half sad

I was woken up by the alarm on my mobile phone, rubbed my sleepy eyes and suddenly realized that the environment was a little strange. Hey, I actually spent the night on the sofa in the laboratory. I searched around but couldn't find Shura.There was a knock on the door, and I lifted the coat that was covering me, arranged my hair indiscriminately, put on my shoes, and opened the door of the laboratory. Hey, Garen! My eyes couldn't help but widen: "Good morning, senior!" Garen raised his left eyebrow: "Why are you here, Shura?" "Are you looking for me?" Shura came out from behind Garen and handed me a plastic bag: "Lingzi, can you make us three cups of milk tea?" "Oh , okay." I quickly took the plastic bag and left this awkward environment. "Garon, come in." Shura closed the door of the laboratory.Well, it seems that they have something they don't want to tell me, so I'd better pick up some and go back as late as possible.Taking advantage of the hot milk, I went to the dressing room to clean up, and looked at myself in the mirror: I was really embarrassed to be seen by Garen just now with my unkempt appearance.This is Murphy's law, if you are worried about something happening, then it is more likely to happen. Just like I am most afraid of losing my composure in front of Garen, but I fail again and again.But, why don't I care about facing Shura directly like this?

Back in the tea room, I made three cups of milk tea, found a white porcelain plate and placed the fresh croissants Shura bought in a plastic bag, and finally brought the breakfast to the door of the laboratory on a tray. Just as I was about to knock on the door, I heard Garen Trying to suppress it, but an emotional voice sounded: "Let's talk about Radamandes later. You specifically told me that you will take good care of the younger generation, just to find a reason to bring her to the company to do whatever you want?" "I tell you However, she wanted to come by herself. Besides, I have never done what you imagined to do whatever you want!" I turned the doorknob lightly, and through the crack of the door, I saw Garen's angry expression, which is rare for him "Since you You value that girl so much, why did you reject her in public? She was just joking. Don’t you always claim that you can’t be serious emotionally?” “What do you know?!” “I don’t know what you think , but I can feel that the girl really likes you, but she is not just like you selfishly like those women who rushed to court you before. But you hurt her just like you did to those women who admired you. "Sura turned his face away and looked out the window.And I, across a door, was already wet with tears.

The room quickly fell silent.As time passed, Garen's expression changed, and a sad emotion appeared on his face: "Sura, you really don't understand me." "Sorry. Please forgive my linear thinking mode." Shura's tone also softened. "Have you ever heard of the name Zi Xun?" In the morning light, Garen's peach eyes sparkled brightly. "It seems that someone mentioned it to me, and I don't care." "She is Aiolos' fiancée." "Brother Big Ai's fiancée?" Shura looked surprised. "But I have always heard that Tomoko Miura from the company's general affairs department is Brother Da Ai's girlfriend, and I often see the two of them traveling together, and they seem to have an unusual relationship." "Hehe, Tomoko Miura is Zi Xun's sister." "I I don't understand why you want to tell me this?" Shura looked puzzled. "Let you get to know me better, brother!" Garen laughed and patted Shura's solid shoulder. "Just listen to me. I think this is also very important to you." Shura's expression became more confused. "Tomoko Miura and Zixun are two sisters. Their father is Chinese and their mother is Japanese. Because their parents are not in harmony with each other, they live separately, and the two sisters are raised by their mother and father respectively. Tomoko took the surname of his stepfather after his mother remarried and stayed in Japan for a long time. Zi Xun lives with his father in Shanghai, China. Four years ago, when Aiolos came to the Hokkaido office on a business trip, it happened that Zi Xun came to Japan to visit relatives. One day, Zi Xun went to the company to pick up Yuzi who was an intern at the time, I happened to be working overtime, and Zixun was helping my sister to buy food. I happened to meet Aiolos and my elder brother who were eating at the restaurant. Because Zixun was carrying a small drawing board, Aiolos is also a person who loves painting, so the two chatted They met and hit it off very well. When he learned that Zi Xun’s sister Yuzi and his own company, Aiolos went to find Yuzi intentionally or unintentionally. I’m afraid this is why everyone misunderstood their relationship. Only my brother knows the inside story.” “So Speaking of which, I haven't seen Saga for a long time." "Yo, do you miss my brother?" Garen looked at Shura flirtatiously, and the fair cheeks of the molested party suddenly turned red, "Don't be so rude .Continue to tell your story!" "Whether it's you or Shaka, they are both old-fashioned and boring." Gallon pouted. "Zi Xun likes to draw very much. During the month of coming to Japan, she basically carried her small drawing board on her back." Painting everywhere. It was the time when the cherry blossoms were in full bloom. Once Aiolos called me to ask Zixun and his sisters to enjoy the cherry blossoms. When Zixun was seriously depicting the beautiful scenery on the drawing paper in the cherry snow, Aiolos stared at Zixun’s tenderness. The look in his eyes is something I have never seen before." "Brother Ai is very gentle to everyone." "No." Garen closed his eyes and shook his head, "Shura, the gentleness shrouded by this special feeling is not what we are in ordinary interpersonal relationships. You don't realize it, but others can see it." "Yes, is it?" Shura actually stuttered. There was a hint of cunning in the corner of Garen's eyes, and he whispered two times in Shura's ear. I put my ear close to the door, but unfortunately I couldn't hear it at all. Shura lowered his eyelids and remained silent. Gallon showed joy, but the smile was so stiff that it was artificial. Soon, he sighed softly, Continued: "One month later, Zi Xun told us that she was going back, and Aiolos made an appointment with her to visit her hometown during the high temperature vacation. After that, we never heard about Zi Xun from Aiolos. Until Christmas three years ago, Aiolos came to Sapporo on a business trip again, and excitedly told my brother that Zi Xun was coming to Japan too, and he was going to invite her to Otaru. At that time, I didn’t know the situation, I just wanted to join in the fun For fun, let Aiolos take us with him, my elder brother said he couldn't go on a date, so I called Tomoko to go together. Then something happened that made me blame myself for three years." Garen's expression became more painful Already." While looking at the scenery on Tengu Mountain, Tomoko suggested to go to the Otaru Canal to see the night view when the lights first came on. Zi Xun was also very happy, and the two of them played excitedly in front of us. Aiolos looked at the two girls with a smile, and suddenly pulled out Get a ring and kneel down on one knee, and propose to Zi Xun." "You've blamed yourself for being a light bulb for three years." Shura blinked, but Garen looked very serious: "Zi Xun shyly accepted Aiolos' proposal." Marriage proposal. I naturally applauded and wished them sincerely. I accidentally saw Youzi, her face was pale and her body was trembling slightly. I hurried forward to ask her if she was unwell, but unexpectedly she passed out on the ground. Zi Xun hurriedly asked Aiolos to take her sister to the hospital Aiolos told me to help take care of Zi Xun, and immediately drove down the mountain with Tomoko on my back.

Zi Xun and I walked all the way without a word. However, I was a little surprised to see that she didn't care so much about her sister's situation. When we reached the Otaru Canal, Zi Xun asked me to stop and accompany her to see the scenery. I couldn't understand it even more : "My sister has fainted, you still have the mood to look at the scenery" Zi Xun smiled at me, but it always felt mixed with a little bit of bitterness: "My sister is fine. She is just a heart disease. And Aiolos is his heart disease , so I didn't ask you to send her off. Give them time, and some problems need to be solved by the two of them, so that we can become a harmonious family." Looking at Zi Xun's delicate face, I guessed that although she It is the winning side, but it is not easy. Suddenly, a powerful small universe is approaching us. Before we can react, we only hear a "plop", and then realize that there is no trace of Zi Xun around us. I shouted Calling Zi Xun's name, while looking for the small universe, I saw a person standing on the top of the warehouse across the canal, and when I approached, I realized that that person was Radamandis!" "Radamandis, why is he like this? Doing "Sura can't help straightening up." Radamandis looked at me provocatively and said, "I'm here to welcome Master Pandora back, she's been in the world for too long!" "Why do you say that Zi Xun is Pandora?" At that time, I had the same reaction as you. I stood there blankly, wondering if I should save Zi Xun." Garen buried his head in his arms. I suddenly realized that I seemed to have stood at the door for too long, and the tray My milk tea also cooled down, so I hurried back to the tea room to reheat the milk tea and croissants.

"Why are you in a daze alone?" "Well," I came back to my senses and found that the microwave oven had stopped heating, and it was Garen walking beside me." The smell of breakfast has already drifted to the laboratory, but I haven't seen you back for so long. My stomach can't take it anymore, so I found it by myself." Gallon helped me put the cup of milk tea and the saucer with the croissant on the tray, and picked it up. "Senior." My mind was in a state of confusion, and my voice was trembling. Gallon He stopped but didn't turn around: "You heard the conversation between me and Shura, sorry, I didn't respond to you in Tiangou Mountain because I couldn't confirm that I can protect you." "Why do you have to be stuck in the past and can't extricate yourself?" Garen took a deep breath and turned his head: "You will find someone who is more suitable than me." "If you remove these obstacles in a month, a year, can we be together?" "We'll talk at that time Right." Garen smiled lightly, breaking my heart with a smile. When he questioned Shura just now, he clearly cared about me, but he rejected me again with such an excuse. Garen, Garen, you are just like that coffee, I really love you. I can't touch it at all. Drinking the bitter coffee of first love and broken love alone, I am exhausted physically and mentally, and I have to suppress my emotions desperately, I really want to go home, I really want to act like a baby to those who love me unswervingly …

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