Hitomi Ri

On the next Saturday, the two slept until the sun was warm before lazily getting up, and took the afternoon train back to City D together.They went to Lin Han's house first, and as soon as they opened the door, the winter sun shone on the floating dust in the air, and large pieces of white cloth covered the furniture that had not been inhabited for a long time. City D can only be regarded as a small fourth-tier city with cheap housing prices. The house Lin Han's parents left him is much larger than the high-rise they live in now, and it has been vacant for a long time, so it looks even more empty and deserted at this time.Zhou Yi felt sad, his Lin Han spent so many lonely nights alone in this lifeless big house.Holding the small key in one hand, and holding Lin Han's hand in the other, he solemnly and expectantly turned the lock on the door that had been closed forever.

That is the master bedroom of this house, with a large double bed, an exquisite European-style dressing table, and a solid wood sliding door wardrobe.There is no white cloth to cover, everything looks like the owner has just left.Zhou Yi approached and took a closer look. There were still lipsticks and eyebrow pencils on the dressing table, stubbornly waiting for the hostess to regain her old love as if through time.He gently opened the closet, and a few men's shirts and ties were left behind in a hurry, but no matter how delicate and neat they were, the warmth of father's love was long gone.

Zhou Yi's eyes finally fixed on the empty corner under the closet, and his heart ached. He was actually thinking yesterday that Lin Han hid in the closet because of a misunderstanding. This is an extremely insecure self-protection and self-isolation .He knew where the source of this was today. He seemed to see the 16-year-old Lin Han curled up in a small ball, hiding here with his knees hugged.The house was so big, but the only place left for him to feel safe was this small, cold, hard board.What was he thinking when he used to sleep here?Remember the happy times with your parents?Have you ever secretly shed tears?

Thinking about it, Zhou Yi turned around and hugged Lin Han, he tried very hard as if he wanted to embed Lin Han in his heart from now on.Lin Han's hand gently caressed Shunqi behind his back, as gentle as comforting a frightened child.

"Xiaohan, I'll be with you from now on." Zhou Yi's voice trembled a little.

"Well, I have you." Lin Han's voice came from his arms, full of satisfaction and happiness.

The two hugged each other for a long time before Zhou Yi noticed a sky-blue doghouse on the floor in the corner with several silicone bones and teething toys piled up on it.

"You had a puppy before? Why didn't I know?" Zhou Yi asked curiously.

"Ah yes, it's called Xiao Hui, and it's a schnauzer." Lin Han's voice was flat, "But the night my parents divorced, I rushed out to chase my mother's car, but it also came out to look for me, and there was a traffic accident, Xiao Hui. Ash left."

Small gray? ? ! ! !Zhou Yi was really surprised and delighted, surprised that Bai Yueguang, who made his teeth itch with hatred and jealousy, turned out to be a dog? !He actually drank dry vinegar with a dog for so long! !The joy is that it turns out that Lin Han only belonged to him from the beginning to the end, and there has never been anyone else.At the same time, he was very distressed. Lin Han said it so lightly, but he could imagine that the parents of the 16-year-old boy left one after another in a day, and his only childhood companion had an accident because of himself. There was nowhere to resolve these emotions. He could only Since then, I have closed and disguised myself, and dare not ask for any extravagant feelings.If it was the little Lin Han who had an accident at that time, he would have been too scared to continue thinking about it.

Zhou Yi understood why Lin Han locked this room. This room contained everything he once cherished but abandoned him in the end.He longed for all the warmth that existed here, but hated the weak and nostalgic self.Lin Han patted him on the back, turned around and opened the drawer of the dressing table, and took out a square-sized box.Zhou Yi took it and opened it to see that there were more than a dozen photos inside. The young Lin Han was so handsome that he made other students in the class look like idiots.Looking at the charming young man in his memory, Zhou Yi unconsciously smiled softly, and he continued to look down one by one, why didn't some of them have Lin Han?Only then did he suddenly realize that there was the same figure in all the old photos, and that was himself!There was even a close-up photo of him holding the All-Around Award at the sports meeting. It was hung on the class propaganda wall for a long time, and then it was withdrawn. I don’t know where the photo was taken, but it was in Lin Han’s hands!

"Xiaohan, baby, I'm so happy." Zhou Yi rubbed his head against Lin Han's side, and kissed his forehead again as he spoke. "Why did Xiao Han hide my photo before, why not later?"

"I..."

Lin Han didn't say it, but Zhou Yi still understood that the time of the photo was interrupted around his high school basketball game. Since then, the sensitive person in his arms was sure that Zhou Yi would leave eventually, Therefore, I do not allow myself to sink and hope for extravagance.Zhou Yi kissed Lin Han reassuringly for a long time, as if hoping to connect with each other so that there would be no more misunderstandings and doubts.

Afterwards, the two went to the high school campus, playing and reminiscing about their youthful years.It was only after sunset that they strolled to Zhou Yi's community, Lin Han paused.

"Why don't you go home and have dinner before leaving, I'll go outside and wait for you."

"No, come see them later." Zhou Yi was really upset when he heard Lin Hangang say that, how could he let Lin Han suffer such grievances, he pulled him into the car, started the car and was about to leave.

"Pricked—" The sound of the screen window being cut came from upstairs, Zhou Yi looked up, and it was his mother who was protruding from the window on the third floor.His family lived in the compound of the family members of the unit. There were only five floors in the old community. The parking space was planned next to the flower bed downstairs. It was normal for the car to be heard when the car started.Zhou's mother quickly appeared at the door of the unit, Zhou Yi hurriedly got out of the car to meet her, Lin Han also got out of the car immediately, and found that Zhou's mother's eyes were red.

"Yi'er, is your leg still tight? There is no root cause of the disease, right?"

"It's okay, Mom, I'm all right now"

Zhou's mother sniffed, and tried hard to endure the tears that were about to roll down, "Your father is really cruel. Mom only has your son, and he can do it. If you have something, I won't live with him..." As he spoke, tears could not stop running across the face that had been toiled for half his life.

"Mom, don't be silly, I'm solid, I'm fine."

They were more than ten steps away, but Lin Han heard every word without saying a word.Zhou Yi's leg...didn't he fall down the stairs?How did it become his father who beat him?And what made his father so angry?Beating his son who has grown up and worked like this?

Zhou Yi coaxed his crying mother, and told him to pay attention to his health for a long time, then turned and returned to the car. Lin Han couldn't wait, and dragged him to question him.

"Xiaohan, I confessed to my parents before I proposed to you. Even if I don't get blessings, I won't let you hide and hide, and I won't let you be wronged."

Lin Han's beautiful eyes were full of tears, and they would slide down his porcelain-white cheeks in a blink of an eye. He hated himself to death. From the day Zhou Yi met him, everything was his first and everything was for him Considerate, meticulous and brave.And besides living in the past and being stubborn, he never gave the other party more trust, nor gave them more confidence in their relationship.If he hadn't happened to meet him today, he would have naively thought that Zhou Yi had slipped and accidentally injured him. How much Zhou Yi had done to protect him behind his back, and how much pressure he had endured alone.

"Don't cry baby, I panic when you cry." Zhou Yi kissed the tears off Lin Han's face with his lips, and smiled while kissing.

"Baby, if you cry again and I will kiss you like this again, if my dad upstairs sees him, he will have to come down and break my other leg."

"Don't talk nonsense." Lin Han was really afraid that Zhou's father would see it, so he quickly pushed Zhou Yi back to his seat and sat down, and wiped the tears on his face indiscriminately.

Zhou Yi looked at his panicked look with a smile, leaned over and kissed his cheek secretly, and then happily started the car and drove out.

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