Flight of the Bumblebee

They could only carry Niuniu upstairs first.Sister Wang didn't say a word, she turned her head to the side, and He Qi said to her: "Let's take Niuniu upstairs to enjoy the shade." She didn't seem to hear it either.Seeing her mother's appearance, Niuniu turned around in Xing Yan's arms, and buried her head on his shoulder, revealing only a pair of tearful eyes, and her mouth was stubbornly pursed, not to be seen by others.

Both their mother and daughter have the same personality, and they don't want others to know their grievances. When they encounter problems, they will only grit their teeth and swallow them in their stomachs.

He Qi sighed helplessly, patted Xing Yan's other shoulder, and motioned for him to hug Niuniu up.

The cold beer bought back was mercilessly exposed to the moonlight in the night wind, and the bottle was bubbling with liquefied water vapor, which gradually became the same as normal temperature.He Qi originally planned to stay drunk on the roof with Xing Yan today, but the plan was disrupted by sudden changes, and they couldn't leave the mother and daughter alone.

"I will never forgive mother again!" Niu Niu stretched out the back of her hand angrily, and wiped away the tears on her face vigorously, the snot from her nose made a mess on her little face.He Qi took out a pack of tissue paper from the house and handed it to Xing Yan, asking Xing Yan to clean it up for her.

"Did your mother beat you?" He Qi sat beside her and asked.

"Hit it!" Niuniu blew her nose vigorously with the tissue in Xing Yan's hand.

"Your mother loves you so much, why did she beat you?"

"She just hit me!" She cried out aggrieved again as she spoke.

"What did she hit you with?"

"She hit me with a clothes hanger... woo..." Recalling the details, she cried even more sadly, she straightened her neck and cried to the opposite building on the top of the building.

"Then why did she hit you?" He Qi continued to ask.

Aggrieved, Niuniu raised her short legs, exposing her calf, pointed at a spot sadly and said, "Here she was hit."

"Does it hurt?" He Qi asked her, Niuniu pursed her lips, looked at him sadly and nodded.He Qi noticed that Xing Yan next to her silently took out a piece of paper and wiped it on his face.He Qi looked at him in disbelief, and thought: "No way...You cry when others cry? Please brother, you are at least 20 years older than the little girl, you can control yourself!"

How could he deal with three crying people by himself. He was at a loss for the mother and daughter, and he needed Xing Yan to be on the same side as him.If the problem solver turns out to be a big problem, how can he be left alone!

Xing Yan, take care of yourself!He yelled loudly in his heart.

Maybe because he heard his inner voice, Xing Yan wiped away his tears, turned around and said nothing, just gently patted Niu Niu's head, showing a sad expression.

He Qi was slightly relieved, he leaned over to look at the place Niu Niu was pointing at, there was a tiny red mark on it, which couldn't be seen without looking carefully.From this we can know that Sister Wang didn't really want to hit her, maybe she just took out the hanger to scare her, and accidentally hit her on the leg when she swung it.When he was beaten by his father when he was a child, it was much worse than this. There were bruises all over his back, face, hands and feet, coiled around his body like a giant python.If someone really wants to beat you, it is absolutely impossible to just hit you once. This is an experience that I don't want to recall.

"What did you do? Why did your mother beat you?" Of course he heard what Niu Niu said in the room, but he still wanted to hear the cause and effect from her mouth.

Niu Niu didn't answer, she was very silent.

He Qi asked her again: "Did you tell her 'I want a father'?"

Niuniu nodded. Unlike before, she lowered her head and wept silently, obviously knowing that it was wrong to say that.He Qi and Xing Yan looked at each other, but neither could speak to comfort her.They all understand that Niuniu did something wrong.Even though she is still young, there are some words that cannot be said casually.It's fine to say it out of other people's mouths, but it's her.How easy it is to imagine, when Sister Wang heard these words uttered from her daughter's mouth, how much pain she felt in her heart, it must be like a sharp knife piercing into the heart, and then slowly turning clockwise, turning the A heart churned in his chest.

"Do you miss Dad very much?" Xing Yan asked softly.

Niuniu shook her head, tears streaming down her skirt, she said: "I never thought of him. But...but this afternoon..." She said intermittently: "I woke up from a nap, the house was dark, My mother didn't turn on the light. I felt very scared, so I walked into the living room and saw my mother sitting on the sofa in a daze, motionless. I walked over and hugged her, and told her that I had a dream. She asked What kind of dream did I have? I said I dreamed that my father came back. She cried and said that my father would not come back again, and she also said that my father had abandoned me..." At this point, Niuniu groaned again He started to cry, not like other children howling, but a very sad way of crying, even He Qi was touched, Xing Yan had already shed tears.

He Qi opened his mouth, wanting to tell her that your father didn't abandon you, he just left temporarily and will come back later.However, he couldn't even utter such an obvious lie. When the words came to his mouth, it seemed as if thousands of thorns were stuck in his throat, and he swallowed them again.

"How could I not know..." Niuniu murmured: "My father will never come back again, and I will never have a father..." At this point, she plunged into Xing Yan's arms with a wow , Xing Yan's face was also full of tears, crying silently.

He Qi looked at these two people, unable to make awkward jokes, and he couldn't think of a way to adjust the atmosphere.Everyone was crying like a mourner, what could he do?Do you want three people to hug and cry together?

Xing Yan had a tragic childhood, his parents divorced, and his situation was similar to Niu Niu's. His mother was like that, and I'm afraid he didn't feel much maternal love since he was a child.Fortunately, he has no worries about food and clothing. Although Niu Niu is not as good as her materially, she has a mother who loves her. Comparing the two of them, they are really the same, and they feel sorry for each other.He Qi was slightly better than them. Although his father beat people very fiercely when his mother was around, he was by no means a violent person who beat people casually.In my memory, there were two fierce beatings, one was when he broke his mother’s flowers, and the other was when he went to the beach with others and was almost swept away by an undercurrent. Fortunately, the people who went with him found it in time and rescued him , When he came back, he was beaten severely.After his mother died, his father never beat him again.On the one hand, it is because He Qi has grown up, and on the other hand, it is because of his dead mother.

Apart from the tragic experience of losing his mother in his early years, he actually had the happiest childhood among the three?

It's not impossible to let them hug each other to vent their emotions, but I'm afraid they won't be able to stop crying like this in the morning.What's more, Sister Wang must have been waiting for Niu Niu below, and He Qi was also very worried about her.There is no entanglement between mother and daughter, all bad things will be left behind after a meal, if they hadn't hugged Niuniu up, maybe they would have reconciled long ago during this time.

He Qi pulled Niuniu out of Xing Yan's arms, and asked her seriously: "Do you want your mother to apologize to you?"

Niuniu nodded hesitantly, then shook her head vigorously.Why don't you plan to delve into the meaning behind her actions, just tell her: "But your mother is also very sad now, what should I do?"

Niuniu cried and said, "I... I didn't want to... say that..."

"But you said it anyway. Some things can't be taken back once they're said, do you understand?"

Niuniu was frightened by the meaning in his words, and burst into tears again.Xing Yan couldn't see it anymore, he called He Qi's name, which meant to tell him not to talk any more.

He Qi ignored his warning and continued: "So before Mom apologizes, Niuniu must apologize first. You saw it just now, Mom cried so sadly."

As soon as Niuniu thought of her mother's appearance, she couldn't stop crying, lying on Xing Yan's lap, sobbing non-stop.He Qi grabbed her inhumanely, forced her to look at him, and emphasized his tone: "There are some things that cannot be said, and there is still time to apologize! Mom... Mom must be waiting for Niuniu below, it doesn't matter if you don't apologize , just tell her that you are fine and tell her not to worry, is that okay?"

Niuniu's tears were forced back by his fright, her eyes widened, and she looked at He Qi suspiciously.He Qi was seen by her, and looked a little unnaturally away.He pushed Niuniu back into Xing Yan's arms, and said in a casual tone, "I said it casually, your mother will come up to pick you up soon, don't worry."

As soon as the voice fell, footsteps sounded in the stairwell.The three turned around to look at the same time. Niuniu was the first to yell "Mom", jumped off the chair, and ran towards her mother. Except for the red and swollen eyes and the wet tears on her face, everything from her It's almost impossible to see how sad she was crying just now.The same is true for Sister Wang, she picked up Niu Niu from the ground, and asked her softly: "Did you cause trouble for Brother Ayan?" Niu Niu coquettishly said that she did not cause trouble for others.Hearing what he said, the remaining three laughed.Sister Wang thanked the two of them and said that she has been bothering you all this time.He Qi hurriedly waved his hand and said no, Niu Niu is very good, she didn't cause us any trouble, really, it wasn't any trouble at all.

Sister Wang held Niu Niu in her arms, and when she went downstairs, Niu Niu leaned on her mother's shoulders, wrapping her arms around her neck with great nostalgia.At the last moment when he left He Qi's sight, he gave him a big grimace as usual.

After they left, He Qi rubbed his eyes, and said angrily to Xing Yan beside him, "Why did her mother only mention you, since it's the two of us who take care of Niuniu!"

"What's the relationship?" Xing Yan looked at him with a smile: "I don't think there is any difference."

"It's a big difference!" He sat back to his original position, and a gust of cool wind blew in. He Qi rubbed his eyes again, and complained softly: "The wind is so strong, the sand is blown into his eyes."

Xing Yan also sat beside him, and after a while, He Qi felt a heavy weight on his shoulders, he turned his head sideways, and a hairy head rested on his shoulders.He Qi shrugged inhumanely, drove the big head away from him, and cursed: "Why? Eat my tofu at this time? Take out the table and beer, don't think that your previous life I have confessed everything, and I will be full of sympathy and stop using you. Tell you, it is impossible. Who is better off than the other, my mother is dead! Take out the wine, today I will drink you to death!"

This was the last sentence he said with clear semantics and no ambiguity.After the two started drinking together, He Qi was surprised to find that he really couldn't drink Xing Yan, not because he was bragging.Xing Yan drank one bottle after another, his face did not turn red because of the alcohol, and his expression did not change.On the contrary, he was talking nonsense with his big tongue. If Xing Yan hadn't caught it quickly with his eyesight, he would have fallen under the table again.

Xing Yan helped him walk into the house, He Qi staggered all the way, hanging on his body, waving his other hand in the air.He suddenly grabbed Xing Yan's collar, moved his head closer, and looked at him closely with a pair of bewildered eyes.Xing Yan stopped, his whole body was stiff, and he subconsciously leaned back. This distance was too dangerous for him, and he couldn't hide the restless heart in his chest.

He Qi stretched out a finger, tapped on his chest, and repeated two words meaninglessly: "You...you..."

Xing Yan grabbed his restless hand and pressed hard on the rapidly beating place.He Qi struggled casually for a few times, but seeing that he couldn't break free, he let him go.

He slowly hugged him into his arms, buried his nose in his neck, and sniffed him vigorously.Xing Yan didn't want to let go until He Qi's body gradually softened in his arms, and he was completely drunk to death.

Like in a fairy tale, he entered the imperial city at night, the famous thief leader, risking the cool moonlight, the poetic night wind and the risk of beheading, stole a sweet, dreamlike good night from He Qi's body kiss.

This night, not only one was drunk.