a clear pain, but it's uncomfortable with the five internal organs falling down.