The Taming of the Ruffian Hero

Shu Xiaoman didn't tell Chen Yuanxi that the depression had already tortured her so much that her life was worse than death.

A few months ago, since she visited the prison last time, and Chen Wanxin, Zheng Kai, and Gu Xina learned everything about Chen Yuanxi over the past ten years, she has been haunted all day long.

Mo Qian committed suicide, Luo Yang was executed by shooting, all Mo Shi people and Chen Tianjiao's family were scattered, Wang Wankun and Rao Yu's couple also surrendered and went to prison. Chen Yuanxi really kept his promise and testified for the couple about their cooperation in the process of obtaining evidence. After only two years in prison together, Wang Zhengjuan asked for her husband's consent and support, temporarily put down her two-year-old child, and went to find Zhou Nannan alone.Grateful, the Wang couple confessed to Wang Zhengjuan that they were the ones who forced her to get married in the past.All of this, Wang Zhengjuan sent a WeChat letter to Zhao Yuan without saying a word.Zhao Yuan has two mobile phones, and usually only uses the work number to go to work. In the work number, except for the people in the scope of work, there are only Shu Xiaoman, the nanny, Gu Xi, Zheng Kai, and the rest of the contacts. In another mobile phone, that mobile phone is usually kept at home.Shu Xiaoman saw WeChat, hesitated for a moment, and deleted it.

Before she went to prison, Chen Wanxin wrote a letter about bribing officials and falsely accusing Chen, and sent it to Zhao Yuan's residence.Shu Xiaoman, as his wife, received the letter.This letter did not reach Zhao Yuan's hands.

When she was visiting the prison, she even learned that Hong Xuan, Chen Yuanxi's second father, committed suicide, and before committing suicide, Zhang Dong, who had been with Chen Yuanxi for more than two years, was shot dead with his own hands.

Chen Wanxin was imprisoned, Zheng Kai was running around for a living, although Gu Xi recovered well after surgery, she was no longer the handsome young man at that time, Zhang Anan found a job as a music teacher, took Wang Xiang's parents by his side, and brought Wang Shixiang , living an ordinary and simple life.

All people seem to have their own place, they live and live by themselves.

She stood in front of Wang Xiang's cemetery, seeing the past scenes, one after another, straight into the stars in the sky, the same sky, similar every year, but different every year.As she was about to stand up, she unexpectedly had an illusion of being extremely lonely.

Only she married the person she seemed to want to marry, and lived the life of Mrs. Zhao who was well-fed and respected.Mr. has a dignified appearance and a personable manner, and her wealth and prestige have risen. She seems to be at the pinnacle of her life, enjoying the incomparable admiration and compliments of the world, but she doesn't know that the heights are extremely cold.

Zhao Yuan used her postpartum poor health as an excuse to refuse to take her to any banquets where husband and wife should appear on the same stage. He used busy work as an excuse, except to accompany the children, never took himself out, only to be his own parents, Zhao Yuan's When her father-in-law and mother-in-law came, she could only get Zhao Yuan's care and tenderness for a few days.

She was like, cut off from the world.

Shu Xiaoman and Zhao Yuan have been sleeping in separate beds, and after coaxing the children, they went back to their rooms.The babysitter will lead the child to whose bedroom he wants to sleep with.For fear of delaying Zhao Yuan's work, she always took the noisy Mengxi with her since she was a child. The originally silent Mengyuan preferred the quietness and simplicity of her father's study, and became less and less talkative.In her spare time, she took care of the room carefully, for fear that the children would damage all the items related to Lin Wenxi. Otherwise, Zhao Yuan would be furious in the room alone, or would not return for several nights.

He is enduring, and she is also enduring. After more than a year of married life, they have never experienced any honeymoon, and they have fallen into the deep pool of eternal silence.

In fact, even if they shared the same bed in the past, it was not just a dream. At any time, it is impossible for Zhao Yuan to indulge himself in each other.Zhao Yuan couldn't feel such pain, he gave Shu Xiaoman enough freedom, but also gave Shu Xiaoman enough to fall.

She thought of Instructor Zhang during the military training, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, admonishing Zhao Yuan and Lin Wenxi seriously.

She remembered Zhao Yuan shouting to Lin Wenxi: "One, one, two, two, two, one."

She thought of the blood-colored eyes drawn by the two, the sound of Dongchuan's piano, and the wedding between Yun Che and Zhu Ziping, and Zhu Ziping's words: "If two boys or two girls fall in love, please don't break them up. Because of their love, more and more courage is needed."

She finally remembered that Zhang An'an had told Shu Xiaoman after she got married.

"Xiaoman, I haven't finished telling you the previous story."

"Brother Xi, there is a girl who loves him. She has been waiting for him for eight years. She didn't let go of her until he told her that the boy he fell in love with was the boy who went far away for him. Her own happiness. She finally let go. She married a good man and lived a very happy life..."

Wenxi has always been alone... and he tied his man and child to his side.

Xiang, you finally understood.But I still don't understand.

Shu Xiaoman's tears slowly seeped into the cold concrete cemetery, two drops of water seeped out from the tombstone somehow, like tears falling from heaven.

Shu Xiaoman often sees a lonely figure walking silently in a large snowy field. The sky is full of wind and snow, and he is drifting away, drifting away, but she knows that he has always been there...

Shu Xiaoman left suddenly, and after taking an overdose of sleeping pills, he threw himself into the lake.

In the medical records in her drawer, Zhao Yuan discovered that she had already suffered from severe depression, and he had never set foot in this room before except to see the children.

A suicide note was mailed home a week later.

The last sentence: "Wang Xiang's death is finally clear, but I don't know if I should know it when I face the imminent death? But, A Yuan, at least, you are clear.

This feeling can be treated as a recollection, but it was lost at the time.

——Xiaoman's last pen. "

After Zhao Yuan read the letter, he hugged his head tightly and covered himself in the quilt. There was a dull and suffocating cry from the quilt.

It's just that WeChat and phone calls were all blocked by Chen Yuanxi.In the past, in the past, maybe a phone call or a few wechat messages by myself could make the meeting an instant. Don't you know how far away Yi Ren is at this moment.

When Zhao Yuan returned to Tianfu Township, he asked Liu Lanhua to be a key household and not to be demolished.He was moved to tears by Liu Lanhua's words.

"Even if our house is not demolished, and other houses are demolished and rebuilt, this is not the original place."

In Zhao Yuan's heart, the shadows of many people flashed across in an instant.

He passed the Yuanxiang government compound, which became a community, and he saw many children playing there, each holding a mobile phone, clicking and swipe, and the poplar tree, because it blocked the entrance and exit of vehicles in the community, was blocked. Fell down, uproots.

He has been to the lotus pond, the lotus pond has been filled, and bungalows have been built on it, the melting moon in the courtyard, the light breeze in the catkin pond.

He has been to the elementary school on the top of the mountain, where a tall communication tower has been demolished.

He has been to Yangzi County, where the home he used to live in has been donated to an orphanage for free as a branch of the nursing home.

He has been to the small town, where he used to live, the transfer procedures there are complete, and he has changed to a new one.

Zheng Kai's house.

"Akai, I will leave the two children to you." Zhao Yuan said in great pain, and then softly said to Mengyuan Mengxi who had been wiping his eyes: "Baby, daddy went to find your daddy Lin, maybe one day If you can't come back for a while, your Uncle Kai will love you very much."

"Father, you have to come back early, mom... Mom doesn't want us anymore." Mengxi's eyes were already red and swollen from crying, but Mengyuan kept crying and didn't speak.

"Mengxi, good boy, this is your aunt Wanxin, and this is your uncle. They will love you too!" Zhao Yuan reluctantly let go of his hand.

"Father lied to me!" Zhao Mengxi cried loudly: "Dad's older sister is called aunt. My father has no older sister. My older sister and my father don't look alike at all..."

"Mengxi, good boy, I'm your Papa Lin's older sister." With tears in her eyes, Chen Wanxin took out a cherry-flavored candy and gave it to Mengyuan and Mengxi each.

"A Yuan, have you really decided?" Zheng Kai sent it a long way.

"Children, please, I miss them, and I will come back to take a look... You and Wanxin must be happy." Zhao Yuan turned around suddenly, and saw a pair of children leaning against the door and looking at him, ignorant, Can't help the tears falling down.

"Remember, bring Gu Xi back together, Wanxin and I miss him very much!" Zheng Kai's eyes turned red.

a year ago.

Small Town Jail.

"Brother, why didn't you tell him about Zhang Shouxi?"

"Bastard! The body could not be found in the pond for several days. When your people heard that an unclaimed homeless man was cremated there, they ran to get the ashes and claimed that they belonged to Zhang Dong! They lost all the money! Father Ren Mother took away the ashes, how are you going to break this oolong?"

"But where did Zhang Shouxi go?"

"Where did he go, who knows! He said he hurt his brain and lost his memory. He only remembered that his name was Zhang Shouxi. Could he be brought back?

He has two ID cards, one is Zhang Dong and the other is Zhang Shouxi. Remember, Zhang Dong is dead!There is no such person in the world! "

……

half year ago.

"Gu Xi, Miss Wanxin is about to be released from prison, so you go with me, what will she think?" Chen Yuanxi asked.

"I know that she and Brother Kai will treat me well, the kind that are so nice... But Brother Kai, I am too tired. Sister Wanxin and Brother Kai have already recognized Wang Xiang's parents, and they have to take care of them often An An, do you let Brother Kai and her live like this for the rest of their lives?"

"Are you still thinking about Brother Kai?" Chen Yuanxi asked with a smile.

"Why don't you read it? He dropped something in my heart. However, I have preserved it very well! I only hope that he and Sister Wanxin are safe in this life, always, always!" Gu Xi laughed With red eye circles.

The backs of the two disappeared together in the deepest part of the setting sun.

half year later.

A train is heading towards the easternmost city.

Zhao Yuan heard that a temple there held an event, and there was news about Huang Xiya.

Holding the two reunited figurines, full of hope, he leaned against the car window. Outside the window, spring, summer, autumn and winter were raving, changing alternately.

Another train, headed for the westernmost city.

In the car, two girls were discussing happily.

A girl said, "Why are you so excited?"

Another girl said: "The president of the listed company in G City who came out half a year ago, Zhao Yuan, posted on Weibo that he was going east to find his lover's mother! His lover's mother must have been found." !"

Another girl said, "He's so handsome!"

The girl said again: "I always feel that the one across from us... seems like the person Zhao Yuan said..."

The two girls hurriedly took photos quietly and left messages on Weibo.The two boys on the opposite side leaned side by side and fell asleep deeply. Tears slowly overflowed from the eyes of one of the boys.

From the earphones he loosened, there was a faint singing voice like this:

"The world is like God's game,

made him and her,

Also made me and you.

Sun on the left,

Moonlight on the right,

He forgot us in the gap between the sun and the moon.

Black light, fiery deserted.

You are the sun and I am the rain,

You are the light and I am the shadow.

normal black hair,

average eye.

The sky is always crying,

The joys and sorrows are more ruthless.

Does anyone know Mo Shangyu,

A time that can never be reached.

city ​​lights,

It is a wandering star.

I am at Sansheng Stone,

Heaven looks endless..."