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Gu Jianan scanned the following content, and couldn't help suspecting that this was a diary of a primary school student.Because what follows next looks like this:

I had a quarrel today, but there was no quarrel, I was the only one who was sulky.We went out to fly a kite together, but this idiot couldn't fly a kite, so I was tossing around by myself, boring.He said he wanted to play with me, but he ended up playing with his mobile phone by himself, and kept sending messages to a beautiful woman, isn't he just a high school classmate!Although it's considered sensible not to avoid me, but the two of them have been in contact too frequently recently.He actually laughed when he heard the beauty say that she was passing by City C and wanted to come to play with him!Like a dog!He has no idea what I'm mad about...

(Why do I feel like I am a mother-in-law after writing it?)

2012.5.2

The following handwriting is obviously different from the above one, the font is larger and more powerful: Guaranteed to learn how to fly a kite.The next time I go out, I will concentrate on playing with you and never touch my phone. This time, there is a reason for this. Please forgive me.That girl has a boyfriend.I laughed because you still look good when you blow your beard and stare.Don't be angry, I panic when you are unhappy.

Gu Jianan felt that she was useless. After reading this passage, she could almost hear the sound of her heart beating, and it was not as uncomfortable as before.He turned to the next page:

Get mad, Meng Xincheng idiot!You didn't tell me when you were in trouble, you simply didn't treat me as your own!If you ask others to borrow money and don't ask me for it, don't you think I'm your boyfriend!I gave money and still shamed me!

2012.9.6

The following is still Meng Xincheng's response: I know you really care about me, and I cherish it very much.Forgive my useless ego.I want to love you equally.

Seeing this, Gu Jianan's nose was a little sour. He didn't get to know Meng Xincheng well, thinking that he was the glamorous and handsome appearance that he showed in front of him during this period of time.He was eager to know what Meng Xincheng looked like before, and why they became what they are now.

The next few articles are all about the same content. They are almost angry on the surface, but they are actually full of love.Gu Jianan roughly scanned the pattern and turned the page.

Finally, I found a different article, and the content is not contradictory.Here Gu Jianan wrote:

I found that no matter how angry and uncomfortable I was, if I really put the incident on paper and described it with a pen, I felt that the thing that made you angry just now was simply a trivial matter, and it was not worth getting angry about, especially ……I love him. (I don't admit that my writing is too bad!)

2013.8.20

The following is Meng Xincheng's reply: Well, then I have achieved the purpose of giving you this notebook.I love you too.

Gu Jianan laughed out loud, thinking to himself that he was tricked by Meng Xincheng, shook his head and continued to scroll down.Suddenly, his hands froze, he stopped to look carefully, and found that there was no reply from Meng Xincheng on this page, and his handwriting was also a bit scribbled.

When Meng Xincheng called my name, the tone was very special, different from others, it was his own name, even if others called it that way, it didn't have his taste.However, when he answered my phone tonight, he called my name without any emotion at all. That voice seemed to isolate me from strangers.

2014.

The time is only written with a dot in the year, as if it is too weak to write out the following numbers.Gu Jianan's heart shrank, a fear of knowing the cruel truth made his fingers tremble a little.But after a short pause, he still turned to the next page.

This page is more concise, only a few words.

I don't believe that Meng Xincheng will cheat

No dates, not even punctuation.Gu Jianan felt a little out of breath, he turned to the next page with trembling hands, and there were only three words on the next page: I, let's go.

Gu Jianan seemed to think that this should not be the case, he continued to turn back in disbelief, but there was only a blank space left.He was completely dumbfounded, and he didn't want to believe that they were cut off like this in the first place.He put down his notebook, more eager and even a little crazy to find more clues.Before looking for things, he was still worried about not messing up the room, but now he can't control so much at all, the things in the drawers are pulled out and spilled on the floor, and the boxes and bags in the cabinet are taken out and placed on the bed.Finally, he found a mobile phone in a black lacquered wooden box, the same brand as his mobile phone.After pressing twice and the screen was still black, he stumbled to get his own charging cable to charge the phone.

While waiting for the phone to be charged, Gu Jianan suddenly became quiet. 'I don't believe that Meng Xincheng will cheat', although there are no punctuation marks in this sentence, but he felt that when he wrote this sentence, he firmly believed in it.But the last sentence "I'm leaving" seems to be a compromise after helplessness, so why is this?

The battery of the mobile phone was enough to turn it on, Gu Jianan pressed the power button without hesitation, he hesitated for a moment in the power-on password, and then entered his birthday, and it turned on.Then he was attracted by the desktop of the mobile phone, which was a photo of him and Meng Xincheng.Judging from his own eyes in the photo, he really loved Meng Xincheng at that time.