dust with light

The world is still turning, and will not stand still because of someone's absence.

***

Zhuo Yuchen lit a cigarette.

The bony hands held the cigarette lightly, and the blue blood vessels looked a little hideous against the pale skin, which made the hands that should be praised by people no longer look pleasing to the eye.

His fingertips are a little thin, almost as thin as smoke.

The smoke was indistinct, he took a deep breath, and soon after his throat was eroded by the choking smoke, he coughed desperately.It was so loud that people couldn't help but wonder if he was going to take out all his heart, liver, spleen, stomach and kidneys.

Maybe there won't be a heart in that pile of viscera, though.

After all, he had already dug out a sincere heart, and dedicated it to his true love with dripping blood.

Just being rejected.

Only.

Exhaling a long puff of smoke rings, he finally felt a little used to the smoky smoke.I really don't know why those guys who usually like to puff clouds and smoke can calmly regard smoking as enjoyment, he just feels dizzy from choking.

"Heh, aren't you quite proud, why are you so obedient now?"

A man sat in front of Zhuo Yuchen.

With his hands behind his back, the other party looked at him leisurely.The man was tall and straight, with a handsome and upright face, as if carved by a knife. It was the kind of appearance that would make people jealous of the injustice and preference of the Creator.

But now, the man looked at him like he was looking at a commodity, or some fun toy.There was a delicate young man dressed as a young master who hooked the man's neck with a smile, and leaned against the man softly, softly drawing on the man's chest with his plain white hands.

The man spoke lazily, and squeezed the boy's upturned buttocks: "Swallow the cigarette for me."

Lowering his eyes, he swallowed all the smoke he hadn't exhaled.

It's really choking.

"Young Master Zheng, this matter is indeed Xiao Dao's fault. I will find a way to solve it, and I will never let him appear in front of you again to stain your eyes," he said in a low voice, swallowing the cigarette forcefully, entangled in the In his throat, his voice sounded hoarse and low, "Look...can you hold your hand high and let go of the knife?"

"Let him go? Yuchen, I don't understand what you're saying." Zheng Yan sneered, "He provoked my pet. Now, I just chopped off two of his fingers. He fucked Isn't it fair that the little bitch cut off his two fingers twice? Are you right, little slut."

He stretched out his hand and brutally ravaged the boy who was hanging on him.

The young man whimpered and twisted his waist, his cheeks were flushed, and he repeatedly begged for mercy: "Yes, yes, Young Master Zheng is really kind!"

Zhuo Yuchen was extremely annoyed in his heart, and secretly scolded Zhao Xiaodao that this boy did not succeed in doing anything well enough that he failed in his success, and would only add to his troubles.

"However, if you want me to let him go," Zheng Yan casually put aside the confused young man, looked at him with interest, crossed his slender legs, and put his hands flat on top, "First put Finish the cigarette for me."

Zhuo Yuchen frowned, he had never smoked before, just now he was forced to take a sip by a man, it made him so hot that he really wanted to smoke a whole cigarette, Zhuo Yuchen extremely doubted whether he would was carried out.When he gritted his teeth and smoked the cigarette abruptly, the corners of his eyes turned red, and his originally pale face also appeared a little strangely rosy due to the ups and downs of his mood, which looked a little confusing.

Zheng Yan licked the corner of his lips, feeling very funny.

Seeing that Zhuo Yuchen finished smoking, he casually threw a bottle of arc wine to him.Zhuo Yuchen hurriedly reached out to catch it, almost stumbled, and then caught the wine bottle, preventing the wine from falling to the ground and breaking.

"Then give me a gulp of the wine. If that's the case, I'll think about whether or not to let that idiot go." Zheng Yan smiled, his voice was deep and magnetic, obviously a melodious bass, and Zhuo Yuchen's In his ears, it made him feel extremely harsh.

After struggling to find a corkscrew to pull out the cork on the wine bottle, Zhuo Yuchen was already dizzy.

He looked at the foreign language label on the wine bottle, which he couldn't understand at all, hesitated for a moment, and finally bit the bullet and poured it down.He drank in a hurry, and the excess wine dripped down his graceful neck until it disappeared behind the skirt of his clothes, making his shirt wet.

Nausea, discomfort, dizziness.

Zhuo Yuchen no longer knew where he was.

Seeing him in such a mess, Zheng Yan laughed more and more wantonly.

"Fun, so much fun!"

He stood up abruptly from the sofa, walked straight in front of Zhuo Yuchen, stretched out his hand and grabbed the hair of Zhuo Yuchen who was already standing unsteadily and half kneeling on the ground, forcing him to look up at him.

A trace of humiliation flashed in Zhuo Yuchen's eyes, but immediately, fearing Zheng Yan's identity and his own purpose, he had no choice but to put all the resentment in his heart.

Zheng Yan squatted down and leaned in front of him, breathing hot breath on Zhuo Yuchen's face, making Zhuo Yuchen's vision blurry.

"That idiot Li Jian is really reckless, or else," Zheng Yan lifted Zhuo Yuchen's chin frivolously, watching him like a snake sizing up its prey, "Yuchen, you dumped him, why don't you follow me? Has Li Jian ever fucked you? Actually, it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter if you are played to death by him, how about letting me have a taste of you? I think you must be hornier and thirstier than the one who wants to seduce Zhao Xiaodao on the bed Trash little bitch is even more coquettish."

Zhuo Yuchen's psychological defense completely collapsed.

He angrily exhausted all his strength, pushed away Zheng Yan who was harassing him, turned around and stumbled away, like a dog in mourning.

Zheng Yan laughed again. He stared deeply at Zhuo Yuchen's back, which was in a state of embarrassment but still had a straight back, and looked forward to playing tricks in the future.

How would he completely spoil this proud young man?

Running out of the box as if fleeing, and breathing the turbid air outside, Zhuo Yuchen not only didn't feel sober, but became more and more drowsy.

Zhao Xiaodao, who had been waiting at the door for a long time, saw him coming out, so he hurried up to him.

He helped Zhuo Yuchen and let him lean against the wall, and then asked with a straight face: "Brother Chen! So what... what does the surname Zheng say?" He raised his right hand, and there was a wound Layers of gauze were put on, and the wrapping was airtight. Zhao Xiaodao was uneasy, "I have already had two fingers chopped off...it should be a lesson, right?"

Zhuo Yuchen raised his head and stared at him expressionlessly.

That expression was so cold that Zhao Xiaodao couldn't help shivering, but he still had the courage to ask again just thinking about his own safety.

Zhuo Yuchen was very annoyed in his heart, and his tone was not very good: "Get out."

Zhao Xiaodao was stunned immediately, and he cried with a mournful face: "Brother Chen, help me again! I'm still young, I really know I was wrong, it was that little bitch who seduced me...for my brother Li Jian's sake , you go and beg Zheng Shao again! I can't die!"

"Then I should fucking die for you! You caused trouble yourself, and I want me to wipe your ass!"

Zhao Xiaodao retorted: "For my brother's sake! Please!"

Zhuo Yuchen couldn't take it anymore, he directly pushed away Zhao Xiaodao who was still begging him, dragged his tired body, and staggered out of the corridor of the box.

His mind was dazed, and he didn't know where he was going.

***

When Li Jian came to find Zhuo Yuchen, he was curled up in a corner, and a young bar attendant was surrounding him worriedly, asking if he was feeling unwell.

The bar staff looks ordinary, and can only be considered handsome.

Zhuo Yuchen curled himself up quietly, and let the bar staff carefully feed him some ice water to sober up.

Li Jian stepped up, snatched the glass from the barman's hand, and said politely but forcefully: "Sorry, he is my friend, give him to me."

The bar staff looked worriedly at Zhuo Yuchen, who was silent. Zhuo Yuchen was good-looking, which inevitably made him a little bit moved by his sexual orientation, so he couldn't help but care a little more: "Your friend, he's really okay. ?"

"fine."

"Okay..." The bar clerk rubbed the bridge of his nose awkwardly, suppressed his heartbeat, and left reluctantly. He still had work at the nightclub.

Li Jian took the water glass, without even looking at Zhuo Yuchen, he placed the glass of ice water on a bar table not far away.He stared at Zhuo Yuchen with some distaste, seeing that the other party remained silent, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed Zhuo Yuchen's collar, and forcibly tore him from the corner of the wall.

"What are you pretending to do here?" Li Jian glanced at the bar, where many men were hugging, kissing and flirting, which made him extremely uncomfortable.Afraid of being seen and misunderstood as gay, Li Jian couldn't help lowering his voice, "Would you go and ask Zheng Yan for mercy on the matter of Xiao Dao?"

Zhuo Yuchen didn't look up.

Li Jian was a little sullen, he didn't expect Zhuo Yuchen to dare to disobey him.

Obviously this person has been flattering her in front of her.

"Could it be that you think Zheng Yan is handsome and want to be fucked by him?" Li Jian snorted disdainfully, "Zhuo Yuchen, you are really disgusting, you are so short of men, so hungry that you want to seduce someone like Zheng Yan Scumbag?"

Zhuo Yuchen finally made some movement.

He raised his eyelids, staring at the sharp sword wearily.

The other party was far less handsome than Zheng Yan, but his face was deep, extremely tough, and full of masculinity.

This face was obviously his favorite, but now, he felt that it was extremely hideous and ugly.

"Don't yell so loudly, I'm a little tired..." Zhuo Yuchen said hoarsely. He was smoking and drinking, and his throat condition was extremely bad. Burning.

Not just physically tired, but more, from the coldness of the soul.

"...Tsk."

Li Jian rolled his eyes and found that someone was looking at him and Zhuo Yuchen, so he quickly let go of Zhuo Yuchen, as if he was a dirty thing.

"Homosexuality is really disgusting, being inserted into the ass by a man," Li Jian said with disgust, "Hmph... Zhuo Yuchen, you really don't like Zheng Yan?"

Zhuo Yuchen looked at him coolly.

"none of your business."

Li Jian was slightly annoyed: "So it's none of my business? You want to help Xiaodao, his mother is only such a son. If Zheng Yan really killed him, what would you ask his mother to do?"

Zhuo Yuchen felt like falling into an ice cave.

He was really tired.

"What's the matter, I'm worried that I will be seduced by Zheng Yan." He curled the corners of his lips mockingly, only thinking that he was living a ridiculous life, "If you let me mess up once, I will definitely not be seduced by Zheng Yan. "

"you!"

Zhuo Yuchen closed his eyes, he was really exhausted.Ignoring the furious sword, he closed his eyes and fell asleep again in a drowsy state.

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Didn't take medicine, pay attention to lightning protection, scumbags, severe abuse, don't accept criticism, please be quiet if you can't stand it, don't be cheap, show kindness.