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Gu Jianan didn't want to continue digging slowly like this, cutting his heart from the truth one by one, he could hardly bear it.He knew that when he returned to his home, he would definitely find something to help him sort out the past, but he didn't want to explore, he just wanted to find Meng Xincheng immediately, hug him, and listen to him.

Although his mother hurt the person he loved in the name of loving him, but her mother has passed away, Gu Jianan has no way to hold grudges against her.He was just afraid of knowing what worse things his mother had done.

Enduring the dull pain in his heart, Gu Jianan packed up the things he messed up and put them in the cabinet.When he got up, he was dizzy and almost couldn't stand still. He felt that he couldn't stay in this room anymore, and staggered out.

Standing under the sun, Gu Jianan felt at a loss, he didn't know where to find Meng Xincheng.It was futile to call him over and over again.Su Lu's call was still unanswered.Gu Jianan even called Lu Chengye to ask, and the reply he got was "I want to know too fucking!".Holding the mobile phone, Gu Jianan squatted powerlessly on the busy street, feeling extremely terrified.

Su Lu's sudden call was like a shot in the arm, allowing Gu Jianan to regain his sanity.He rejected Su Lu's proposal to pick him up, and stopped a taxi to go to the hotel she mentioned.

As soon as she entered the door and saw Su Lu's expression, Gu Jianan knew that she didn't know Meng Xincheng's whereabouts either.He turned his head to look at Xiao Jue, and hurriedly stepped forward to grab his arm, his voice choked with sobs: "Xiao Jue, the purpose of your approaching me is Meng Xincheng, isn't it?"

Xiao Jue slightly tilted his head to one side, but didn't make a sound.

"Then what you said is all made up? I didn't help you when you were in trouble?"

"No, everything I said is true. I just concealed my purpose."

Gu Jianan looked earnestly: "Then can you tell me where Meng Xincheng is based on this little bit of affection?"

Xiao Jue pushed his hand away: "Even if I tell you, you won't see his face. Even if your father is the mayor or mayor."

"Why?" Gu Jianan really couldn't understand, "Could it be that Meng Xincheng committed some serious crime? How could it be so serious."

Xiao Jue sighed helplessly: "He is not valued as a person now, but as an item."

"What item, you are the item!" Gu Jianan blushed with excitement, "He is a real person!"

"He's not."

"You put it..." Gu Jianan's eyes widened angrily, and suddenly thought of the unusual things before, his voice sank, "Please explain clearly to me."

"Is it still necessary? Anyway, you'll forget about him in two days."

Gu Jianan froze, waved his hand twice unconsciously, staggered and turned to look at Su Lu: "You have to tell me what's going on." Su Lu turned her head to the side and said nothing.Gu Jianan suddenly had an evil fire in his heart, he was annoyed to death by the feeling of being kept in the dark. "Has my brain been hit? Like on TV?" He smiled miserably, walked quickly to the table, picked up a glass ashtray and smashed it on the head without hesitation, saying, "Can I think like this?" stand up?"

"Jianan!" Su Lu's tears came out instantly, she screamed and rushed over to cover the wound on Gu Jianan's head with paper, "Are you a fool! It's useless to hurt yourself like this, Xincheng will feel heartbroken when he sees it dead."

Xiao Jue was startled, and he slid to the ground: "Jianan, why did you..."

"Then tell me."

"Anyway, you will forget, so why make yourself miserable..."

Su Lu was almost speechless: "I know you love Meng Xincheng very much, and you want to share the pain and happiness with him. But Meng Xincheng loves you so much, so he endured all the pain alone, just wanting to give you happiness But it's not fair to you...Jianan, let's deal with your head injury first? I'll tell you all about it."

"No, you have to tell me right now!" Gu Jianan quickly grabbed Su Lu's hand to keep her from moving.

Su Lu had no choice but to ask Xiao Jue to call the front desk to ask them to help buy disinfectant and gauze.

"If you didn't forget everything on the 15th, I probably wouldn't say it. After all, it's the two of you."

"Why number 15?"

"Two years ago, Meng Xincheng implanted a chip in your brain, erasing all your memories about him."

"why?"

"Because you are in pain." Su Lu sighed, "You are in such pain that you don't want to live, and you don't want to see him. I don't know the details of what happened to you. I just know...your mother has always wanted you Separated. While controlling Meng Xincheng, she anonymously sent you messages and photos of Meng Xincheng and others, making you think that Xincheng was cheating. You also moved out of the house you rented because of this. Xincheng did not force you If you stay, he will follow you wherever you live. But during that time he was too busy to touch the ground, most of them lived in the company, and you lacked communication. Later, your mother fell ill and was hospitalized, and died not long after. Then you followed Xincheng proposed to break up."

"So... we really broke up?"

"Probably Meng Xincheng doesn't recognize it."

The waiter brought the things, and Xiao Jue disinfected and treated Gu Jianan's wound without saying a word.

Gu Jianan was silent.Su Lu continued: "You just had a heart transplant at that time, but after waking up, your will to survive was weak and your mood fluctuated greatly, which was not conducive to recovery. If you couldn't survive, then Xincheng's sacrifice would be in vain. It doesn't make sense for him to live hard. So it can only make you forget him temporarily."

"Then why didn't he take out the chip later?"

"It's taken out..." Su Lu's voice choked up, "After you take it out, your memory of him will only be kept for one month. The day you take out the chip is the cycle point for your memory reset, which is the 15th of every month."

Gu Jianan couldn't believe it, her voice trembled: "Then he will get to know me again every month?"

"Correct."

"Why is this...how is this..." Gu Jianan felt his throat was hoarse, as if something was strangling his neck, his eyes were red with tears, and he opened his mouth as if roaring, but he didn't make a sound. His neck was flushed and his veins were exposed.

Su Lu was terrified, she held his face and called him: "Jianan...Jianan, don't get excited!" She half embraced Gu Jianan in her arms, stroked his chest to give him comfort, her voice contained Fear, "Jianan, you relax, you must not have anything to do, you have to be worthy of the heart that Xincheng gave you!"

Gu Jianan suddenly became quiet, Su Lu lowered her head, unable to see Gu Jianan's eyes clearly, only saw a glimmer of water.

His voice was very soft, as if he would be blown away by loud voices: "What is the heart he gave me?"

"Jianan, don't get excited, I'll take you to the hospital right now."

"Speak clearly!"

"Jianan, stop asking..." Su Lu almost bit her lips.Why go around, they still come back to this step.

"Tell me!" Gu Jianan yelled violently, got up and grabbed Su Lu's arm and pushed her to the ground, "Tell me!"

Xiao Jue stepped forward and pulled Gu Jianan away, "Didn't you already guess it. Yes, the donor for your heart transplant is Meng Xincheng, and he gave his heart to you."