crybaby

When Xu Yan came in with some daily necessities, Feng Ye leaned against the window, the warm wind blowing his fine hair.

He became thinner and thinner, and even the hospital clothes were empty, but those bright amber eyes faintly revealed expectations and desires.

Xu Yan knew that Feng Ye was healing well and was waiting slowly. On the day he recovered, he flew into that person's arms, and his heart was filled with bitterness. He shouldn't have been blinded by jealousy at that time. How could he just sit and wait for death.

It's just that the person who saved Feng Ye was Lu Jian, everything was just like fate, God favored them more.

That person will never be erased from his heart.

And myself... a wry smile appeared on Xu Yan's handsome face, and he might not be able to live in it anymore.

In the fate of the threesome, it was obvious that he should have met Feng Ye first, but he was not the one who got him in the end.

Could it be that he will never be the one who appears when Feng Ye needs to rely on the most.

Unwillingness turned into bitterness and swallowed in the throat.

"Is it better today?" Xu Yan walked over, still smiling as much as he could, and put the delicate meal he brought together on the table, "You're hungry, hurry up and eat first, then lie down on the bed and rest for a while."

"Yeah." Feng Ye replied obediently, eating obediently, no matter how urgent he was, he didn't want to bring his weak body to find Ah Jian.

He can be sure that Ah Jian has no feelings for him, he has his unspeakable secrets.

But how could he just let him go like this.

Even if he is not qualified to stand beside Ah Jian, one day, he will have that qualification through his own efforts.

Xu Yan looked at him with eyes full of doting, Feng Ye was not as good as rejecting him at the beginning, but it was just this natural, as if he was just his friend, just a friend, that's all.

His thoughts gradually drifted to the past, and he said, "14 years ago, I ran away from home."

"?" Feng Ye was stunned for a moment, looking at Xu Yan recalling the past with a certain emotion on his face, he couldn't help but listen to him continue, only to see a faint smile on his face,

"We kids from rich families, when our hair was not fully grown, had our own dreams, and were particularly resistant to inheriting the family business, so we ran away. In fact, at that time, we didn't understand what responsibility was. We just felt that it was imposed on us by our parents. The more you persecute the things you don't like, the more you resist."

Feng Ye listened carefully, he didn't know why Xu Yan wanted to tell him his story, but he suddenly saw a certain kind of light in his eyes, it seemed that there was a lot of joy in that memory, which infected him as well .

"At that time, I was still a kid, and the biggest resistance I made was running away from home. Although my father beat half my life when I was found back, I never regretted it, because at that time, I Met you."

Feng Ye's eyes widened, and he felt a little embarrassed and puzzled at once. He never knew that he would meet Xu Yan there. It is undeniable that Xu Yan's handsomeness is like a prince in a nobleman in a novel. Forget, even when he was a child, he should be very good-looking, but in Feng Ye's memory, he didn't find a face that overlapped with him.

Seeing Feng Ye's expression trying to remember, Xu Yan couldn't help touching his delicate nose, and said with a smile, "Xiao Ye, didn't I tell you that I used to be a little fat man, and I only started it because I loved food. That restaurant."

Fatty?Feng Ye was catching memories in his mind, and suddenly a little fat man who was hungry and squatting in the corner appeared in his mind.

Feng Ye stared at Xu Yan with his mouth wide open, but couldn't accept it for a while, there was no trace of him in him now.

During that time, Feng Ye, who was also a child, saw the little fat Xu Yan trembling in the corner, after all, he was moved with compassion, and bought a few steamed buns for Xu Yan every day, so that he could survive The most unbearable time.

Xu Yan recalled that the young Feng Ye had a slender and indistinguishable face.

Every day, he vaguely expects Feng Ye to appear in front of him with a few steamed buns in his arms.

It seemed that it wasn't just hunger that made him feel anxious and anxious.

So much so that when his father found him and pulled him back to the car, he was so desperate, afraid that he would never see this person again.

From then on, he hated his youthful aloofness, accepted Feng Ye's charity, but never asked Feng Ye's name.

He is desperately pursuing perfection, but he just wants to meet him again and tell him, "My name is Xu Yan."

"Unexpectedly, you turned out to be..." In Feng Ye's surprised eyes, he knew that the perfection he created was undoubtedly a success.

It's just that he missed the person he was attracted to for the first time in the process of shaping perfection.

Xu Yan no longer smiled exaggeratedly like before, and the tenderness in his eyes seemed to drip water.

Feng Ye looked at him, thought he was crying, and then heard him say, "Xiao Ye, I found out where Lu Jian is..."