city ​​blackout in fantasy

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How could I leave you...

Obviously you want to leave me...

The gentleman lay drunk on the bed and thought in a daze:

I can't let you leave me...

Never let you leave my side...

Junzi's drunken car accident was not serious, it should be said that it was very slight. The collision was mainly on the side of the co-pilot. The main reason was that she didn't recover from the shock for a while. It was the mood swings too much, and the rain, which resulted in a fever in the middle of the night.

Xiao Baobao boiled water and gave her anti-fever medicine and cold medicine. He twisted a towel and put it on his forehead. He turned around and wanted to pour another glass of water, but Jun Zizui pulled his fingers softly...

"Don't go..."

It is very domineering, but unfortunately the voice is so low that it is almost inaudible, and the person still has his eyes closed, it should be a subconscious action in a coma.

Baby Xiao withdrew his movements, rolled over on the bed, hugged Junzi's hot drunk body and closed his eyes.

don't go...

Is Junzizui's body temperature always high?

When Hao Ran brought Zeng Yu and An Qi over to visit the next day, they were still sleeping soundly on the bed, but An Qi touched the foreheads of the two very rudely but did not wake them up.

"Which of the two of them has a fever?"

After touching An Qi, she looked confused, Hao Ran couldn't help but rolled her eyes.

"Forget it, anyway, no one has a high temperature now..."

Soon the three of them left the bedroom to let the pair of mandarin ducks sleep again, and went to the living room to entertain themselves. Hao Ran even boiled water unceremoniously and made tea leisurely.Jun Zizui woke up thirsty near noon, when she walked out of the room and saw three people drinking tea and eating small cakes and chatting in front of the sofa in her living room, she doubted whether this was her home.

"Wake up, are you hungry? There is food left for you in the kitchen."

"Oh, thank you."

After subconsciously replying, Junzizui completely doesn't understand who this is.

"No, how did you get in?"

"Didn't you leave the spare key in the coffee shop? We came here to have a look because we were afraid that your troubles would get worse..."

Speechless, this kindness should be appreciated.

Xiao Baobao slept too late yesterday and couldn't get up for a while. The sick gentleman was drunk and didn't dare to express his affection with his body. He went to the kitchen to put porridge on the coffee table in the living room, and honestly explained what happened while eating. .

Looking at An Qi's expression, I know that she must have guessed it all. Even if the relationship is more or less deliberate and involuntary, the friendship from childhood to adulthood makes the old hen really inseparable. Gentleman Zui has already accepted her fate. An Qi is probably the one who represents the identity of the mother-in-law, and there is no embarrassment or hidden thoughts, and she speaks out all in one brain. Except for Hao Ran's expression of being broken from the dimension, everyone is calm As if nothing happened.

"Hey……"

Hao Ran rubbed his face:

"Don't make me feel that everything is so normal, okay? I grew up reading Marx..."

Xiao Baobao in the room began to sleep unsteadily, and the temperature lost in the bed could be sensitively noticed in sleep, but she didn't wake up, and turned over in a daze and a little annoyed. On the other side, the twin brothers of the e-sports players found that their computer screen went black without warning, and the city was suddenly paralyzed.

Unfortunately, there was no need to turn on the lights during the day, and the three people in the living room were not fiddling with electronic products, and no one was aware of the sudden power outage.

"I want to understand one thing."

After drinking the hot porridge, Junzi was drunk and her haggard cheeks turned slightly rosy, because the illness caused by the car accident made her reveal a feeling of weakness that was rarely seen in normal times, and at the same time she became much softer.

"If she wants me to love her and want me to be by her side all the time, doesn't that mean she wants to be with me all the time, doesn't she? She always wants to love me before she wants to have me. Anyway, the reality is We both want to spend our lives with each other and that's enough, that's what she and I both want, there's no truth or falsehood in it, it's just reality."

An Qi listened and showed a relaxed smile:

"That's right, there's nothing wrong with you thinking that way. That brat Xiao Baobao is just like a child. Didn't he like it a long time ago on his face?"

Indeed, she was not happy. The whole city knew that the outside was already in chaos due to a power outage. Xiao Baobao just turned over again. To her, it was just a moment of dissatisfaction.

When the world is viewed by another person, it will turn one by one, not positive or negative, but the angle of the polyhedron of the world is different in everyone's eyes.

In the narrow and exciting elevator where they met in Junzizui's eyes, it looks different from Baobao Xiao's perspective when turned upside down.

We turned back the time and tried to find it from Xiao Baobao's eyes. Now in Xiao Baobao's sleep, time goes back to that hot summer day.

Xiao Baobao walked into the elevator, her shoelaces were untied, she squatted down in the corner, her long unkempt hair obstructed her vision and fell down almost entangled with the clumsy treated shoelaces.She felt that there was another person in the elevator. That person's eyes were hidden behind the lenses of the sunglasses, and he should be smiling.Xiao Baobao, who was forced to come out to find a job, didn't mind her failure in the interview. Originally, she didn't want to stay in this shopping mall and stand there every day. Unfortunately, she needed a job to make ends meet.

It would be great if someone could bring a stable and pleasant job. The atmosphere in the elevator gradually interrupted Xiao Baobao's distraction. She didn't like to watch this kind of domestic violence drama. She noticed another person in the elevator. He became nervous, the eyes behind the sunglasses became unkind, and the exposed red lips also pursed.

She is so pretty.

This kind of admiration makes people unconsciously notice what the other party is paying attention to. She may want to save the little girl. Xiao Baobao hopes to talk to this beautiful sister. She seems to be moving. At this time, the elevator stops. That's good, Xiao Baobao thought, and then they were plunged into darkness, and she was able to approach her side, and then her arm touched her shoulder, and the person's temperature seemed to be a little higher.

It would be better to send the other two people out quickly, Xiao Baobao thought, and the elevator regained its light and began to ascend.

They finally had a conversation in the security room, maybe she can give me a job, Xiao Baobao thought, the person who buys clothes in this kind of shopping mall should be a rich person.

"Are you looking for a part-time job?"

She asked:

"I own a coffee shop and I'm looking for workers..."

I hope it's an interesting cafe, Xiao Baobao thought.

It’s really interesting. When Baby Xiao walked out of the cafe, he called An Qi. The equipment in An Qi’s entire company was messed up. In fact, Baby Xiao just wanted to share with her:

—I got a job and met a beautiful woman.

In fact, they stay together almost every day. Xiao Baobao doesn't want Junzizui to get bored of seeing herself every day. She doesn't get bored. She sits at the counter every day with nothing to do. Occasionally they have a conversation, and more time is spent in various places. Do each.

Baby Xiao likes this kind of life very much, it would be great if it could last forever, she thought.

Xiao Baobao always remembered what grandma said to her. Grandma said that one should not be greedy, like her father, who would have nothing in her life. She also said that she really wished she had never had such a son. At that time, her father had just taken all the money in the family and left. , and pushed the blocking grandma to the muddy ground in the yard, Xiao Baobao thought, this man will never come back again, and she really bid farewell to her father without knowing it.

One should not be too greedy, Xiao Baobao remembered this sentence, her understanding is that only one good thing can be kept, not all of them can be wanted.

Then she found that she started to become greedy. She wanted An Qi to be with her all the time, and she also wanted to hear Jiang Yiyi's violin all the time. She also hoped that Zeng Yu would hand her the notes directly. Now there is another thought. If she wanted, she hoped that Junzizui would look at her more.

If she keeps looking at herself and is willing to stay with herself, this kind of life can be maintained...

Junzizui is very powerful. She knows many things, has met many people, has been to many places, and said many things that Xiao Baobao thinks are handsome. Although they are younger than the other two, they obviously listen to Junzizui.She also takes care of people, always remembers what she likes, and occasionally helps others solve their troubles quietly.When I am lazy, I am like a big cat, dozing off on the bar counter, watching boring variety shows with a serious face, and smiling at myself at the bar counter from time to time, it is very beautiful...

Gentleman Drunk actually doesn’t need a person like herself, Xiao Baobao also clearly discovered that the people around her are very powerful, whether Zhou Jianguo or Lu Tu, they always live every day relaxedly and wonderfully, even a The ordinary customers of the coffee shop are all famous cartoonists. In fact, he is insignificant, just an ordinary person without dreams who is willing to spend time in the ordinary.For Gentleman Drunk, it is dispensable, and it may feel the same as a cat picked up out of curiosity.

It is difficult for Xiao Baobao to grow up, because she likes to fantasize about all kinds of things, and sometimes she is like a child, hoping that she is a superhero. If she can save people in distress, will she care more about herself? Woolen cloth?How about making yourself incredibly important?

Lu Tu accidentally complained to Zhou Jianguo:

"Wait until the sun goes down when the gentleman is drunk to deliver something, and the person who goes abroad in a car accident drives as slowly as an old cow pulls a broken car..."

The gentleman was drunk and had a car accident, Xiao Baobao fantasized, if she had an accident, and he was by her side like a hero to avoid danger, she might just stay by his side honestly.

But the car passed her several times, and she didn't show any intention of staying by her side.

When I was alone, I began to feel lonely, and I always felt that there was no one to watch. Xiao Baobao remembered what grandma said, one should not be too greedy, maybe he should only choose one person by his side.

Who is better?

In fact, I still hope Junzizui can like himself.

Xiao Baobao thought indifferently, casually, but his mood was real.

She is learning to grow up, people or things, always have to try one by one.

Jiang Yiyi made the gentleman drunk and jealous, Xiao Baobao saw it, and An Qi made her jealous, which also made Xiao Baobao a little happy.

— Come and like me.

Occasionally, this voice would come out, but she never said it.

Gentleman Drunk has started to like himself, and it is obvious that he can feel it, what kind of liking is it?Xiao Baobao is not sure whether his desire to be liked means that he can like it.

Jiang Yiyi left, Xiao Baobao made himself feel the sadness of parting, it turned out to be a similar feeling, it was too uncomfortable, and he didn't want Junzi to get drunk and left himself.It is impossible to imagine that a gentleman is drunk and far away from himself, it is difficult to give up, and he longs for intimacy. This should be liking.

Where's Angie?It seems to be the same.

But she always wants to run away from herself, Xiao Baobao is very sad, if An Qi wants to get rid of herself, will Gentleman Drunk also have such a day?

Zhao Xi is actually a nice person, Baby Xiao thought, he will love An Qi very much and take care of her for the rest of his life.

Just fulfill An Qi's wish to stay away from her, so that in the end only the gentleman is left drunk.

If you don't want to be greedy in life, as long as the gentleman is drunk, it will be fine.

As long as she is alone, she will not leave her, so she can have her forever.

Xiao Baobao woke up, the sun was just right, and when she found her face, Junzizui was not by her side, but she knew she would not leave.

In fact, Xiao Baobao knows that what she wants will always come true, but life is too taken for granted, she just forgot, she regained her memory, when she was in the small cafe, when she made every cup of coffee , she always thinks:

— Come and like me.

I lost a little bit in my own plot, but when I found it, the rhythm of the heart beat was uneasy.

Xiao Baobao never knew where the seeds of her throbbing heart were buried. She was just eager to achieve everything she wanted, including that unbelievable love.

come love me.

Maybe it's Baby Xiao's I Love You.

The protagonist's world operates in such a different way.

Gentleman Drunk thought that they fell in love with each other for a long time, but no one guessed it. When Xiao Baobao opened his eyes and woke up from this dream of recalling memories, he realized later that this was a story of love at first sight.

Xiao Baobao stepped on the floor with bare feet, and walked gently to the door. The door opened a gap, and the voice of the conversation in the living room came in.

"But aren't you worried?"

This is Zeng Yu's voice, with a silly curiosity in his tone:

"What if you don't really like it, but you are just dominated to like it?"

"Yup……"

Then came Hao Ran's response:

"Maybe being dominated for a lifetime..."

"I know."

Junzizui's tone was very brisk, and he didn't care about their doubts:

"It doesn't matter. I can have a true lover. That's enough. Even if I am loved, I am very happy. If the baby wants to be with me, I will do whatever I want. Even if I am dominated for the rest of my life, I am willing." ..."

The author has something to say:

The source of inspiration for this article is Zhou Xun’s desire to be a pheromone for a lifetime in order to have a person who truly loves her in the movie "Women Are Not Bad", so I wonder if her lover does not know the truth, or thinks that the truth is not needed Woolen cloth?So there is the beginning of this article.

From the beginning when the inexplicable gentleman drunk brought Xiao Baobao back to the store, to the time when various accidents happened and he was rescued by Xiao Baobao, the various emotional plots that have been interspersed are actually what Xiao Baobao subjectively hoped to happen, but in the process Xiao Baobao The baby himself is not sure of his own thoughts, and all kinds of attempts on others and himself appear to be messy.Many parts of the whole process were very unreasonable, and the reason was that Baby Xiao subjectively wanted to happen.In the end, Xiao Baobao self-doubted that her abilities had failed, just to let her clearly understand what she had done.As for Gentleman Drunk, she may have the mood to love her because Xiao Baobao wants her to love her, and the final outcome is that she accepts all of this, and she is willing, because the happiness she feels is real and true. It doesn't matter if it's fake or not.

In other words, all the things that happened and all the words said by the people inside can be regarded as false, or they can be believed to be true.It doesn't matter if it's true or not, it's true if it happened.

In fact, when I was halfway through writing, I felt that I had collapsed and thought too much. In fact, I was a little unable to write with this ability.

In this article, there is a link to the previous article. In fact, the Xinwen I will open in the future should also be connected.In my mind, there are always many beliefs and disbeliefs that you have seen and never seen in this world exist at the same time.First of all, the image of Yan Beibei, the protagonist of the previous article, appeared in my head. In the same city, there appeared a girl with such extraordinary abilities. She had a relative in Lu Yan's company. Even if we just pass by each other, or hear from someone once, there is still a connection, this is my idea.So in future articles about this era, it will probably be in the same place, intertwined weakly with each other.

It feels like this article has been updated several times, and the writing is super slow, mainly because I have a lot of things in the middle.Including this ending, I didn't want to celebrate the New Year's Eve, but I accidentally ate onions two days ago and became allergic, and I developed a fever for two days.There will be a special episode later, mainly writing about the supporting roles, and explaining the ambiguity of the text a little bit.I thought that although few people read this article, it is really touching that there are still people who reply to me at this update speed. No matter what, I have to give some benefits to those who support me, and I will share them together when I have more episodes.

For the next article, several ideas are already being planned, and it should be brewed for a longer time before writing. If I can't guarantee an update, I always feel ashamed of the people who read it, so I hope to save some manuscripts first.

In short, thank you for your favorites and replies, it is my greatest honor for you to come and see.See you later.