If you fall in love with a fool, the boss is annoying
Chapter 99 - Gu Yi Xiao Zuo
On the way back to the hotel, Xiao Zuo couldn't keep his eyes open. He wore a pair of dust-proof goggles and didn't speak.Gu Yi kept asking Mike about the surgery, and only then did he know that Xiao Zuo was the last one in the group, and there was a patient in front of him who wasted too much time, which led to the delay of the whole group.When leaving the observation room, the first two patients were able to open their eyes and walk on their own, and it will definitely be the same when Xiaozuo slowly.
Gu Yi took Mike to thank him, and said that he would have a big meal tomorrow.Mi Xiaozuo really needed a guide dog right now, so Gu Yi couldn't care less, so he held hands and got on the elevator.Entering the room was like taking care of a blind person, taking off Xiao Zuo's coat and shoes, and slowly helping him onto the bed.
"Phew... I'm back." Mi Xiao closed her left eyes tightly and sighed heavily. This was the second sentence she said after coming out of the observation room.
"Yes, you have a good rest. I see that others are walking with their eyes open. You will be fine for a while." Because he was so happy, Gu Yi didn't see anything wrong at all, "I'll go and report to Brother Xuan that he's safe. Tell me what you eat after a while."
"Don't!" Mi Xiaozuo reached out and grabbed Gu Yi, "Just send him a WeChat message and tell him that my operation was successful. He will definitely ask for a video when he calls, and I still... can't open my eyes."
"If you can't open it, don't open it. You can just close your eyes and listen. Just now Xiangxiang said that she misses you very much." Gu Yi realized something strange at this moment, and pressed Xiao Zuo's trembling hand, something bad happened. Premonition, "What's the matter here? It's so cold? I'll get you a quilt."
The tears that Mi Xiaozuo suppressed all the way rushed out of the corners of his eyes, and his eyes hurt even more when he cried. "Don't go, my eyes hurt, don't tell Brother Xuan yet."
Gu Yi's brain froze, and he knelt down on the edge of the bed, carefully observing Xiao Zuo's violently trembling upper eyelids, which were red and fragile. "Why does it hurt? Didn't everyone say it doesn't hurt? Isn't the operation a success? Wait, I'll call Mike, and we'll go back and check now!"
"No need to call! The operation was a success, just, just..." After hesitating for a while, Mi Xiaozuo dropped a bombshell, "When it's my turn, the anesthetic has worn off, so it hurts so much. Don't tell brother Xuan, don't let everyone worry, he should scold me again."
What!The anesthetic is over!Gu Yi's whole body seemed to have been injected with anesthesia, numb from his feet to his fingertips, and felt chills.
"What should I do... what should I do..." Gu Yi always handled things safely, but the first time he was in chaos, he would only wipe Xiao Zuo's tears, "Fuck, what should I do? What can I do?"
"Don't panic, I'm fine, it's just that my eyes are hurting, and it hurts when I walk. I can still talk now, but it hurts to even breathe in the car just now." Mi Xiaozuo patted Gu Yi's big hand, compared his own Huanliang, "Hey, it's just that the anesthetic doesn't work, I'm not blind, why are you panicking..."
"Why are you so stupid even after the anesthetic works? It hurts like hell?" Gu Yi didn't dare to think about it, Xiao Zuo was so afraid of pain, "I'd better call Mike, just wait."
Mi Xiaozuo held him still, and tears flowed faster when he was anxious. "Don't trouble others, my operation is successful, even if I go back, I will prescribe some painkillers. Besides... the national conditions are different, so it's hard to say whether I will prescribe painkillers or not. You can just stay with me , Every step I took just now hurt so much, I dare not say, but it’s much better lying down now. It’s not that I want to cry, I can’t control it, it has to flow out..."
"Okay, okay, I'm by your side, don't move any more." Gu Yi hated himself for being careless for a moment, and wanted to take the blame for Xiao Zuo, "Don't move casually, and don't talk. You should sleep well. Sleep, wake up and everything will be fine. How about I pinch the tiger's mouth for you? Liu Xiang said there is an acupuncture point, which relieves pain."
"It's nothing to worry about, don't panic, I won't hurt when I lie down." Mi Xiaozuo lied, the surface of the eyeballs seemed to be covered with a whole layer of sand, he couldn't open them, and when he closed them, he burst into tears. "You don't need to ask others to settle the score. This is not a medical accident. I didn't say it myself. I insisted on going to the operating table. I thought... just a minute or so passed..." With a wry smile, "I just didn't expect it to hurt so much. I'm pretty brave, right?"
Gu Yi didn't even dare to touch him: "Why are you crying if it doesn't hurt you? You're usually timid, but that's good. How can you be so courageous!"
"It's okay if I was wrong, don't go, just rest with me for a while." Mi Xiaozuo didn't dare to make a big move. He was most afraid of pain since he was a child. Only now did he realize that he didn't have Brother Xuan's ability and couldn't bear it at all. Stop, "talk to me for a while, my eyes hurt, and I can't see when you leave. If you get angry, listen to me?"
"Why are you so courageous!" Gu Yixu scolded him.The small left face is small, a slapped face is wrapped by his two hands, with a small nose and small eyes.
"I just want to be brave..." Mi Xiaozuo could feel the pain in his eyes, but he really didn't want to cry. It felt like a foreign object had entered his eyes, and the tears couldn't stop. "Do you know why the operation time was delayed?"
"Because the patient in front of you didn't cooperate." In other words, Gu Yi has a good temper, and Bian Hexuan would have exploded if he had been replaced.
"Well, he's actually on the operating table." Mi Xiaozuo also wanted to divert his attention. Although he couldn't see Gu Yi, he felt two big hands covering his eyebrows with super light force.Only Gu Yi, who can use such a small force with such a big hand, is different from Brother Xuan, who is unpredictable.
Gu Yi hummed lightly, this was already the angriest reaction he had shown.
"Look at you, are you still angry? Listen to me." Mi Xiaozuo understood him, and Gu Yi reacted like this when he got angry, "The four of us changed into sterilized clothes, put on our hair masks, After entering a preparation room, Mike could only wait outside, he couldn’t come in. Then a little nurse gave us anesthesia one by one, let alone the anesthetic really worked, I couldn’t feel the upper half of my face.”
Boss Gu let out a heck, with a half-hearted smile.
"Don't be angry. Then, we all sit and wait, and I happen to be the fourth. The first two went very well, and they all came out in a while. There was an uncle in front of me, who kept nagging and nervous, but he went in After a while, I heard calls from inside."
"What are you calling?"
"Calling for help." Mi Xiaozuo mentioned it with lingering fear. "He is more nervous than me. He gets up as soon as he lies down. Every time the machine is pressed down, he moves around. Although I don't understand much English, the nurses inside will know A few words in Chinese, and kept telling him not to move. Didn’t Mike say that we should stare at the little red dot in the laser during the operation? He must be repositioned when he moves, which was delayed for a long time. When it was time for me, I I don’t know if the anesthetic has worn off.”
"Then you can come down directly. Let's make an appointment another day. I'll just go in and be with you. If you don't know anyone by your side, you don't dare to talk." Gu Yi looked at Xiao Zuo's trembling eyelashes, and his heart ached. , how fucking painful it is.
Mi Xiaozuo said: "I didn't know it at the time. The machine pressed down and opened my eye sockets. Only then did I realize that it hurt, and I was done thinking about it. But the doctor who performed the surgery is experienced. He looked at me. The reaction was wrong, so I immediately stopped and asked me if I was okay. I asked in Chinese, and the service was quite considerate. It’s not that I’m afraid to speak, but I just feel that people from all over the world have come here, and I’ve never done anything brave Feat, forget it, just finish it quickly.”
The clerk in Gu Yixun's store was fierce at the time, but now he's like a coward. "Braveness can't be used at this time. Those are the eyes, understand? Do you think the eyeballs are as underdeveloped as you? You can bear it if you touch it!"
Mi Xiao's left eyelid moved: "Who said my senses are not developed?"
"It's just underdeveloped." Gu Yi boldly rolled his eyes while he couldn't see.
"How can it be underdeveloped... Precocious children, few are really underdeveloped, in fact... I understand it in my heart." Mi Xiaozuo's face was pale, with sweat on his forehead and tears on his temples, "...you know that too , my parents often beat me when I was young, my sister told you. But she doesn't know why my parents beat me, not only because the family paid the extra money, but actually because..."
Gu Yi was not willing to listen to this passage. "Because you can't beat anything. You are different from Brother Xuan. When he was a child, he didn't look good if he didn't beat him. You're the only one who hasn't been beaten to death."
"Actually, it's because... because of me, I secretly wore my sister's skirt and let my dad see it." Mi Xiaozuo suddenly covered his face with the quilt, as if he had done the most shameful thing in the world, "I don't remember it was 4 I'm still 5 years old, my sister's skirt is beautiful, a light blue pleated skirt...I wore it only once, and I still remember it. I wore it only once."
I never expected such a thing to happen, and it shocked Gu Yi into a trance, and he didn't know what to persuade him, so he persuaded him randomly: "Don't cry, don't cry, the operation that was finally scheduled... the ancestor Can you stop crying?" Many doubts in my heart were solved, no wonder Xiao Zuo's parents disliked this son so much, and wished he hadn't had this son when he mentioned it.
"Later my parents called me a second chair, saying that shemale can do this. I didn't think about it that much, I was so young at the time... My sister dresses well, so I want to dress well too, can't I? You say my senses are not developed, no, I'm quite precocious, more developed than others, and all sensitive." Mi Xiaozuo's deepest scar in his heart was uncovered, and he felt ashamed, "They said I was shameful and conspicuous, and I didn't look like a man, but I didn't speak loudly. It's my fault. Is it? My classmates in school called me a sissy, a fake man, and when I washed my hands with soap, they all surrounded me and laughed. I’m in a vocational high school, and they still block me in the bathroom, take off my pants, and say no to check Not allowed to enter. He also said that I entered by mistake and should enter the women's bathroom..."
"Who the hell took off your pants!" Gu Yi didn't know this part at all, Xiao Zuo was a year above him, and he wasn't a major, so he rarely saw it except when he was back in the dormitory.
"Many times...you know, I really don't look like a man. I cry easily, I'm afraid of things, and I like to dress up. I'm used to being laughed at since I was a child. Sometimes they make trouble out of line. In the dormitory...they all put When a girl bullied me, she said I was a sissy, and I liked to touch my hands...But that year when Brother Xuan came, he happened to meet...and beat up the people in our class, do you remember? Just after entering school that year, Brother Xuan was given a warning and punished that time."
"Why don't you remember? I made a big fuss when I first started school, and I became famous all at once." Gu Yi's heart was blocked, and he hated himself for being blind. He never knew that so many things happened in one dormitory.
"So at that time, Brother Xuan...covered me and fought for me a few times, so no one blocked me in the bathroom. It was also at that time that I suddenly realized...not only did I want to wear skirts, I wanted to dress up, but I also wanted to dress up. ...I don't like girls yet, I like a person in our dormitory." Speaking of this, Mi Xiaozuo was wrapped in a quilt, completely ignoring tears, the more he cried, the more uncomfortable he became.
Gu Yi's whole body was numb, only his chest still hurt. "The ones who like our dormitory... don't you like Brother Xuan?"
"Huh? What does it have to do with Brother Xuan? It's not him, it's our class sports committee. I don't know if you remember... He's also tall and dark. He's the only one in our class who doesn't bully me. I turn on the water and sleep on the lower bunk opposite me."
"Oh, it's not Brother Xuan... That's good." Gu Yi heaved a sigh of relief, wow, life is really full of great sorrow and great joy, it's so exciting.
"But he has a girlfriend, that's why I cry all the time. I didn't understand at that time, and I thought I was sick, and my life was finished, like I was suffering from depression." Mi Xiaozuo didn't think about how Gu Yi misunderstood Brother Xuan I went there, and continued to talk about my embarrassing past, "...It's like falling in love, worse than falling in love. If Brother Xuan wasn't with me, I'm afraid I wouldn't even think about it."
"Don't, don't, don't think about it, I was also an idiot at that time, why didn't I notice that you were in a bad mood..." Gu Yi recalled that at that time, his sense of existence was extremely low, and he didn't like to talk to anyone.
Mi Xiaozuo exposed half of his face to take a breath. He didn't know if it was because of the surgery, but his eyelids were swollen badly.He really didn't look like a man, and he has always had low self-esteem. "You are also a good person. I shared the upper berth. You see that my eyesight is not good. Take the initiative to return it to me and give me the lower berth. I will remember it."
Gu Yi suddenly turned his head: "So...Brother Xuan already knew that you also like men?"
"He doesn't know!" Mi Xiaozuo shook his head tightly, tears streaming down his face, "...I haven't told Brother Xuan, but he is so smart, maybe he has already guessed it. Otherwise, why did Brother Xuan let me know?" I sleep in a room by myself, and you two sleep in the living room. At night I take a shower and you are not allowed to come in and go to the toilet. Brother Xuan is very smart, he might have guessed it a long time ago, but he never asked or said... I don’t have a little bit of it I don’t dare to tell others about my son’s masculinity, let alone like anyone. I used to be selfish. I thought about marrying a lesbian and cheating my family. But I’m too timid, that is... I want to I think. In fact, this life is over if I live it on my own, but I am not reconciled, and I also want to be like Brother Xuan, who loves others and loves others."
"Okay, okay, don't talk about it, it's all after you get your eyes done." Gu Yi never knew that Xiao Zuo had such a hard life, it was much more miserable than Liu Xiang, Liu Xiang Mom’s merit alone is as small as that of Zuo’s family. “Don’t think too much about it. The most urgent thing is to keep your eyes well. In the future, you can find whatever you want. With the advanced Internet, you can find whatever sports committee you want. Don’t cry, If you cry any more, your eyes will be broken."
Mi Xiaozuo's hand on the side suddenly pressed Gu Yi's hand, but did not speak.Just when Gu Yi thought it was excruciating pain, he finally saw his white lips move.
"Am I a very selfish person?" Mi Xiaozuo asked without reason, "I knew you were good to me in the past six months, but I didn't say anything. I'm really not a man."
Gu Yi felt a big trough in his heart, and a flower bloomed on the top of his head.
"How could it be possible that I didn't know? I just pretended for a long time that I didn't like anyone, and in the end I lied to myself." Mi Xiaozuo couldn't see the flowers on Gu Yi's head, and a bud sprouted in his heart anyway, "I I haven’t done many brave things in my life. Opening a milk tea shop is the first one. Today’s operation without anesthesia is the second one. After telling you these words, I probably used up all my courage. I’m so sorry, I just pretended not to know anything because I didn't dare... I never went abroad before, my family bullied me, I was confused, I thought I'd be blind, so I'm going to be blind. Now I want to heal my eyes, but there are still so many places where I don't know. I've seen it, but I'm sure I wouldn't dare to go by myself, would you... go with me?"
"Ah?" Gu Yi felt that the flower on top of his head had turned into a towering tree.
"...That is, is there still time for me to say that I like you?" Mi Xiaozuo cried, really crying, his eyes were sore.
"It's too damn late, you're in a hurry." Gu Yi nodded fiercely with his head on a big tree, this is the rhythm of fucking love, "Ahem, don't follow me just because you are moved, I don't want you to be moved, I want you to really like me."
"I'm also touched, but I like it after I'm touched, okay?" Xiao Zuo said anxiously, his eyes couldn't be opened, he couldn't see Gu Yi's expression and reaction, and he was at a loss.
"That's fine too. Hey, ancestor, you should have said earlier, didn't you say that we are getting better soon? Can you let Brother Xuan rush to get the certificate before us?"
Just as Mi Xiaozuo took the first brave step, Gu Yi had already walked two miles away. "Who wants to get a certificate with you... Uncle Gu is still waiting for a next-generation kiss."
"Adoption is possible, isn't that what you said!" Boss Gu drew out the majestic blueprint, tsk, I didn't expect that I had been brewing for several years, and finally asked Xiao Zuo to confess first, and I was also very moved, "Then we two... ...Even if the relationship between the man and the man is officially confirmed? If it is confirmed, I will come out to my dad as soon as possible, and we will buy a big gift bag in the United States, and go back to coax him together. Forget about your family, let’s stop eating. "
"But... Will Uncle Gu be very disappointed with us?" Mi Xiaozuo didn't want to cry anymore, but God bummed out tears.
Gu Yi rubbed them one by one, and smiled honestly: "I must be disappointed with me, but my old man is reasonable, so I'll go back and coax him. He's actually the most beautiful when I find you. Think about it, how much he likes it." You."
"It's two different things to like me and you to come out of the closet. Let's talk about it when we get back. Uncle Gu is just you, so don't make the old man mad."
"Don't worry about this. My old man told me to take good care of your eyes now. Isn't this myopia? I will treat it slowly in the future. We can't keep up with Brother Xuan's devil's pace. One step at a time One step is fine." Gu Yi was so silly that he couldn't help but laugh, Xiao Zuo was still crying, but the laughter couldn't be stopped.
Mi Xiaozuo punched a little, like a child fighting heavyweight: "Stop laughing, my eyes hurt from laughing... If you laugh again, I won't be with you anymore."
"Don't laugh, don't laugh, don't laugh! Go to bed quickly. If the pain doesn't stop tomorrow, I'll take you to take a sightseeing boat. Anyway, there are still a few days before the reexamination. I'll take you to play all over before going home." Gu Yi immediately Restraint, not daring to move.In his eyes, Xiao Zuo has always been a brittle glass, he must hold it in his hand, it is too fragile.
"I don't believe it, you must be laughing at me." Mi Xiaozuo endured the pain, and tried to open his blurred eyes from crying, and he saw Gu Yi's overjoyed face.
Gu Yi hurriedly begged him: "Why are you opening your eyes? I swear to the lobster that I will never laugh again. What's wrong? Does it still hurt?"
Xiao Zuo opened his eyes and said nothing for a long time, just looked around quietly. "It still hurts, but it's really clear. It's so bright, it's clearer than I can see with glasses. I can even see the letters on the brand clearly. Don't treat me like a little girl. The girl you gave me before I'm a bitch, friend, but I'm not a woman."
"I didn't think of you as a woman. I always knew you were of the same sex. Besides, you said you were a bitch, but who carried the Mi family? It was you, Mi Xiaozuo, right? How responsible. What happened to the bitch? This It's gender discrimination, because your family favors sons over daughters. What's wrong with your mother? Who was not born by a mother? In the future, you can be your mother as you want, and don't talk to them. At least there is nothing wrong with my eyes, so I hurried to call Brother Xuan. Save them from worrying."
"Okay, then come over quickly after you make the phone call and beat the jet lag with me." Mi Xiaozuo had exhausted all his strength and courage. He was instantly relieved and happy after keeping the secret in his heart for so many years.The person he admires the most is Bian Hexuan, who never cares about what others think, and lives so passionately.Brother Xuan said that no one does not love freedom, but if the outside world is really thrown over, not everyone dares to leave.Now he also wants to be enthusiastic, and be with Gu Yi.
Want to try long hair first?He was eager to try.
Gu Yi took Mike to thank him, and said that he would have a big meal tomorrow.Mi Xiaozuo really needed a guide dog right now, so Gu Yi couldn't care less, so he held hands and got on the elevator.Entering the room was like taking care of a blind person, taking off Xiao Zuo's coat and shoes, and slowly helping him onto the bed.
"Phew... I'm back." Mi Xiao closed her left eyes tightly and sighed heavily. This was the second sentence she said after coming out of the observation room.
"Yes, you have a good rest. I see that others are walking with their eyes open. You will be fine for a while." Because he was so happy, Gu Yi didn't see anything wrong at all, "I'll go and report to Brother Xuan that he's safe. Tell me what you eat after a while."
"Don't!" Mi Xiaozuo reached out and grabbed Gu Yi, "Just send him a WeChat message and tell him that my operation was successful. He will definitely ask for a video when he calls, and I still... can't open my eyes."
"If you can't open it, don't open it. You can just close your eyes and listen. Just now Xiangxiang said that she misses you very much." Gu Yi realized something strange at this moment, and pressed Xiao Zuo's trembling hand, something bad happened. Premonition, "What's the matter here? It's so cold? I'll get you a quilt."
The tears that Mi Xiaozuo suppressed all the way rushed out of the corners of his eyes, and his eyes hurt even more when he cried. "Don't go, my eyes hurt, don't tell Brother Xuan yet."
Gu Yi's brain froze, and he knelt down on the edge of the bed, carefully observing Xiao Zuo's violently trembling upper eyelids, which were red and fragile. "Why does it hurt? Didn't everyone say it doesn't hurt? Isn't the operation a success? Wait, I'll call Mike, and we'll go back and check now!"
"No need to call! The operation was a success, just, just..." After hesitating for a while, Mi Xiaozuo dropped a bombshell, "When it's my turn, the anesthetic has worn off, so it hurts so much. Don't tell brother Xuan, don't let everyone worry, he should scold me again."
What!The anesthetic is over!Gu Yi's whole body seemed to have been injected with anesthesia, numb from his feet to his fingertips, and felt chills.
"What should I do... what should I do..." Gu Yi always handled things safely, but the first time he was in chaos, he would only wipe Xiao Zuo's tears, "Fuck, what should I do? What can I do?"
"Don't panic, I'm fine, it's just that my eyes are hurting, and it hurts when I walk. I can still talk now, but it hurts to even breathe in the car just now." Mi Xiaozuo patted Gu Yi's big hand, compared his own Huanliang, "Hey, it's just that the anesthetic doesn't work, I'm not blind, why are you panicking..."
"Why are you so stupid even after the anesthetic works? It hurts like hell?" Gu Yi didn't dare to think about it, Xiao Zuo was so afraid of pain, "I'd better call Mike, just wait."
Mi Xiaozuo held him still, and tears flowed faster when he was anxious. "Don't trouble others, my operation is successful, even if I go back, I will prescribe some painkillers. Besides... the national conditions are different, so it's hard to say whether I will prescribe painkillers or not. You can just stay with me , Every step I took just now hurt so much, I dare not say, but it’s much better lying down now. It’s not that I want to cry, I can’t control it, it has to flow out..."
"Okay, okay, I'm by your side, don't move any more." Gu Yi hated himself for being careless for a moment, and wanted to take the blame for Xiao Zuo, "Don't move casually, and don't talk. You should sleep well. Sleep, wake up and everything will be fine. How about I pinch the tiger's mouth for you? Liu Xiang said there is an acupuncture point, which relieves pain."
"It's nothing to worry about, don't panic, I won't hurt when I lie down." Mi Xiaozuo lied, the surface of the eyeballs seemed to be covered with a whole layer of sand, he couldn't open them, and when he closed them, he burst into tears. "You don't need to ask others to settle the score. This is not a medical accident. I didn't say it myself. I insisted on going to the operating table. I thought... just a minute or so passed..." With a wry smile, "I just didn't expect it to hurt so much. I'm pretty brave, right?"
Gu Yi didn't even dare to touch him: "Why are you crying if it doesn't hurt you? You're usually timid, but that's good. How can you be so courageous!"
"It's okay if I was wrong, don't go, just rest with me for a while." Mi Xiaozuo didn't dare to make a big move. He was most afraid of pain since he was a child. Only now did he realize that he didn't have Brother Xuan's ability and couldn't bear it at all. Stop, "talk to me for a while, my eyes hurt, and I can't see when you leave. If you get angry, listen to me?"
"Why are you so courageous!" Gu Yixu scolded him.The small left face is small, a slapped face is wrapped by his two hands, with a small nose and small eyes.
"I just want to be brave..." Mi Xiaozuo could feel the pain in his eyes, but he really didn't want to cry. It felt like a foreign object had entered his eyes, and the tears couldn't stop. "Do you know why the operation time was delayed?"
"Because the patient in front of you didn't cooperate." In other words, Gu Yi has a good temper, and Bian Hexuan would have exploded if he had been replaced.
"Well, he's actually on the operating table." Mi Xiaozuo also wanted to divert his attention. Although he couldn't see Gu Yi, he felt two big hands covering his eyebrows with super light force.Only Gu Yi, who can use such a small force with such a big hand, is different from Brother Xuan, who is unpredictable.
Gu Yi hummed lightly, this was already the angriest reaction he had shown.
"Look at you, are you still angry? Listen to me." Mi Xiaozuo understood him, and Gu Yi reacted like this when he got angry, "The four of us changed into sterilized clothes, put on our hair masks, After entering a preparation room, Mike could only wait outside, he couldn’t come in. Then a little nurse gave us anesthesia one by one, let alone the anesthetic really worked, I couldn’t feel the upper half of my face.”
Boss Gu let out a heck, with a half-hearted smile.
"Don't be angry. Then, we all sit and wait, and I happen to be the fourth. The first two went very well, and they all came out in a while. There was an uncle in front of me, who kept nagging and nervous, but he went in After a while, I heard calls from inside."
"What are you calling?"
"Calling for help." Mi Xiaozuo mentioned it with lingering fear. "He is more nervous than me. He gets up as soon as he lies down. Every time the machine is pressed down, he moves around. Although I don't understand much English, the nurses inside will know A few words in Chinese, and kept telling him not to move. Didn’t Mike say that we should stare at the little red dot in the laser during the operation? He must be repositioned when he moves, which was delayed for a long time. When it was time for me, I I don’t know if the anesthetic has worn off.”
"Then you can come down directly. Let's make an appointment another day. I'll just go in and be with you. If you don't know anyone by your side, you don't dare to talk." Gu Yi looked at Xiao Zuo's trembling eyelashes, and his heart ached. , how fucking painful it is.
Mi Xiaozuo said: "I didn't know it at the time. The machine pressed down and opened my eye sockets. Only then did I realize that it hurt, and I was done thinking about it. But the doctor who performed the surgery is experienced. He looked at me. The reaction was wrong, so I immediately stopped and asked me if I was okay. I asked in Chinese, and the service was quite considerate. It’s not that I’m afraid to speak, but I just feel that people from all over the world have come here, and I’ve never done anything brave Feat, forget it, just finish it quickly.”
The clerk in Gu Yixun's store was fierce at the time, but now he's like a coward. "Braveness can't be used at this time. Those are the eyes, understand? Do you think the eyeballs are as underdeveloped as you? You can bear it if you touch it!"
Mi Xiao's left eyelid moved: "Who said my senses are not developed?"
"It's just underdeveloped." Gu Yi boldly rolled his eyes while he couldn't see.
"How can it be underdeveloped... Precocious children, few are really underdeveloped, in fact... I understand it in my heart." Mi Xiaozuo's face was pale, with sweat on his forehead and tears on his temples, "...you know that too , my parents often beat me when I was young, my sister told you. But she doesn't know why my parents beat me, not only because the family paid the extra money, but actually because..."
Gu Yi was not willing to listen to this passage. "Because you can't beat anything. You are different from Brother Xuan. When he was a child, he didn't look good if he didn't beat him. You're the only one who hasn't been beaten to death."
"Actually, it's because... because of me, I secretly wore my sister's skirt and let my dad see it." Mi Xiaozuo suddenly covered his face with the quilt, as if he had done the most shameful thing in the world, "I don't remember it was 4 I'm still 5 years old, my sister's skirt is beautiful, a light blue pleated skirt...I wore it only once, and I still remember it. I wore it only once."
I never expected such a thing to happen, and it shocked Gu Yi into a trance, and he didn't know what to persuade him, so he persuaded him randomly: "Don't cry, don't cry, the operation that was finally scheduled... the ancestor Can you stop crying?" Many doubts in my heart were solved, no wonder Xiao Zuo's parents disliked this son so much, and wished he hadn't had this son when he mentioned it.
"Later my parents called me a second chair, saying that shemale can do this. I didn't think about it that much, I was so young at the time... My sister dresses well, so I want to dress well too, can't I? You say my senses are not developed, no, I'm quite precocious, more developed than others, and all sensitive." Mi Xiaozuo's deepest scar in his heart was uncovered, and he felt ashamed, "They said I was shameful and conspicuous, and I didn't look like a man, but I didn't speak loudly. It's my fault. Is it? My classmates in school called me a sissy, a fake man, and when I washed my hands with soap, they all surrounded me and laughed. I’m in a vocational high school, and they still block me in the bathroom, take off my pants, and say no to check Not allowed to enter. He also said that I entered by mistake and should enter the women's bathroom..."
"Who the hell took off your pants!" Gu Yi didn't know this part at all, Xiao Zuo was a year above him, and he wasn't a major, so he rarely saw it except when he was back in the dormitory.
"Many times...you know, I really don't look like a man. I cry easily, I'm afraid of things, and I like to dress up. I'm used to being laughed at since I was a child. Sometimes they make trouble out of line. In the dormitory...they all put When a girl bullied me, she said I was a sissy, and I liked to touch my hands...But that year when Brother Xuan came, he happened to meet...and beat up the people in our class, do you remember? Just after entering school that year, Brother Xuan was given a warning and punished that time."
"Why don't you remember? I made a big fuss when I first started school, and I became famous all at once." Gu Yi's heart was blocked, and he hated himself for being blind. He never knew that so many things happened in one dormitory.
"So at that time, Brother Xuan...covered me and fought for me a few times, so no one blocked me in the bathroom. It was also at that time that I suddenly realized...not only did I want to wear skirts, I wanted to dress up, but I also wanted to dress up. ...I don't like girls yet, I like a person in our dormitory." Speaking of this, Mi Xiaozuo was wrapped in a quilt, completely ignoring tears, the more he cried, the more uncomfortable he became.
Gu Yi's whole body was numb, only his chest still hurt. "The ones who like our dormitory... don't you like Brother Xuan?"
"Huh? What does it have to do with Brother Xuan? It's not him, it's our class sports committee. I don't know if you remember... He's also tall and dark. He's the only one in our class who doesn't bully me. I turn on the water and sleep on the lower bunk opposite me."
"Oh, it's not Brother Xuan... That's good." Gu Yi heaved a sigh of relief, wow, life is really full of great sorrow and great joy, it's so exciting.
"But he has a girlfriend, that's why I cry all the time. I didn't understand at that time, and I thought I was sick, and my life was finished, like I was suffering from depression." Mi Xiaozuo didn't think about how Gu Yi misunderstood Brother Xuan I went there, and continued to talk about my embarrassing past, "...It's like falling in love, worse than falling in love. If Brother Xuan wasn't with me, I'm afraid I wouldn't even think about it."
"Don't, don't, don't think about it, I was also an idiot at that time, why didn't I notice that you were in a bad mood..." Gu Yi recalled that at that time, his sense of existence was extremely low, and he didn't like to talk to anyone.
Mi Xiaozuo exposed half of his face to take a breath. He didn't know if it was because of the surgery, but his eyelids were swollen badly.He really didn't look like a man, and he has always had low self-esteem. "You are also a good person. I shared the upper berth. You see that my eyesight is not good. Take the initiative to return it to me and give me the lower berth. I will remember it."
Gu Yi suddenly turned his head: "So...Brother Xuan already knew that you also like men?"
"He doesn't know!" Mi Xiaozuo shook his head tightly, tears streaming down his face, "...I haven't told Brother Xuan, but he is so smart, maybe he has already guessed it. Otherwise, why did Brother Xuan let me know?" I sleep in a room by myself, and you two sleep in the living room. At night I take a shower and you are not allowed to come in and go to the toilet. Brother Xuan is very smart, he might have guessed it a long time ago, but he never asked or said... I don’t have a little bit of it I don’t dare to tell others about my son’s masculinity, let alone like anyone. I used to be selfish. I thought about marrying a lesbian and cheating my family. But I’m too timid, that is... I want to I think. In fact, this life is over if I live it on my own, but I am not reconciled, and I also want to be like Brother Xuan, who loves others and loves others."
"Okay, okay, don't talk about it, it's all after you get your eyes done." Gu Yi never knew that Xiao Zuo had such a hard life, it was much more miserable than Liu Xiang, Liu Xiang Mom’s merit alone is as small as that of Zuo’s family. “Don’t think too much about it. The most urgent thing is to keep your eyes well. In the future, you can find whatever you want. With the advanced Internet, you can find whatever sports committee you want. Don’t cry, If you cry any more, your eyes will be broken."
Mi Xiaozuo's hand on the side suddenly pressed Gu Yi's hand, but did not speak.Just when Gu Yi thought it was excruciating pain, he finally saw his white lips move.
"Am I a very selfish person?" Mi Xiaozuo asked without reason, "I knew you were good to me in the past six months, but I didn't say anything. I'm really not a man."
Gu Yi felt a big trough in his heart, and a flower bloomed on the top of his head.
"How could it be possible that I didn't know? I just pretended for a long time that I didn't like anyone, and in the end I lied to myself." Mi Xiaozuo couldn't see the flowers on Gu Yi's head, and a bud sprouted in his heart anyway, "I I haven’t done many brave things in my life. Opening a milk tea shop is the first one. Today’s operation without anesthesia is the second one. After telling you these words, I probably used up all my courage. I’m so sorry, I just pretended not to know anything because I didn't dare... I never went abroad before, my family bullied me, I was confused, I thought I'd be blind, so I'm going to be blind. Now I want to heal my eyes, but there are still so many places where I don't know. I've seen it, but I'm sure I wouldn't dare to go by myself, would you... go with me?"
"Ah?" Gu Yi felt that the flower on top of his head had turned into a towering tree.
"...That is, is there still time for me to say that I like you?" Mi Xiaozuo cried, really crying, his eyes were sore.
"It's too damn late, you're in a hurry." Gu Yi nodded fiercely with his head on a big tree, this is the rhythm of fucking love, "Ahem, don't follow me just because you are moved, I don't want you to be moved, I want you to really like me."
"I'm also touched, but I like it after I'm touched, okay?" Xiao Zuo said anxiously, his eyes couldn't be opened, he couldn't see Gu Yi's expression and reaction, and he was at a loss.
"That's fine too. Hey, ancestor, you should have said earlier, didn't you say that we are getting better soon? Can you let Brother Xuan rush to get the certificate before us?"
Just as Mi Xiaozuo took the first brave step, Gu Yi had already walked two miles away. "Who wants to get a certificate with you... Uncle Gu is still waiting for a next-generation kiss."
"Adoption is possible, isn't that what you said!" Boss Gu drew out the majestic blueprint, tsk, I didn't expect that I had been brewing for several years, and finally asked Xiao Zuo to confess first, and I was also very moved, "Then we two... ...Even if the relationship between the man and the man is officially confirmed? If it is confirmed, I will come out to my dad as soon as possible, and we will buy a big gift bag in the United States, and go back to coax him together. Forget about your family, let’s stop eating. "
"But... Will Uncle Gu be very disappointed with us?" Mi Xiaozuo didn't want to cry anymore, but God bummed out tears.
Gu Yi rubbed them one by one, and smiled honestly: "I must be disappointed with me, but my old man is reasonable, so I'll go back and coax him. He's actually the most beautiful when I find you. Think about it, how much he likes it." You."
"It's two different things to like me and you to come out of the closet. Let's talk about it when we get back. Uncle Gu is just you, so don't make the old man mad."
"Don't worry about this. My old man told me to take good care of your eyes now. Isn't this myopia? I will treat it slowly in the future. We can't keep up with Brother Xuan's devil's pace. One step at a time One step is fine." Gu Yi was so silly that he couldn't help but laugh, Xiao Zuo was still crying, but the laughter couldn't be stopped.
Mi Xiaozuo punched a little, like a child fighting heavyweight: "Stop laughing, my eyes hurt from laughing... If you laugh again, I won't be with you anymore."
"Don't laugh, don't laugh, don't laugh! Go to bed quickly. If the pain doesn't stop tomorrow, I'll take you to take a sightseeing boat. Anyway, there are still a few days before the reexamination. I'll take you to play all over before going home." Gu Yi immediately Restraint, not daring to move.In his eyes, Xiao Zuo has always been a brittle glass, he must hold it in his hand, it is too fragile.
"I don't believe it, you must be laughing at me." Mi Xiaozuo endured the pain, and tried to open his blurred eyes from crying, and he saw Gu Yi's overjoyed face.
Gu Yi hurriedly begged him: "Why are you opening your eyes? I swear to the lobster that I will never laugh again. What's wrong? Does it still hurt?"
Xiao Zuo opened his eyes and said nothing for a long time, just looked around quietly. "It still hurts, but it's really clear. It's so bright, it's clearer than I can see with glasses. I can even see the letters on the brand clearly. Don't treat me like a little girl. The girl you gave me before I'm a bitch, friend, but I'm not a woman."
"I didn't think of you as a woman. I always knew you were of the same sex. Besides, you said you were a bitch, but who carried the Mi family? It was you, Mi Xiaozuo, right? How responsible. What happened to the bitch? This It's gender discrimination, because your family favors sons over daughters. What's wrong with your mother? Who was not born by a mother? In the future, you can be your mother as you want, and don't talk to them. At least there is nothing wrong with my eyes, so I hurried to call Brother Xuan. Save them from worrying."
"Okay, then come over quickly after you make the phone call and beat the jet lag with me." Mi Xiaozuo had exhausted all his strength and courage. He was instantly relieved and happy after keeping the secret in his heart for so many years.The person he admires the most is Bian Hexuan, who never cares about what others think, and lives so passionately.Brother Xuan said that no one does not love freedom, but if the outside world is really thrown over, not everyone dares to leave.Now he also wants to be enthusiastic, and be with Gu Yi.
Want to try long hair first?He was eager to try.
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