On how to understand love

Yuya was wearing Mao's school uniform, looking up at Abai's disappearing figure with some fear.Yuya didn't want to enter Mao, but Abai confirmed that she needed it, so she never said a word 'no' from the beginning to the end.

Today is a mild afternoon, the sky is cloudless, and the clear blue sky matches the snow-white exterior walls of the Mao school building.Yuya is holding a thick textbook in her hand. This is exactly a month since she lived in Mao.

She doesn't like it here.

The first time I didn't like a place so much.

She found a quiet place near Mao's flower garden, with plenty of sunlight and cool shade.She carefully held the textbook and sat down against the tree trunk. The lawn and soil were slightly moist. She opened the book cover, and it was the Death Theory that needs to be recited for the monthly exam.

...Abai said, study hard.

. . .

Yumi passed the entrance examination, and because Abai had taught her about the method of controlling spiritual power in private, she entered the first class with fairly good grades.The students in the first class are generally taken special care by the teachers of the Shino Spiritual Art Academy, because there are two types of students in the first class: nobles and top students.Is the main candidate for the future death.

Yuya arrived at the classroom alone half an hour before class, and there were only a few people in it. Yuya didn't pay attention to others, but just found a seat at the back of the classroom, sat down carefully, and then put the textbook on the table.Then he gently opened the book cover, and the special paper with a slightly mottled texture inside was very comfortable to turn.

The atmosphere is quiet, with occasional students chatting and laughing.

Suddenly.

A boy passed by Yumi's position, his footsteps were stagnant, and he suddenly looked at her cute and cute look with great interest, so he stretched out his hand to pull Yumi's ponytail: "Hey! What's your name?"

Yumi felt a little pain, and looked at the boy aggrievedly: "Asai... Yuya..."

"Oh! Yuya Asai, is this book good?" The boy tore Yuya's textbook away from her hand, and Yuya suddenly became anxious, reaching out to grab it back, but she didn't dare to compete with the boy.She frowned slightly because she was embarrassed. The boy saw that she looked very interesting, so he took the textbook and started running around the classroom.

You Mi paused, a little scared, but had no choice but to leave the seat, looked at the boy, opened his mouth before talking, and had to lower his head and sit back in his seat.

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The bell rang.

The teacher enters the classroom.After the roll call, the theory class will start directly.The teacher is an elderly uncle with thinning hair and only the sparse black hair on both sides. It feels like it can be blown away by the wind at any time, which is very funny and interesting.He glanced at the classroom: "Is there anyone who didn't bring their textbooks today?"

He put his gaze on the empty table, then scanned the roll with his hand holding the chalk, and locked on to the target after a few seconds: "Yura Asai."

Yumi stood up in embarrassment, her head lowered.

"I know you are a top student, but does this mean you can ignore the school's rules? Anyway, why didn't you stand up when I asked everyone if you brought your textbooks...?" It was so comfortable, she opened her mouth, but swallowed the words back, shaking her head non-stop.

"What's the matter?" The teacher squinted his eyes, looked at Arima's neat Mao uniform and capable ponytail, thought for a while that his immediate reprimand and reprimand had gone too far, and then lowered his voice and asked, "Is there any reason?" ?”

Yumi pursed her lips, then turned her head slightly to look at the boy who hid his textbook.He lowered his head in embarrassment.

Yuya, who thought that little movement would not be caught, heard the teacher call out the boy's name: "Itsuki Kanzaki." At first, Yuya couldn't figure out who it was, but saw the boy stand up in a somewhat unlucky way.Under the teacher's reprimand and forced confession, he took out Yumi's book with an expression of embarrassment and resentment, and returned the book halfway to Yumi under the watchful eyes of the whole class.

Yuya froze.

...This is the beginning of Yuya's unhappiness in Mao.

. . .

Yuya has no friends in the first class, because Kanzaki Itsu is a nobleman, and has a playful and cheerful personality, and is friends with many boys and girls, so after Kanzaki Itsu hated Yuya, no one would continue to play with Yuya.

Moreover, everyone felt that Yumi was weird, silent and expressionless, as if he had no heart or blood, and lacked the liveliness and spirit that children should have, so they didn't choose to be friends with Yumi.

Yumi carefully carried her textbook and went back to her room. When her fingertips touched the cold doorknob, the coolness made her freeze for a while, and she looked back at the nearby path... It is the end of the day's class, so Everyone has gone to play, so the atmosphere around is just endless loneliness.

Her student number is the last odd number, so her room is only for her. Of course, it is much smaller than other four-person rooms.The room is at the innermost part of the dormitory, and it is already quiet on weekdays, and no one will pass by.

She turned the doorknob, then walked in meekly, and closed the door again.Looking up again, it was a mess.

——Mao’s school uniform was turned out, a few holes were cut, the pencil was broken, the eraser was chopped into pieces, the book was taken out and scribbled, with some insulting words written on it, She looked at the clock, it was four thirty.She pressed the button to turn on the light in the room, but the gray light spread evenly in the room, and she saw that the floor was dirty, and many finer things were destroyed.

She lowered her eyebrows and looked at the textbook she was using today. Words like 'big idiot' and 'idiot' were written on the cover.

She has no expression.

I just moved the trash can, picked up the rags on the ground, and threw the scraps of paper into the trash can, looked at the notebook that couldn’t see the original shape, and had no choice but to throw it away...Ah Bai gave it Although the stationery and pencils are broken, they can still be used when sharpened with a knife. She sorted things out slowly.

She reached under the desk, found a handkerchief, pulled it out, and saw that it was smeared with ink. It was a gift that Abai bought for her from Nanliuhun Street... because she cherished it, she never had the courage to take it out Used, carefully placed in the box in the drawer.

Yumi put the handkerchief in the palm of her hand, and then sat on the ground a little weakly... Carefully put the handkerchief into the position near the heart.

... She felt a little uncomfortable.

After a long time, she put away her handkerchief and continued to clean up the mess.

. . .

Yumi saw that many things were broken, such as the fruit candy that Abai gave her, which was trampled into pieces, and even the jar was smashed.She wouldn't eat it on weekdays, and would only put one in her mouth when she missed Abai and keep it in her mouth for one night. The sweet taste would make her feel the care and love Abai gave her again.

She took out her sewing kit, she was not good at sewing, but if she didn't fix her school uniform, she would be worried when she saw Ah Bai next time.

——Don’t make Abai worry.

She covered the place near her chest.

After a long time, I stood up, picked up the school uniform again, and threaded the needle.

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. . .

This is the vacation of Maou Academy of Spiritual Art.Ah Bai happened to be on a mission, so Yumi had to stay in the dormitory alone.

Since the room was destroyed when she was born in the second generation, she has not been bullied again.Live a life of silence and neglect every day.Yuya didn't feel nothing about that time, and felt that her heart seemed to have been raped once, and it was full of holes that could not be filled.

She couldn't tell what that feeling was.

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She is now a sixth-generation student, and her grades in Mao are pretty good, because she has nothing to do on weekdays, and she also listens to Abai's instructions. She also works hard to practice her ghost way every spare time, recites and tries repeatedly, so she is A few people with the best ghost scores in the whole class.She is not good at Zanpakuto, and many people have already obtained the first understanding through communicating with Zanpakuto...

But she feels... no matter how she reads the book, how she asks the teacher for advice, she can't touch Zanpakuto successfully.

She seldom practiced fighting in vain, but because of her good control of spiritual power, Shunpo has already memorized it well. When using Zanpakuto duel, her agility can always take the lead.

... She tilted her head and looked out the window.

It's starting...it's snowing.She hadn't seen Abai for three months.

... While thinking this way, she heard a knock on the door.She paused, then stood up and opened the door.

"Yo! Yuya!" It was a hearty voice.

You Mi paused, and immediately rushed over to hug the person.

Abai smiled and rubbed Yumi's hair: "Youmi is not a child anymore, she is about to prepare for the last exam, why is she still so clingy?"

Yumi didn't speak.

A Bai looked at her with a doting smile, and then wiped his hands pretentiously and exaggeratedly: "It's cold, let me go in first?"

She nodded and made room for him to go in to keep warm.

It is of course illegal for Abai to climb over the wall and enter the Mao dormitory area without permission, but Abai always came in to look for Yumi when others were not around, and he was almost used to it. If it was lunch time, Ayomi would usually be in the flower garden. After school, Yuya will definitely go back to the dormitory as soon as possible.

He scratched his nose, remembering that he was definitely not such a well-behaved student when he was a student.How can you teach a child who is so well-behaved and methodical as Yumi?

Yuya still didn't speak, she seemed very happy to see him come here suddenly.

He smiled softly, and then narrowed his eyes: "Yumi! This time I brought you a present! Think of it as a Christmas present? Or my hopes for your final exam? It doesn't matter, anyway, you will like it of!"

Youmi stared blankly at A Bai, a little puzzled: "Christmas...?"

Abai paused: "Ah! You don't know yet, this is the talk of the present world, a winter festival... As long as Yumi enters the Jingling Court and becomes the god of death, she can go to the present world!"

Yumi nodded.

Ah Bai took out a package from behind, and returned his own exaggerated soundtrack: "Ta la la! This is it! Quickly open it and have a look!"

Yumi nodded, took the gift, carefully pulled the rope apart, and then took out a delicate little lamp from it.She has never seen this kind of design before, but she only knows that there are beautiful wooden reliefs on the top and bottom of the glass cover, and there is a handle on the top, which is very cute.

"Open it up and have a look? The reason why I chose this thing for you is...actually, the lighting is inexplicably beautiful..."

Yumi obediently turned the button on the side.

At first it flickered erratically, and later it reflected the entire glass cover in orange red, a warm color like the setting sun. Some stared intently at the lampshade, and reached out to touch it with nostalgia, as if to add something to themselves. Feeling warm, she raised her head and thanked Abai with a smile.

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The last exam is to fight with the true and false practice.The group with Yumi turned out to be two of the little boys who bullied her by the river back then. Of course, Yumi didn't recognize her, but it was not difficult for the two little boys to recognize this white-haired and white-eyed girl with the same expression. She was exactly the same when she was a child, the difference is that her face is much cleaner and more beautiful now.

Of course, they will not remind Yumi, because they know that Yumi is a student in the first class and has excellent grades. The two of them are the tail of the crane. If they offend this girl, they will fight Xu later... then they will definitely die .

Yumi listened to the teacher's explanation without expression or warmth.

...and then when the time comes, it's time to start fighting.Yumi became vigilant, she lowered her eyes and ambushed behind a building with two boys, closing her eyes.

Suddenly.

……"ah--!"

……… "Lost, out of control?!"

The ghosts under the jurisdiction of the soul world should be domesticated, and generally there will be no problems. This kind of exam is held every year. Over the years, the ghosts have very little experience of rampage. What about things?

Under the night, all kinds of screams came and went, and the two boys beside Yumi immediately started to tremble, and then looked at Yumi from Class [-]: "Should I, should we run away?"

Youmi looked at the two of them blankly.

"Ahhh! It's so scary, I won't take the exam!" One of the boys made a decision, and ran away with the other boy.Because Yuya was in the same team as them, she had no choice but to keep up with them soon after they left.

Running and shuttling between different buildings, she heard the screams of many classmates, and then, there was the sound of Xuming not far away, and it seemed that a few more Xuming jumped out, she was only distracted for a few seconds, and then He heard the strange screams of the two boys just now.

Yumi was at a loss for what to do, should she stop those ghosts, or...

'Quick, free us...it hurts...'

'Reaper or something...'

After a pause, these voices suddenly rang in her ears.She looked up at a Da Xu... Da Xu, isn't it something that even the god of death can't deal with?Why are you here?At the corner, she saw her partner's Zanpakuto left on the ground. She was heartbroken and ran over, and then saw that big head was about to swallow the boy.

She...she had to take her attention away from the boy first, and then draw the head away, and she could do that.

Youmi paused, and murmured: "Please listen to everything—Deng Zhang."

. . .

In this dark night, Yuya's Reiatsu was quickly poured into the Zanpakutō, and then the Zanpakutō turned red and hot like a soldering iron, the hand on the other end paused, then let go, and the little boy ran away .

Yumi held the lamp and looked at the other end.If he doesn't move, she won't move either.

……Then.

It's exactly the same as it was six years ago.

The head of Xu stopped suddenly, then bent down to get closer to Yumi, and lay down whimpering, Yumi was fearless, and her firm eyes became a little bit after hearing the innocent sobs of that head that seemed to be like a puppy. Rou Rou stretched out the lamp, and touched the big empty mask.

The two boys were stunned.

...That night, Yuya tried her best to save everyone.

... In the end, because of this, he was imprisoned in the research institute of the [-]th Division, and after three years of not seeing the light of day.