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During the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday, Jiang Chuan and Cheng Jing went back to Xitangkou.

Cheng Jing didn't want to go back at first, but Jiang Chuan wouldn't go back this way.The number of times he suddenly fell into depression has been greatly reduced now. When it was the worst, he couldn't get out of it for more than ten days. Now it is only two or three times a month, not more than one day.But as long as he was a little depressed, Jiang Chuan would notice it and come over to hug him.

That was when he longed for Jiang Chuan the most.

Jiang Chuan's embrace is generous and warm, and when he hugs, he can squeeze away all the damp and mildew-like things that grow deep in his heart.Occasionally Jiang Chuan would talk, and sometimes he would be silent, because he couldn't get a response from Cheng Jing, and he was afraid that too much chatter would make Cheng Jing's head hurt.

The hugs will turn into kisses, and the entanglement in the end is all initiated by Cheng Jing.

Jiang Chuan's entry is more like an unstoppable aggression than a hug, and all the pain will leave no trace.Afterwards, Jiang Chuan will clean up the battlefield, and Cheng Jing's nerves will be greatly relaxed in the warmth and comfort, and he will fall into a deep sleep without any scruples, ushering in a brand new tomorrow. Jiang Chuan gently said good morning in his ear.

Sometimes Cheng Jing can't help but think, if life is just a simple two people, it would be great.But he knew it was delusional.He couldn't let go of everything about his mother, and Jiang Chuan still had Jin Min and Jiang Xing.So when Jiang Chuan carefully proposed that the two of them go back to Xitangkou for the Mid-Autumn Festival, Cheng Jing didn't object and started preparing some gifts.

After Cheng Yumin's accident, Cheng Jing avoided meeting with many people.He doesn't need too much comfort, and he doesn't have the heart to deal with other people's kindness or hypocrisy.As for Jin Min, he was somewhat at a loss.He liked Jin Min very much, and it was thanks to Jin Min's care that he was in Xitangkou at that time.But thinking about it at the root, if there were no underground casinos back then, and if Jiang Guodong hadn't fallen into it, why would Jin Min have to suffer so many hardships in life.

Cheng Jing apologized to Jin Min, but Jin Min didn't think that way.A person who is rotten at the core, anything will make him rot.If there is no underground casino, there will be other things, let Jiang Guodong show his face step by step.

What's more, Jin Min also likes Cheng Jing very much, and he doesn't need to think about it to know that Cheng Jing has worked hard alone.Meeting in such a situation, except for a hug, Jin Min didn't say much, he just picked up some trivial things in the market, and coupled with the cheerful and talkative Jiang Li's lively atmosphere, it was relaxed and happy.Jiang Xing was still very clingy to Cheng Jing, he kept Jiang Chuan away for most of the day, and kept talking about his own affairs.Jiang Chuan was not annoyed, he just listened by the side, interjecting occasionally in exchange for Jiang Xing's big eyes.

When they had time, the two of them got together with Nan Xichi once, and then went to visit the old man together.On the way back, Jiang Chuan asked, "Are you going back to N City to see your parents?"

Cheng Jing said: "Not for now, someone will represent you."

The two walked along another remote path in the scenic area. In autumn, the warm sun was high and the wind was rustling, which made it beautiful in tranquility.After returning to J University, Jiang Chuan will be very busy, Cheng Jing decided to tell her plan now.He said: "My mother's company is in Hong Kong, and all her works belong to the company. I hope to get the company back."

Cheng Jing's time limit for leaving the country was three months, while Song Yang was restricted for half a year.But even if Cheng Jing could go to Hong Kong by himself now, Jiang Chuan would not allow it, so he didn't mention it.

Jiang Chuan asked, "Is the company in the hands of Nie Mingting?"

"The director I found was him." Cheng Jing said, "At that time, I was not yet full, and my father was a public official, so he couldn't inherit the company. The most suitable person should be my uncle, but my uncle has been in Australia. I'm not interested in what my mother does, and I have limited contacts. I don't quite understand why the company ended up in Nie Mingting's hands."

Although Cheng Jing has some contact with the people Cheng Yumin has been with, it is impossible for him to know all of them.In terms of seniority, Nie Mingting is a junior and has only set foot in the mall in the past few years. Why does Cheng Yumin trust him so much and transfer Xie Jiayu's company to his name?Cheng Jing is determined to get Xie Jiayu's company back, and now he just wants to know if there is any other promise between Cheng Yumin and Nie Mingting.

It's best to have it, otherwise it will take a lot of twists and turns to get it back.

After Cheng Jing said this, Jiang Chuan went to read the news related to the Nie family and felt something different.Nie Mingting and Yan Qingshu are about the same age, have the same educational background, and their names often appear on the headlines in the business and entertainment circles.I don't know if the media is deliberately looking for a gimmick, or the two are competing.

Cheng Jing needs Song Yang's help in this matter.Therefore, until Song Yang can leave the country, he will not take any further action.

Jiang Chuan knew the significance of Xie Jiayu's works to Cheng Jing, so he didn't say much. He only hoped that Cheng Jing's mental state would be more stable in the next period of time, otherwise these things would become a burden.

After the Mid-Autumn Festival, Jiang Chuan officially reported to the professor.

Freshman is all basic courses, there is no major direction.Now that Jiang Chuan has joined the Bitcoin project team, in addition to the mathematics and finance that everyone needs to learn, he also needs to learn programming.

At first, he thought that the professor would accept him. Apart from the straight temper of both of them, it was also because he had a perfect score in mathematics in the college entrance examination, and he learned programming quickly, so he had great potential.After joining the team, Jiang Chuan found out that the office lacked someone to sweep the floor and wipe the tables.

Idle people in the office are not allowed to enter, and the group is full of graduate students, all staring at this project.Jiang Chuan didn't get too serious, signed the non-disclosure agreement and the credit application form, and turned to study the book list with Cheng Jing.

The credits for entering the project team are very high, and if relevant papers can be published, additional credits will be added.Therefore, Jiang Chuan can skip many public elective courses and set aside more time to study other courses.

For some books, the library has a limited collection and it is inconvenient to buy them, so Jiang Chuan borrowed them directly from the graduate students in his group.I borrowed one copy from this one, and borrowed two copies from that one. I borrowed seven or eighty eight copies, and Cheng Jing and I read it separately.

You need to learn more than people at the same level, and you must master it in the shortest possible time.If he was alone, Jiang Chuan wasn't sure if he could survive.But Cheng Jing was willing to be with him, and everything became different again.

He tried his best to concentrate his class time, the whole morning or the whole afternoon, and the rest of the time went to the professor's side to sweep the floor and wipe the table, and followed behind the brothers' buttocks to listen to the discussions that made him confused.Go back to cook at night, then walk the dog with Cheng Jing, talk about some things during the day on the way, after walking the dog, the two of them start reading and studying, discussing what they don't understand.If there is no result in the discussion, Jiang Chuan will block the professor again, or be thrown to the graduate students by the professor.

When others heard that Jiang Chuan joined the Bitcoin project team, most of them were surprised, thinking that Jiang Chuan had some background.After getting along for half a semester, Jiang Chuan has been keeping a low profile and getting along well with everyone in the class.He has always had such a temper. As long as others don't provoke him, he seldom picks things up, let alone has no time to pick things up now.

Sometimes Cheng Jing would also come to school, walk the dog on the playground, exercise by himself, and have lunch with Jiang Chuan in the cafeteria, and then go back to read books and play games.He can be regarded as invisible, and he is really good-looking, so the sense of mystery becomes more and more prominent. The photo was secretly photographed and posted on the school forum, but no one knew who it was.

After asking about Jiang Chuan's side, although Jiang Chuan was a little happy, he put on a posture that he had no comment.Thinking of Cheng Jing's former classmates in J Dali, he quickly contacted the moderator to delete it. He hoped that Cheng Jing's life would be peaceful.

One day, Jiang Chuan rushed back from the graduate school to take an evening public elective class. He passed by the lecture hall and saw a poster of a popular science lecture. The guests were several doctors of psychology.With a twitch of his heart, he skipped the elective class, walked into the lecture theater, and sat down in the back row.

One of the guests named Wei Zhan shared his experience of receiving hypnosis. Jiang Chuan listened quietly and asked in the question section: "Can hypnosis treat depression?"

Several guests were a little surprised. They discussed in a low voice, and Wei Zhan replied: "Hypnosis is used to treat depression. The treatment methods in some countries have reached a quite mature stage, and domestic experts are also studying it. What is certain is that, It can be successful, but it doesn't work for everyone."

Jiang Chuan: "Why?"

Wei Zhan: "There are about 10% of people who are difficult to be hypnotized, how to implement treatment through hypnosis?"

Jiang Chuan: "What kind of person can't be hypnotized, is it easy for someone with a stable biological clock and a high degree of self-discipline?"

Wei Zhan: "This requires a susceptibility test."

Jiang Chuan seemed to grasp a life-saving straw, rushed to Wei Zhan after the lecture, and said without feeling abrupt, "I have a friend who has been suffering from depression for more than two years due to repeated accidents. I have been taking medicine, but it has not completely recovered. I will take him to where I can do a susceptibility test."

Wei Zhan was taken aback by Jiang Chuan's impatience. After recovering his expression, Wei Zhan asked, "Who is your friend's attending doctor?"

Jiang Chuan said a name, and continued: "But since the second half of the year, I haven't been there again because of some things."

Wei Zhan didn't care about this. He glanced outside the door and said calmly: "I know that well-known expert. I suggest you ask your friend first, maybe he has done it before. Susceptibility testing."

Jiang Chuan's enthusiasm faded instantly, and he realized that Cheng Jing had probably already tried it.Wei Zhan noticed the change in his expression and asked, "Is this friend... important to you?"

Jiang Chuan said without hesitation, "It's very important. I don't know how many times he had suicidal tendencies, but I ran into him once. After that, I never separated from him, and I don't want anything to happen to him."

Wei Zhan was slightly surprised, and said in relief: "You seem to have said before that your friend is very self-disciplined. Generally, self-disciplined people have a higher chance of recovering from depression, not to mention that he has your company and encouragement."

He patted Jiang Chuan on the shoulder: "You did a good job."

When I went back to Jiangchuan and asked Cheng Jing, it turned out that the susceptibility test had already been done.He was a little lost, and after the loss, he regained his previous vigor, and said, "It's okay, that doctor has a clinic for psychological counseling, and it's in City S. I've asked for his contact information, and we'll go directly to see him in the future."

Later, when Jiang Chuan looked back on his university life for several years, almost no day was wasted.At that time, I didn't feel bored or distressed, because Cheng Jing was by my side.Cheng Jing was still so calm and rational. After getting Jiang Chuan's schedule, he quickly made a schedule.Jiang Chuan followed suit without any objection, and gradually made everything in his life smooth and orderly, and rarely messed up.

In the first semester of his freshman year, Jiang Chuan has been doing odd jobs in the project team.He quickly completed most of the basic courses, passed CET-40, and wrote codes that were more complicated than a pixel villain with a [-]-meter machete.That day, he read the original English version of "Modern Cryptography" for a long time, and his eyes were sour from reading it. He dozed off in the back row of the Chinese class, and was suddenly called up by the teacher to answer questions.

The content of the lecture that day was Fu Lei's family letter, and the teacher asked everyone to write a letter to the closest person.Jiang Chuan was stunned, remembering that this was an assignment from the previous class.At that time, he couldn't write it out, and he completely forgot it within two days.At this moment, I couldn't make up anything temporarily, so I had to say honestly: "I don't know what to write."

The teacher said: "Write what you want to say, or some thoughts."

Jiang Chuan was still confused: "But I have hardly been separated from him, we meet every day, we talk about everything, and writing is not as fast as speaking."

The large classroom with nearly a hundred people instantly burst into a buzzing sound, and everyone shouted unscrupulously: "Isn't Xueba the one who loves studying? When did you fall in love?"

Jiang Chuan said with a smile: "I'm sorry, but I have a puppy love, and we talked about it in high school."

"Is it also from J University? I haven't heard of it at all!" Some girl shouted, "Jiang Chuan, the girls in our dormitory are all secretly in love with you!"

University is not high school, and the teachers are very supportive of free love, not to mention that we have been together for so long.Jiang Chuan blushed a little, but he wasn't embarrassed. He bowed in the direction of the voice and said, "Thank you for your favor, you all are so discerning."

Even the teacher couldn't help but laugh now.

When I went back to Jiang Chuan and talked about it with Cheng Jing, the main point was: "Today someone called me Xueba, it sounds so fucking cool."

However, Cheng Jing's focus is different: "If you didn't hand in your homework this time, will it affect your grade point?"

Jiang Chuan: "..."

Jiang Chuan rushed over, blocked Cheng Jing in front of the computer desk, and bit Cheng Jing's ears and nose.Biting and biting, I became a little confused, sucking the boy's lips and teeth, and my voice became hoarse: "Cheng Jing, will you miss me when I'm not at home?"

He smelled the very light perfume on the boy's body, and suddenly realized that he didn't need to rely on words to judge.He bought that perfume for Cheng Jing, even though it didn't suit his temperament.He also bought the cup Cheng Jing used to drink water, even though it was just the simplest one from Starbucks.

After a long time, he took out these details and rubbed them repeatedly, convinced that they were once in love and loved each other without hindrance.