unexpected gap

For several days after returning home, Han Shaohui seldom went out, spending most of his time with his daughter.He also brought Cui Yuzhen and Wu Ma over from the old house not long ago. Cui Yuzhen saw that the relationship between the father and daughter was stiff, and helped him to reconcile and say a lot of good things, which had a great effect. Tiantian finally forgave behavior of the father.

It just so happened that his daughter's birthday was approaching, so Han Shaohui took some time to go out and buy gifts. By the way, he also bought a gift for Su Jin for Tiantian, as compensation for leaving without saying goodbye last time.

While waiting for the gift to be packed, he received a text message from Chen Xing, saying that Su Jin had called him in the morning to say goodbye, and that he would fly back to City Y at noon tomorrow.When Han Shaohui was about to call back and ask which flight it was, he received another text message with the specific flight and departure and arrival time.

Han Shaohui stared at the phone for a long time, and couldn't help laughing slightly. He hadn't seen him for more than a month, and he finally came back.As long as he thinks about coming back, it means that the harm caused by that incident in his heart is not too great, and one day he will forget it, and when he slowly remembers everything, they can start again.

The next day, Han Shaohui arrived at the airport nearly an hour earlier, sat in the car and watched the exit of the airport and kept a motionless posture, afraid that he would miss the person he had missed for so long in the blink of an eye.

After Su Jin and Wu Qiaoxiu got off the plane, they sat in the lobby for a while before coming out.Wu Qiaoxiu had never been on a plane, and her health was not very good. After getting off the plane, she felt uncomfortable. She was short of breath and pale.

As soon as they reached the door, Han Shaohui saw it, and was about to put out his cigarette and get out of the car, when he saw a person rushing out of a taxi parked in front of him, he knew that person, it was Shen Muyang.

Such a sudden change made Han Shaohui's hand on the car door handle freeze, and the action of putting out the cigarette in the ashtray stopped halfway, and he forgot what to do for a moment, so he could only just look at them like this.

The reason why Shen Muyang came to pick him up was because Su Jin told him.After they talked on the phone last time, they occasionally sent messages. Shen Muyang asked when he would be back, and Su Jin told him.Originally, he was not asked to pick it up, but Shen Muyang insisted, Su Jin couldn't hold him back, so he had to agree.

"Sorry, I'm late, there is a little traffic jam on the road, have you been waiting for a long time?"

"No, the plane is late, and we just got out."

"That's good, I thought I was late."

Shen Muyang turned his attention to the woman next to Su Jin. Su Jin said in a text message that he came back with his mother. Although he didn't know what happened to him there, how could a mother appear suddenly, but he thought that he might have recovered. Part of the memory, I remembered my mother, and I was relieved, and greeted warmly: "Auntie, hello, I am Shen Muyang."

"Hello, Mr. Shen." Wu Qiaoxiu responded politely, looking up and down at the person in front of her, wearing a pair of glasses, she looked gentle, not much older than Su Jin, but her overall spirit was very bad, a bit like a long-term Malnutrition.

The polite dialogue between Wu Qiaoxiu and Shen Muyang and the obvious alienation made Su Jin feel puzzled. Didn't they both meet each other before? How could this still be the case?However, he didn't think about it too much. Seeing that the person in front of him was a lot haggard and thinner, and he didn't have the elegant image of the past at all, he couldn't help but asked with concern: "You were on the night shift again yesterday?"

"It's a night shift this week, so I'm used to it. Auntie, let's get in the car." Shen Muyang smiled, and reached out to pick up the two large suitcases in Su Jin's hands. Su Jin glanced at Wu Qiaoxiu, and after a little hesitation, he gave it away. He alone, and the three of them got into the taxi together.

Han Shaohui just sat in the car and watched their car go further and further away, and finally disappeared from sight.The burning tingle from his fingers brought him back to his senses. He glanced at the smoke that had burned between his fingers, and without fear of burning it, he directly crushed it out with his fingers, threw it into the ashtray, and started the car to catch up. In the past, he almost collided with a car passing by at a high speed, but luckily he braked in time.

Shen Muyang first took the two of them to a restaurant for a meal, and then sent them to his residence.He told Su Jin not to look for a house, but to live with him. Anyway, he has a hospital dormitory to live in, so he can move out.Su Jin was unwilling, and he thought that Wu Qiaoxiu would definitely not be willing either, so he rejected his offer and insisted on looking for another house near the school. Shen Muyang couldn't persuade him, and let him live with him temporarily during the few days when he was looking for a house , Su Jin accepted his suggestion.

Originally, I thought it would be difficult to find a house. After all, it is close to the city center. It is still a bit difficult to find a house with a good price and environment and close to the school. Su Jin didn't expect that he would be lucky. He inadvertently asked about the property and found it.

The house is in the same neighborhood as Shen Muyang's, but the two buildings are quite far apart. The area is the same size, but the price is only half of Shen Muyang's.He went to see the house. Although the furniture is not brand new, it is all complete and not old. The landlord does not require a deposit for the property fee, but requires a one-time sign for three years, and the rent is paid once a year, which is exactly what he wants. Without saying a word, I paid the rent for one year immediately.

Su Jin found a house and began to move immediately. The things he brought from home were basically untouched, and the two boxes were transported there. However, when he lived with Shen Muyang in the past, there were a lot of things, especially some gadgets. Still very time consuming.

Shen Muyang saw that he was holding a sorting box in the room, collecting the trinkets they bought when they went out together, feeling very uncomfortable.He thought that they had resumed contact, and Su Jin was back, and that those past events should be left alone, and they could still live as before, but the contact these few days gave him obviously not the feeling.Su Jin is no longer as close to him as before, and there is an invisible barrier between them.

"Ajin." He called out.

"What's the matter?" Su Jin replied, hearing that he had no follow-up, so she stopped working and looked up at him, "What's the matter?"

Shen Muyang looked at him straight, his lips moved, as if trying to bear it, and finally said: "Ah Jin, I'm sorry, I lost my nerve last time, I shouldn't treat you like that, I'm just a bastard, you Hit me and scold me in any way, as long as you are willing to forgive me, I..."

Su Jin breathed a sigh of relief, he had been waiting for Shen Muyang to take the initiative to say this.He really didn't blame him, on the contrary, he should be grateful, if he didn't do that, he would never know the truth, and he wouldn't know that he still had such an unbearable past.

"Mu Yang, I don't blame you. If you hadn't done that, I would have been under your protection all the time, completely ignorant of what I've been through before." Su Jin stood up, smiled, and said relaxedly: "Maybe something similar happened before that I didn't think of."

"No more, there is nothing like that, don't think about it!" Shen Muyang's heart ached, and he walked over to hug him tightly, "Ah Jin, those are all in the past, everything is in the past, you have me now, I don't care! You just act like nothing happened, no one knows, life is still the same as before, and we are still the same as before."

Act like nothing happened?Easier said than done.He would have that nightmare almost every day when he sleeps, and the scene is too deep and real in his mind.Sometimes he would even think about why such a thing happened to him, why he didn't die in the first place, and why he still has the face to live until now.Even if he thinks so, he doesn't want to die now, he can't forget about it, but he wants to live, he has a mother.

Su Jin raised his hand and gently hugged Shen Muyang back. He likes this embrace that once gave him a lot of warmth. When he was in the most difficult time, it gave him the warmth of home, but this warmth he will never forget now, and even in the future. Come on, he doesn't deserve it.

"Mu Yang, thank you for taking care of me these past few years and for tolerating all my bad problems. I have been very happy these few years."

Shen Muyang's heart was startled, as if he had been hammered by something, and his hand loosened immediately. Su Jin took a step back and left him, saying: "There are some things that you don't care about, but I do. I can't give you what you want anymore .”

"What do you mean?" Shen Muyang was completely stunned, "You want to break up with me?"

"Although Qin Xiaozhou is wayward, his nature is not bad. You have been together before, and now he loves you so much, you..."

"I don't love him, I love you!" Shen Muyang interrupted him, furious uncontrollably, he actually wanted to push himself to others, he couldn't accept it, "Is it because your mother disagrees?"

"No, my mother knows."

"Why is that? Is it because of Han Shaohui? Do you want to be with him?"

Su Jin frowned slightly. If he heard such words before, he would definitely be angry, but this time he didn't. Now he understands why Shen Muyang was so nervous, suspicious and lost his temper.

"It has nothing to do with him. I know I was a lover with him before. Even so, I never thought about getting back together with him. I don't have that kind of affection for him. I have always regarded him as a friend and brother." Su Jin After a pause, his tone softened, "I just want to live a quiet life with my mother now. After I graduate from university, I will go back with her, find a job, and honor her well."

"What about me?" Shen Muyang was stunned, he went back, did he really want him?

"I'm sorry." Su Jin didn't know what else to say other than an apology. He took his things and was about to leave. Shen Muyang stretched out his hand to hold him, but Su Jin quickly dodged and took a few steps back to look at him vigilantly. When he dared not go forward, he left directly.