Love you forever

"Address, don't let me look for it from hospital to hospital."

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and finally he sighed softly, "City Hospital."

Then there was the sound of the phone being hung up, beeping lingering in his ears, Xu Ling's mobile phone was held in the palm of his hand, the cold metal shell was not as warm as Xu Ling's hand.

He didn't want to bring Su Jinci in, but he was also greedy for his company.

Everyone in the world still has one life to pay for, but for Su Jinci, he can't even make up his mind to pay him back.

Pressing the hard keyboard made his palms ache, but Xu Ling seemed unconscious. His brows were half down, and a thinker in deep thought also had a unique taste, let alone a man with an outstanding appearance like Xu Ling, who could see it. The nurse who changed the dressing was stunned.

It was Xu Ling who came to his senses first. He smiled softly, his brows were bright, and his gentle appearance always attracted deadly poison.

The tray in the nurse's hand trembled, she calmed down after a while, and walked towards Xu Ling, "You should change your medicine."

Xu Ling nodded lightly, "Thank you."

Xu Ling undid the buttons of his hospital gown one by one. Xu Ling had slender fingers and well-defined hand bones, one by one from the collarbone to the bottom.

The nurse looked a little silly, Xu Ling had already taken off the whole shirt, which was wrapped with white bandages, "It's troublesome."

The cry of "I'm sorry" woke up the nurse. The nurse licked her lower lip in embarrassment, then carefully unwrapped Xu Ling's bandage and reapplied the medicine.

Compared with other fair skin, the large area of ​​burns on the back is really shocking, but it is a pity that this piece of good skin, "It will be fine with a skin graft in the future."

Xu Ling smiled and shook his head, "It's fine."

He didn't feel sorry for himself, and the nurse couldn't say anything anymore.

"My boyfriend will come over later."

The phrase "boyfriend" caught the nurse's attention, but Xu Ling continued to finish calmly without paying attention: "If he asks, please tell him, I was accidentally scalded by boiling water."

Who would believe the sentence of boiling water scalding lightly for second-degree burns?

The nurse glanced at the handsome man on the hospital bed again, and sighed secretly, but unfortunately he already had a boyfriend.

The handsome man's boyfriend came very quickly. The hurried front desk asked the ward number and rushed up, almost bumping into the nurse who had just left.

Su Jinci helped her up, "Excuse me, is this Ward 301?"

"Yes..." The nurse looked up at the man who came forward, he looked very young, and he was a beautiful boy with delicate features, "Are you Xu Ling's boyfriend?"

Su Jinci was taken aback for a moment, then nodded firmly: "Yes."

"He's inside." The nurse was heartbroken, the good-looking boy belonged to another boy.

"Thank you." Su Jinci looked up at the ward number, opened the door and entered.

Xu Ling was sitting on the hospital bed, with the corners of his mouth slightly hooked, as if he was waiting for Su Jin to resign, "You're here."

The sickly man was wrapped in a white quilt, and his lips were not even rosy. Even if he smiled, he felt like he was going to die in the next second.

Su Jinci took a deep breath, the shoe boards stepped on the pvc floor, the footsteps were not heavy, Su Jinci finally walked in front of Xu Ling, the moment Su Jinci saw Xu Ling, Su Jinci's heart also fell half, he put his hands in In the pocket, looking at him from an overhead angle, "Xu Ling, you are very capable."

The corners of Xu Ling's mouth froze, and half of the smile in his eyes faded, "Jin Ci."

Su Jinci raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist, "I'll give you 10 minutes to confess before I decide whether to let you die or not."

Although the tone was so fierce, Xu Ling laughed again, "I was wrong."

He went to hold Su Jinci's hand, but was thrown away by Su Jinci, "9 minutes."

"I was scalded by boiling water, um, maybe it's a little hot, I don't want you to worry."

Su Jin said, "Seven minutes."

The two of them were in a stalemate like this, and the time still passed by every minute and every second.

Finally, Xu Ling sighed, "There was a little accident during the mission."

"What accident?" Xu Ling lived in a single ward, and Su Jin had already locked the door when he came in, so don't worry about anyone else coming in.

"Well, the fish are dead and the net is broken? Or do they all die together?" Xu Ling's attitude didn't seem serious, "The people in Laicai are the most willing to risk their lives. Even if they don't leave the whole body, they will detonate the bomb."

Xu Ling smiled, and his voice was pitifully soft, "That's right, Master Xu wouldn't have left them anything, even a corpse."

Laicai is a small town on the southern border, where the law is ignored, money is paramount, and human life is the least valuable thing. Moreover, it is the hometown of opium poppies. A large number of raw materials are bought by merchants at low prices, and the drugs made are distributed all over the place.

In such a small town on the edge, they sell drug flowers with profits that everyone envies, but they are so poor that they can’t solve their food and clothing. This kind of helplessness is sad and deplorable. Wherever there is power, wildfires are always burning, and spring breeze blows and regenerates.

Su Jinci had never experienced such a life before. His family was happy enough to give him a warm and safe home, but Xu Ling didn't.

Su Jinci leaned over and hugged him gently, enough, really enough, as long as Xu Ling told him the truth, he would not give up on him, "Xu Ling, you still have me."

You still have me.

Sometimes it really depends on who said such ordinary love words, at least at this moment, Su Jin gave Xu Ling a trace of warmth and peace of mind, making him yearn for a little more rest.

Xu Ling's body was trembling slightly, Su Jinci had never seen Xu Ling like this before, last time in the hospital he was eager to jump with Xu Ling, Xu Ling always smiled and wanted to drive him back to class.

He is always gentle and never angry. He has outstanding appearance and excellent ability, but such a good person seems to have nothing, and he has walked so alone to this day alone.

Su Jinci felt distressed.

As long as one thinks that Xu Ling may lose his life at any time because of a word or two for that person, as long as he has dragged his body full of wounds in countless dark nights waiting for the dawn, as long as he thinks of his hopeless life But no one ever gave him a little warmth, Su Jinci's heart was so painful that it hurt.

There are always a lot of poor people in the world. They complain about others complaining about themselves. At least there is a reason why they deserve to be so trash. But Xu Ling has such a good self, but his life is not as good as trash.

"Xu Ling, I will give you hope, I will give you warmth, and I will give you everything in the future..." The more Su Jinci spoke, the more excited he became, and his hug became tighter and tighter. He didn't even notice that he was so scared that his subordinates used their hands With a lot of force, he pressed Xu Ling's tender wound wrapped in his hospital gown. It hurt so much, but Xu Ling didn't say a word, because he was happy at the moment.

Really happy, never been so happy.

Someone is with him now.

"Jinci, my world is very dangerous." Xu Ling left Su Jinci's embrace with a smile.

"My hands." Xu Ling spread out his hands, the palms still had friction marks, "It cost too much."

"It's okay." Su Jinci held Xu Ling's hand, "If you are willing to stay with me, there must be hope."

Xu Ling smiled lightly and did not speak.

Su Jinci kissed his finger, devout enough, every word, almost swearing, "Xu Ling, if you dare to provoke me, you will go to hell together."

Su Jinci didn't get an answer, Xu Ling suddenly stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around his neck, his cold lips pressed against Su Jinci's lips, Xu Ling closed his eyes, and his long black eyelashes stretched gently, if you look closely, they are moist, then The location of the tear mole was right in front of Su Jinci's eyes.

In the era when non-mainstream prevailed, there were always people who said that those with tear moles were angels with broken wings in their previous life. Su Jinci only wished that Ling would not suffer so much in this life.

The lips were so cold that there was still a bit of bitterness, maybe it was the taste left over from the western medicine, which submerged in Su Jinci's lips bit by bit with the rolling tongue.

Xu Ling didn't actually say anything. Su Jinci was not a fool, he was just protected too well. When Shen Changzhou started preparing on the first day of his rebirth, when Su's father was struggling with rights and trade-offs, when Su's mother struggled for the family When the old and the young threw down all their pride and knelt in front of the parents who gave birth to her, he had been living well.

Everyone wanted to protect him, but Xu Ling still pulled him in. This was a fruitless gamble.

"Will you regret it?"

"No." Su Jinci replied simply.

"Ah."

"You believe me?"

"I can't believe it."

He should always give himself a little hope.

The mood slowly subsided, Su Jinci wanted to see his wounds, Xu Ling showed him all of them, forgetting that he had told the nurse earlier.

The wound was covered with bandages, Su Jinci couldn't see inside, his fingers lightly touched the white bandage, feeling the wound inside.

Su Jin kissed the position of Xu Ling's butterfly bone, "Does it hurt?"

Xu Ling smiled, "It won't hurt to kiss again."

Normally, Su Jinci would have given him a big roll of his eyes, but at this moment, he obediently kissed Xu Ling down the spine, the tenderness and tenderness of the superficial touch aroused some instinctive desires.

Xu Ling turned around and hugged him into his arms, "Jin Ci..."

He didn't even know what to say in the second half of the sentence.

Thank you?I love you?

do not leave me?

No matter which sentence it is, it seems so hypocritical.

"Sleep with me for a while."

Su Jinci was taken aback for a moment, then nodded.

Xu Ling's back was injured, so he could only sleep on his side, he moved outside, Su Jinci walked over and unlocked the door, then took off his coat and went to bed, Xu Ling naturally hugged him in his arms.

He is a man, but he likes Xu Ling's hug,

He should have been a clean man, as fresh and clean as his smell.