love game

"Eating CP to the point of dizziness, asking for a BE in front of the right master, is it funny or not?"

"Okay, okay, stop scolding, this wave just happened to beat the CP dog for us, no matter what you drink, don't spend Lamuin's money."

"Everyone observe the expression of Rang next week, what is this expression? Meeting a confidant in the vast sea of ​​people? Wandering all over the world and finally meeting a straight man? Stop CP, and just chat about brotherhood under the quilt."

"I'm looking at Yu Chengqi with a magnifying glass, woooooo brother Chengqi's pressure is suddenly low for no reason!"

"Upstairs, you brought my boss to make up your mind. You are dead. Yu Chengqi is just a kid who wears handsome clothes and shows fans shyness."

After the anniversary event, the topic on the Internet has not stopped. Some people are addicted to sugar, some are nympho, some are tearing up, and some are crying about Mu Yin's CP, which all fell to the limit overnight.

"Excuse me, Fat Cow, can you hurry up, the bottom of the pot is almost finished here." Zhou Rang said to the waiter.

"Where is this? It's just you! Can you stop drinking! Do you want to put a straw on the tomato pot for you?" Song Heyan moved to the side, wishing he had to sit at the same table with Zhou Rang.

Wu Yuefeng was sending a message to Mu Yin, and Yu Chengqi accidentally saw the other person's name. If he was a cat, his tail would be raised and his hair would be raised right now. He was staring at the ups and downs of potatoes in the pot, as if he had become that A slice of potato that was about to boil and no one picked it up.

At this time, Mu Yin scooped up the potato chips and dipped them in sesame sauce. Wu Yuefeng was chatting with him that they would cooperate again after a few years, and this time it would become a movie. Mu Yin was asking where she heard the news.

After eating a mouthful of potatoes, he found Yu Chengqi was looking at him. When he raised his head, Yu Chengqi averted his gaze. Everyone was booing that Yu Chengqi deserved his role as a facade, and that after six years, he could still rely on his face to be popular.

[Wu Yuefeng]: The film studio rejected the person, saying that the role has been decided. I inquired for a while, and I guess they will come to you to sign the contract in a few days.

[Mu Yin]: Who are you this time?

[Wu Yuefeng]: The heroine.

"Who are you chatting with?" Lin Mo asked.

Mu Yin did not avoid this topic, and said, "Wu Yuefeng."

"I see, that eldest lady." Zhou Rang was introduced to Wu Yuefeng by Mu Yin at Chen Yili's birthday party, and said, "You are so close to her?"

"It's okay, it's just that we talked a lot during this period." Mu Yin said.

"There is a situation! There is a situation!" Song Heyan said.

Mu Yin smiled mysteriously, and said to Song Heyan, "I'll tell you when I'm sure in a few days."

"Alas--"

"Who came up with the bad idea of ​​the lie detector just now? I was stunned when I saw the machine moved up!"

"The company is so big, and they didn't say hello. Who didn't do anything wrong... I was sweating for Mu Yin when I came up to get a lie detector. It's okay, what if it happens?"

"Do it yourself and stand next to yourself, isn't that what Pan Ge always said?" Mu Yin said, "Hey, how many people can you say can be scared by him?"

"I'm not scared hahahahaha." Zhou Rang started laughing.

Lu Qianjiang hesitated to speak, thinking that he was not doing well, so how could he control Zhou Rang.Zhou Rang said: "It's not that there is no sense, it's good to carry it clearly. Wow, why hasn't the fat cow come yet!"

The vegetables on the table were almost finished, and the meat was brought to the table after a long time. Mu Yin was frightened by the question today, so he didn't have much appetite, so he put down his chopsticks after eating a piece of potato.The WeChat rang again, and this time it was the adoptive parents who came to him.

Mu Feng knew that something happened to him before, and although it had been several months, he still called him, saying that he had just finished a heavy project, and he hardly cared about what happened outside a while ago.The adoptive father and adoptive mother traveled everywhere, maybe it was only after Mu Feng notified that they knew about it.

Seeing the news, Mu Yin replied that you are in good health, don't worry, and ended the conversation.He has become a lot more tactful, he handles these things with ease, speaks politely and decently, and doesn't make people feel burdened.

[Wu Yuefeng]: I won't answer me, I won't talk to you anymore, I'm eating hot pot, and Fat Cow just arrived!

Such a coincidence?

Mu Yin thought about it, and didn't intend to ask Wu Yuefeng if the two of them were in the same restaurant. After they finished eating, they bumped into Wu Yuefeng and Wu Xingjin.

Since he didn't intend to accept Wu Xingjin, Mu Yin had no intention of contacting him again, so when they met so suddenly, Mu Yin had no choice but to say hello hastily as if nothing had happened.

"I just mentioned you, so you are here too." Zhou Rang said.

Wu Yuefeng giggled and said, "Suddenly I really wanted to eat, so I brought my brother here."

Wu Xingjin glanced at Yu Chengqi, and Yu Chengqi was also looking at him. He asked Mu Yin, "Do you want to give you a lift along the way?"

"That's right, let's go." Zhou Rang thought that there was something wrong with Mu Yin and Wu Yuefeng, so he pushed Mu Yin.

"I'm closer to him, so I can see him off," Yu Chengqi said.

Yu Chengqi's house is at least half an hour's drive away from Mu Yin's place, and the dormitory is even further away. Listening to his nonsense, Mu Yin said helplessly, "It's okay. I'll go back by myself. I want to take a walk when I'm full."

After sending Wu Xingjin and Wu Yuefeng away, Mu Yin walked along the road to the apartment, and it took only half an hour to walk. After the car accident, he stopped touching the steering wheel, and his hands would tremble uncontrollably, thinking of the scattered goods ahead and the rampaging truck, The steel frame poked in was no more than five centimeters away from him, and if it was a little bit off, it would have pierced his throat.

He saw Yu Chengqi's car driving behind him, following him lingeringly, he was walking slowly, the clutch couldn't even be lifted, and the car started and stopped.There were many people running at night at this time, seeing this posture, they looked sideways wonderingly.

Mu Yin walked very slowly, and Yu Chengqi followed patiently. Mu Yin had driven this car several times, and he would pick up Yu Chengqi when he was free, so he would drive this car.They once kissed quietly in the car, and Mu Yin said that Yu Chengqi was prone to catch a cold because he wore too little clothes, so he had to bring a scarf when he went back.

Today, Yu Chengqi finally observed those details that only lovers can see. When he lost his memory, he wrapped a scarf around him, yawned and made supper for him. Mu Yin calmed down and thought about it again. It's not just for fun, but feelings should be a pure river, there is no difference between such concealment and deception and manipulation.

When the car stopped at the apartment, Mu Yin thought that he should go, but Yu Chengqi was still lingering, so he went upstairs with him, opened the door of his neighbor's house, saw Mu Yin was surprised, and asked, "Come in and sit down? "

"Sleepy." Mu Yin closed his door.

He closed the bedroom door and lay on the bed before looking at his right hand. When he was finally shocked, he bit the tip of his tongue before he couldn't hold back his hand. Eating hot pot after the show is torture.

I moved my wrist, and the lingering numbness of the electric current was still there. Mu Yin was so angry that he was useless, so he let go cleanly, but his heart couldn't be broken. He had nothing to do with Yu Chengqi. Cheng Qi suffers.

He saw the tense fans in the audience all heaved a sigh of relief. His thoughts crossed the sea of ​​purple lights and shouts, and landed on the corner of Yu Chengqi's always silent mouth. Then he pulled it back forcibly, revealing the dimples on his cheeks, and the host. Chatted about Crush these six years.

The past six years have been ups and downs, how much can be kept, how much can't be kept, the quicksand between the fingers has passed for many years, the fluorescent light in the palm of the hand has gone out, and the sea of ​​purple lights in front of me is still on.How could he have any insights to say, the past six years were all infatuation and mispayment, and talking too much made people laugh.

Under the spotlight, the specious affection of young people is more confusing, and the unresolved truth is for the audience to speculate, but it can never be confirmed.Who can guess the mind, and who can laugh to the end, whether this is romantic or not, no one can have the answer.

Mu Yin lost so much that he couldn't lose again, he had suffered so much, and this catastrophe was in his fate for him to go through, he couldn't make it through, and he would drown in this night.

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At forty one, Mu Yin's cell phone rang.He hurriedly changed his clothes and went out, and Yu Chengqi happened to be waiting for the elevator.

Half an hour later, everyone in Crush was in the dormitory. Pan Zhengming sat down on the sofa and said, "I don't care about how many things you have kept from me. You didn't tell me about it. Are you in a daze?"

Lin Wu took a deep breath and said, "Brother Pan..."

"Fuck! If you want to do whatever you want, don't be a fucking star!" Pan Zhengming suddenly raised his voice, he was so angry that his face turned red, "How long have you been eating? Why didn't anyone tell me? You guys are hiding this Something big is going to happen!"

Song Heyan and Lu Qianjiang were obviously woken up after sleeping soundly. Song Heyan's hair was messed up before he had time to comb it. Pan Zhengming came to their dormitory and saw him sleeping in the same room with Lu Qianjiang. I don't know when he switched with Zhou Rang The room, in a fit of anger, directly ignored this matter.

"I don't know." Song Heyan said dully, "I don't know at all."

He looked at Zhou Rang with a blank expression, as if he hadn't woken up from his sleep, and asked, "How long have you been taking it? Isn't this short-term anti-anxiety?" He stopped talking, and then covered his face with his hands , repeating, "Why?"

"Can't sleep, Brother Pan, it's okay, it's not..."

"Sixteen boxes, what's the difference between your level of abuse and drug use?"

Only then did Mu Yin look at the medicine box as if he had just woken up from a dream. Alprazolam is not a very unfamiliar name. Many people use it to treat depression and insomnia.

The sun is shining like a week, eating so much BZD secretly?

He felt a little dizzy and leaned on the sofa. Zhou Rang is usually extroverted, even if he is excited, he can't see the clues. Song Heyan, who gets along with him the most in the team, can hardly make him irritated. Those side effects seem to have no effect on him. show up.

"It's okay, Brother Pan, don't worry about it so much." Zhou Rang said.

Song Heyan finally came back to his senses, he said, "Are you addicted?"

He did not give up and confirmed this dangerous guess to Zhou Rang, Zhou Rang was silent for a long time, and said, "Yes."

"Who gave it to you?" Song Heyan asked.

"I just can't sleep, I want to sleep." Zhou Rang scratched his hair and said, "Don't ask."

"Why can't I sleep? The trip is not enough or the money is not enough, what do you lack? You eat so much! Do you eat this thing as a meal?"

"You can sleep when you want to." Zhou Rang suddenly restrained his tone, sighed in frustration, lowered his voice, and said to Song Heyan, "I can't make it through."

"What can't make it through? Why didn't you tell me? Did your group of drinking buddies give you this thing?"

"I can't survive anything, I can't survive being scolded, I can't survive being thrown a water bottle, I can't survive writing songs, and I can't survive it. How do you understand? Who should I talk to?"

"I don't understand why... You'd rather eat this thing than tell me. If Brother Pan didn't come to deliver the wallet and saw you taking medicine, when do you plan to take it? You can't hide it until you eat it Now, lose your temper with us casually?"

He supported Zhou Rang's shoulder and shook it, and Zhou Rang waved his hand away.

"Song Heyan, how do you know how painful a knife is if you have never suffered a knife? Are you worried that no one will listen to your song? Are you worried that you can't move an inch in the circle? Are you worried that you want to die? The things you worry about come to me Talking about those things is not worth mentioning! I’m used to it! Last time we were invited to participate in a foreign radio station, I didn’t want to go, but seeing you looking forward to it so much, I went anyway, I was so sick of learning English in those two weeks Now, I still have to do voiceovers for the song and shoot commercials, and in the end, you can see how I am scolded on the Internet." Zhou Rang didn't want to quarrel with Song Heyan, and if he quarreled any more, he would lose control.

It was indeed a drug given by a drinking buddy. It is very common in the circle of treating insomnia. He didn't think much about it. Later, his dependence became more and more serious. He thought it was not a serious matter, but after he found out, he was violently criticized by his teammates and manager. conflict.

People cannot fully empathize with each other, and the emotional commonality that can be shared comes from mutual love. Strong emotions are carried lightly, and the disappointment it brings is not as good as not sharing at all.What's more, Zhou Rang's mind can also guess a thing or two. He is willing to bear the consequences in the choice, so what right does others have to intervene.

"It's better to tell us than to carry it yourself. You and I have known each other for nine years. You and I are polite? So you suddenly lost so much weight a while ago, is it because you took medicine?"

"It's none of your business! I didn't let anyone know and report it!"

"Okay, stop arguing and calm down." Lu Qianjiang stood up and walked over to pull Song Heyan away.

"Stop arguing, both of you."

Mu Yin also went to pull Song Heyan away. He sat closer. Song Heyan wanted to argue with Zhou Rang again. Zhou Rang's tinnitus was severe. He knew that Song Heyan reacted violently out of concern. His hair fell down to cover his eyes. , Song Heyan stretched out his hand to push Zhou Rang's hair to both sides, Zhou Rang subconsciously pushed Song Heyan away, he accidentally used too much force, Song Heyan fell backwards.

After bouncing around on the stage all night, Mu Yin returned to the rented room and didn't rest well before being called here again. He couldn't support himself physically, and he couldn't stand still for a while, and his whole body fell on the coffee table, making a muffled sound of collision.

He had a car accident a few months ago, and he was stumbling again. Before Song Heyan could help him, Yu Chengqi quickly went up to pick him up. Mu Yin's gums hurt where he was knocked, and he wiped it off with his hand. Blood spilled from the corner of the mouth.

"I will." He said to Zhou Rang, "I understand."

How did he survive?

As long as Yu Chengqi walks in front of him, he will always have the courage to chase forward. He is not afraid of crossing thorny land and rainy days, and he is not afraid of the emptiness after the curtain call. In the desolate darkness, the next second will reach heaven.

His past seven years can't erase the name Yu Chengqi. They rushed to the draft at the beginning and didn't leave extra time for eating. Mu Yin got down from motion sickness, so he ate slowly, so he had to start eating the instant noodles before they were softened. It was difficult to go down, Yu Chengqi saw it from the side, and asked him to change a bowl no matter what.

During countless sleepless nights, he had shared joys and sorrows for Yu Chengqi, and Yu Chengqi had not supported him until now.

Everything in the previous dust flowed away, leaving him behind.

Mu Yin understands that Zhou Rang, when he came here far away from his hometown, others will only envy him. Who really knows the pain and pressure, and if he really wants to change, he may not be able to bear it.

Mu Yin went to wash his mouth, and Lu Qianjiang and Zhou Rang were talking. Seeing that Zhou Rang was quite stable now, he told Song Heyan that Zhou Rang looked like a child being scolded in front of Lu Qianjiang.

After such a fuss, Mu Yin didn't feel sleepy at all. Mu Yin planned to lie down in the original room, but Yu Chengqi opened the door with a cold face, and said to Mu Yin, "Open your mouth."

Mu Yin refused to open it, saying that he was fine, Yu Chengqi said: "I know you are not sleepy, open it for me to see, your cheeks are swollen."

Yu Chengqi held up the flashlight, and Mu Yin couldn't avoid him, and he wanted to look at it when he looked in the mirror, but he didn't see why.He reluctantly opened his mouth and said that the back molars hurt.Yu Chengqi said, "Why is the tip of your tongue broken?"

After listening, Mu Yin refused to show him, Yu Chengqi said: "Wait, let's read it again."

Yu Chengqi's appearance made Mu Yin feel like a mother or a father. He opened it again, and within three seconds, Yu Chengqi suddenly smiled. He was so embarrassed that he thought he looked too stupid, so he retracted into the quilt, Xin said not to talk to Yu Chengqi again.

"You are growing wisdom teeth." Yu Chengqi said, "Mu Yin? A Yin? Are you listening?"

What's so funny about that!He is younger than Yu Chengqi, of course he can grow wisdom teeth, and it is not impossible to grow taller.

Yu Chengqi rubbed Mu Yin's fluffy hair that exposed the quilt, and Mu Yin simply covered his head with the quilt, only to hear Yu Chengqi couldn't help but say, "You are the kid."