On how to understand love

When Captain Yuya and Captain returned to the Urahara store, it was already completely dark. They saw the living room of the Urahara store was full of people. Hitsugaya Toshirō immediately put away all the messy thoughts and sat in the middle of everyone with a serious look on his face. Calm and solemn.

Seeing that there was no place to sit down, Yumi had no choice but to stand in the corner with Yu.

Yuya was not as strong as the captain, standing in the corner, always felt that he was too flustered to calm down.

For example, because I saw the scene I saw when I was reincarnated in my second life last night in my room, the scene of a broken glass lamp bathed in the moonlight.It took her a long time to suppress the sad memories that flooded her mind, a long time to stop thinking about those messy things.

For example, this morning, when the captain called her name outside the door, the sunlight outside enveloped him, but she couldn't see the captain's appearance clearly. Every time she couldn't see clearly, Yumi felt very scared inside. Panicked, when the captain at that time called her, it felt like a big stone was thrown into her heart one by one, which made her even more depressed.

For example, when I went to the fourth team later, the captain stared silently at his bandaged hands beside him, his eyes were painful and heavy, as if he was thinking about something that she would never be able to figure out. He closed one of his eyes, and sat beside her with folded hands. Compared with being nervous, what she felt was a pain...a pain even worse than the wound on her hand.

For example, after she returned to her room, she packed her things quietly by herself. She remembered the intersection where the captain bid farewell to her, the studio he went to, and the team building she returned to. His back seemed to be covered by the sunlight. Wrapped and gradually melted into the white, the white feathers and white hair were gently pulled along with his movements.

At that time, she felt that she was about to be abandoned. She stood there stupidly watching the captain for a long time, and then went back in a daze, sitting in the corridor until the captain came to find her, without knowing it.

Sitting in the corridor at that time, she could only recall every moment of the captain and her.

He approached her carefully and attentively, teaching her the world's technology. When he occasionally bought something for her to eat, he put down the food and put it in his pocket and turned away. He sat on his knees and continued to read his newspapers and books.He occasionally talks to her while on patrol.

When she accidentally fell asleep, he would cover her with clothes, and when he took her to eat ramen, he would introduce the food one by one with a cheerful smile, remembering the time he helped him cover his ears, remembering that he once hugged her and saved her , I also remembered that time in the amusement park, the music of the carousel played happily again when the captain hugged her. At that moment, it turned out to be lingering in her heart and could not be dispelled.

Yumi sat in that corridor for an entire afternoon, watching the verdant greenery in the garden gradually change from forest green to warm orange, a piece of leaf on the grass fell leisurely, parked on the pool, gently tugged, Seduce ripples circle after circle...

When she saw the captain coming to her, she stood up and trotted towards the captain unequivocally. She didn't know why she had such expectations, and she didn't know why she ran over directly when she saw the captain.

She was a completely different person from herself when she first came to the [-]th Division.

Youmi hurried on the road with the captain in a daze, and then heard the captain reprimanding her on the way.

The captain told her not to be hindered by her feelings in doing business, and she suddenly realized that she seemed to be thinking too much.

At that time, she seemed to feel a thunderbolt from the blue sky. Although she was not in a good mood at first, she looked at the captain's frown, serious tone, and some stern eyes. Seeing the tolerance and gentleness, she suddenly woke up a little bit, feeling trembling all over, and then she closed her eyes.

A voice sounded in my heart:

Yuya Asai, you shouldn't have too much, these don't belong to you.

The captain reminded her with a serious tone.

She felt the strength passed to her by the captain's hands, she gradually stood still, hesitated for a while, then took a step back under the captain's eyes, lowered her head, and explained respectfully.The hands tucked into the sleeves trembled slightly, the hair on the forehead was a little too long, and it began to cover her sight, but she didn't intend to look up, thinking that she couldn't see the captain just like that.

Asai Yuya needs absolute obedience to Soul Society.

Asai Yuya needs absolute obedience to her team.

She didn't know when she was indoctrinated with this order, so she devoted herself to the soul world and her team. Other than the rest, Yumi didn't think about any interpersonal relationships, and she didn't think she would have them.

Before she met Abai, she was an orphan, and she was an orphan who was hated by gods and ghosts. No one would want her except Abai, and when Abai was gone, Yumi should have nothing.

That's what she thought, at least since the sixth reincarnation, her thoughts have been like this.

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"...Toshirō, this incident will threaten our Karakura town, we must not sit still!" Kurosaki Ichigo was sullen, and called Yuya back from her daze with a low growl, and she was stunned Looking at the orange-haired Grim Reaper, he slapped the table with one hand, looking very angry.

Seeing that Kurosaki Ichigo was so excited, Inoue Orihime, who was next to him, slowly added a sentence: "Kurosaki-kun, calm down... But, I also think that if the matter is not resolved as soon as possible, things will easily go awry Clean up... those people may hurt our friends..." Inoue's eyes were a little hesitant and unstable, he glanced at Kurosaki Ichigo, and then moved his eyes among the crowd.

Toshiro Hitsugaya frowned and glanced at everyone: "I know." A voice calmer than anyone else silenced everyone, he glanced at everyone, and scanned around: "Let's first collect all the information we witnessed. Collect, let everyone share their thoughts.”

Last night, eight people committed suicide by jumping off the building in the shopping street and some buildings near the shopping street. The time was similar and the address was similar. At the same time, everyone also felt a suspicious and strange atmosphere. Cut off, but the soul is also missing, so it aroused everyone's most basic suspicion.

Everyone failed to arrive at the scene, but they all felt a sense of sympathy in different places at about the same time. At first, they didn't pay attention, but when they saw the report the next day, they immediately became vigilant.

...Yumi leaned against the wall and watched everyone's discussion, occasionally looking at the captain who was speaking, and then lowered her head again.

I can no longer be so close to the captain.

No.

Yuya Asai, no.

She said it silently in her heart once, twice, three times.

Then remember it well.

She had no choice but to lower her head timidly, not daring to look up at everyone again.

. . .

Deng Zhang opened one eye to look at Yumi with dissatisfaction and impetuousness. She was facing him this time, sitting in the sea of ​​lights, and he could clearly feel Yumi's mood swings here. I understand, so things made him impatient.

Yuya was sitting in front of him, with his hands clenched into fists on his knees, his hair was hanging down, and the long white hair was also hanging between her shoulders. Tomojo sighed slightly, and then reached out to stroke Yumi's hair. In the ear, he reached out to support her chin, and then looked at Youmi's pale face, which was haggard, the bangs on her forehead and the half-down eyelashes made her cheeks covered in haze, he was silent After staring at her for a while, he said, "Yuriya Asai, don't be too horny."

Yumi didn't speak, Dengzhang retracted her hand, she just paused, no longer bowed her head, looked at Dengzhang's chin, lost in thought.

"Ben that little devil made you cheerful, I'm very happy, but now it makes you worry a lot, and I want to kill him again." Dengzhang frowned, he loves Asai Yuya, even if always His tone was not good, but he still cared about his master. Seeing that person named Hitsugaya Toshiro made Yumi more cheerful and talked more, he was grateful from the bottom of his heart.

He turned his head slightly, looked at the endless darkness beside him, and the oil lamps placed on the ground.

But Hitsugaya Toshiro turned out to be the second person who could hurt Asai Yumi with heart, which made him very upset.From Asai Yuya's memory, he knew the boy who called himself A Bai, he was the first and most important person in Asai Yuya's life.

Once you like someone, you give him the right to hurt himself.

So the boy who called himself Ah Bai was the first person who could make Asai Yuya always fall into dreams.He always thought that Yuya Asai would be able to recover on her own many years after Ah Bai's departure, but in the end it couldn't.

At this time, the snow-haired, steady and calm boy Toshirō Hitsugaya appeared in Asai Yuya's life. Tojo knew how he led Asai Yuya and helped her, and Asai Yuya gradually became dependent on him. Toshiro Toshiro Hitsugaya's power was so powerful that it could make Yuya Asai's heart feel pain.

It makes Asai Yuya reflect on herself aggrieved by herself, makes Asai Yuya make a secret decision by herself, makes Yumi understand that she has made a decision for the good of the captain, and since then she no longer gets close to the captain, and starts to build a diaphragm with different people.

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When Yumi heard what Dengzhang said, she raised her head in a daze: "Captain...?"

Deng Zhang frowned, looked at her stunned look, raised his brow slightly: "Yes."

Yumi shook her head, anxiously defending the captain: "The captain is fine..."

Seeing Yumi shaking his head anxiously, he lowered his head slightly and sighed.Looking at Yumi's rarely serious eyes, which were injected with some emotion and color, he pursed his lips.

Asai Yuya defended the captain's affairs, and was not happy to hear what he said as a joke, "destroy him", so he immediately reacted and planned to defend the white-haired kid. Obviously he didn't hate the captain, but he decided in his heart Quarantine Captain.

He stretched out his hand to hold Yumi's head to prevent her from coming closer, and squinted his eyes to look over.

...Thinking of it this way, Yuya Asai has actually started to grow up, and finally knows how to make her own decisions.

Deng Zhang helplessly laughed:

"Asai Yuya, you're clearly in love with that kid, but you're paranoid about trying to distance yourself from him...you're such an idiot."

Yumi couldn't understand this sentence, she tilted her head, and then Dengzhang reached out and touched her forehead:

"Forget it, I'm tired today...I'll just see how the two of you torment each other."