unexpected gap

Su Jin was shocked. He never thought that his amnesia would be related to a woman, and he once called this woman sister-in-law.Suddenly countless speculations flooded out, and he even flashed out whether he robbed someone else's husband and lost his memory because of his broken brain.As soon as this idea appeared, he himself shuddered. If it was true, then he deserved it.After thinking about it carefully, I found it impossible. This person didn't seem to be here to settle old scores.

After drinking several sips of water to calm herself down, Su Jin looked at her and said, "Be more specific, I don't remember this incident."

"Of course you don't remember. You were not in a good state of mind at that time." Li Juan thought for a while, then changed the word to describe it, "There is something wrong with your nerves."

Nervous problem?Su Jin remembered what Chen Xing said. He said that he had suffered from schizophrenia. Han Shaohui was treating him, but he was picked up later. When he reappeared, he had lost his memory. Did she want to say that? That's it?

"You're saying I have schizophrenia."

Li Juan widened her eyes, "Do you remember?"

"Chen Xing told me. I was suffering from schizophrenia. Han Shaohui sought the best doctor to treat me. Not long after the treatment started, I was taken away. No one knew what was going on. Wait until I come back." When I arrived in this city, I lost my memory." Su Jin was narrating calmly on the surface, but his heart was full of turmoil, and he was looking forward to what she would say.

"He said..." Li Juan was a little distracted, forced a smile, "He should tell you, I did this, I got you away and sent you abroad."

"What?" Su Jin almost jumped up from the stool, did he guess right just now? "Be clear, what the hell is going on, and why are you doing this?"

Li Juan had expected him to react like this a long time ago, she was not surprised, and continued to say calmly: "If you want to tell the reason, you have to start talking about it several years ago."

Su Jin didn't say anything, but tightened her fingers holding the cup, and lowered her eyes to listen to her quietly.

Li Juan took a deep breath, put her hand on her stomach lightly, and started from the beginning regardless of whether he remembered those things or not.

"You and Mouse, that is, my husband, are classmates at the same university, so I know you. I was a nurse at the People's Hospital at that time. We have known each other for many years. You have been waiting for someone, although that person has been waiting for you. None of them showed up, but you firmly believe that he will come back."

Why did another person appear?Su Jin wondered: "Who am I waiting for?"

"You should guess."

"Han Shaohui?" Su Jin blurted out, even he himself didn't understand why he thought of him first.

Li Juan nodded slightly, and was about to say more, but Su Jin interrupted her: "Why should I wait for him? I know I was with him when I was in college, but...but..."

Su Jin didn't know what to say, Chen Xing said they didn't break up!What they said made him unable to connect, and some of them were contradictory. He began to wonder whether anyone had told the truth.

"You and Han Shaohui were also classmates. He was a freshman in your freshman year. He abandoned you and went abroad. You came out because of him, and your family didn't accept you, so you ran away from home, and you were excluded at school, so you dropped out of school. Later I have been staying in this city, foolishly waiting for him to come back."

How could this be... Su Jin was silent.Li Juan continued: "In the fifth year after you left school, he really appeared. He is married and has a child of a few years old. You can still be with him in your fantasy, we advise you, If you don't listen, you will turn against us."

"I fell out with my friends just to be with a married man who abandoned me?" Su Jin didn't believe it, he was definitely not such a person, he would not pester a married man.

"He was divorced at that time."

"Then I won't do that, I'm not that stupid!"

"But you did that." Li Juan said with certainty, "I don't know why you got schizophrenia later, when I saw you in the hospital, you were like that. Han Shaohui found the best psychological Doctors and psychiatrists see you, and you don’t allow anyone to approach you except him, so he stays with you every day. Then I found out that you don’t resist me, so I will take care of you when he has something to do. Despite the best The doctor here also has the best care, but your illness has not improved at all, but has become more and more serious. At this time, Shen Muyang found my home. "

Shen Muyang?Su Jin looked up, and Li Juan knew what he wanted to ask, and said, "I see that you are working too hard alone, so I want to introduce you to someone. He was a doctor in our hospital at the time."

Heh, she introduced them to each other, not Shen Muyang who said that he slowly fell in love with him after seeing him sick in the hospital. Who is real and who is fake?

"He asked me to cooperate with him to get you out of the hospital, saying that he has a way to cure your illness, give you a new life, and prevent you from suffering. I just agreed after hesitating for a while. I don't think Han Shaohui is worthy of it." You, what brings you is only pain, he can abandon you for so many years, and he will also abandon you in the future, so we just..."

"The partner took me away, then erased my memory, and let me live what you call a new life?" Su Jin was angry, and punched the table, thinking that he had heard a very ridiculous Reason, "Why do you take away my memory? Why do you decide which path I should take? Don't say it's for my own good, even friends shouldn't do this! Do you know that I have lost my memory and can't remember me? Dad was mad at me. He didn't know that I had a mother who was seriously ill. Shen Muyang made me live well. I went to school carefree, but I almost didn't see my mother! And Now, you all know me, and I'm being played around like a fool by all of you."

Faced with his loud accusations, Li Juan admitted: "I thought it should be your choice to do that, thinking that if you were normal, you would also choose this way..."

"I won't!" Su Jin denied, "No matter how dirty and unbearable my past is, I won't want to escape."

Li Juan was silent. If he was normal, he would have bravely accepted everything according to his personality. She completely ignored this point at the time and listened to her husband and Shen Muyang to make choices for him. How could they have the right to decide other people's decisions? Destiny.

"You are indeed not a person who likes to escape. When Shen Muyang took you away, Han Shaohui heard the news of your disappearance, and almost died in a car accident. He frantically looked for you everywhere, looking for someone to find out your whereabouts I understand that he found out that I did it long ago, and I took advantage of his trust. Originally, with his ability, my husband and I would not have any foothold in this city, but he said it was for your sake At that time, I completely regretted it and knew that we had made a wrong decision. We judged Han Shaohui's character by what we thought he was, but in fact he was not like that at all, he..."

"Stop talking!" Su Jin yelled, his head began to hurt. How could the truth he was expecting be like this? Thanks to that person.

"I'm sorry, I thought I would cause you so much harm. You can beat and scold me as much as you want, and I can do whatever you want, as long as you forgive us."

"Can beating you and scolding you change anything?" Su Jin asked back, he wouldn't hit a woman, let alone a pregnant woman, "Why don't you keep it a secret, anyway, I won't remember you if I lose my memory, and I won't go to Follow up on what happened back then."

"That's different." Li Juan shook her head, "I've been having trouble sleeping and eating all these years, and Han Shaohui's sad and frenzied face always appeared in front of my eyes. Going back to my hometown with the mouse and never coming back again, this matter is a thorn in my heart, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life if I don’t explain it clearly. Su Jin, will you always blame us?"

The process of waiting for the answer was long and tormented. There was a long silence in the room, and the atmosphere became tense and depressing.Li Juan was a little restless, she kept twisting the fingers of both hands, and looked straight at him with a pair of eyes.

Su Jin thought about what she said over and over again, his head almost exploded, until the back was blank, he didn't want to think about anything.

"My amnesia was caused by Shen Muyang, so why did I suffer from schizophrenia? Did I have such a hidden disease before?"

"As far as I know, no, you have always been fine. Apart from yourself, Han Shaohui is probably the only one who knows the reason best. You can ask him."

"Han Shaohui, will he tell me the truth?" Su Jin sneered, he didn't know if what she said was true, everyone has a saying, who knows if there will be someone who wants to talk to him tomorrow, and then tell Another version of him, it's so sad that he even depends on others to narrate his own life.

"He will." Li Juan is very firm, "As long as you ask, he will definitely tell you everything he knows. After all, in this world, I don't think anyone loves you more than him. He will not lie to you."

Su Jin rubbed her face, took a long breath, looked at her and said, "Go, I don't blame you anymore."

Li Juan couldn't believe her ears. The person who was so angry just now forgave her easily.

"Su Jin, I..."

"You go."

"If possible, I still hope that you can be with Han Shaohui. You didn't fall in love with Shen Muyang at that time. If you only have gratitude and dependence on him now, but no real love for him, then you should consider my suggestion. I think your heart I still remember that unforgettable relationship, even though you lost your memory." Li Juan stood up, "I'm sorry. Su Jin, goodbye."

Su Jin stared at the door she left in a daze, and was with Han Shaohui again, why were they together?