After being at the same table with the school grass, I was admitted to Qingbei University

Han Lin muttered to himself, not sure if he was speaking to himself or Lu Xuanyi, "Look, after you got to know me, you fought and wrote self-criticism, and you won't fall apart, and it's because of..."

In the middle of his speech, he was suddenly picked up by the collar of his back.

"Come out with me." Lu Xuanyi unceremoniously lifted him up and walked out first.

The students who studied for self-study in the morning have entered the classroom one after another. This is really not a good place to talk.

Yu Yao walked in and greeted him without waking up, "Boss, are you okay? Where did you go last night?"

Seeing that Lu Xuanyi was about to fight, Han Lin also stood up, and immediately woke up from fright, and hurriedly said, "Boss, boss, don't fight with Brother Lu."

"No fight." Han Lin replied perfunctorily, and chased Yao Yao out.

He could clearly feel that Lu Xuanyi was angry, but he didn't know why he was angry.

Lu Xuanyi walked all the way to the safe passage on the west side. This is the emergency exit of this floor. Usually, no one would come here.

He leaned his back against the wall, his eyes were half covered by his hair hanging down, so he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

Han Lin looked at him after approaching, feeling uneasy.

Lu Xuanyi suddenly said, "Do you know when we first met?"

Han Lin didn't know why he asked this question, so he recalled a bit and said, "When you were three or four years old, a week after you moved here, we just met... and had a fight."

Lu Xuanyi looked at him, his dark eyes seemed to be smiling, but also sad, which made Han Lin feel very uncomfortable.

"The first time I saw you was on the first morning when I moved to Lijiang, the sun was very bright. You stood under the tree basking in the sun, squinting your eyes and smiling cutely. I thought you were a girl. I thought, this child is really pretty, and I want to find a wife like her when I grow up." Lu Xuanyi said slowly.

Han Lin froze for a moment, he didn't expect him to say these words.The first time he had an impression of Lu Xuanyi was indeed on the day the two had a fight, but he didn't expect that the other party would have noticed him long ago.

"I hid behind the fence and watched you secretly for a week before I dared to go up and say hello to you." Lu Xuanyi smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "But I didn't expect that the 'little girl' I thought was actually a little girl." boy."

His voice was very deep, a tone he had never used before, "Later, we had a fight, and I also learned that this 'little girl' was actually the little devil in this area. You swear, fight, I did a lot of things that bad kids would do. I thought I hated you, and I thought I wouldn’t be influenced by you, but that was all 'I thought'. Han Lin, in fact, I just heard you say that about yourself. very sad."

Han Lin only felt his heart tugging, Lu Xuanyi was silent for a moment, and said: "I suffered from mild autism when I was a child, and you are the only one who I am willing to take the initiative to say hello to, because in my eyes, you are more important than me. The sun shone brighter that morning."

Han Lin suddenly raised his head to look at him, Lu Xuanyi's eyes were clear and black, his brows were slightly frowned, and there was a deepness in his eyes that many people of his age did not have.

"How could you..." Han Lin didn't realize that he had autism when he was a child. In his opinion, Lu Xuanyi was at most a little more pretentious and indifferent than other children, but he didn't show any signs of abnormality.

Lu Xuanyi said: "You may not know the reason why my mother rejected Aunt Luo so much, because she...is my father's first love."

Han Lin's eyes widened in astonishment, and Lu Xuanyi continued, "But she tolerated us as neighbors for so many years, because you were the only one who could cause my mood swings during my treatment. At that time, my condition was not serious. It's not serious, it's curable, and doctors say it's very helpful for recovery."

"Wait, these...why don't I know, my mother never told me." Han Lin panted slightly, his head was a little confused for a while.

He thought of many details that had been overlooked before, such as Lu Xuanyi always being alone at parties, that he didn't even have a good buddy for so many years, and that even though Luo Meinan envied him, he didn't let Han Lin Don't hesitate to trouble him again.

Now it seems that Luo Meinan knew about it at the time. She knew that Lu Xuanyi was different from normal children.

"Maybe, she also wanted to help me." Lu Xuanyi looked at him and said, "If you know about my illness, your attitude towards me will definitely change."

Looking at him, Han Lin felt that his eyes were sore, and tears seemed to be welling up.Indeed, if he knew that Lu Xuanyi was abnormal when he was a child, he would definitely announce it to the world and let all the children come and bully him.

Now that he thinks about his mentality when he was a child, he almost ruined Lu Xuanyi's childhood, how much he hated him then, and how much he blames himself now.

Lu Xuanyi stretched out his hand, and carefully covered his cheek, as if treating his most cherished treasure. After realizing that he didn't resist, he pressed it firmly.

The warm palm was pressed against Han Lin's cheek, and he could feel the shallow lines on it, and the tears in his eyes became more turbulent.

Even though he treated Lu Xuanyi like this, Lu Xuanyi still gave him the utmost patience and tenderness.

"So, you are worth it, Linlin, you saved me." Lu Xuanyi cupped his face and said, "You are my sun, when I raised my head, I realized that you were always there."

He lightly scratched Han Lin's cheek with his thumb, and his eyes were full of tenderness and love, which also clearly reflected Han Lin's bewildered expression.

The two looked at each other for a while, but neither of them spoke first.Lu Xuanyi suddenly smiled, stroked Han Lin's head, and then withdrew his hand.

"I forgot, you are younger than me." He said helplessly, "Take it as a buffer time for my brother. You are five months younger than me. How about I give you five days to think about it?"

He blinked his eyes and said: "It can't be too long, I will be very miserable, and I am already miserable enough now."

A puddle of spring water accumulated in Han Lin's eyes, and he endured it for a long time before letting them fall.

"Okay, I will give you an answer in five days." He nodded and said in the most serious tone of his life.

He secretly thought in his heart, probably the day when he filled out the college entrance examination application, he would not be more serious than he is now.

Lu Xuanyi did not show the expected smile, but sighed and said, "No way, I said five days and you are only five days? Are you really not thinking about three days? Two days?"

Han Lin was quite blocked in his heart, but when he said this, he almost laughed out loud.

He thought for a while, and said with hesitation: "The relationship between our two families is already complicated enough. If we add another one, it will be a mess. Have you thought about this problem?"

Lu Xuanyi was a little nervous just now, but now he has relaxed a lot, and said to him: "I don't accept any form of concealment, nor do I accept underground love, so sooner or later I will come out with my family. If you are worried about this, then You really have to think carefully about it.”

After he finished speaking, he looked away, and the corners of his mouth drooped slightly, looking a little stubborn.

Han Lin didn't expect that he would be more ignorant than himself when he twisted it. He frowned disapprovingly, but didn't say anything else.

The next five days were definitely the most difficult five days in their lives.

Han Lin didn't want to hang him, but he had to think about many consequences. He thought he would hesitate, but he thought about it that night.

He fell in love with Lu Xuanyi, the best boy in the world in his eyes.

It was not until today that he clearly realized this fact.

It turned out that as early as that rainy day, the first time I ate crab noodles with him, and when he stretched out his hand to pull himself, the relationship between the two was destined to be entangled.

Lu Xuanyi blocked the baseball bat for him, handed him the peach soda, tolerated and compromised with him time and time again, made exceptions for him again and again, and greeted him with warm embrace after running three kilometers that day.

What he said today made Han Lin understand that what was waiting for him was not an abyss, nor a broken relationship, but a permanent and long-lasting companionship.

The temptation of this step was so great that before he had time to think about it, the fiery love had already ignited his reason into ashes.

Why bother with so much, if this is a big gamble, Lu Xuanyi even risked his wealth and life, what else is he afraid of?

Han Lin tossed and turned and didn't fall asleep all night. He wanted to turn on his phone to send messages to Lu Xuanyi many times, but he was afraid that he had already fallen asleep.

Besides, before the appointed time, he broke the silence so impatiently, he looked a bit like a young boy who had never been in a relationship.

When he went to the classroom the next day, Han Lin's palms were sweaty, because he was so nervous seeing Lu Xuanyi that he even forgot to doze off.