love game

The sky was gray and gray, and the winter morning was very late. Mu Yin wrapped his clothes tightly around his body, but he still couldn't ease the chill in his heart.

Whenever he remembered that he was sitting on the bay window and thought he was talking to Yu Chengqi, but in fact there were other people on the screen watching a joke and making bets to see how humble he could be, he would tremble uncontrollably, the disappointment was too much It even made me laugh.

He couldn't even laugh, Mu Yin's throat was so sweet that it hurt even to breathe out.In the hospital, he was too emotional, Yu Chengqi was persuaded by the nurse to go back first, he dawdled at the door for a long time, Mu Yin simply turned his head away and refused to look at him, and didn't want to listen to him, no matter what he said, he found it harsh.

Walking on the street, I don't know where to go. Mu Feng went abroad to study, and his adoptive parents closed the shop to travel there. Holding it in his hands, he yawned in a small corner of the shop.

His right hand fracture has just healed, and it seems that there is no big problem. He doesn't know how the rainy weather will toss him.Mu Yin sent a message to Song Heyan, writing in a concise and concise manner, and then intentionally made his tone lighter: I remember everything, you have worked hard during this time.

Unexpectedly, Song Heyan replied to him soon. Mu Yin glanced at the time, and it was only 07:30 in the morning.

[Song Heyan]: What!Wow, I can't bear to part with that silly and fufu actor in a school drama.

[Mu Yin]: Let's go.

[Song Heyan]: Don't, don't, why did you suddenly remember?

[Mu Yin]: Head trauma x2

[Song Heyan]:? ? ?Yu Chengqi domestically abused you

Mu Yin's throat was almost bleeding, when Song Heyan called, and he spoke softly, "What's the matter? He—"

"Forget about him." Mu Yin interrupted, and he asked, "You got up so early?"

"I didn't choose the right way to come out, and the end is a bit tragic. Now I'm at Lu Qianjiang's house." Song Heyan said, "Oh, I'm so worried! My parents' behavior is even more exaggerated than the stock market crash."

After finishing speaking, Song Heyan asked cautiously: "I can't even bring it up? What is it? Don't be sullen. It doesn't matter if you tell me if you are unhappy. It will make you feel better if you say it."

Mu Yin said: "It's too embarrassing, I have been a time traveler for several months."

"Is it just like that? Don't be ashamed, you have been ordering him for several months."

Mu Yin thought to himself that he really didn't want to see Yu Chengqi, and he was still playing tricks on himself, seeing that he couldn't get rid of his infatuated look after losing his memory, and fell into it again without any effort.Perhaps this can satisfy this person's vanity, but for me, it is a few scars that have not yet healed and have been torn apart by entertainment, and become more bloody.

"To make you so angry, I really can't think of what he did." Hearing Mu Yin's silence, Song Heyan said.

It's not all his fault, it's also because of his own wishful thinking, he just gave a trap that seems to accommodate Mu Yin's wishful thinking, and let people know what it means to be overwhelmed.

What kind of thing am I that can be seen in his eyes.

"There's nothing to say, it's over anyway, and it won't happen in the future," Mu Yin said.

He still went back to live at home. He used to think that the dormitory was more like a home than the place where his adoptive parents lived. Now that he lives in the dormitory, he recalls some bad memories. He is already 25 years old, but he has not yet had a real home. He is a full-fledged wanderer, and his soul has nowhere to stop in this crowded city, so he has to wander around, absorbing some warmth under the lights.

No one came to clean the house, it seemed that Song Heyan had signed the surgery form instead.The adoptive father and adoptive mother went abroad to play, and they probably don’t know that he was in a car accident now, so they can’t be blamed for not being there. Mu Yin didn’t feel very disappointed. It left scars in the hearts of both parties. Although they didn't think about it anymore, they still couldn't be like a real family.

One side felt embarrassed. After all, they had ignored and criticized them at the time, and owed something to Mu Yin. At the beginning, it was difficult to make a living at home. They were afraid that Mu Yin would forget them when he debuted, so his words and deeds were impulsive.And Mu Yin felt even more sorry, because of the accidental kindness of his adoptive parents, he took a share of something that didn't belong to him, so he wouldn't enter the adoption center. His income can meet their needs, so he should be worthy of his own conscience .

They think so, and there are some reasons why they can't break up completely. They can't talk about the unimportant money and the family affection that can't be cut off.

Both sides didn't expect too much, and Mu Yin didn't have any troubles in his heart. He dried the quilt and sheets outside, and looked at the certificates posted on the wall.

Some belonged to him, and some belonged to Mu Feng.The family has always been stricter to Mu Feng than himself, wishing that everyone in the family surpassed him back then, Mu Feng complained endlessly about this.

The awards were all yellowed, and some were so blurred that even the names could not be read clearly, and one corner was raised.On the peeling wall, there are graffiti that Mu Feng drew with himself when he was a child. After finishing the painting, he was discovered by his adoptive parents and punished him by standing for a long time. Mu Feng cried and came to accompany him. Go back to bed and coax him to sleep.

He glued all the certificates, and saw that one was a three-good student, and his adoptive father wrote a note under the certificate: Mu Yin has been a three-year three-good student, and will continue to work hard in high school next year.

When he was sent to high school, his adoptive parents didn't expect so many bad things to happen to Mu Yin. It wasn't a matter of envying other children's wear of famous brands. He never thought about getting some beautiful sneakers and going home with his body injured. Sometimes, he only wanted to be cared by his adoptive parents, pick a rib for him and put it in a bowl, and urge him to dry his hair quickly after taking a bath, otherwise he would catch a cold easily.

"Ain, are you in there?"

Mu Yin shrank reflexively when he heard Yu Chengqi's voice, he was right at the door.When there was no response, Yu Chengqi knocked on the door and said, "A Yin?"

"Hey, young man, who are you looking for?" said the old lady at the opposite door.

When Mu Yin came back, the mother-in-laws in the building were all basking in the sun outside the corridor, and now I don’t know how many came up.

"This family went on a trip, I remember?" said another old woman.

"Excuse me, let me ask, have you seen Mu Yin come back?" Yu Chengqi said.

Another mother-in-law said, "I've seen him before. He's getting more and more handsome. I almost couldn't recognize him."

"Not long after you came back, you can knock again."

Mu Yin hid behind the door and gritted his teeth. Yu Chengqi's charismatic range included the retired generation. As soon as he came up, a group of people followed him to answer questions.Hearing that Yu Chengqi continued to knock on the door, he still pretended not to be at home, even the old lady called out to him, so he simply covered his ears and pretended not to be at home at all.

After a while, Yu Chengqi said: "Maybe I'm really not at home, sorry to trouble you."

"It's okay." The enthusiastic mothers-in-laws always love to help others. Seeing him behaved politely, their favorability continued to rise, and they said, "Are you Mu Yin's colleague? You look like a celebrity."

Yu Chengqi turned his head to look at the closed iron door, the dark door was rusted, like festering wounds.When I went downstairs, the mother-in-laws in the back chatted about Mu Yin, saying that he was very smart when he was a child, and his biological parents were both professors in the scientific research institute. car accident.

"Birth parents?" Yu Chengqi asked.

Mentioning this, the old people will sigh more or less. Their understanding of this comes from Mu Yin's adoptive parents. The adoptive mother has said several times that they adopted Mu Yin because of his pity. Who knew that he would be pregnant with herself later? If you have a child, then you will definitely not raise Mu Yin. It is hard work to take care of one child, but it will be exhausting to take care of two. Fortunately, Mu Yin is sensible and never fights. He greets people when he sees them. The adoptive father and adoptive mother stood on the stool and cooked.

"How to put it this way, raising him is very good, and the family is also difficult."

An old man interjected, "I think that family is eccentric."

"Then he must be partial to his own son. How old was he before he gave birth to this son."

Yu Chengqi glanced upstairs, the windows were dirty, and he couldn't see clearly what was going on inside.A few years ago, Mu Yin stood behind the window and looked at himself, telling himself not to hide, and then quickly ran downstairs to find him, his eyes full of joy.

Mu Yin thought that the two of them had a relationship with each other, but he selfishly retreated to the back of the line, letting Mu Yin hug him empty-handed.

He felt that he was worrying about gains and losses, but what about Mu Yin?He has less than himself, and he has a heart that dares to love and gives it all to himself, and then he is bruised all over by himself.

At the end of a certain dance tuition, Pan Zhengming chatted with him about Mu Yin. After all, Pan Zhengming must take care of himself if he wants to provoke the leader in a few months.Speaking of him from his current situation, Pan Zhengming said helplessly: "You see, he is such a clear person on the surface, but he is actually very stubborn. If it weren't for... well, with so many opportunities, he should have been popular long ago. Previously, a few batches of abused fans were abused, but now there is a car accident, who doesn't think his road is too bumpy."

Yu Chengqi was buying cakes for Mu Yin, and said, "I always feel that he has too few opportunities."

"It's because there are too few opportunities. He doesn't want that kind of opportunity. What can he do?" Pan Zhengming sneered. Hurry up, young master, the entertainment industry doesn't have enough good life, it's not so easy to mess around."

After his father's funeral, he spent a lot of time in his father's study.He thought that he should also disdain to love, build the thickest high wall for himself, no one can come in, no one should come in.This thought has hypnotized him for many years, but deep down in his heart, he still can’t break his heart. Not only that, he actually longs to be loved purely and passionately. Checked without hesitation.

The traveler who lived in the desert for a long time finally escaped from Atami. He saw a pure sweet spring, but he couldn't avoid it and mistook it as an illusion set by the devil.

His father told him not to think that others are the same on the outside, the truth is always ruthless and cold, and everyone may change into another face in front of interests.But his muin, the unknown inside is often softer.

He went downstairs and didn't go directly. He waited until the old people were out of the sun, and then stood under Mu Yin's building. Sure enough, the light was on.

Mu Yin was sitting inside, and he couldn't keep silent now.

Yu Chengqi knocked on Mu Yin's door again, and Mu Yin opened it half a minute later, but only missed a crack, and said, "I don't want to see you again, go back."

Yu Chengqi's fingers immediately grabbed the slit, and Mu Yin was so frightened that he wanted to close the door immediately, but Yu Chengqi's fingers had already stretched in, and he was not afraid of being caught by the door at all. for a moment.

"What are you doing!" Mu Yin was anxious.

Yu Chengqi didn't open the door, but just put his hand on the crack of the door, and said, "I'm sorry."

"no need."

"I'm sincere, I was really wrong." Yu Chengqi said, "Come back, okay? I didn't lie to you, I just..."

"Yu Chengqi." Mu Yin called his name.

The tip of his tongue seemed to have a special magic power, and saying Yu Chengqi's name was always like reading a love letter, but at this time the magic power was withdrawn by him, leaving only zero-degree temperature, without any subsidiary meaning.

I am losing him.Yu Chengqi thought.

"I don't want to hear an explanation, and I don't want to forgive you, but I let you go." Muin paused, and then said, "You also let me go, can you?"

Yu Chengqi said: "I won't ask you to forgive me, Ah Yin, can you open the door? I'll just... I'll just look at you."

He could open the door without Mu Yin's consent. Mu Yin was not as strong as him and could not stop him.He still didn't move, quietly waiting for Mu Yin to push away from inside.

After a long time, Mu Yin didn't open the door, and a voice came from inside.He spoke softly, and if he felt heavy, he would startle something, but Yu Chengqi listened carefully to every word clearly.

"I used to have no parents and no mother. I was laughed at by my classmates because I picked it up in a garbage room. My adoptive parents and others kept telling me how pitiful I was. I should appreciate how kind they are. I was not angry. I just blamed myself for losing it. Mom and Dad."

He took a breath, and then said: "When I was in high school, Zhu Leshui stared at me. I opened the desk every day and either shredded paper or rubbish. I also went to help him buy food. His friends also ordered me. Blocking me behind the school gate. Back then when I was filming before my debut, Brother Pan said that I was good at acting, but it was true, and I took the way you stood in front of me as true."

"No one talks to me. Everyone is afraid of being implicated in bad luck. I don't care. Later, when I met you, I would think that I would be fine if I had you. You would stand in front of me instead of standing in front. Just look at me one more time. But still..."

Mu Yin leaned against the door and scraped some iron filings off with his fingers. He said: "I walked well, and it's not like I can't keep going. Come here again. I'll put you at ease and leave me behind. What do you want me to do?" Do... I don't hate them, but I hate you."

He asked, "Will you take your hand away? Do you want me to beg you?"

Yu Chengqi withdrew his hand as if waking up from a dream, and the door was immediately closed tightly.He touched his index finger with the pad of his thumb, and it was dry. He thought that there was a wet liquid falling on his finger from the air.

That's right, Mu Yin won't cry because of him anymore.

He lost him.