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Sun Shaoning resisted the urge to turn back, but when he turned the corner, he caught a glimpse of Fang Siyuan still standing there, did not leave, but did not follow.

The child is promising, he knows that it is ugly to post upside down, and he knows how to cherish his dignity, Sun Shaoning thinks it is very good.

He lowered his eyes and smiled, his expression was a little lonely, but he was relieved in his heart. Fang Siyuan was like his little brother who had no blood relationship. He was destined to be with this person and liked him, but he didn't want to share the same bed with him. The kind of love that lives.

Sun Shaoning is now able to accept that there will be various regrets in life, including that he has never loved anyone unforgettable until now.

When he was young, he just wanted to take Fang Siyuan out to play, to see the surprised expression on the face of this little mute, like Grandma Liu entering the Grand View Garden, and to gain a kind of vanity that is enviable in this luxurious world that he indulges in having fun. , not the idleness his parents lashed out at.

Fang Siyuan looked at him like a puppy, which made Sun Shaoning feel that he was very important. In addition, this person can't speak, which saved a lot of noise. From now on, even if he stays at home alone, he won't look so boring .

When people are not bored, they will not think wildly, and their mood will naturally improve. Sun Shaoning's family is not the richest, but he is not short of this, so why not raise a dull and obedient follower.

On the night of the first relationship, Sun Shaoning was really drunk. He thought he was wandering in a dream, and the person in the dream was purely imaginary, but Fang Siyuan didn't resist, so something went wrong.

It's not easy to want such a man, but Sun Shaoning is older than Fang Siyuan, and he knows that this man's heart still puts others by his side, so the fault is on him.

Later, I can't bear to look back. At that time, Sun Shaoning, who was the proud son of heaven, hadn't suffered a serious injury in his life. His personality was far less rational than it is now. He believed in the supremacy of pleasure. .

Moreover, Sun Shaoning's friends are all studying abroad, and they are very open about sex. They all enjoy the game with their bodies and their hearts to find true love. Only Fang Siyuan, who strayed into the noble circle, took it seriously.

But his serious reaction was to wait silently. Sun Shaoning didn't even know that he had provoked an idiot until his HIV test result turned positive. His belt, Sun Shaoning frantically covered his lifeblood, only then did he realize the seriousness of the problem.

At that time, his temper was like a mad dog, and his whole person was very depraved. His intention was good, but the way of expressing it was not appropriate. Sun Shaoning thought that if he was more vicious, he would be able to scare away this boring gourd, but Fang Siyuan refused to leave.

At this moment, Sun Shaoning still clearly remembered the shock in his heart when Fang Siyuan wrote "Enough people have left you, I want to stay with you" on his mobile phone.

Those who have nothing are the easiest to see hope. It may be that the words that can only be conveyed through the mobile phone gave Sun Shaoning a little mercy to send this dumb person away.

It was a very wonderful experience, maybe it is what people often say when people are about to die, their words are good. Sun Shaoning had a long talk with Fang Siyuan seriously, but he said a lot of things for Fang Siyuan's sake, and the dumb just said something to him. shook his head.

Fang Siyuan didn't want to leave, so he didn't care, he knew better than anyone else that Sun Shaoning, who was smooth sailing, didn't need him at all, only now, so he wanted to stay.

It's just that such a humble love has always ended in failure, because people have a gene for pushing an inch in their bones.

Sun Shaoning didn't expect him to be so determined. In order to make Fang Siyuan give up, he unilaterally cut off contact, said some inappropriate words, and even hid in other cities.

Fang Siyuan does not have the financial conditions to pursue love to the ends of the earth, but as long as Sun Shaoning comes back, as long as he knows, even if it is the middle of the night, he will go to the station to wait for someone, because they have a few mutual friends in the gay circle, sometimes Sun Shaoning Forgetting to keep it secret, Fang Siyuan inquired about him from others.

He, Fang Siyuan, is a person who grew up in bitter waters, and he doesn't feel bitter about these things within his power, but in Sun Shaoning's eyes, it becomes overpaying. Sun Shaoning is not hard-hearted. The relationship between people is close and distant, but it can't be broken.

But disease is not something that everyone never mentions, and it will really disappear. When the signs of immunity began to collapse, Sun Shaoning, who was physically and mentally injured, changed his thoughts according to his physical condition, and he became more and more unable to bear the drag. Everyone has a sinking sense of indebtedness, so he did an old-fashioned and bloody thing, "hooking up" a female patient at the CDC.

The director of disease control, Peng, is a good and responsible doctor and a great sage. He not only has a group of patients, but also worries that everyone will suffer from social fear because they cannot get along with normal people. circle of friends.

With his enthusiastic matchmaking, Sun Shaoning met a female patient who was a good match.

These sisters are two years younger than him, but Sun Shaoning insisted on calling him big sister, and she was obviously infected with AIDS by her drug-addicted boyfriend, but everyone said she was bisexual. Interesting person.

In the group of AIDS, innocent groups do exist, such as being inherited from their parents, or inadvertently coming into contact with the body fluids of the carrier in various harmful accidents, etc., but most of them are because of sex or drug injection, and they say they are to blame Not wronged.

Others said they deserved it, and some patients would jump when they heard it, but Sun Shaoning thought it was true, the female patient had the same views as his hero, so they could chat.

Different from other people's miserable life, she smiles brightly, quits her drug addiction in a twitching manner, works out, runs, translates and travels, and lives like before she met a scumbag, but retreats from a group of people to a people.

She said she still wanted to find a boyfriend, so she chose Sun Shaoning among her patients.

In the face of such an honest person, Sun Shaoning couldn't bear to deceive her feelings, and they got acquainted with each other. The young lady saw Fang Siyuan several times outside the CDC. He told Sun Shaoning not to harm others.

Sun Shaoning is willing to add 1 to his choice, but Fang Siyuan belongs to Brown Candy.

After listening to it, the young lady had nothing to do anyway, and every time she saw Fang Siyuan, she had to pretend to be very close to Sun Shaoning. Sun Shaoning said that this operation was useless, but the eldest lady said that a dead horse should be treated as a living horse doctor.

After several "doctors" in this way, Fang Siyuan became angry even if he was a clay figurine. First, he was angry because Sun Shaoning hurt him again; second, he didn't even seek a woman; Do you want to die early and be born early?

God knows that although Fang Siyuan pretended nothing had happened, he was terrified to death, fearing that Sun Shaoning really didn't have much time, and Sun Shaoning was just a blind cat meeting a dead mouse, stepping on his loudest thunder.

Fang Siyuan finally went from persuasion to the end of it, and then they started a cold war.

Coincidentally, the massage city where Fang Siyuan worked was slandered and reported for pornography. He was detained and asked the police to call Sun Shaoning to protect himself. His adoptive father was deaf and fell asleep so early, so he would call even if he called. do not wake up.

But it was a woman who answered the phone, saying that Sun Shaoning was not free and asked him to find someone else.

That day Fang Siyuan stayed in the detention center all night, the temperature was very low at night, the policeman on duty looked at him pitifully, and gave him a thick overcoat through the crack of the fence while everyone else was asleep.

Then Fang Siyuan would never know that it was Sun Shaoning who told Li Wei to take care of him, and then Li Wei told his little colleagues to take care of him.

It was the next day when Fang Siyuan went to block Sun Shaoning's door. He stalked and beat him many times, and this time was not too many. He wanted to ask him face to face, because he still had expectations in his heart. But it was two people.

The situation of the young lady is not very good, and the disease control has rushed to a few suspected infected people. It is not good to go to a hotel in their situation. Director Peng had a good relationship with him in the living room, so he came forward and asked him if he could stay overnight. Sun Shaoning didn't usually live there, so friends didn't hesitate to ask him if they needed him.

It's just that he went to deliver the keys, and when the police called, the young lady repeated her old tricks. After thinking about it for a long time, she said something serious. After hanging up the phone, she joked that she was like a mistress who was going to be struck by lightning of.

No one thought that this turned out to be a flag. Sun Shaoning was still explaining that the sliding door of the balcony was not easy to lock, and asked her to lift it a little before turning it... Then she heard a "plop" sound from behind, and after she developed a high fever for no reason, she Passed out again.

Sun Shaoning sent her to disease control overnight, and the doctor on duty was busy until dawn, so he waited outside.

At that time, what he thought was that if he was the one who was in a coma, but after waking up, he found no one was waiting, expecting him to wake up, then the next time he was in a coma, would he not want to wake up?

Finally, when the young lady woke up, her mother who rushed over also got off the plane. On the way, Sun Shaoning took her back to the house to pick up the useless luggage. Fang Siyuan ran over again at this time. Sun Shaoning talked to the patient With a glance, this misunderstanding was directly silenced.

Then the frustrated Fang Siyuan went offline with his IQ, and ran to Sun Shaoning's mother to complain. His original intention was to let this strong woman take care of her son and interrupt Sun Shaoning's relationship with that woman. Easy to relapse, Sun Shaoning will be very dangerous.

But at that time, Sun Shaoning's father was in a critical period of career advancement, the news that Sun Shaoning messed up with AIDS could not be concealed, but the scandal that he was gay was still covered up, she always wanted to get Fang Siyuan away, but this young man seemed ashamed Same.

Therefore, the arrival of a woman was exactly what Sun Shaoning's mother wanted. If her son got married, the suspicion of homosexuality would go away, and Fang Siyuan would have no reason to live with Sun Shaoning anymore.

Later, Fang Siyuan was kicked out and dismissed. When he received the news that Sun Shaoning was going to get married, it was Sun’s mother who provided one-stop service. Know.

In the end the marriage definitely didn't end, but Fang Siyuan left without saying goodbye, he disappeared like a drop of water, melted into the soil of the crowd, Sun Shaoning also broke up with the family, his father didn't get promoted, he had a lot of resentment towards him, quarreled Escalated to anti-eye, and fell into a relationship.

In the fall of the second year after Sun Shaoning lived in Quanwei's house, the little eldest sister passed away in the CDC.

She went from looking no different from a normal person to being haggard in just 7 months. Sun Shaoning didn't know how many 7 months he had, but he remembered when other people in the ward comforted her mother after she died the words said.

You too can be freed.

Generally, when couples break up, they say that enough is enough. However, if they are the family members of an incurable patient, even if they are relieved, they may not be able to complain about the pain they have endured.

Sun Shaoning thought to himself that he had the right to help Wei Wei and Yang Zhen, and Fang Siyuan also had his own friends and life, they didn't need new encounters, and it would be best if they lived in peace.

If someone says that Fang Siyuan loves him and is willing to accompany him to the last stage, then Sun Shaoning is also unwilling. This is not a multiple-choice question, but a question of attitude. He cannot repay Fang Siyuan's feelings, so he cannot accept this person's efforts.

He is not finished yet, and Fang Siyuan is still very young, they will meet more people to refresh old memories and scars.