On how to understand love

Yumi felt the pain coming from her ear, reached out her hand to touch it lightly, and felt the pain coming from the wound that made her frown unconsciously, so she had to let go.

She sat up, and once she lay down, her ears hurt, so she had to hide in a corner of her room. Later, she turned her head and noticed a window on the side. She half-crawled and gently lifted the curtains. The sky outside was gray and already It's getting dark.

She had already taken off her deadly costume, wearing a thin white underwear, and a loose bathrobe tied around a belt. She knelt in front of the window, because the room was in a side location, so there was no light bulb here, every day The light depends on this window.

She pressed her palm against the glass of the window, and the refreshing feeling of ice comforted her. She took another breath, and a circle of white mist bloomed on the window.Yumi stretched out her fingers, and slowly traced a smiling face on the white mist.

One eye, the other eye.

Just about to draw a smiling face, the white mist has disappeared without a trace.

Mi was stunned for a few seconds, then retracted and put down the curtains, sat on the tatami and hugged herself.

She felt that she was getting more and more uncomfortable, and the pain and sourness from her heart made her want to convulse all over her body involuntarily.He pushed the quilt by his side with his feet, crawled over to pick up the pillow, and hugged the pillow as if he was hugging someone.

Ever since I came to this world, I have always felt uncomfortable.

I feel like I understand more and more.

Then more and more want to sink into a place and never wake up again.

She pursed her lips and closed her eyes.

. . . . . .

"When are we going to do it?" The young man straightened his clothes, and looked sideways at a person who was sitting beside him tinkering with something. The person was rather sloppy, and what looked like a lab coat was full of achievement stains of different colors. After leaving the trail, the boy turned his head to look back, looked directly at the man in the bathrobe in front of him and said, "You see, the trip is almost over."

"Long time, how is the equipment improved now?" The man in the bathrobe closed his eyes, raised his wine glass casually and gracefully, put it to his mouth, and asked.

"Hmm." The man called Luci responded vaguely: "Shenzu, do you think our stock is enough?"

After hearing this, the man in the bathrobe nodded, "It's almost there, but it's the best to use the ghosts made by humans who just committed suicide and the instruments to assist each other, so I plan to cultivate a few more weapons tonight."

"Okay, Shenzu." Luci squinted at the things in his hand.

The man in the bathrobe cast a deep glance at the boy, "Jing, what happened to the girl I showed you?"

"She heard all the sounds made by the equipment on the trip, and the reaction was as painful as Xu's, and it seemed that Xu didn't reject her, she could control Xu." Jing squinted her eyes and reported.

"Very good." Shen Zu nodded: "Just ask her to come."

. . . . .

Yumi stood up and put on the Shiba costume, and also pinned the Zanpakuto on his waist. He saw his blurred reflection from the window. The hair on his sideburns had been shaved off. It was very obviously uneven, and he couldn't see it. I'm used to it, but I don't know how to do it.

When she was in distress, she heard the sound of the store door being opened, and Urahara said, "I'm back!" After yelling, the captain calmly said, "I'm back." 'She was stunned for a while, and immediately wanted to find a place to avoid it.

She heard clear and steady footsteps stepping on the floor of the Urahara store, creaking and creaking, she froze for a few seconds, and then heard the captain's voice in front of her door: "Asai, you are inside ."

The captain's voice was a little unstable and cautious, Yumi could hear the captain's strangeness and unnaturalness, the captain gave her a feeling of 'wanting to talk to her a lot'.

Yuya didn't want to answer, so she took a few steps back and touched the window. She wanted to open the window, but found that it was stuck because it hadn't been used for a long time.Yumi thought for a while, then stood where she was.

"Asai, can you open the door...listen to me?" Hitsugaya Toshiro swallowed, he hesitated, he felt that Yuya might already hate him, he thought he had given her a lot Just when he went back to the Urahara store, he reflected on the injury.

All Yuya Asai needed was a sense of security.

It's just a place where you are needed and you can establish your own sense of existence.

A person like her doesn't know how to get up when she falls down. Even if she wants to get up, she will still sit on the ground for a long time in a daze before she realizes that she needs to stand up.

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Yumi didn't want to go over, she fiddled with the window with her backhand, only heard a 'click', and the window opened, she looked at the door, then at the window, and rushed out without hesitation.

Hitsugaya Toshiro obviously knew that she had escaped, so he opened the door without even thinking about it, and rushed out to catch Asai Yuya—of course, this goal is not difficult at all, Hitsugaya Toshiro's strength is far superior to Asai Yuya's above.

As soon as Yuya left the room, the gushing cold wind made her very uncomfortable. She ran out, jumped onto the roof with a few steps, and then fled to the distance immediately.

—she was going to a place where the captain couldn't find her.

At this time, Yuya Asai made a judgment without thinking about the consequences, full of impulsiveness and irrationality. This is the first time she has encountered such a situation. She has never been impulsive in this situation.

Seeing her, Toshirō Hitsugaya immediately chased after her, grabbed her arm firmly in three steps and two steps, and quickly let go after Yumi calmed down. Yumi bowed his head, not having the courage to look at the captain.

Standing in front of the captain, she actually wanted to find a hole to hide in.

A gust of cold wind blew, and Hitsugaya Toshirō moved his feet slightly to block the wind. He looked at Yumi, focused and serious. Later, Hitsugaya Toshirō put his hand on her shoulder, hesitating for a while, but finally he mustered up the courage to speak, hoping to let everything go. All sincerity is instilled in it: "...I'm sorry."

His hands tightened unconsciously, as if he didn't realize his nervousness, as if he could transmit his voice to her heart through strength, there was a frown that couldn't be concealed, but he saw that he was not so nervous again.

I am sorry.

sorry……

Why did the captain say sorry to himself?

Yumi didn't quite understand.

There was a few seconds of thought-provoking solitude in the air.

"Asai, listen carefully," Toshirō Hitsugaya noticed his own strength, paused, and let go. He dropped his hand by his side, and seeing that Yuya seemed to have calmed down, he also adjusted his breathing, making him Calm yourself down, and turn out the words you have thought about in your mind, "You will never be alone."

Youmi looked at the captain in astonishment, and when he heard these words, he felt as if something was about to burst forth.Feeling confused, she looked up at the captain without blinking, her eyes filled with disbelief and bewilderment.

...It seems that this is what I was waiting for.

It seems that for a long time, all she hopes is for someone to appear and give her these words.

Yuya felt her heart began to calm down, she didn't feel the uneasiness at the beginning, but gradually became softer.She began to gradually withdraw her mistrustful look, and looked at the captain intently.

"I didn't say it for anything, and I don't need you to tell me your heart, Asai, I like you, so you will never be alone," he closed his eyes, hoping that he could continue to speak in one go: "I know You like Abai very much, although he is no longer here...but I will protect you."

He finished: "So don't be afraid of me and everyone, I won't dislike you, I'm serious."

It took Yumi a long time to understand this passage, and then she raised her head and asked the captain seriously: "The captain likes me... because of my family, because of my friends, and..."

"Like between a man and a woman." He interrupted her, and then he was a little surprised that she didn't know so much about such a question as Mi.Hitsugaya Toshiro spoke so earnestly and affirmatively that he almost didn't think about it before he realized how to blush gradually.

If the other party wasn't Yuya Asai, Toshirō Hitsugaya would definitely... If the person he likes wasn't such a dull guy, he would definitely not be able to say such shy words without turning around the bush.

Yumi listened, paused for a moment, lowered her head, the thoughts in her heart gradually cleared up, and said softly: "Yuri also likes the captain... the same kind of liking as the captain... also likes Abai, but it belongs to the family. like."

She didn't blush, nor was she embarrassed, she just gave Hitsugaya Toshirō a cautious and affirmative statement.Looking at her straightforward face, he felt nervous, his cheeks were heating up, and his heart was beating faster. He paused for a moment and didn't speak.

The soft voice is like a soft spring breeze, blowing across the calm heart lake, blooming rippling flowers on it, and the deep green forest next to it looks particularly green, the flowers shake slightly, harmonious, the air There is also a sweet and fresh aroma.

She thought about it for a while, and then smiled softly and contentedly, with a sweet and innocent smile: "Thank you, Captain, for liking Yuya too."

Hitsugaya Toshiro's confession was originally intended to tell Yuya that she still has someone who likes her, not himself. He intended to use this sentence to restore Yumi's confidence. Originally, he didn't think he could get any answer. Now Arima's response and mature and methodical reply were beyond his expectation.

He wasn't worried that there would be any obstacles in getting along after confessing his confession, and Yumi wouldn't mind anyway, but he always felt that it was better than her trembling, and he hoped that she could get along with other people happily.

This confession did not ask for an answer, so he also said "I don't need your response" at the beginning, or something like that.

He just wanted to protect her.

Hitsugaya Toshirō softened, feeling that seeing her smile again was better than anything else, since the last time, he hadn't seen Yumi smiling like a child in front of him, he reached out and rubbed her hair , asked softly: "From now on, can I call you by your name?"

Youya was stunned for a few seconds, then nodded with a satisfied smile.

Yuya, Yuya, these are her favorite words.

Compared with 'Asai', which was filled in because she wanted to enter Mao, she likes the name 'Yumi' the most, but she actually knows the difference between the first name and the last name very well, and she never finds it strange, but compared to Asai, she just feels more belonging to Yuya.

Yuya felt that her defenses had been completely lowered, she didn't look directly at the captain, but her lips always maintained that indistinct arc.

very nice.

It turned out that the captain didn't hate himself.

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Toshirō Hitsugaya glanced at her bandaged ears, clenched his fists, and pursed his lips: "...can you see clearly who attacked you?" I was stunned, thought for a while, and then shook my head.

"...It's a boy, a man who manipulates Xu." Yumi said softly.She recalled that scene, the man was all black, although she didn't know if it was because he was facing the sun, but it was not difficult to judge the color, all in all, it was the dark clothes and hair color.

Hitsugaya Toshiro looked at her profile, "I'm sorry, I ignored you at that time."

Yumi shook her head, she was happier now than at any other moment, so she looked up at the captain: "Youmi is very happy."

He looked at her in astonishment.

"You know, Yuya, compared to when you just entered the tenth team, you have really improved a lot."

You Mi paused, not understanding what the captain said, and tilted his head.

Hitsugaya Toshiro put his hand on her hair again, smiling with a little helplessness and a little spoiling that is not easy to find: "It's nothing, I hope you are happy every day."