This is a sad story

3. In the early morning, the quiet atmosphere of the small space was broken by a loud knock on the door.

"Hey, open the door for me, I forgot the key."

After a while, the door opened.Behind the door was a tall and handsome man. He looked at him who smelled of alcohol, and couldn't help frowning, "Why did you drink so much today?" The man who drank couldn't help but lose his temper, "No need You care" pushed him away and walked in by himself.

Lou Yinfeng didn't speak, and went to prepare warm towels and sober tea, while Ji Yang leaned on the sofa uncomfortable, covering his eyes with his hands, as if recalling something painful.

Lou Yinfeng brought the towel and tea, gently lifted Ji Yang's body, gently wiped his cheeks with the towel, then handed the tea to his mouth, and watched him drink it bit by bit. "Did you see her again today?" Lou Yinfeng said suddenly.Ji Yang opened his eyes, "Yes, I saw her. She is with a man, and that man looks very good." "Then you should be happy." "No, I want her with me. Lou Yinfeng pursed her lips, "Then what should I do?" "You?" Ji Yang straightened up slightly, "We agreed before that you will stay by my side, but I may not like you." Lou Yin Feng darkened his eyes. "But, I'm already 26 years old." Ji Yang looked at him coldly, "You should have thought that you would not have a family when you entered this circle." Ji Yang stood up and walked to the room.Leaving Lou Yinfeng alone in the cold living room.

the next day.Ji Yang opened his eyes, but didn't find the familiar figure next to him, so he stood up and walked around, and found him in the kitchen.Lou Yinfeng was making breakfast, like a gentle wife.

But he remained silent and did not turn his head to give Ji Yang a warm smile like usual. "You..." Ji Yang tried to speak, but something seemed to be stuck in his throat and he couldn't make any sound.At this time Lou Yinfeng turned around and smiled at him warmly, but that smile seemed to reveal the distance, Ji Yang didn't know if it was his own illusion. "Ah, go wash your face and get ready to eat." Ji Yang looked at the alarm clock on the top and found that the pointer had stopped at 11. He nodded and went into the bathroom.

At the dinner table, there was silence again, Ji Yang didn't know what stupid thing he did yesterday when he was hangover. "That..." He tried to cheer up the atmosphere.But Lou Yinfeng stopped him, "Eat well, and talk less while eating." Ji Yang put down his chopsticks, "Lou Yinfeng, what did I do yesterday?" Lou Yinfeng stopped chewing, shook his head, After a pause, he looked into his eyes and asked him, "Ji Yang, are you in love with me?" Ji Yang didn't know how to answer this question, he avoided Lou Yinfeng's fiery gaze, after a while, He said, "Isn't it good that we are like this?" I sit together and don't know what to eat." Ji Yang was silent, and the pointer was spinning. "Then, you can leave if you want, and I can't keep you selfishly." Ji Yang said.Lou Yinfeng smiled, "Can't be selfish? You have been selfish and kept me by your side for 5 years, and let me go around with you as the center." Ji Yang was a little angry, "You did it voluntarily, I never said that Love you." "Yes, you never said you loved me, I did it voluntarily, but." Lou Yinfeng smiled self-deprecatingly. "But I thought your heart would be melted, but I didn't expect that these five years are nothing in your heart. You even let me go without thinking because of a few words I said." Lou Yin Feng lowered his head.Ji Yang stood up, "Lou Yinfeng, I said I don't like men, you came to the door yourself, said you like me and love me, and you want to stay by my side and take care of me." Ji Yang turned around, "I don't even have the right to say no , you cling to me, harass me, and want me to accept you, but I don't love you in the first place." Ji Yang strode away.Leaving Lou Yinfeng alone at the dining table to feel sorry for himself.

When he came back at night, Ji Yang found that Lou Yinfeng was packing his luggage, took a look and went to the room, but Lou Yinfeng ignored him and didn't ask him if his work went well today.

Early the next morning, when Ji Yang woke up, there was no sign of Lou Yinfeng in the house. He even slept in the living room last night.But when he saw the usual breakfast on the dining table, Ji Yang's heart was unavoidably moved.While biting his bread, Ji Yang thought, "He has come here not once or twice, always holding a suitcase and saying he wants to leave, but he ends up staying at a friend's house for two days and then comes back, always acting like a child." He likes to make trouble." After leisurely eating breakfast, Ji Yang went to work with a calm expression on his face, and even wondered if Lou Yinfeng would bring him back his favorite roast duck at night, he would always run to He went to buy his favorite roast duck from the shop he liked that was a long drive away, and watched him finish it contentedly.

However, when he came back at night, the house was cold, the heating was not turned on, and there was no warm smiling face from Lou Yinfeng to greet him, Ji Yang was a little disappointed.This disappointment lasted for three months.

There was no news from Lou Yinfeng at all, and he didn't even call back.Ji Yang began to wonder whether he should take the initiative to contact him, but why, he just said before that he didn't love Lou Yinfeng, so what's the point of going to him now.He was stubborn, he just didn't believe that he couldn't live a good life without Lou Yinfeng, but the fact is that in the days when Lou Yinfeng was not around, he couldn't sleep well or eat well.Without Lou Yinfeng, the bed is not warm at all. Without Lou Yinfeng, he can only buy fast food to eat. During the past few years of being raised by Lou Yinfeng, he has never touched the spring water with his fingers. What is cooking? Forget about it.But after eating the meal made by Lou Yinfeng, eating fast food has become like chewing wax in the real sense.He really didn't have time to go to the roast duck restaurant in the west of the city to buy his favorite roast duck, so he finally took the opportunity to go there, and found that the one he bought was not as delicious as the one Lou Yinfeng bought, a whole roast duck, I thought it was nothing before, but now it seems that the amount is too much.

The first six months passed without any rush. In the past six months, Ji Yangguang suffered from stomach problems and often had no time to eat. Before he didn't eat, Lou Yinfeng would send him to his company to watch him eat. Now there is no Lou Yinfeng. Yinfeng, Ji Yang's stomach problem is a matter of minutes.In the past six months, Ji Yang changed his mind, it's not that he didn't try to find him, but he had already changed his number, and his friends didn't know where he went, Lou Yinfeng seemed to have disappeared from the world.

It was a year after I saw Lou Yinfeng again. He just flew back that day, but no one came to pick him up at the airport.He walked in a hurry and accidentally bumped into someone else.While saying sorry, his eyes froze and he saw a familiar figure.Lou Yinfeng hugged the arm of the man who was hit, and was also taken aback when he saw him.The man who was hit said that he was fine, and was about to step forward, but found that the people around him were abnormal, so he stopped, and found that Lou Yinfeng was looking at Ji Yang motionlessly, and said, "Know you?" Lou Yinfeng looked at Ji Yang. He looked at him, nodded, glanced at Ji Yang, then shook his head again, and smiled at him, "Let's go." The man paused, looked at Ji Yang, and apologized to Ji Yang, "You are the voice Feng's friend, he is just like this, please bear with me when he offends you, we still have something to do, and we will bring him to get together with you another day."

Lou Yinfeng left with the man, he didn't even look back at Ji Yang, he just left with other men, it would be a lie to say that Ji Yang's mood was not complicated.

Ji Yang returned home in a daze, looking at the empty house, he felt extremely desolate in his heart.He tried to find traces of Lou Yinfeng's existence, but Lou Yinfeng was so determined when he left that he erased all the traces he left in this family. found.He even took away all the photos he took with Ji Yang, without leaving him a single thought.

"It seems that this time he is serious." Ji Yang said.

Lou Yinfeng sat in front of Ji Yang with a sad face, next to Lou Rui, the man Ji Yang met with Lou Yinfeng at the airport last time. "Hello, I'm Lou Rui." Lou Rui stretched out his hand and said to Ji Yang in a friendly manner.Lou Yinfeng was filled with indignation, who would have thought that Lou Rui's partner this time would be Ji Yang, and the other party would ask him to come with him by name.

"Hello, Ji Yang." Ji Yang stretched out his hand and shook Lou Rui back.But his eyes kept staring at Lou Yinfeng, just as Lou Yinfeng lowered his head, completely unaware of this matter. "I don't know the relationship between Mr. Lou Yinfeng and Lou Yinfeng." Ji Yang said after taking a sip of the warm water brought by the waiter. "We..." Lou Rui was about to speak but was interrupted by Lou Yinfeng, "What are we doing to you?" He hugged Lou Rui's arm tightly, but Lou Rui knocked a chestnut, "Lou Yinfeng You can't be so rude." Lou Yinfeng looked at Lou Rui aggrievedly, with tears in his eyes.Ji Yang watched the intimate movements of the two opposite, and frowned in displeasure. "Lou Yinfeng is my cousin, who has been working outside before, and only recently came home to help me." Lou Rui said.Ji Yang nodded, "Let's have a look at the contract." After getting the answer he wanted, Ji Yang relaxed his mind and went to work.And Lou Yinfeng was bored at the side, pulling Lou Rui's sleeves, playing with Lou Rui's fingers, and hooking his fingers with his own, like a pair of intimate lovers.When Lou Rui saw Ji Yang's eyes, he never left Lou Yinfeng's hand. He thought it was Lou Yinfeng's impoliteness that made Ji Yang mind. He was afraid that he would miss the contract, so he put Lou Yinfeng's hand aside and apologized to Ji Yang. Smiling, she turned to Lou Yinfeng and asked, "Don't make trouble, I'll help you order what you want to eat." "Well, then I want cake." "Okay, strawberry cake without strawberries, right? Waiter."

Ji Yang was somewhat frustrated. After so long, he didn't know that Lou Yinfeng actually liked to eat strawberry cake without strawberries, and his heart was sour, which made his face look very bad.The contract was signed very smoothly, and Lou Rui was not a flashy person, he dressed well, behaved elegantly, and was capable of handling affairs. Lou Yinfeng standing beside such a person made Ji Yang unavoidably flustered.

Before leaving, Lou Yinfeng took out a mint candy from his pocket, reluctantly stuffed it into Ji Yang's hand, then returned to Lou Rui's side with his head down.Ji Yang's eyes lit up, so he still remembered.In the days when they lived together before, Ji Yang would get used to eating a cool mint candy whenever something went wrong. It seems to be a habit developed since childhood. The mint-flavored candy makes people feel clear-headed.Lou Rui smiled and said, "You really are old acquaintances. I thought I had misunderstood when I met at the airport before. Lou Yinfeng is very childish. I hope Boss Ji will take care of him." Ji Yang hurriedly Nodded, "That's natural."

Going home alone, I put down my coat, rubbed the center of my brows, made up my mind, turned on the stereo, and it happened to be playing "So What If You Lose, You Win the World" by JJ Lin. "Who else can make me fall in love with you, except you." "Lou Yinfeng, except you." Ji Yang said softly.

The morning sun shone into the room, Ji Yang covered his eyes, and opened them with difficulty, thinking that after Lou Yinfeng left, Ji Yang didn't sleep much.In the past, Lou Yinfeng always took care of everything and took care of the housework.In the morning, he can eat the nutritious breakfast that Lou Yinfeng carefully prepared for him, and he can stay in bed until Lou Yinfeng has done everything, and then bring a hot towel to his face, so that he can get up without difficulty.Such a beautiful day.Will be back soon though, for sure.Thinking about it, Ji Yang looked at the little mints on the bedside, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

When Lou Yinfeng saw Ji Yang downstairs at home, displeasure immediately appeared on his face, "It's you again, how do you know I'm here." Ji Yang smiled at him and said, "I asked Lou Rui, and he said you Now live with him." "So?" Lou Yinfeng walked to the trash can and threw the garbage in his hand, "What do you want me to do?" Turning around, she found that Ji Yang was looking at him with a smile His eyes seemed to be filled with stars.Lou Yinfeng smoothed his clothes calmly, and seeing that he was silent, he walked towards his house.Ji Yang followed him and wanted to go in, but Lou Yinfeng blocked the door, "Mr. Ji Yang, what's the matter? Please go back if you have nothing to do." Ji Yang's eyes dimmed, "I just want to see you." "Oh , Then I’ve finished reading it now, please go back.” Lou Yinfeng closed the door mercilessly after finishing speaking.Ji Yang stood straight at the door, whether to leave or not.Lou Yinfeng had never treated him like this before, Lou Yinfeng had always cared for him and spoke softly, but now that the situation is so serious, Ji Yang doesn't know what to do.After standing for an unknown amount of time, Ji Yang was brought back to his senses by a call from behind. "Mr. Ji, what's the matter with you? Why are you standing at the door?" It turned out that it was Lou Rui who had come back from work. Lou Rui took out the key from his bag and opened the door and said, "Mr. Ji, you are embarrassed to see Yin Feng." So are you standing at the door? It’s okay, Yinfeng is not such a stingy person.” Opening the door, a magnified smiling face came into view, Lou Yinfeng rushed over to hug Lou Rui, and said loudly, “You are back! "As soon as I looked up, I saw Ji Yang behind me. I was stunned for a while, and Lou Yinfeng said displeasedly, "Why are you still here?" Lou Rui knocked on Lou Yinfeng's head, "Yinfeng! No way for guests. You can be so rude. Mr. Ji, please come inside." Ji Yang was invited into the house by Lou Rui, and Lou Yinfeng couldn't say anything, just looked at Ji Yang resentfully with his lips pouted. "What are you looking at, don't make tea for others." Lou Rui ordered.Lou Yinfeng entered the kitchen reluctantly, and came out with a cup of coffee after a while.When Yinfeng sat down, Lou Rui turned to him and asked him, "Is there no tea in our house?" "No." Lou Yinfeng shook his head.Lou Rui frowned and found that there was no saccharin next to the coffee.But after waiting for a long time, Lou Yinfeng didn't see any intention of taking out the saccharin, so he elbowed Lou Yinfeng, "Where's the sugar?" "He doesn't need sugar." Lou Yinfeng said solemnly.Lou Rui thought that Lou Yinfeng was deliberately embarrassing him, and was about to educate him, but he didn't expect Ji Yang to stop him, "I really like to drink coffee without sugar all the time." It's just that the relationship is so simple, and even the living habits are completely known, Lou Rui stopped talking, and the atmosphere became silent like this.Ji Yang was drinking his unsweetened coffee, and Lou Yinfeng was playing with his own fingers.Lou Rui looked at the two of them.

After the hour hand turned 10 times, Lou Rui couldn't bear it anymore, stood up and said, "Mr. Ji, you haven't eaten yet, stay and have a meal before you go. Don't be embarrassed, please agree." After finishing speaking, he ran into the kitchen as if fleeing, as if there was some scourge chasing him behind.Lou Yinfeng looked into the kitchen and got up to go back to the room, but when he passed by Ji Yang, he was grabbed by the wrist.Lou Yinfeng frowned displeasedly, "What are you doing?" Ji Yang wanted to speak with difficulty, but after seeing Lou Yinfeng's impatient eyes, he dismissed the idea and withdrew his hand embarrassingly.After Ji Yang's hand left, Lou Yinfeng entered the room without looking back.Ji Yang was like Lou Yinfeng after he said harsh words to Lou Yinfeng a year ago, sitting alone in the living room, alone, quietly and dull.

"Come, come, the meal is ready." Lou Rui brought some home-cooked dishes to the table.Lou Yinfeng still hesitated to come out when he heard the voice.Lou Rui went to his room and knocked on the door vigorously, "Come out Lou Yinfeng, why are you so rude, come out to eat quickly." Lou Yinfeng opened the door with resentful eyes Looking at Lou Rui. "What are you looking at? It's time to eat." Lou Rui said to Lou Yinfeng and smiled awkwardly at Ji Yang.

The three of them went to the dining table, again speechless. "Um, Mr. Ji, eat this. This is my specialty and it's not bad. Try it." Lou Rui said, pushing a plate of braised pork towards Ji Yang.Seeing this, Lou Yinfeng immediately glared at Lou Rui.Lou Rui was stunned for a moment, then put a few pieces of pork belly into Lou Yinfeng's bowl, "Hehe, that's right, Yinfeng is a picky eater, he loves meat. Oh, Lou Yinfeng, why are you kicking me?" Yeah." Seeing that these two people can be carefree and unscrupulous when they are together, Ji Yang thinks of Lou Yinfeng's submissiveness when he is with him, and suddenly feels sad.

Finished meal.

"Then I'll take my leave today." After dinner, Ji Yang was too embarrassed to stay at other people's house.It's just that the eyes still stared at Lou Yinfeng and did not leave. "Okay, then Mr. Ji will come to play again when he is free. Hey, Lou Yinfeng, what are you doing twisting me again?" Lou Rui stared at Lou Yinfeng and itched his teeth.Ji Yang looked at the two of them with a wry smile, walked away silently and closed the door behind him.As soon as the door was closed, Lou Yinfeng screamed, "Wow, wow, wow..." "You boy, Lou Yinfeng, don't think you're going to act wild with me just because you're here, see if I'm not going to skin you today." Then there was a burst of The sound of two people running around the house.

Ji Yang went downstairs, it was winter, Ji Yang's face was hurt by the wind outside the house, he turned to look at the house that belonged to Lou Yinfeng, the orange lights were on, it looked warm, "That's where I want to stay." Ji Yang said to himself.Turned and walked into the darkness.

The author has something to say: uh.Just write and write casually, if you like it, you can read it casually.Hahaha. . .