unexpected gap

"Where did you find it?" Shen Muyang sat down on a stool beside him dejectedly, and fumbled in his pocket, trying to find a cigarette, but found an empty box.

"Among the bunch of dolls I bought back then, did you sew them in?"

Shen Muyang didn't admit it or deny it, and said with a wry smile: "I thought you would throw it away, that doll is dirty."

"I have already cleared it to the trash can. Fortunately, my mother helped me tidy it up again. You already knew this thing was mine, why did you hide it?"

"Why?" Shen Muyang sneered, all his hard work has been completely in vain at this moment, he rubbed his face heavily, "Why, because this is what Han Shaohui gave you, even if you are insane, you can't sleep at all , you can calm down by grabbing this. Su Jin, he hurt you so much, why do you only think about him, he has driven you out of your insanity, what good is he?"

"Even if he drove me crazy back then, I deserved it. I did it myself. I did it voluntarily, but you can't just erase all my memories just because of this!"

"Those memories of yours are all painful and unbearable, what's the use of them?"

"That's better than being a blank sheet of paper and watching you guys who know the whole truth acting there! I'm like a monkey being tricked by you. If I want to know something, I have to ask one by one. Everyone tells me My versions are different, and I have to guess, even now, I don't know which ones are real and which ones are fake."

"What's the point of being true or false now? You still made a choice. Are you going to return to him and start over with him?" Shen Muyang's voice trembled slightly, his fingers clenched tightly, and the strong loss engulfed him, He still lost to Han Shaohui, is this fate?

"I don't want to be around anyone, I just want to guard my mother." Su Jin went to take off the ring, her finger was red and still didn't take it off, it seemed that it was really too small.

He couldn't take it off, he didn't bother to do it again, and asked: "Since you knew that I had schizophrenia, do you know why I got this disease?"

Shen Muyang was stunned for a moment: "Didn't you remember that incident first?"

The first thing I remembered... Su Jin froze, it was really caused by stimulation.

"Then do you know..."

"You should ask Han Shaohui about this." Shen Muyang knew what he wanted to ask, and interrupted him, with a flash of revenge in his eyes

Feeling, "Although he did not do it, but he caused it indirectly, it is only natural for the father to pay the debt."

Su Jin couldn't understand, and felt that his tone of voice was weird.

"Please explain clearly, what do you mean?"

Shen Muyang was silent, Su Jin waited for an answer, and turned around to leave, but was held back by him.

"Su Jin, do you really hate me for taking you away? Could it be that I can't compensate you for my kindness to you all these years?" Shen Muyang looked sad and lonely.

"Yes." Su Jin looked at him and replied with certainty: "Mu Yang, I don't blame you for taking me away, maybe it was because you loved me at that time, but you shouldn't keep hiding it from me, even if you You told me all those things after I recovered from my illness, and I won't blame you, all I want is the truth."

"Really? Did I cause the land we are in today?" Shen Muyang let go of his hand and shook his head, "When I picked you up, Han Shaohui mobilized a lot of manpower to find you, even Guan Jiuye. , I thought you would be taken back immediately, but no, Master Jiu took us in, gave you the best medical conditions, cured your illness, and let us leave safely, I thought Han Shaohui gave up, now it seems, He didn't give up, his compromise and patience back then was for me to bring you back one day. Tell me, is this a game from the beginning?"

Bureau?Maybe, isn't he always in the game?

"No matter what, I have to thank you and your family." Su Jin breathed a sigh of relief, and when the last doubt was resolved, he would break with the past.

"Is it only gratitude... Su Jin, have you ever loved me, even a little bit?"

Ever loved?Loved, until he remembered that incident, he has always loved him, not just a simple thank you, but now too many things are mixed together, he himself is not clear, "loved, I have always loved him I love you very much, and I never thought of breaking up with you until I didn't remember that incident."

After getting the answer he wanted to hear, Shen Muyang's expression softened a little.

Su Jin continued: "What about you? Between Qin Xiaozhou and me, do you know your feelings? When you robbed me, was it love or something else?"

"I……"

The door of the operating room opened, and a nurse came out and asked, "The hospital is running out of type A blood, which of you has type A blood?"

"Me." Shen Muyang replied, looking at Su Jin.Su Jin turned his head, he would not save a person who was bent on hitting him and almost killed Han Shaohui.

"With you watching, I'll go first."

"Su Jin!" Shen Muyang called to him, his lips twitched slightly, "Can you..."

"No." Su Jin refused without thinking, "I will never let this matter go, I must make it clear that he should be punished, and he should not try to escape!"

Shen Muyang knew that there was no room for maneuver, so he didn't say any more, and left with the nurse.

As soon as he left, Su Jin immediately turned around and left, tears gathered in his eyes as he walked, he raised his head to force them back, but unexpectedly there were more, his whole face was wet like water bursting a bank.

It's useless!He scolded himself and rubbed his hands indiscriminately, feeling very uncomfortable.

The breakup he proposed with Shen Muyang has always avoided him and refused to accept his reunion. Seeing him falling in love with someone else made him feel neither sad nor sad. What made him sad was that he always thought that the person who loved him very much was not as good as himself at all. If you think you love yourself, in Shen Muyang's heart, Qin Xiaozhou will always be the number one. Even if Qin Xiaozhou wants his life again and again, Shen Muyang will still think of pleading for him!

The robbery at the beginning was wrong!

A few days later, the police came to give Su Jin a statement. This time they also found out Qin Xiaozhou's old case. Su Jin didn't want to hide it, and answered what he asked.He didn't go to the hospital to find Qin Xiaozhou, because Qin Xiaozhou was still awake, and Shen Muyang never contacted him again. Even Han Shaohui seemed to disappear in an instant.Su Jin called several times but no one answered.

On a fine morning, Su Jin went to the vegetable market, bought a lot of seasonal vegetables and poultry, and mentioned it to the door of Han Shaohui's villa. Since he couldn't find anyone on the phone, he went to the door by himself and insisted on seeing his house for himself. Don't worry about the injury.

This is Su Jin's third visit here, one time for happiness, the other time for gratitude, this time besides gratitude, there is more tension and panic.

Ding dong— ding dong—

Han Shaohui saw Su Jin through the camera, and was about to press it off. He stayed on it for a long time or left, and went out to open the door himself.

"What's the matter?"

"I... I'll come and see you." Su Jin was at a loss, he was too indifferent, "How is your injury?"

"It's okay. Come in." Han Shaohui opened the door to let him in, and when he saw the two big bags he was carrying, he stretched out his hand to take them, and Su Jin didn't even have time to express his objections.

"Sit wherever you want. What would you like to drink?"

"water."

In the end, Han Shaohui gave him a glass of juice with some ice cubes, sweet and sour, icy and cool, just to relieve the heat.After drinking the juice, Su Jin held the cup and didn't know what to say. She couldn't say a word that she had prepared before coming.

"Well, where's Tiantian?"

"She hasn't finished school yet, my mother went to worship the temple with Wu Ma."

Su Jin snorted, but couldn't find a topic anymore.

Han Shaohui sat across from him, flipping through a pile of documents on the table.He looks very serious and calm, but actually he can’t read a word, his mind is full of the person opposite, but he has to force not to look at him, worried that he won’t be able to hold back after seeing him, and his vacillating determination will collapse .

"Hey, Su Jin, you're here. When did you come?"

"Sister Shen." After being liberated, Su Jin immediately stood up, "I just arrived too."

Su Jin went to help her carry things, Han Shaohui put down the overturned documents and stared at the two of them.

"You came at a good time. I bought a lot of vegetables. I heard that you are very good at cooking. Show us your skills today?"

"Of course, I also bought a lot of vegetables. I will make you whatever you want."

"Finally there is no need to eat takeaway." Shen Nan sighed, looked at Han Shaohui who seemed to be in a daze, and asked, "Mr. Han, do you mind if I stay for a meal?"

"Whatever." Han Shaohui was upset.

Su Jin was in charge of all the lunch preparations, and Shen Nan was sitting on the sofa watching TV, looking like a guest.

Han Shaohui kept looking at the kitchen, hearing the tinkling noises inside, feeling uncomfortable.

"You go and help him."

"No." Shen Nan spread his hands, "I can't handle a kitchen knife, but I'm very good at holding a machete."

Han Shaohui frowned, got up and went into the kitchen, Shen Nan smiled and switched the TV to the cartoon channel.

The kitchen became different because of Han Shaohui's arrival. Su Jin panicked. He had already thought about what to do, but forgot all about it for a while, and almost cut into his hands when cutting vegetables.

"I come."

"Ah." Su Jin wanted to refuse, but his hand was already handed out.Seeing Han Shaohui's proficient knife skills, he couldn't help sighing: "You are very good at cutting vegetables, better than me."

"I used to do the cutting of vegetables, and you were only in charge of cooking." Han Shaohui said lightly, put the shredded pork into a porcelain plate, and picked up the lotus root from the water.

Su Jin was stunned, "Really..."

"You also forced me to practice my knife skills. I didn't know anything before."

"Oh." Su Jin didn't know how to continue, and said after a long silence: "Last time, because of the children in the orphanage, I spoke a little louder. I didn't want to scold you, I was just too anxious."

"I know, I don't care." Han Shaohui's hand paused for a second. God knows that he was in a bad mood for several days because of those few words, which made everyone in the company suffer.

"And my mother was able to accept me. I know it was your help, thank you." After finishing speaking, Su Jin added: "It's the same this time, thanks to you saving me, otherwise I..."

"Are you still planning to forgive Qin Xiaozhou and not pursue his crime?" Han Shaohui asked suddenly, interrupting him.

Su Jin's head went down for a while, and he quickly said: "No, not this time, just do whatever you want."

"This is the best way. Even if you listen to Shen Muyang and still don't pursue it, I will not let him go." Han Shaohui stopped, "You don't need to worry about this matter, I have already arranged it."

The topic came to an abrupt end here, and neither of them said a word until the dishes were served.