Record of Yin and Yang

When Lu Chengan was telling his memories, he and Lu Wan's sick mother, Lu Xiaoshi, also came over.

Master Lu was still angry at Lu Chengan for contradicting him, so he stood alone at the door, saw her coming, and said displeasedly: "What are you doing here?"

Lu Xiao's expression was indifferent, "It's a mother and child, I'll see her off."

Master Lu snorted coldly, it seemed that he wanted Lu Xiaoshi to go back, but Lu Xiaoshi stood still and looked at Master Lu calmly.Master Lu seemed to want to say something again, at this moment, Lu Chengan called Lu Xiaoshi "Mother".

Lu Xiaoshi lowered his eyes, bypassed Master Lu, and entered the house.

Lu Xiao's body is thin, her temples are already white, her face is the same as Master Lu's, with exhaustion, but she is a little more numb.She walked in, greeted Gu Jiu and Shao Yi in silence, looked carefully at Lu Cheng'an's face, and sat beside her without saying a word, looking down at her toes.

Lu Chengan looked at Lu Xiaoshi with complicated eyes. Although his attitude towards Lu Xiaoshi was not enthusiastic, it was not as hostile as he was towards Master Lu. His "mother" just now was obviously for Lu Xiaoshi. rescue.

Gu Jiu noticed that when Lu Chengan's eyes fell on Lu Xiaoshi, his eyes rolled, as if looking at Lu Xiaoshi, but not at her. Gu Jiu knew that he, like them, could see both Lu Wan and Lu Xiaoshi. You can see the four baby girl spirits clinging to Lu Xiaoshi's body.

That's right, there are four little ghosts hanging on Lu Xiaoshi's body that look like they died when they were born, because they are almost all covered with blood, and they are still connected to the umbilical cord. On Lu Xiaoshi.They moved around, trying to attract Lu Xiaoshi's attention, but Lu Xiaoshi couldn't see them, they couldn't get a response, and soon burst into tears.

From the time when Lu Xiaoshi appeared to when she sat down, Gu Jiu and Shao Yi were so upset by the grievous cries of grievance, even the little brother walked around Lu Xiaoshi impatiently. Going forward, eager to stand up and stop these noisy brats.

Gu Jiu rubbed his forehead, recited the meditation formula several times, and looked at Lu Cheng'an with a complicated expression. He finally understood why the Lu family and his wife had such a son in middle age, and also knew why Lu Cheng'an's health was so poor.Under Lu Chengan, there was only Lu Wan, a younger sister, and Lu Xiaoshi never conceived another child after that, so the four baby girl spirits could only have died before Lu Chengan was born.

Gu Jiu said to Lu Cheng'an: "You can see them too."

Lu Cheng settled down, nodded silently, and said in a low voice: "After my sister died, I also fell seriously ill, wandering on the edge of life and death, and then I will be able to see it."

Master Lu favors sons over daughters, and he heard rumors from somewhere that if he wanted a daughter that his son gave birth to in the end, he would bury her alive, so that no baby girl would dare to be reincarnated.But Lu Xiao's daughter who had four babies in a row, Mr. Lu did not soften his heart. The four babies were all buried alive before they were born without even wiping their bodies, and then finally gave birth to Lu Cheng'an.But Master Lu didn't know that the dead baby girls resented being abandoned, and their souls stuck to Lu Xiaoshi who gave birth to them and refused to leave. After a long time, the Yin Qi affected Lu Xiaoshi's body, and then Lu Cheng'an.

Including the later Lu Wan, who was much weaker than normal children, it was only because Lu Cheng'an's birth took away most of the yin energy from Lu Xiao's body that she looked better than Lu Cheng'an.It's just that the final encounter was even more miserable than being abandoned by her parents at the beginning, because she was born because of her brother's physical needs, and she was only born as a tonic that could prolong his life, more than infant spirits. lived for several years.

All this was known to Lu Chengan after Lu Wan's death. His attitude towards Lu Xiaoshi was the same as Master Lu's at the beginning. Tiger poison doesn't eat children, so how could they have the heart to treat their children like that? Compared with himself, Lu Wan's experience shows their cruelty even more.

At that time, Master Lu didn't feel that he was at fault when he questioned Lu Cheng'an hysterically, so he chose to face it coldly.Lu Xiaoshi is also very numb, but he is numb because he cannot control the fate of himself and the four dead children.

At that time, Lu Chengan learned from Lu Xiaoshi that there should have been four older sisters before him.

Among those four children, Lu Xiaoshi gave birth to the first child with full of maternal love, but she never dared to take out the maternal love that she hadn't had time to give after Master Lu buried the child alive.

Lu Xiao, who had just given birth, was weak and unable to keep her child. She also went back to her natal family for help, but although her natal family had some complaints about Master Lu's practice of burying her own daughter alive, they only verbally condemned it and let it go gently. .Later, Lu Xiao gave birth to her second daughter, and once again witnessed Master Lu burying his daughter alive, she cried bitterly. She was desperate and wanted to reconcile with Master Lu, but this was first reprimanded and opposed by her natal family.

Some people sympathized with Lu Xiaoshi, while others ridiculed her for not living up to expectations, lightly saying that girls are losers anyway, and it would be nice to have a son.No one supports Lu Xiaoshi, no one becomes her backing, behind her is a cliff.

When the third child was born, Lu Xiaoshi was trembling and even saved money secretly, wanting to sneak out to give birth to the child before the delivery, but was discovered by Master Lu, and the third child was still lost.By the time of her fourth child, Lu Xiaoshi had given up any hope. Looking at her daughter who was buried alive again, her heart was already numb.

In the end, Lu Cheng'an was finally born, and Master Lu was happy to have a son, but Lu Xiaoshi felt no joy in her heart. She cried bitterly, feeling that she was finally relieved.But Lu Chengan was weak and might die at any time, Lu Xiaoshi became afraid again.For so many years, Mr. Lu thought that Lu Xiaoshi took care of Lu Chengan because of maternal love, because of a mother's responsibility, but only Lu Xiaoshi knew that she was just afraid of Lu Chengan's death, and that after his death, she would go through the experience of many years ago again. those desperate.

She has feelings for Lu Cheng'an, but less than everyone thought.Her affection for Lu Wan is even less pitiful, because Lu Xiaoshi already knew her ending since she was conceived.

Lu Wan is the tonic for life extension, and Lu Xiaoshi is the tool for giving birth.

If Lu Wan's death only made Lu Cheng'an want to end his life, then the four baby girl spirits on Lu Xiao's body really stimulated Lu Cheng'an to put his death-seeking into action.If it wasn't for him, none of the four older sisters would have died, nor would Lu Wan, and Lu Xiao would not have suffered so much. He believed that he was the source of all these evils.

"It's not your fault." Gu Jiu said.

Lu Chengan shook his head, he was still too guilty to extricate himself, he couldn't forgive Master Lu, and naturally he couldn't forgive himself either.

A gust of wind came out, Gu Jiu and the others turned their heads to look at the door.

Lu Wan, who was dressed in red, appeared quietly at some point. She was floating at the door, and she seemed to want to come in. She looked into the room with the open door, and when she saw Gu Jiu and Shao Yi, she was shocked immediately. , wanted to turn around and run away.

"Wanwan, Wanwan, don't go! Do you hate brother?" Lu Cheng'an had already seen Lu Wan, and seeing that she was about to leave again, he wanted to get out of bed regardless of his weakness, and was supported by Lu Xiaoshi next to him.

Lu Wan's figure stopped immediately, and she turned around slowly, aggrieved and sad: "Wan Wan won't hate my brother, but my brother always asks Wan Wan to kill you."

She wanted to see her brother, but she didn't want to kill him, so she could only sneak over to take a look every time.

Lu Cheng'an already regretted it. He almost made Lu Wan feel sad about the crime of killing his brother before. Now he hurriedly said: "I won't let you kill me. My brother just wants to see you now. Can you come here?"

Although Lu Wan can pass through the wall directly, she still has the habit of her life, such as entering the house through the door.Standing by the door was Mr. Lu who was looking around and looking for Lu Wan. It was ridiculous that Lu Wan was so timid. Lu Wan came to harm him.

Lu Wan knew that Lu Xiaoshi couldn't see her, but she also called her mother, and then smiled at the four baby girls.She was still young, so she only vaguely knew that these four infant spirits should also be her former relatives.

Lu Wan was afraid of Shao Yi, so Gu Jiu consciously pulled Shao Yi to stand aside, letting the siblings take a good look at each other.

Lu Chengan wanted to touch Lu Wan's head, but Lu Wan avoided it. She knew that she was different now, her brother was weak, so he couldn't get close to her, let alone touch her, otherwise he would get sick.She whispered: "Brother, you've lost weight again, didn't you eat well?"

Looking at such a weak and sensible younger sister, Lu Cheng'an felt a severe sore throat, he took a few deep breaths, and then choked up and said: "I'm still sick, I don't have any appetite, when I recover, my brother will eat well."

Lu Wan laughed happily and dimpled, "That's good, otherwise not only me, but also parents will be very worried."

Seeing her mentioning her parents so calmly, Lu Cheng'an couldn't help asking: "Wanwan, don't you hate them?"

Lu Xiaoshi stood beside the bed, wringing his fingers, keeping his head down all the time.Master Lu at the door felt that the room suddenly became cold, and he had already stood by the door under the eaves outside the door, unable to hear what they were talking about.

Lu Wan bit her lip, and said in a low voice, "Actually, I'm a bit resentful."

Gu Jiu and the others thought she would say that she resented them for sacrificing her, but they saw her put down her face, and said a little depressed: "Wanwan is voluntary to take blood for my brother, and Wanwan's blood can be used to keep my brother alive. Wan is very happy. It’s just that she has grown so big, Wan Wan has never gone out to play, and she never knew what the outside world looked like before.”

Unfortunately, now that she is free, she can see the outside world, but she can no longer play like a normal child.What makes her even more sad is that after being a ghost, she can't even get too close to her favorite brother. She also has a feeling that she will be separated from her brother sooner or later, and she can't even look at him from a distance. up.

Lu Cheng'an was also very sad. He was about to say something when he heard Lu Wan continue: "So brother, you have to survive and see more of the outside world for Wan Wan. This is Wan Wan's wish. Wan Wan herself If you can’t achieve it, you can only rely on your brother.”

There were tears in Lu Cheng'an's eyes, "Is this the only one?"

Lu Wan tilted her head and thought for a while, "Wan Wan was in poor health before, and couldn't eat many delicious foods. If my brother has a chance in the future, please eat more for Wan Wan."

Facing his younger sister who was racking his brains to keep him alive, Lu Chengan laughed and cried, "My brother promises you."

Lu Wan said happily: "Then it's settled, if I regret it, my brother is a puppy."

"I won't go back on my word, my brother will always do what he says." Lu Cheng'an promised.

Lu Wan was relieved now, and then secretly glanced at Gu Jiu and Shao Yi, Gu Jiu smiled at the little girl, and the little girl shrank back like a frightened little rabbit.

"Brother, who are they?" Lu Wan asked Lu Cheng'an in a soft voice, but no matter how soft the voice was, it still fell into the ears of the two with good hearing.

Lu Chengan wanted to touch Lu Wan's head, but Lu Wan remembered not to let his brother touch her, so he hid again.Lu Chengan put down his hands in disappointment, and said, "They are Taoists who came here to help you."

"Help me?" Lu Wan asked in surprise.

"Yes." Lu Cheng'an said, "Wanwan, let them send you away."