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The old general of the Su family, that is, Su Ri'an's father, asked Guan Jiu to discuss a private business. Han Fei happened to go to France to find Guan Jiu at that time, so he went along with him.

The descendants of the Su family are relatively prosperous, and the sons seldom set up their own houses after marriage. They all live at home or next to their homes, so the house of the Su family is very similar to that kind of courtyard house, but it is also a modern architectural style. I found that it was only because there were so many houses that a large yard was surrounded.

Guan Jiu was invited into the back room to discuss. Mr. Su asked irrelevant personnel not to be involved, so as not to hurt innocent people. He secretly meant that Han Fei could not follow him in.Han Fei was not interested in Guan Jiu's business, so he stopped Guan Jiu from speaking for himself, and sat in the living room drinking tea and eating snacks.

He felt that Mr. Su was very hostile to him.When he followed Guan Jiu in and saw old man Su, the old man glanced at Guan Jiu and then his eyes fell on him.A pair of falcon-like eyes stared at him firmly, as if looking at an enemy who had invaded his territory, making his hair stand on end.Originally, he wanted to say hello and salute to the old man, but he looked extremely unwelcome with a straight face, so he could only smile shyly and shut his mouth.

It should be the first time for the two to meet, and he is neither ugly nor talking nonsense, and his clothes are not flashy as much as possible, why did he not like to see him?Han Fei was puzzled and couldn't figure it out. In the end, he could only think that this person was born with facial paralysis, and his personality is like this, so Su Ri'an is also like this, inherited.

After sitting for about half an hour, Han Fei couldn't sit still.

There are guards at the entrance to the courtyard of the Su family, but there are no servants in the house. When he was just sitting, someone came to bring him tea, water and fruit. Now the whole living room is empty, and no one talks to him or cares. He, he got up and walked out. As soon as he reached the door, he met a boy in a camouflage uniform carrying vegetables, so he stopped him and asked, "Handsome guy, may I ask, is Su Rian there?"

"Who are you, why are you looking for him?"

Han Fei was amused by the little brother's anti-thief look, and reached out to pat him on the shoulder to make him relax. He was not a bad person, but as soon as he raised his hand, the man jumped half a meter away vigilantly.He froze for a moment, looked him up and down, and the guard suddenly folded his arms and said, "What do you want to do?"

What can I do, is it possible that you are still afraid that I will fuck you right away?Han Fei felt that his question was strange, and his defense against himself seemed even more ridiculous.It's not that he put a label on his body that I need to be with a man, what does this look that I don't like men mean.

"I didn't want to do anything at first, but when you said that, I started to think about it. Do you want... um?" Han Fei winked at him and took a step forward.

The little brother backed away as if being stabbed, grabbed the vegetable box and was about to run, Han Fei quickly passed him and stopped in front of him and said with a smile, "Why run, I'm not a ghost."

The little brother snorted and threw something and clenched his fists with the intention of making a move. Han Fei quickly raised his hands in surrender and stopped molesting him. He said in a serious voice, "I'm Su Ri'an's friend. I have something to do with him."

"Young Master, he's not at home." The younger brother withdrew his hand and walked around him. Han Fei felt bored and shrugged and was about to leave when he stopped him. He said in a polite tone, "But there are people at Young Master's house. The building next to him It's his residence, if you need something urgent, go to him..."

The little brother suddenly stopped, muttered a few words, pointed to the house not far to the left with his finger, picked up his things and continued walking inside without waiting for Han Feidao to ask again.

Han Fei felt more and more that the members of this family and the guards they recruited were weird, so he shook his head and walked over there.

Su Ri'an's house has a small yard surrounded by itself. There are flowers and a shelf of grape vines in the yard, which looks quite cozy.

As soon as Han Fei entered the yard, he bumped into a man who ran out of it in a panic. The things in the man's hand were knocked off, and papers scattered all over the floor.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." The man apologized repeatedly, and hurried to pick up the things.

Han Fei bent down and picked up something that fell on his feet. It was a design drawing, a bracelet, signed by him familiarly, Liang Chengxuan, and the font was still so beautiful and chic.

I didn't expect to see him again two years later, and he was still at Su's house.

"Not bad, very beautiful." Han Fei said when he handed the things to him, without teasing or sarcasm, and his tone was calm.

There are many grievances and grievances between him and Liang Chengxuan. Although Liang Chengxuan's various actions towards him were hateful at the beginning, after that incident and a few years later, he has long since downplayed it. Unclear things were involved, and it was unexpected for him to meet him here. Originally, he just wanted to meet Su Ri'an on the way.

"Thank you." Liang Chengxuan smiled, took the paper and patted the dust away, and asked: "You are not from the Su family, are you here to find someone?"

Han Fei frowned. He was so friendly to him and smiled so brightly.

"I'm looking for Su Ri'an." Han Fei followed his words, "Is he not here?"

"Xiao An just went out, and he should be back in a while." Liang Chengxuan glanced at his watch, "Why don't you come in and wait for him for a while?"

"It would be best if you can wait, but I think you are in a hurry to go out, will it delay your business?"

"It's okay, it's just handing in a manuscript, I'll call someone to pick it up." Liang Chengxuan turned and walked inside, suddenly remembered something, stopped and turned around and said: "Are you Xiaoan's friend, I don't think I've seen it before. Forgot to introduce myself, my name is Liang Chengxuan."

Han Fei looked at his outstretched hand, feeling weird. He wanted to know what the other party wanted, so he shook his hand back and said, "Han Fei."

Liang Chengxuan didn't show much facial expression, the two just greeted each other politely like strangers meeting for the first time.

Han Fei was very surprised, frowned and asked, "Do you live here?"

"Yes." Liang Chengxuan was about to continue to say something, but someone behind him interrupted them.

"What are you doing here?"

Su Ri'an's tone was full of unwelcome and warning. He stepped forward and pulled Liang Chengxuan away from Han Fei, vaguely intending to protect him behind him.

Han Fei laughed, put his hands in his pockets and said with a smile: "You think I want to come, if your father hadn't asked Qi Dong to discuss business, I wouldn't have come. However, your life is very good, you and him... "

"My dad lives there, you are not welcome here." Su Ri'an interrupted him, and pulled Liang Chengxuan into the room.Liang Chengxuan pulled him back and asked, "Who messed with you again?"

Su Ri'an pursed his lips, stared at Han Fei, and clenched his hands.

"Probably me." Han Fei's eyes shuttled back and forth between the two of them, and he guessed something suddenly, and said, "I won't bother you, I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first."

Su Ri'an really wanted to tell him to get as far away as possible, but considering Liang Chengxuan, he endured it and still didn't say it.He kept watching Han Fei disappear from sight, and then turned around to pull Liang Chengxuan in.Seeing that Liang Chengxuan was staring at the direction Han Fei was leaving, he immediately became annoyed, grabbed his arm unceremoniously and asked, "What are you looking at, he looks good?"

"Not as good-looking as you." Liang Chengxuan smiled, but was happy for his jealousy, and reached out to hug him to comfort him. Su Ri'an angrily knocked off his hand and asked, "Then why do you keep looking at him?"

"I just think it's a bit strange." Liang Chengxuan told him his thoughts truthfully, "Xiao An, your friend came here specially to find you, why did you drive him away like this?"

"He's not my friend." Su Ri'an corrected, because Liang Chengxuan was unhappy speaking for Han Fei. Could it be that he has forgotten everything and still remembers Han Fei?He asked sullenly, "What did he tell you?"

"You just told me your name and you came back."

"He really didn't say anything?" Su Ri'an was dubious.With Han Fei's character, how could he not say anything, how could he not remember the grudges of the past.He didn't want his hard-won peaceful life to be disturbed by him just like that.

"No." Liang Chengxuan felt that he was a little nervous, and asked with a sigh: "Xiao An, what's wrong with you, why do you always feel that everyone wants to harm me?"

"Isn't it?" Su Ri'an asked back, feeling relieved to see that there was nothing unusual about him.

Liang Chengxuan couldn't understand what he meant. He felt that he was hiding a lot of things from himself. He wanted to ask, but he was afraid that if he asked, it would upset him and destroy their current life and relationship. I am very satisfied and don't want any changes. Even though Su Ri'an's overprotection from time to time and almost indiscriminate hostility to everyone makes him uncomfortable, but he still chooses to accept it all.

"Yes, yes, you said everything, I was wrong, don't be angry." Liang Chengxuan apologized softly, "By the way, I was going to the company to deliver manuscripts, didn't you say that there was a restaurant with good taste last time Do you want to try it, and go in a while?"

"No!" Su Ri'an turned and walked inside.

Liang Chengxuan grabbed him, forced him into his arms, and said with a smile: "I apologized, why are you still angry?"

Su Ri'an struggled slightly but was reluctant to part with this hug, and sternly said awkwardly: "Don't talk to him in the future!"

"Yes, my little ancestor, I will listen to whatever you say. Let's go, there will be too many people when we go later." Liang Chengxuan laughed, and pushed people outside even if he pulled and coaxed them. Finally, he succeeded in coaxing people. When I got in the car, I completely forgot about the person who appeared just now.

As soon as Han Fei reached the gate, Guan Jiu came out. He approached and took his arm affectionately, leaning on him like a bird and walking outside together, asking, "The business is over?"

"Confirmed for the time being." Guan Jiu was a little surprised that he would be so obedient today and didn't cause trouble for him, so he stopped and asked, "Did you see Liang Chengxuan?"

"You know he lives here?" Han Fei was startled.

"Where can he go if he doesn't live here?" Guan Jiu replied calmly and continued to move forward.

Han Fei could hear the sour taste in his words, and hurriedly followed him with a flattering smile and asked, "Did he lose his memory? He doesn't know me."

"Why, do you think he remembers you?" Guan Jiu's tone changed instantly.

"No! It's best not to remember me, and it's best not to think about it for the rest of my life!" Han Fei hurriedly replied, followed him into the car, hesitated for a while, and asked curiously: "Then, how did he lose his memory?"

"Want to know?" Guan Jiu took out a cigarette, and as soon as he handed it to his mouth, Han Fei snatched it quickly, and before he got angry, Han Fei quickly pressed him down and gave him a deep kiss, without hesitation Lie shamelessly on his chest and said: "I'm curious, and it's not like you don't know, everything I'm curious about must be clear, and you don't want to keep remembering him because of this. Ninth brother, You just tell people, huh?"

Guan Jiu grabbed his hand that lit the fire indiscriminately, gave him a big smile, and said word by word: "Remember to try it."

dare not try.Han Fei laughed a few times, but kept silent and didn't dare to ask any more questions.But then he got the answer anyway, on the bed.

Liang Chengxuan was rescued after being taken away that day, but his mind was completely disturbed.He has a bad temper, he wants to hit people when he sees people, he will smash things at every turn, he will always say something that others can't understand, and when he is quiet when he is not rioting, he will cry and beat himself and blame himself He will self-mutilate, even if he is locked in the room and confiscated everything that may cause him harm, it still cannot prevent him from hitting the wall and the table.

Su Rian was reluctant to tie him up like a prisoner and restrict his activities, so he had to remove everything in the room, leaving only one bed, and in the end, there was not even a single bed left, it was empty The room has protective measures even on the walls.

He invited a lot of doctors to see Liang Chengxuan, and put all his thoughts on him. Seeing a batch of doctors coming, and then shaking their heads away without any results, his temper became irritable. He couldn't accept that the man he loved so much was ruined like this.

A year later, Liang Chengxuan's condition was not under any control and became more and more serious. He no longer ate, drank, talked to anyone, or knew anyone. He was so hungry that his health was getting worse and worse.

Su Ri'an chose to make him lose all his memory.Forget Han Fei, forget him, forget all the people and things that have hurt him, a new body to live a new life, he will re-cultivate their relationship with a little patience, let all his past, present and In the future, there will only be their own shadow, and no one will intervene among them.

Han Fei sighed at Su Ri'an's persistence. He thought they were the same kind, but he was crazier than himself.As for Liang Chengxuan, to meet Su Ri'an in the first half of his unfortunate life, he should have used up all the good luck in his life.

Liang Chengxuan was born in the countryside. He has no father, only one mother, and no other relatives.His mother, Kong Fanqin, was a prostitute who couldn't farm or do heavy work. He started cooking and doing housework when he was very young. Half of the tuition fee was saved by himself.

Kong Fanqin was scolded for having affairs with many men in the village and forced her to leave the village and come to the town, where she rented a small shop that was built illegally to solicit skin and meat business.Every night, Liang Chengxuan would either wander the streets or squat at the door of his house, waiting for Kong Fanqin to finish his business inside before he went in.

He felt inferior since he was a child, he felt that he was an orphan, he never called Kong Fanqin's mother, and Kong Fanqin never called him his son, but this still couldn't stop the insults and contempt of Man Tianfei from flooding Liang Chengxuan's entire student life until he was admitted to the exam. Went to a very good university.

He thought that he could get rid of this dirty life, as long as he worked hard, he would gradually get better, but all this was shattered by Kong Fanqin's coming again.Kong Fanqin came to his school and said that he was sick and needed medical expenses, and asked him to support himself, otherwise he would be ruined.

Liang Chengxuan almost wanted to kill her directly, but he had a conscience. Although Kong Fanqin was very promiscuous, he had never hit him since he was a child. Sometimes he would give him some pocket money or take him to eat when he made more money in business. Delicious food, she will also pay his tuition fee, although it is very little, because she herself spends money lavishly and can't keep it.

In order to prevent Kong Fanqin from going back to his old job and being discovered by his classmates, Liang Chengxuan used the scholarship to rent a house outside, worked several jobs every day to earn money to support her and see a doctor, and left quickly thinking that she would recover.

Kong Fanqin's appetite was gradually raised by him. When she came to the big city for the first time, she began to envy the life of those rich housewives. She also began to learn to dress up and spend like them. Her expenses were getting bigger and bigger, and Liang Chengxuan couldn't afford it. rise.

Thinking of pursuing Han Fei was an accidental whim or a forced plan.

Han Fei was a man of the school at that time. Everyone knew about his family background. He was also a bold man who would not care about money with anyone.Liang Chengxuan wanted to be his friend at first, and then borrowed money from him to drive away Kong Fanqin, but Han Fei was too dazzling, too high-minded, surrounded by handsome and rich people, Han Fei didn't even look at him when he first met , so he knew this path would not work.

Later, Han Fei won the grand prize in the design competition, and many of his other works were published and praised by many people. Even when he was only a sophomore, many companies favored him, and famous professors in the school also favored him. If he admired him and wanted him to study in graduate school under his own name in the future, he would have no chance to get close to him, but Kong Fanqin was pushing harder and harder, reaching the point of madness.

His scholarship application failed, and his favorite professor knocked his work down to nothing, and he lost all hope.He began to resent the injustice of the heavens and envy Han Fei's good luck.Why did they have no worries about their future development since they were young, but they wanted to snatch the little bit of hope that he had worked so hard to get, so he wanted to pull him down and let him try to fail taste.

When he found out that Han Fei liked men, he desperately tried to understand all his living habits, trying to attract his attention, no matter how much he sarcastically sarcastically sarcasm himself, he would accept it, and tried every means to treat him well, he felt that chasing a man was the same as Chasing women is the same, but the kind of pursuit he gives Han Fei is different from others, which will make him very curious, even if in the end he pretends to cater to Han Fei in bed as the oppressed party.

Han Fei was kind to him, he would always buy good things for him, and gave him a bank card to spend as he wished, and he used the money to support Kong Fanqin.He took all of this for granted, and he felt that it was not enough. He sacrificed his dignity as a man, so what could he do with such a small reward, and he began to plan how to use Han Fei to climb up the ladder.

Han Fei’s inspirations are always rich, he always has his unique thinking, he draws a lot but he doesn’t have the habit of putting them away, they can be seen everywhere in his house, Liang Chengxuan will choose what he thinks is good, and secretly change it to his own name Go sign up for some international competitions.

At first, he was worried that Han Fei would find out, but later he found that Han Fei was not interested in these things, nor did he pay attention to them. After participating in several domestic competitions in the early days, he never participated in any activities.He asked Han Fei why, and Han Fei's answer was that he would start his own company after graduation, and he didn't need these reputations for the time being.

These words completely angered Liang Chengxuan, making him feel confident in all subsequent actions.After Kong Fanqin knew that he had gotten a lot of money, she began to encourage Liang Chengxuan to go to Han Fei to ask for more. Although Liang Chengxuan hated it, he still did it. They directed a scene for Han Fei to watch.

On the one hand, Liang Chengxuan felt unbalanced because Han Fei was superior to him in all aspects, but on the other hand, he missed his goodness. This was the only person in his life who was really good to him.He wants to start a company with him after graduation, but he has low self-esteem and is unwilling to always be in his name, nothing can compare to him.

After Kong Fanqin's illness, he sold the house and disappeared without a trace with his family and the stolen results, but no matter where he was, he never forgot Han Fei.

Life abroad was even more difficult, and he began to miss the days with Han Fei very much. He wanted to go back and ask for forgiveness, but Kong Fanqin frantically stopped him. Liang Chengxuan was all her hope for future life, and she did not allow this opportunity. run away.

Liang Chengxuan was forced to suffer from mania, and for a while he also suffered from depression.Even he himself didn't know how he got through that period of time, but he finally achieved his wish, despite the despicable methods, even though he was raped by some people and many people, he accepted it all calmly.

He needed a glamorous appearance to cover up those dirty pasts. He was ready to go back. He wanted to find Han Fei again and make him look at himself differently. He wanted to prove that he was equal to him, not inferior to him.

But his spiritual support has been broken. Han Fei fell in love with a more extraordinary person, richer and better than him, which drove him crazy. He couldn't tell what he felt for Han Fei Is it because he is still in love with him or is he always just wanting to win a game to prove that he is better than him in all aspects, or because his self-esteem has been seriously injured and he can no longer accept this world, he only wants that person.

Han Fei didn't give him this chance, and dismissed him, still sneering at him.He felt angry, unwilling, and regretful. He lost his mind and must imprison him, let him bow down to himself, even if he died in the end, he could only be his own, and he blamed all his tragedies On Han Fei's body.

Hateful people must have pity.

Han Fei sympathized with his life, but felt that all his sins were self-inflicted and he deserved it.He snatched the cup Guan Jiu was about to drink, and asked seriously, "If I suddenly go crazy one day, and there is no doctor in the world who can cure me, what will you do?"

"Why did you say this suddenly?" Guan Jiu's expression was indifferent.

Han Fei was a little angry, "Why don't you follow the routine? Shouldn't you say something nice to coax me at this time? Also, what's your attitude? Do you think I'm naive? Be careful..."

"I will lock you up and destroy myself." Guan Jiu interrupted him.

locked up?Han Fei was stunned for a moment, grabbed his clothes, and was furious: "How dare you! You have no conscience, have you played enough?"

Facing his anger, Guan Jiu was even calmer. He just stared at his face. Just when Han Fei thought they might have a fight today, he heard him say, "You won't experience what Liang Chengxuan encountered. I will not allow anyone to do anything. If you dare to drive yourself crazy, believe it or not, you will be the first one to collapse!"

Han Fei froze, then burst out laughing.

He forgot, he is not Liang Chengxuan, Guan Jiu is not Su Ri'an, none of them have any similarities, and Guan Jiu can't do the kind of thing that gives up everything for others, otherwise he wouldn't think about it back then He managed to get the blood on his hands.

In a life without comparability or even reference value, there is no need for assumptions at all, and such assumptions will never happen.He won't go crazy, and he won't make him lose his memory. They can live and die together. If he collapses him, he won't be able to live either.

After thinking about it, they have been together for so many years, and there has never been such a thing as romance from the beginning to the end. If there has been, does it count as killing people together?

"It's boring." Han Fei put down his cup and pulled the person towards him, and put his hand into his pants: "Come on, let's do something meaningful, life is too short."