On how to understand love

It was a night of thunder and lightning, the woman's deadly costume was already wet on her body, she looked thin, tall and thin, and somewhat fragile, she hugged the baby in her arms tightly, You don't want your baby to get wet from the rain and catch a cold.

She climbed to the top of the mountain with some difficulty along the stone steps in the mountain. The rain fell on the leaves, sometimes heavy and sometimes light. The mud and moss on the ground became dirty after being moistened by the rain, and it was easy to tear People slipped, and she had fallen several times along the way.

In the dark sky was a thick rain cloud, hitting her pale face heavily, her strength was running out, her beautiful long hair turned into wet and obstructive hair, even though she loves this She has long hair, but now she can't wait to cut it all off... She looked at the baby in her arms, and she knew that the most important thing right now is to settle the baby well...

Then, she will be in charge.

She will be responsible for all the reckless things she has done.

She reached out and touched the child's cold face. She felt that the temperature of the child in her arms was gradually dropping like hers. She panicked, and then her steps subconsciously became hurried.

Ascending to the top of the mountain, she caught a glimpse of an old wooden house in front of her. The yellow light seeping from the glass window warmed her tired heart. She was about to move forward, but found that she was still wearing the eye-catching clothes of death. He quickly took off the robe of the Siba costume, only wearing a thin white bathrobe, and escorted the child to the wooden house.

"I'm sorry, may I ask..." She stretched out her hand and knocked on the door gently, because she didn't have much strength left.

The door was opened, and a slender and tall man answered the door. The woman felt the heat coming out of the room, and felt a sense of peace of mind. As soon as her body softened, she passed out.

The man inside reached out to catch her, glanced at the baby in his arms, said 'tsk tsk' twice, and shook his head with a helpless smile: "It's something to be happy to have a beautiful woman take the initiative to throw herself into her arms... so I already have a child Yeah." The man glanced at the bad weather with his head tilted, and carried the woman to the bed in the house.

"I thought everyone had the same job, so there were great opportunities for development." He went outside to pick up the woman's death-defying gown, and put it next to the stove in the house to roast.

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The woman woke up and saw that the baby in swaddling was sleeping peacefully beside her, so she smiled kindly, and was about to sit up when she saw her domineering costume hanging in the room, she was a little surprised, so she He noticed that the man sitting in the corner, with thick black hair, was wearing a dark dead bully suit, and was tinkering with something by the stove.

She shrank back with the child in her arms, "That, that..."

"Don't be afraid, I will not bully a female Shinigami who doesn't even have a Zanpakuto."

The man turned his head, met her beautiful amber eyes, and took in all her flustered and bewildered movements: "There is a reason for everything, and I don't plan to ask if you don't tell me. As for you asking me why?" Here, I am a grim reaper who is patrolling nearby, fell asleep in the mountains yesterday, and came in to avoid the rain."

She still couldn't relax her vigilance, and after thinking about it, she asked him, "Which team are you from?"

"Me? I'm from Team Thirteen, Uncle Ukitake's Team." He took out a bowl from a nest and stuffed it into the woman's hand, "Eat something, you must be very tired, death can't Don't eat."

She was stunned for a second, "Uh, um...thank you." After taking the bowl, she saw some wild vegetables in it, which smelled delicious, which made her index finger twitch after being hungry for several days.

Before she ate, she looked up at the boy and asked him, "What's your name?"

"Asai Kuromo." He replied without hesitation. He has a slender and refined figure. It was difficult for her to judge his age. She paused, "My name is...Uemura Kohaku...you...you are a good person."

"Don't send a good person card on the first day of meeting, you are definitely the type who is easy to be deceived." Asai Kuromo smiled brightly, and pointed to the child: "Can I hug?"

Amber paused and nodded.

Hei Mo took the child from her hand, although the hugging posture was a bit clumsy, but the child did not feel any discomfort, Amber smiled and drank the soup, and then watched him teasing the child.Hei Mo scratched the girl's nose with his fingers, and the girl grabbed her finger. He noticed that the girl's eyes were big and light white. He was a little surprised, this was the first time he saw such eye color.

"Mother's eyes are the color of amber, but my daughter's eyes are such a color, it's really rare." Hei Mo murmured.

"That's the same eye color as my father's." Amber said silently.

"Really, luckily the girl inherited her mother's white hair, your hair is very beautiful." He smiled and stroked the girl's hair.

"Thank...thank you." Amber was rarely praised for her beautiful hair color, and she stroked the back of her head resentfully, then smiled shyly and softly.

"What do you plan to call the child?" Hei Mo looked at her.

"...Yes, I haven't thought it through yet." When Amber said this, she didn't mean it right, she lowered her head and looked at the child with an apologetic expression on her face.Seeing her sad face, Hei Mo hugged the doll again: "The child should prefer that his mother change his name."

Amber looked at Hei Mo in astonishment, and then smiled lightly, "Well, I will think about it seriously."

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A few seconds before Hei Mo pushed the door open, I heard Amber's gentle voice, she giggled and called 'Youmi', 'Youmi' over and over again.He smiled, and pushed open the dilapidated wooden door. The dilapidated door made a piercing 'babbling' sound, which sounded funny and interesting. He opened his mouth and asked the amber inside: "'Youmi' is that 'Youmi'?"

Amber was taken aback by him, and then smiled lightly, "Is there any, I can make up for it."

Seeing her loving mother, Hei Mo asked her again: "Where do you plan to place Yumi?"

Amber froze, she didn't speak, but the babbling voice kept the atmosphere from being stiff.

"How do you know?" Hu Po turned to look at Hei Mo.

"Otherwise, why is a woman trembling while hugging a girl? You're not looking for a family to take Youmi in."

"I...don't know, but I have to go back to Jinglingting, I can't...can't turn my back on punishment and run away with Yumi."

"you can."

"But I...but I think I need to be punished."

Kuromo remained silent, staring at Kohaku's beautiful white hair, sprinkled velvet like soft cotton on the sun's bed, moisture soon appeared from Kohaku's clear eyes, she hugged Yumi: "I...I I can't bear to miss Youmi. I give myself a one-month deadline, whether I can find someone to take her in or not, I must go back to Jinglingting."

Hei Mo stuffed a bag of gold coins into her hand, then turned her back again: "I've been back three days behind the report time, I have to go now, you are alone and be careful."

Amber looked at his back standing in front of the door, the sunlight penetrated into the room through the gap, his black shattered hair did not match his fair skin, his broad shoulders and thin waist, she held back or tears would flow out easily: "Take care , Heimo."

"Take care, Amber." He said slowly, "Remember not to send out good card casually."

"Pfft," she chuckled, "yes."

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He couldn't bear to look at Hu Po's thin back, frowned and pursed his lips. In the end, because of time constraints, he had to rush back to Jingling Court to report. He planned to take care of the child for her, but this was very impossible. He didn't this ability.

...What he can do now is probably to go back to the world of souls and observe and knock on the information about Kohaku...He chooses to unconditionally trust that Kohaku who seems dull and easy to deceive.Because he was originally a person who acted on his feelings... the moment he opened the door, he firmly believed that she was a helpless woman, and as a man, he needed help no matter what.

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There is one more week.

Amber hugged Yumi, looked at Yumi's fair face, her hair was fluffy like a little monkey, Yumi was a calm child, she would not cry unless she was frightened by loud noises , will not cry when hungry, is an easy baby to take care of.

She took Yumi around here for two weeks. She was not in a hurry to find a place to put her, but regarded it as a trip with Yumi. She hoped to keep her most gentle voice in her heart, and planned to let her She lived the most comfortable life, and she couldn't bear to let Yumi go for a moment.

"Youmi, look, how beautiful the flowers here are? Small, small, just like Yumi's hands, so cute."

"Yuya, the dumpling is delicious, soft... Do you want to eat it too? Then you have to wait for Yumi to grow teeth..."

"Look at your fat squirrel face...you can't eat any more."

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On the last day, like the day she just ran out, there were thunderstorms.Yuya didn't fall asleep at the usual time either, she seemed to hate the rumbling thunder.

She hugged Yuya and walked carefully in the mountains, she didn't want to fall - otherwise Yuya would be injured.

Yumi was still so curious and lively, her little hand grabbed her bosom, then grabbed her hair, and played with it in the palm of her hand, she didn't look at Yumi, but the hand holding her was tight... She didn't I hope that Yumi will catch a cold from the rainy day, and holding Yumi tremblingly, the apology in her heart arises spontaneously... She always asks Yumi to accompany her on the run, and cannot live a stable life.

She had heard people say that an elderly couple on the mountain put her at the door of a family. They were a kind and friendly elderly couple who had no children as family members. They should be very willing to take Youmi in... She put Youmi in At the door, Yuyiya straightened the wrapped cloth, smoothed her hair for the last time, and teased her again.

Yumi gently let go of her mother's hair. At that time, it felt like throwing a heavy stone into the well. You would wait tremblingly for the moment when the stone went into the water and then the water splashed, and your hair slowly fell down, like I couldn't bear to wake up anyone, so I had to slow down my movements.

This action seemed to be Yumi's sensible letting go, which made Kohaku's eyes blur again.She thought about it... Shouldn't she say goodbye to Yuya too?

At the moment when she was supposed to stand up and leave, Yumi was frightened by the thunder and screamed. Yumi's crying made her heartache so much that she was about to die. Mi..."

I'm sorry Yuya, but mother gave you such an unhappy life.

Her tears never stopped, and Yumi was hugged by her, and soon stopped crying, her eyes looked at her mother curiously, her white and fat hands patted her mother's face, Amber looked at Yumi, and finally made up her mind Determined to put her down, he turned and walked away.

...she was a terrible mother.

I'm so sorry... Yuya.

...I hope you will be happy when you grow up.

She clasped her hands together, looking forward earnestly.

Tears and rain mixed together, and Amber felt her body getting colder bit by bit. She groped down the stone steps, not even daring to look back at Yumi, only to hear Yumi's crying gradually covered by the sound of rain , pattering, became her last memory of Yumi.