Quick time out of nothing

My name is Jiang Ruoshi.Jiang Ziya's ginger is indistinct, poetic and picturesque.

Whenever someone asks my name, I always answer them like this.There is no other reason, it is purely to be able to raise the prestige of his name.Who made the rest of my name so cheesy, except for a "Ginger" surname with no sensory components?

Disgusting is disgusting, but if I am very dissatisfied with the name "Jiang Ruoshi", that's okay.Because no matter what, it is much better than the name "Jiang Cuihua".

To be honest, I was really almost called Jiang Cuihua.When I was born, the country was still implementing the basic national policy of "family planning".As one of the heads of a large state-owned enterprise, my father naturally had to abide by this basic state policy honestly.But what he wants is a son who can carry on the family line for him, not a daughter who is like water thrown out after marriage.At first he planned to adopt me to some uncle or uncle who lived in the countryside and then let my mother give him a son, so he thought of naming me "Jiang Cuihua", but later because of my Mother's refusal, the matter will be dropped.

The consequence of my mother's refusal is that my father cheated.The object of the affair was a woman who worked in a footwashing shop.

This matter was quickly discovered by my mother.That night my father had just called back claiming that he was going to work overtime all night, and then someone tipped off to my mother claiming to have seen my father near a certain hotel.My mother immediately went out to arrest people, and finally caught my father who was entangled with a woman naked in a room of this hotel.

After four years of fighting — and I'm not kidding, they literally cut each other — my parents ended up divorcing.

I feel that my mother regretted that she didn't choose to adopt me, because after she divorced my father, she always talked about it in front of my face from time to time. When I was angry, I just slapped and came over.

However, I just stood in front of her every time, didn't do anything, and didn't say anything.

As I grew older, the number of times my mother beat me gradually increased, and there were various tricks and strange reasons.She used sticks, whips, laundry poles, kitchen knives and other instruments that could hurt people. She also used fire to burn my hair and clothes.The reason for beating me up seems to be that I did something wrong, but in fact it is nothing more than her bad mood.For example, I don't think it's the kid's fault that a six-year-old can't inhale a whole stick of noodles while eating noodles.

Every unprovoked beating must be accompanied by unprovoked insults.I've heard words like "bitch" and "garbage" countless times.When she insulted me, she didn't ask me to stand and scold her, but to kneel on the cold floor.The time is often in the middle of the night, and it usually takes seven or eight hours to kneel until dawn.For a long time, my knees hurt so much that I couldn't stand up whenever it rained.But I dare not tell my mother about this situation, because I am afraid that what awaits me will be even worse injuries.

If it was just unprovoked beatings and insults, I would still be able to endure it, because I have gotten used to it over time since I realized that no one will come to save me.

Until the year when I was in the third year of junior high school, my mother threatened to find a man to rape me.

"Girls can spread their legs and wait on the bed while they are young. This is how your stepmother seduced your father." I heard her say this to me.

So I picked up some clothes I could wear and started to run away. I didn't dare to go home for several days.Since there is a student dormitory in the school and I have to go to school, I hide in the dormitory during the days when I don't go home.But in the end, when my mother ran into the school with a kitchen knife and caused trouble, I had no choice but to follow her home.

Fortunately, when I opened the door, I didn't see a man at home.Just when I thought my mother was just talking, she forcibly stripped me of all my clothes until only my underwear was left, and then locked me out of the house.

That day, I was molested by men all over the building with their eyes.It was that day that I realized how vulnerable girls are, and it seems that once all malice is placed on them, it will be infinitely magnified.Fortunately, my development was not particularly good at that time, and we were all neighbors living in the same building, so no one came forward to touch me.

I've always been a light sleeper, and would wake up as soon as I heard the slightest sign of trouble.Since that day, the situation has only gotten worse.In addition to being unable to sleep peacefully, my vigilance has become stronger and stronger, and my sensitivity to changes in people, things, and things around me has also increased.This internal change has brought about another external change - in addition to continuing to maintain the habit of "how should I live today" when I open my eyes every morning, I began to learn Find out my mother's preferences, speak according to her meaning, and before doing anything, I must first simulate the scene at least ten times in my mind to ensure that there will be no mistakes.Although this external change was not enough for me to completely get rid of the situation of being beaten and insulted for no reason, it was much better than before.

Later... I am ashamed to say that I, who originally wanted to be the "savior", not only did not become it in the end, but also destroyed the "world" of several people.The accusations from everyone and the death of my grandma made me feel overwhelmed when I was only 17 years old. In addition, when I recalled the harm my mother had done to me over the years, I suddenly felt that living is such a painful thing. It is more painful than death. More courage is needed.So on a light rainy morning, I came to the seaside of Nanshan and plunged into the embrace of the sea without hesitation.

The reason why I didn't choose another way to leave this world is because I don't want to cause trouble for others after I die.For example, jumping off a building will stain a real estate, a car accident will require compensation from the other party, and swallowing medicine will leave a dead body.I remember a girl who lived in the same community and knew a little bit about my situation told me that if she were me, she would have taken revenge on this disgusting world long ago.But I don't hate this world. On the contrary, I love it very much, so I choose not to disturb it and leave quietly.

The moment the cold sea water poured into my nasal cavity, I felt extremely uncomfortable, but I couldn't be sure whether I was feeling physically or mentally uncomfortable at this moment.I seem to be crying, but I don't seem to.The only thing that is certain is that I have no regrets about my decision to leave this world.

When I finally felt better, my eyes suddenly went dark.

Is it dark?

Thinking this way, I vaguely heard a female voice that was so gentle that it seemed to be able to illuminate the long night in front of me, saying to me: "Take a breath."

As soon as the female voice fell, a gust of fresh air rushed into my nostrils.In an instant, I was born again.When I opened my eyes, I found that I was not in the bottom of the sea, but in an unknown place.

There is no doubt that this place is beautiful, so beautiful that I can say that I have never seen such a scene before I threw myself into the sea-the vast blue sky above, and the elegant white clouds seem to be As if being quickly rewound, it was pulled away towards the distant sky, casting moving mottled pieces on the flower fields under the feet.The flower field in front of me is divided into two parts from the middle by a slowly flowing stream. The left bank is full of fiery red manjusawa flowers, and the right bank is full of snow-white mandala flowers.

Right now I am on the left bank.I am on the left bank with me, and there is a very beautiful young lady.She should be a Uyghur, with fair and delicate skin, deep eyes and a high nose, but there is a bit of heroism between the female brows.The long black hair fell down to the waist like a waterfall, and the long black hair at the temples was braided into several even thin braids, hanging freely on the chest.Wearing a snow-white long dress, the sleeves are designed with hollowed-out ruffles, and the waist is covered.

She just stood in front of me and looked at me quietly, with a pair of dark and narrow phoenix eyes unexpectedly full of affection.

No one has ever looked at me with such eyes, as if they regard me as a treasure.

After a long time, the young lady asked me, "Is it better?"

The voice was as gentle as before.

I suddenly felt that she should not stand on the left bank full of fiery red manjusawa like me, but should go to the other bank.

After finally recovering from her drowning tenderness, I nodded at her lightly, and then thanked her.Thanks to her, I don't feel so bad now.

Just when I was about to ask her whether this is heaven or hell, she told me that this is her system space, and she is one of the systems code-named 250 in the fast travel department.

Although I was a little puzzled in my heart why such a good-looking young lady would have such a derogatory code name, but I was more concerned about her invitation to me to join the Fast Transmigration Division.She told me that as long as I complete a certain amount of tasks and earn enough points, I can be reborn.In addition, Kuaichuan Division will also fulfill a reasonable wish of mine under the premise of its ability.

Leaving aside the fact that Quick Transmigration Division has many requirements for the wish made by the host—it is reasonable and reasonable if it is within the power of Quick Transmigration Division and the wish itself. The most important thing is that I don't want to be resurrected.So I directly rejected the invitation of this young lady code-named 250.

After being rejected by me, she saw through my main thoughts at a glance, and asked me in disbelief, "Why don't you want to be resurrected?"

"Because..." I originally wanted to answer "I'm tired", but after thinking about it carefully, I found that "tired" is not the real reason why I don't want to live, the real reason should be—— "My existence is meaningless."

"Why doesn't it make sense?" The answer I gave seemed ridiculous to her, but she didn't show it to my face.She suddenly met my eyes, her phoenix eyes were full of water-like tenderness, she smiled warmly and said: "Do you know? In fact, the spring water is born, the spring forest is blooming, and the spring breeze is ten miles away, it is not as good as you."

At this moment, I don’t know if it’s because of her eyes or her smile, or what she said, I suddenly found the meaning of my existence——to stay by her side, to go through experiences with her... everything.

So in the end I joined the Fast Transmigration Division.

Since the task type of 250 is "auxiliary", all I need to do is to assist the colleagues in the fast travel department to complete various main tasks and side tasks triggered on the way to the main task.When she was bound to 250 at first, her attitude towards me could be said to be too spoiled—she almost took care of all the tasks by herself, and I didn't need to intervene at all, just a traveler with the past.She told me that Kuaichuan Division has a set of customary rules for screening hosts, but I have never seen her use it on me.I don't even have to personally experience the C-level campus text that every novice host must go through.That didn't change until I was forced to play my first promotional Smash for Honor, because during my first promotional Smash for Honor, I made it clear to her, telling She, I don't want to follow her like a waste all the time, because I'm not used to it.

I didn't dare tell her because I wanted to go through everything with her, win or lose.

Fortunately, after listening to my words, she didn't ask carefully, and made concessions to me very readily.She probably thinks my pride is at work.

Although I feel that I may be misunderstood, I don't think it is important.The important thing is that I have to prove to her that I, the host, are worthy of her.

I was a little rusty when I started to do the task at the beginning, so I took a lot of detours, but fortunately, I was able to complete it in the end.As the number of tasks completed increased, I found that these tasks actually had certain routines.The most typical one is that if the female supporting role hopes that the male lead can fall in love with her, then what she should do most is to become a better version of herself and then fall in love with the male lead, instead of doing everything possible to target and make things difficult for the female lead.If possible, it is best to have a good relationship with the heroine and become the heroine's best friend or something.However, it is difficult to grasp the scale of a good relationship with the heroine. Often, if you are not careful, the whole story will develop from the original BG line to the GL line.

This is actually not a big deal, as long as the world consciousness acquiesces to your tampering with the original plot, everything will be fine.Because there are level differences in the planes where each small world is located, the level of each small world is high or low.Advanced world awareness is often more receptive to your tampering with the original plot - note that I said "often" here, because they love the hero who is their own son and the heroine who is their own daughter, so as long as You can make their own son or daughter or both feel happy together.Low-level world consciousness is a bit difficult to deal with, because they are as barbaric as uncivilized primitive people, they only know to follow the plot in the original book, and there is no slight difference.In their eyes, the male and female protagonists are just tool people used to play house.

I always thought that 250 was a gentle person from the inside to the outside, but soon I discovered that this was not the case—her gentleness was only on the surface, but her heart was extremely cruel.The two diametrically opposed temperaments of gentleness and cruelty are perfectly unified in her body.During my second promotional match, "Am of Honor," I was accidentally ambushed by a fellow player.Even though the rule of "fight without injury" had not expired at that time, this colleague did not kill me, and the meaning passed.But he never expected that what he meant would attract 250's crazy revenge--250 first planted a fiery red manjusawa flower on his body, and when he was about to lose his breath, he planted the flower The manjusawa was pulled out, and when he was almost recovered, he replanted the manjusawa on his body, and tortured him repeatedly for three days and three nights.

After this incident passed, when he saw me again, he would subconsciously choose to take a detour.

However, he is not alone.

I have tried countless times to have a good talk with her about 250's cruel practice, but every time she prevaricates me with the excuse of "my person is untouchable by others" and then changes the topic as if nothing had happened.To be honest, every time I hear her say "my person", I will subconsciously think wrong, so that I dare not look at her at all, let alone continue to talk to her.

Thinking about it now, if it wasn't for the deep-rooted love, how could it be so easy to think wrong?

When I was finally able to calm down and plucked up the courage to speak, I raised my eyes and met her pair of dark and narrow phoenix eyes. There was no cruelty in them, but only endless tenderness.

If everyone has a city in their hearts, then at this moment, the whole city that belongs to me begins to fall.

So in the end I still couldn't open my mouth to talk to her about it.From then on, this matter will be nothing.

The days passed day by day like this, like calendars torn from a calendar book, and it was another year after being torn out.

This is already the third year since I joined the Fast Transmigration Division.At the beginning of this year, I finally earned enough points, and after being resurrected, I returned to the big world where I was born and raised.The moment I opened my eyes, I was surprised to find that I was standing on a point where I threw myself into the sea three years ago, with a string of footprints on the sand behind me.It was still early morning, and the sky was drizzling.It's hard to imagine that the three years I've experienced in the fast travel department may not even count as a second in the big world.

Because I went out without an umbrella, I came home in the rain, so I was a little wet when I got home.It happened that my mother got up at this time. She drove me out on the grounds that the rain on my body would wet the floor of the house, and repeatedly emphasized that I was not allowed to step into the house until the clothes on my body were completely dry.Since the hosts of the Quick Transmigration Division can still choose to continue to work for the Quick Transmigration Division after they are resurrected and made a wish, I didn't want to be resurrected at first, and I haven't made a wish yet, and I want to continue to stay by 250's side, so I even He chose to stay without hesitation.

When I returned to the system space, I saw 250 sniffing flowers in the fiery red manjusawa bushes.When she saw me, she was a little surprised at first, then her brows were filled with joy, she got up and smiled at me slightly: "Are you back?"

Looking at her series of reactions, I probably know the reason why she seems a little sullen these days - she doesn't want me to leave her.Realizing this, I immediately smiled back at her and said, "Well, I don't plan to leave after I come back this time."

As soon as the words fell, she suddenly threw herself into my arms.We are about the same height, about 1.6 meters eight, so when she threw herself into my arms, I could wrap my arms around her slender waist just by stretching out my hand a little.

But I didn't do this, I even wanted to push her away, because my body was wet at this moment, and I was afraid of dirtying the whiteness of her body.

However, when she found that my clothes were wet, not only did she not dislike me, but she raised her head slightly to look at the sun in the sky, as if hoping that it could dry my clothes.

The moment she raised her head slightly, I tilted my head and saw her tight and smooth jawline.Looking down, the delicate and attractive collarbone is very obvious.

Fascinated by the beauty, I didn't even dare to breathe out.

It wasn't until she asked me why I decided to come back all of a sudden that I took a breath quietly and answered her question.

My answer to her was that I wanted to be by her side all the time from the beginning.As for my experience, I chose to hide it from her because I didn't want to be pitied by her.

"I've seen what happened just now." After hearing my answer, she withdrew from my arms and hugged me into her arms instead, "I'm sorry, I can't do anything in the big world Show up, so I can't provide you with direct help."

This sudden change of position took me by surprise.Because I have a lot of scars on my body, especially on the back, it looks very scary.I don't want her to see such an unbearable side of myself.

"You don't have to apologize to me, it's not your fault." I believe that if she can show up in the big world, my mother, my stepmother, my father, my unscrupulous relatives and the former indiscriminate Those who hurt me will die tragically.To be honest, I don't need her to do it myself, just with my current force value, as long as I think, the above-mentioned people will be beaten to the ground and begged for mercy, but the problem is that force can't solve many problems in the big world. It will also bring disaster.

"Although I can't provide you with direct help, I can provide you with indirect help." After she finished speaking, she opened the system store in front of me, and then cut into an interface called "Money Ability Area". , and then said to me, "Here, points can be exchanged for currency in circulation in various worlds according to a certain ratio. For example, 1 point = 1000 RMB. It can be said that in the system mall, the least valuable thing is money."

As soon as the voice fell, I felt like I was completely stupid.Because I found that when I was still alive, the part-time jobs I worked so hard in my spare time did not add up to as much as the 80 points of Kuaichuan Division.

Originally, 250 and I could maintain this kind of harmonious relationship for a long time.Unfortunately, I got greedy later.

In fact, from the day when I officially bound with 250, she warned me very clearly not to go to the right bank full of snow-white mandalas. This is what I choose every time I return to the system space. The reason for the landing on the left bank.But since I found out that I fell in love with 250, I couldn't control my desire to spy on her.This voyeuristic desire has not only not diminished over time, on the contrary, it has become more and more intense.

Finally one day, when she was not in the system space, I set foot on the right bank full of snow-white mandalas.

The scenery on the right bank is as beautiful as that on the left bank, which makes people unable to take their eyes off.At the beginning, I didn't find anything special here, but when I walked deep into the snow-white mandala bushes, I saw a standing tombstone.On the inscription is a person's name - "Gu Caiwei", an ancient poem - "I am a visitor from Dongshan, so I can't Gu Caiwei" and a black and white portrait.

The girl in this portrait has exactly the same face as mine, even the charm when she smiles.If I didn't know clearly that I was neither called "Gu Caiwei" nor had any intersection with 250 before I threw myself into the sea, I would not hesitate to believe that the person in this portrait is me.

At the moment when I found out that I was just a substitute for Gu Caiwei, I cried as if I had been abandoned by the whole world.After calming down a bit, I did something that made me regret for the first time in my life—as a substitute, I went to 250 Confrontation, hoping she could give me an explanation.

Even if you lie to me.

But she didn't.

She admitted it, and blamed me for going to the right bank without permission.She said that she didn't like being a smart host, and she even wanted to untie me.

I was so angry at the time, how could I fulfill her wish?So I immediately made a wish to the fast travel company that can be regarded as "mutual harm"-unless I take the initiative to apply for unbinding, otherwise 250 will be bound to me forever.

This wish was within the reach of the quick-transmission department, and it didn't sound unreasonable, so the fast-transmission department immediately helped me realize it.After this wish was fulfilled, the relationship between 250 and me deteriorated sharply, getting worse day by day.In the end, she even avoided meeting or talking to me, and used the honorific "you" when she had to communicate with me.

In fact, many of 250's plans, whether it was before the quarrel with me or not, I didn't know anything about it.For example, take revenge on System 001 by means of hard work and courage.I can only guess her thoughts and next actions based on the existing reality.It's not that I didn't want to stop some of her almost crazy plans, but I really couldn't stop it, just like I couldn't wake up a person who pretended to be asleep without hurting him.

As I said to Su Muwan when I was in the last days: "Right and wrong are black and white, and the final conclusion is settled." No matter who criticizes me or who sympathizes with me, anyway, I can no longer hear it now.

System 288's exclusive skill "Life for Life" also has the same limitations as the exclusive skills of other systems.I believe that this limitation will be the best punishment for the 250.

Speaking of this, I suddenly thought of something that made me regret for the second time in my life - I should have followed Su Muwan's advice and paid attention to the care of the scars on my body, because they are really ugly up.I hope my scars don't bother the 250.

After many years, the eyes suddenly went dark again.

Is it dark?

Whether it is or not, I know that this time there will be no more gentle light to illuminate the long night in front of me.

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Because Jiang Ruoshi is a person in the big world, she is extremely real.

There is a plot line in the next chapter 250.

If there are many people who like Senior Jiang, it is not impossible for me to arrange her resurrection in the next book (funny).Of course, if there are fewer people, forget it and let her rest in peace.