On how to understand love

Yuya looked at the man who saved her in surprise.

The man looked down at her: "What are you looking at! I didn't come here to save you on purpose!"

Yumi raised her head, and then the man put her down, she still looked at him in astonishment, and kept looking.The person being stared at is uncomfortable being looked at, so turn your head away: "Don't keep staring at me! I don't have the kindness you think."

Yumi paused, then lowered his head slightly: "Thank you... Aya... Ayase..."

Kyoko twitched the corner of his mouth, turned his head and pointed at her nose, and cursed: "Kissin Ayasegawa! It's Kinko Ayasegawa! Don't even forget the names of the people who used to be in the same team!"

... Yumi lowered her head timidly, "I'm sorry."

He looked at her like a little animal being bullied, and turned his head away in displeasure.

Madarame walked over swaggeringly, and patted Gongqin on the back with one hand. Gongqin was quite dissatisfied, and turned around and asked him: "What's wrong, Yijiao!"

Yikaku sighed, glanced at Yuya Asai, looked at each other for a few seconds, and then turned away.

Yumi tilted her head.

...Is there any difference between these two people...?

Hitsugaya Toshirō sighed, then went to Asai Yuya, and asked her, "Do you want to die? You actually close your eyes at such a critical point." Although he knew that he would not die if he fell, he might be seriously injured. It scared everyone just now.

...Even Ayasegawa went over to catch her without even thinking about it.

Yumi looked up at the captain, and then seemed to feel that he was being blamed, so he lowered his head: "...I'm sorry."

He paused, feeling that she seemed to have just learned how to use 'sorry', and immediately apologized to him after apologizing to a corner.Seeing Yuya Asai like a child babbling, he sighed helplessly again.

...Captain, he actually felt the feeling of being a parent at such a young age.

When Toshirō Hitsugaya was sad for spring and autumn, Yumi carefully tugged on his sleeve.She seemed to be used to calling him this way, and when he looked back at him, he saw Yumi handing him something wrapped in a white cloth.

He didn't know what it was.

...And unpacking again?

He reached out and opened the white cloth, and saw the little doll inside.He paused, then glanced at Yumi: "Found it on the top floor?"

Yumi nodded slightly.

He was silent.

Yumi is still a little uncomfortable, since she came to this world, her body has been very uncomfortable because of Xu and those strange voices.It's the feeling of being about to burst, the feeling of being overwhelmed by overwhelming and terrifying emotions.

She remembered that the general void was not like this.

That kind of grief and resentment is definitely not as powerful as these instant ones.

After that, Kuchiki Rukia, Asai Renji, Kurosaki Ichigo, Matsumoto and others joined everyone.Because Yuya broke the announcement puppet, there was no Void mutation, and everyone settled the battle situation in their own area, and they could rush to join the captain immediately.

Yuya remained silent, listening to the captain give orders.

"There shouldn't be any ghosts appearing this night, but we can't call it a day. Let's go to the vicinity with our team to investigate again." Hitsugaya Toshiro frowned, although there are many spiritual powers in the Soul Realm People's goals, but something special happened... It's been a long time.

"That's it, you guys investigate first, and Asai and I send this discovery to Urahara first."

After confessing, Yuya continued to walk with the captain.

. . .

Hitsugaya Toshiro remembered the question he wanted to ask her, but was interrupted by the person who jumped off the building. He was silent for a while, and then decided to put his doubts in his heart and not ask.

Yumi looked down at the uneven road.

Toshirō Hitsugaya looked up at the sky.

It's getting dark, and gradually you can see the twinkling stars.

Yuya also likes to watch the stars. He has seen her sitting alone in various places looking at the sky several times. Occasionally, she will gradually fall asleep, and she is never afraid of catching a cold.

"Asai, since you came to this world, you haven't often looked up at the sky."

You Mi paused, looked at the captain, not knowing how to answer.

"Do you know, Yuya, we will always be under the same sky" His gentle voice was still in her ears, bringing her a soothing effect, Yumi pursed her lips, and then looked up at the sky like the captain.

In this world, the blue of the sky is closer to dark blue, and there are not many stars.The starry sky in the world of corpses and souls feels like the Milky Way is inexhaustible, there is no need for street lights at all, and there is no fear at all.

"When we come to the present world, we are no longer under the same sky as Abai." Youmi said softly, in a statement-like tone, with a bit of pity, not feeling sad.

He pursed his lips, and when he heard this name, he always felt that Asai Yuya's gaze was far away.

She looks at the cloud for a while, and looks at him for a while.But he felt that she was very close when she looked at the cloud, but far away when she looked at herself.

...he didn't like this feeling very much.

...the person who is obviously close at hand, but so far away.

He asked her: "Ah Bai...what's his full name? Is it Death?"

Youmi pursed her lips and nodded.Abai is the god of death, even so, he often comes back to take care of her.

Then after a long time, she spoke softly again: "Ah Bai... never told me my full name."

He asked her, "Did he bring you up?"

Yumi shook her head: "It's Ah Bai... Pick me up and give me my name."

He was silent.

first name.

A man who gave a child love and care, and a name, when she had nothing.Every 'Asai' and 'Youmi' are called by others because of the presence of that man.Therefore, that person is indeed very important to Asai Yuya.

He glanced at Yuya Asai.

She doesn't seem to care about anything, nothing seems to matter.In her heart, the most important thing is that only the god of death whose full name she doesn't know.But that person is gone, leaving only some memories.

Matsumoto lost Ichimaru Gin, but still has many friends and a happy life.Hina Mori has lost her longing Aizen Soyousuke, but there are still many people who care about her, and she has different friends, and she can put on a happy smile every day.

Others have lost important things, and they can gradually rebuild their own happiness by themselves or rely on friends.When they fall, no matter how much they fall, someone will always reach out and pull them up.

...But Yuya Asai, if she falls, she will be forgotten in that place forever.

He suddenly felt some sympathy and pity.

He thought for a while, then asked her: "Since then...you lost contact with Ah Bai?"

Yumi thought about it.

Some silence.

"Mao... the year I graduated, I went to... the research institute of the [-]th Division. After I came out, I couldn't see Abai again." Yumi said, her voice was flat, and she still had the same unemotional statement tone as before.But such a long sentence with sequence relationship is really amazing for Yuya. Although there are still many important parts missing, Hitsugaya Toshiro can catch the answer to the question he wanted to ask in this sentence.

The twelfth division... Nirvana Mayuri.

Asai Yuya's first team was the [-]th team, not the [-]th team.

Then the reason for entering the [-]th squad is easy to see.

He looked sideways at her.

So some things happen for a reason.

He probably guessed seven or eight.Then suddenly he patted his forehead with one hand, looking suddenly enlightened.Yumi looked at him, full of puzzlement and curiosity.

He didn't look at her.

The mood suddenly became a little complicated.

. . .

Back at the Urahara store, Toshiro Hitsugaya gave the doll to Urahara for analysis, and he and Yuya decided to stay in the store and wait for the results.

Yuya felt inexplicably tired when he returned to the Urahara store. Urahara kept playing with the doll and testing it in the room inside, while Yuya sat in the corner of the living room, watching Yu and Jinta play after dinner.

Before Yumi could wear Yoshiko back, so that the Zanpakuto would not hinder her from sitting down, she hugged Dengzhang in her arms.

Hitsugaya Toshiro was still sitting at the window seat, although he couldn't see anything at night, he still focused on looking outside.There are always some things entangled in his mind, which makes him have to calm down and think.

…………

……

Just when Arima dozed off.

She heard the sound of that music coming from somewhere.

——Ding ding dong dong, knocking once and for all.

It feels like someone is dancing, toes touching the floor, little by little.It was as if she could feel the coldness of the moment her skin touched the floor from the music, and the bone-piercing coldness pierced straight to her heart like an electric current.

Yumi suddenly felt suffocated, as if someone reached out to strangle her neck, it was very painful, she frowned, covered her ears, her feet kept kicking on the floor in pain, but because there was no place for her to exert force, her feet slumped Soften up, retract and stretch out.

The lantern fell to the ground with a bang.

She closed her eyes with some pain.

... She gradually recalled some miscellaneous things.

...my head hurts.

...It hurts, it hurts...

She curled up.

All kinds of words and pointers suddenly appeared in her mind, and she remembered many days when she was ignored by indifference, and the days when she was bullied when she was a child... Then she saw that the person was carrying her voice behind her back, turning around, it was contempt eyes.

……do not go……

Yuya felt very painful, her head hurt, her ears hurt, and her heart hurt.

Hitsugaya Toshiro noticed her abnormality in the corner, and immediately rushed over to hold her by the shoulder.Seeing that she had been covering his ears hard, he stretched out his hand to cover her hand and covered her ears with her.

"Urahara! What have you done! Stop it!" He yelled inside with a slightly sullen expression.

Hearing the captain's voice and the heat coming from the back of her hands, Yumi opened her eyes slightly in pain. She could only see the captain's chin from an angle. She saw his snow-white feathers, and then saw him stretching towards her. Come the crook of your arm.

The captain's movement of covering her hand could not block those voices, but it gradually woke her up.Her hands were icy cold, but his hands were warm and generous. The temperature was gradually transmitted to her through his palms, and she was finally able to sort out her chaotic thoughts.

That kind of warmth feels like being held in someone else's arms, reassuring and nostalgic.

Gradually, those unbearable memories were gradually covered up by the appearance of the captain in front of him.

...and finally started to feel less pain.

Yuya breathed a sigh of relief, his blurred vision still lingered on the captain, and he couldn't look away for a long time.

I really want to say thank you to the captain...

But... I have no strength...

Her hand loosened, Hitsugaya Toshiro let go, and was about to open his mouth to ask her how she was doing, when he saw her fall into his arms.

Toshirō Hitsugaya was a little anxious, straightened her unconscious body, looked at her pale lips and face, as if they were about to disappear at any moment, getting closer to the color of white paper, he turned his head and frowned, and asked Urahara anxiously: "Urahara ! Did you stop that noise?"

Urahara ran out from inside, looked at Yuya Asai's face, and was also a little anxious: "It stopped just now, but because I couldn't hear that kind of music, I didn't know that kind of music suddenly sounded when I was dealing with it. .”

Toshirō Hitsugaya looked at Yuya Asai who was leaning against his arms, and frowned deeply.