why do you like me

076 brothers

The professor gave Jiang Chuan a few days off. After the seminar, Jiang Chuan and Cheng Jingli left the team, and the two flew directly to N City.

Jiang Xing's treatment has entered the third phase, and a successful conclusion basically means recovery.With the help of Song Yang, Jin Min didn't bother too much.It was because she felt that she was not related to Song Yang, and this kindness was too great, and she didn't know how to repay it.Jiang Chuan didn't say a word, and glanced at Cheng Jing who was talking to Jiang Xing, and then promised Jin Min that he would thank Song Yang well in the future and let her relax.

Jin Min is frugal, and basically didn't buy any extra things during his temporary stay in N City.Jiang Chuan didn't quarrel with her, but quietly took out the living expenses she gave her these years, not saying that it was saved before, but said: "My scholarship is enough, and the professor will also have a bonus this year. Come down. You don't need to send money to me, I will send money to you in the future."

The scholarships of various names are real. Jiang Chuan doesn't have to hide it like he did when he first went to college. He explained everything to Jin Min clearly, which is very confident.The more Jin Min listened to it, the happier he became, but he was still worried that his son would not have enough money outside.Jiang Chuan walked over and hummed: "You really don't have to worry too much, I will only earn more in the future."

"I'm still a student, so don't use your mind in a wrong way."

Speaking of which, Jin Min suddenly burst into tears. She only expected Jiang Chuan to be obedient, and she never thought that he would be so promising.

Jiang Chuan also felt that he was very promising, so he kept acting coquettishly: "Then please compliment me a little bit, and don't forget to compliment me for being more handsome."

Jin Min touched Jiang Chuan's eyes subconsciously, and the scar on the eyelids was gone, so the more he looked at it, the more he felt that his son was not bad, and he was a good person when he walked out.

Jin Min wanted to treat Song Yang to a dinner together, Jiang Chuan didn't wait for Cheng Jing to speak, and said directly to Jin Min: "Don't bother, you stay here with Xingzi, I will treat Song Yang first, and wait later Xingzi is officially discharged from the hospital, you can thank him however you want."

No matter how deep Cheng Jing's friendship with Song Yang is, it has nothing to do with Jin Min who doesn't know the situation.From Jiang Xing's treatment, Song Yang came over two or three times a month, mainly to understand the treatment situation, and help with any procedures, without Jin Min to bother.

After Jiang Chuan and Cheng Jing arrived at the office, Song Yang remembered something and said to Jiang Chuan: "I don't know how to say it, but I heard that you care about the people who pursue your mother, so I think I should tell you for comparison." good."

There is a patient's son in the oncology department of the inpatient department. He is 50 years old and is a business owner. He is divorced and has a daughter.Because the old man has been hospitalized here for a long time, this person is basically taken care of in the hospital every day, and he is closer to Jin Min.Song Yang was such a fine person, he could see that Jin Min had a crush on that person but he didn't dare to express it, so he didn't say anything, he just checked the person's credit card a little bit, and there was no big problem.

Jiang Chuan looked dazed, but he didn't feel disgusted, and said, "I'll look back, my mother is so excited that she doesn't dare to say it, after all, she is in the hospital."

Song Yang nodded.

He made an excuse to get to know the little boss before.Because the elder was hospitalized, and most of them couldn't be cured, the little boss had a good impression of Jin Min, so he wanted to propose marriage, and the elder could feel at ease when the two were together.Song Yang saw the signs, and immediately stopped them openly and secretly.It is impossible for young people to be pressured by their parents to marry, but it would be stupid for two people who have already married to choose to marry again for this reason.

Song Yang's interference bypassed Jin Min, and he didn't tell anyone else, only mentioning it to Jiang Chuan at this moment.He knew it was inappropriate to do this in his own capacity, but since he was helping Jiang Chuan take care of his mother and sister, he could settle things other than treatment.

Of course, Jiang Chuan didn't think Song Yang was troublesome, and he had the bottom line in his mind, so he didn't ask any more questions, took out the lost and recovered computer, connected to the private network of Song Yang's office, and began to check.

His programming skills are not bad, and he quickly detected the Trojan horse plug-in in the system disk.This Trojan horse has been around for a while, and the first reaction was that Yan Qingshu did it, cursed a few words and cracked the triggering password sheep, looked up at Cheng Jing who was playing chess with Song Yang next to him: "Didn't I tell you not to use sheep. "

Cheng Jing didn't raise her head: "The old one hasn't been changed, and basically everyone who wants an account will use yours."

Jiang Chuan planned to drag the IP and throw the Trojan horse back. Seeing that the Trojan horse did not damage the program, he let out a hey, and went directly to Q to ask his brother for virus software.He pulled out the IP, checked it directly, and was a little confused: "This is not a virtual IP."

Cheng Jing came over to take a look, with a relaxed expression: "It's Cheng Tong."

It wasn't Yan Qingshu, both of them had the same regret on their expressions.Cheng Jing paused playing chess, glanced at the time, picked up the mobile phone on the table, dialed the woman's number, and said, "Let Cheng Tong pick it up."

Not long after, Cheng Tong's voice came over, a little surprised and happy: "Brother, why are you calling me at this time?"

It was Cheng Tong's bedtime in the United States, but the child lost his sleepiness in an instant, and ran around the room with his mobile phone in his arms. The woman shouted from outside the door: "Cheng Tong, please be quiet!"

Cheng Jing waited for the child to calm down before saying, "Are you monitoring my computer?"

The child whined in a low voice: "Brother..."

"When did it start?"

"...not long."

"I have records and operation logs here, do I need to see it myself?"

"Brother!" The child shouted anxiously, "I didn't do anything, I just wanted to talk to you."

Cheng Jing was stunned for a moment.

After arranging for Cheng Tong to go abroad, the brothers did not lose contact with each other.When the child first arrived in a strange place, he was a little timid. He just wanted to call his brother all day long and ask when he could go back.At that time, Cheng Jing was too busy to take care of himself, and he didn't want to blindly obey the child, so he ruthlessly ignored him.After a few months, Cheng Tong went to school, and he was able to play with his classmates, so Cheng Jing stopped deliberately ignoring him, and sometimes made video calls.

Cheng Jing knew about the child's behavior, so he was never too worried.But it has been a long time since the two of them spend a long time together alone like before.The woman is under a lot of pressure, staring at Cheng Tong every day, afraid that he will knock down and not study hard, and she will not even let her play with her mobile phone.

After Cheng Tong was able to play computer games by himself, he often looked for Cheng Jing on the Internet.At the beginning, the child didn't know many Chinese characters and spelled English words slowly, so Cheng Jing waited for the child to send a message while doing things.Often when he finished his work and was about to turn off the computer, the two of them didn't actually chat a few words.At that time, his intention was to chat with the child in English first, and then switch to Chinese after he became proficient, otherwise he would only speak Chinese but not write Chinese when he grew up.

Now that the child is proficient in English, his personality has gradually converged.Cheng Jing frowned slightly, walked to the window and looked at the opposite building reflecting the sunlight, and said, "Cheng Tong, you come to chat with me every time I use the computer, don't you?"

"Is such that."

"Why don't you just come to me?"

"...I'm afraid that you will ignore me, brother."

"Did brother never talk to you?"

Cheng Tong was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly complained in a low voice and aggrieved: "Brother, are you as busy as your father... I know that my father is gone, so my brother has become a father now, and he is as busy as my father." Yes. I dare not disturb my brother, but I miss you so much, brother."

Cheng Jing's eyes were a little hot, and she gently pressed the center of her eyebrows, and said, "Cheng Tong, my brother is not very busy... My brother is a little busy, but if you want to talk to him, you can call him directly."

The child was a little worried: "Will you pick it up every time?"

Cheng Jing understood.Before, he was too busy to take care of himself and deliberately turned off all the communication connections, but that was when the child had not adapted to the new environment and turned to him for a sense of security.After that, although he gradually adjusted, he couldn't tell the child about his troubles, but the child just thought that he didn't love him anymore.After more than two years like this, it has already become a child's knot, and Cheng Jing is annoyed that he has not noticed it.

No matter how stupid a child is, he still has a sensitive heart.Cheng Jing couldn't help but said: "Cheng Tong, brother, I'm sorry. But don't think like this again, whether it's with your brother or others. If you want to talk to your brother and he doesn't talk to you, then you can bring it up next time and ask Why did my brother ignore you. Maybe my brother didn't see it, maybe it was not suitable to chat with you at that time. There are many situations, but my brother will always love you. The same is true for others. If others ignore you, you can directly ask Come out, don't think about whether you are hated, do you understand what brother means?"

The child let out a soft oh.

Cheng Jing was really annoyed.

He knows that children need a sense of security when they first go abroad, but he also hopes that children can integrate into the local living environment as soon as possible.He knew that the child depended on him, but he never expected to be so dependent.If it hadn't been for Yan Qingshu who got in the way once, he thought of checking the computer because he was worried, and he probably would never have learned of Cheng Tong's hidden thoughts.

Repeatedly emphasized "I love you" several times, and when the child was not so sad, Cheng Jing said: "Cheng Tong, don't do this kind of thing again, I will feel uncomfortable. It's the same with others, don't use this kind of Pay attention to and understand others by means, otherwise it will only make others stay away from you. Do you understand, Cheng Tong, I forgive you, but you can no longer do this. "

"Brother, I'm sorry." The child sniffed, "Then, can I come to you anytime from now on?"

"Yes." After thinking for a while, Cheng Jing added, "If it's not convenient for me at that time, we can make another appointment. During the time we agreed, brother belongs to you. When brother is looking for you, when you are not convenient, We can do the same."

"Then what is brother doing now, is it convenient?"

Cheng Jing looked back.

Song Yang and Jiang Chuan just sat there, did nothing else, just watched him chatting with Cheng Tong, as if watching him educate children was a very interesting thing.Song Yang raised a pawn on the chessboard, bumped into Cheng Jing's general, and twitched his mouth.

Cheng Jing also twitched the corner of her mouth, and said to Cheng Tong: "My brother is playing chess with Song Yang now, and the time belongs to Song Yang. You can ask Song Yang if I can give you the time."

Cheng Tong immediately shouted: "Uncle Song Yang! Can you let my brother continue chatting with me!"

Song Yang also raised his voice: "Brother Song Yang!"

Cheng Tong still said: "Uncle Song Yang, did you hear me, I want to continue chatting with my brother!"

Song Yang was stubborn: "Call me brother, I agree."

Cheng Tong only heard the last two words, said thank you excitedly, and then started rambling at Cheng Jing.Cheng Jing glanced at the injured Song Yang with a smile, picked up the charger and walked into the next room.

Jiang Chuan saw that it was really Cheng Tong who did it, so he didn't want his brother's virus software, just cleared the Trojan horse, and then checked it again before he was done.Song Yang saw him sitting there looking helplessly at the direction of Cheng Jing's room, and said with a smile, "You can check the computer for me too."

"Okay, brother."

Jiang Chuan stood up, emphasizing the word "brother" deliberately, and Song Yang said with a sneer, "You are much cuter than those two boys."

Jiang Chuan and Cheng Jing didn't stay here for long in N City, and went back to Xitangkou the next morning to help Jin Min with some matters.The two people on the way naturally talked about Cheng Tong, and Jiang Chuan asked if he planned to bring Cheng Tong back in the future.

Cheng Jing directly vetoed it: "No. My father's affairs will affect him to some extent. It's better to stay abroad and do whatever you want."

He looked at Jiang Chuan: "Why do you ask that suddenly?"

"That's right..." Jiang Chuan hesitated for a moment, squeezed Cheng Jing's palm and said, "I think you like children, and besides, they are your closest relatives..."

Cheng Jing let him tickle his palms, thinking it was amused: "It's another matter whether we have children or not, but Cheng Tong is my younger brother. He depends on me, but he doesn't need me as the center to educate his younger brother." It’s different from raising a child.”

"Then you... do you want children?"

"I don't want it now." Cheng Jing looked at Jiang Chuan, "Do you have this plan?"

Jiang Chuan shook his head: "Of course not, I haven't thought about it. I just think that if you want it, we can adopt it in the future. But if you don't want it, then I don't care."

Cheng Jing looked at Jiang Chuan carefully, and with a look that was almost sizing, Jiang Chuan leaned over: "What are you looking at?"

"Look at you," Cheng Jing said, "I think you're quite funny."

Jiang Chuan leaned over to ask himself where the fun was, talking and laughing all the way to Z city.Jin Min didn't come back, so the two of them were not as eager to go home as before. They took the subway to the city center first, walked around and wandered back to Xitangkou in the afternoon.

On the way, Jiang Chuan called Nan Xichi and no one answered, so he had to send a text message and asked Nan Xichi to come to his house for dinner, but Nan Xichi still didn't reply.

Jiang Chuan felt strange.I didn't pay attention to when it started, but it should be this year. Nan Xichi started to disappear from time to time, didn't answer the phone or text message, and occasionally didn't respond to the request to form a team in the last game.After finally catching him once and asking what's the matter, Nan Xichi said weakly: "I went to the northern border, and I'm so tired that I have nothing to love."

But he has been back from northern Xinjiang for so long, so it's not likely that he will always be in loveless life.Jiang Chuan was not Cheng Tong. He felt that someone ignored him because he hated him, so he talked to Cheng Jing. The two left their luggage at home, went shopping at the farmer's market, and ran to Nanxichi's residence with a bunch of ingredients. .

As expected, Nan Xichi was at home, playing half-dead with the neighbor's dirt dog on the concrete road.The native dog was teased by him with a branch and barked. He looked up and saw Jiang Chuan, and immediately rushed over, hiding behind Jiang Chuan and gnashing his teeth at Nan Xichi.

Nan Xichi looked over, threw away the branch, touched his head, and smiled heartlessly, "Shouldn't you be in class these days."

"I'm afraid you're going to die." Jiang Chuan threw the food into his arms, turned around and took it from Cheng Jing's hand, "Monkey said you should only go to the northern Xinjiang line this year, don't just fall in love with the lama over there , want to leave home."

"What are you talking about?" Nan Xichi kicked him, but didn't kick him, and turned to look for the dog.The dog stuck out its tongue and was eagerly chasing Cheng Jing.Cheng Jing sniffed her fingers, which smelled of ingredients.

Cheng Jing went into the kitchen to wash his hands, Jiang Chuan and Nan Xichi piled up the ingredients on the table, Nan Xichi casually flipped through them, and said, "I bought so much that I can't finish it, let's get hot pot, mutton hot pot."

"Huh?" Jiang Chuan looked puzzled, "Where is the mutton?"

"I brought some back from northern Xinjiang, and it doesn't smell at all." Nan Xichi said and walked out, "Put it in the freezer in the supermarket. I'll go and get a few catties back."

"Hey, hey." Jiang Chuan shouted, "You didn't fall in love with the lama, you fell in love with the sheep. I have never made mutton hot pot."

Eating mutton in this weather is not afraid of bloodshed.However, Nan Xichi had already run away, and Jiang Chuan's complaints could not be heard.Jiang Chuan had no choice but to go into the kitchen and ask Cheng Jing. Cheng Jing heard that there was no smell, so he had no objection, and no one would die if he ate it once.

Jiang Chuan has never made mutton hot pot himself, only knows that there are white soup and red soup.He went upstairs to Nan Xichi's bedroom to look for a computer. He wanted to check the production process online first, and then he saw the folder on the desktop.

Nan Xichi is not interested in studying, and feels a headache when he sees words. The software icons on the desktop don't even have names. This is the first time he has placed a folder.Jiang Chuan couldn't hold back for a while, and opened it out of curiosity.

The two grew up together and had no secrets from each other.Jiang Chuan knew Nan Xichi's style too well, and he never created a separate folder when downloading a GV. A bunch of videos were mixed together, and sometimes he had to help them sort them out.He was just curious to see what was stored in the folder, but when he opened it, he found documents and web pages inside.

"I went to the northern border and got an evil spirit?"

Jiang Chuan opened a document casually, read two lines, and suddenly fell into the abyss.

Nan Xichi came back with the mutton. Hearing that Jiang Chuan was upstairs, he wandered over as well.He had forgotten the folders on the computer, and when he came over and saw Jiang Chuan staring at the document in a daze, he suddenly realized something, and stretched out his hand to drag Jiang Chuan away from the computer.

Jiang Chuan was dragged directly into the wall by him, seeing him rushing to delete the folder, he closed his eyes and asked, "When did you know?"

The document was not closed, and the folder could not be deleted. Nan Xichi tried twice in a hurry but failed, and threw the mouse directly on the screen with a bang.Jiang Chuan grabbed him and said, "That's why you ignored me, isn't it?"

"No."

"Then why the hell were you so nervous just now!"

Panting, Nan Xichi shook off Jiang Chuan's hand, his eyes flickered complicatedly, and he didn't look at Jiang Chuan.Jiang Chuan just leaned against the wall and confronted him like this, and suddenly said: "That time... the day Cheng Jing's father committed suicide, we both knew about it at the station. At that time you asked me why I didn't go with Cheng Jing, and I didn't leave because of this." Follow him."

Nan Xichi's gaze met his.

Those eyes were cold, as if they had been hidden in the darkness for a long time, knowing that even if they were sad, no one would care about them, so they were extraordinarily careless and careless, they didn't want to care about others, and they didn't need to be cared about by others.

"Thank you." Nan Xichi turned around to leave the bedroom with his previous heartless look again, "The mutton is back."

Jiang Chuan grabbed him: "No, Chizi, let's talk clearly, you have to be careful, I won't bring Cheng Jing to your place in the future, so you don't need to hold back."

Nan Xichi turned his head, and it seemed that he had returned to his childhood for a moment, when Jiang Chuan said the same: "If you don't want to see me, just say so, you don't have to hold it back."

Because he was a child, Nan Xichi didn't look at his face when he went to claim the body, but only recognized Nan Xiangjun's coat.The cremation was also handled by the police. In the end, Nan Xichi was notified to go get the ashes and go through a series of procedures for closing the account. Jiang Chuan stayed with him all the time.According to the rules, a child like Nan Xichi who has no parents and has not even reached the age of 14 should go to an orphanage.

But Nan Xichi didn't want to go, and said heartlessly, "I'm the same with or without a father, why should I find someone to take care of me."

Jiang Chuan is also heartless: "That's right, your father is much better than mine, isn't your father cooking so delicious. I also think I don't have a father, that dog. Damn."

The two followed the cadres in the town to organize the funeral of the Southern Army.While talking about the cemetery in the cemetery, Jiang Chuan came back after taking a piss and heard the cadres discussing how to cheat some money from Nan Xichi.Jiang Chuan rushed over sullenly, climbed onto the cadre's back and rode directly to his neck, beating and cursing: "Fuck, you uncle, dare to plot against my brother!"

Jiang Chuan was thrown to the ground, dizzy from the fall, and was taken home by Jin Min who was notified to rush over.The cadre wanted to use a piece of bad land as a good land, and asked Nan Xichi to spend a lot of money to buy it as a cemetery for the Southern Army.If Jiang Chuan makes such a fuss, the matter will be exposed.The cadres couldn't hold back on their face, so they just ignored it.Nan Xichi stayed in the cemetery by himself for a long time, finally picked one at random, paid a deposit and went home.

Nan Xichi never felt that there was anything to be sad about.Nan Xiangjun is a private cook, and he often stays outside for ten and a half months, let alone discipline his son.Nan Xichi usually doesn't know how to cook, and he doesn't have a meal every now and then.Anyway, Nan Xiangjun didn't care about anything, but he gave a lot of pocket money, and Nan Xichi spent it extravagantly.Now that Nan Xiangjun is dead, but there is still a lot of money, Nan Xichi feels that he will not starve to death, so there is nothing to be sad about.

At that time, he was only thirteen or fourteen years old, and his love affair had begun early. He realized that he had the same virtue as Nan Xiangjun, and at first he didn't think it was a problem.Until he liked a boy at work, and was scolded and disgusted by that boy on the street with people coming and going.He suddenly felt that he was really disgusting, skipped classes more and more frequently, and wandered around every corner of Z City all day long.

That winter, he ran into a gay bar for the first time to drink.She lied about her age, but she also has vicious fox eyes, a young girl with thin skin and tender flesh, a sought-after item.When someone was drunk and took off his pants in the bathroom, and his genitals were held by someone, he suddenly sobered up and struggled to run out.I don't know when it snowed, and the money and keys in his pocket were gone. Nan Xichi huddled alone on the long wooden bench by the roadside, and for the first time missed Nan Xiangjun.

On a snowy winter night, he cried and called his father over and over again, crying so hard that he couldn't breathe. When he woke up, someone moved him into the self-service bank, and the heating made him dizzy.

He just saved his life.

Jiang Chuan was supervised by Jin Min for a while, and he got full marks in all subjects during the winter vacation, so he was finally able to play by himself.He went to look for Nanxichi, but he couldn't meet anyone, and finally got blocked. Nanxichi's attitude was neither salty nor bland.Jiang Chuan was furious: "What the hell is wrong with you! If you don't want to see me, just say so, you don't have to hold back."

"Chuanzi, I'm a pervert."

"what?"

"I like men."

Nan Xichi looked at Jiang Chuan, his heart was throbbing and throbbing.Jiang Chuan responded indifferently, and then frowned again: "Which dog, call you a pervert every day, I will kill him every day!"

He hooked Nan Xichi's shoulder like a hooligan, and said, "I'll tell you that I like men too. If anyone calls you a pervert, that's calling me too. I have to beat you up!"

Jiang Chuan was only 11 years old that year, and he still didn't understand anything.Nan Xichi kicked his crotch, thinking it was funny: "What the hell do you know, what you like is not fried chicken legs."

Nan Xichi felt that Jiang Chuan was just talking to comfort him, until later Jiang Chuan really talked with him about what kind of boys he likes, and discussed how to distinguish whether boys outside the gay bar are the same kind.Nan Xichi gradually stopped feeling scared, met some gays again, and gradually expanded his social circle.He also took Jiang Chuan to gay bars a few times and introduced Jiang Chuan's favorite types.But Jiang Chuan wasn't interested at all, and at most he would just make fun of it, without showing any seriousness.

At that time, Nan Xichi felt that Jiang Chuan was not gay, at most he had been in contact with people like Nan Xiangjun Xi Yun since he was a child, so he naturally accepted being gay.Until Jiang Chuan met Cheng Jing, and came to him in the middle of the night to relieve his boredom because of the quarrel with Cheng Jing.

Nan Xichi covered his face, shaking off the messy things that popped up in his mind.

He knows that he is a person who is incapable of love, no matter how many times he has talked, he can't seriously cherish the one he meets, so he can only pretend to be heartless.

But Jiang Chuan was different.

Jiang Chuan's heartlessness is born, and love at first sight is also serious.He knew that Nan Xiangjun's death was related to Cheng Yumin, but he couldn't interfere with Jiang Chuan and Cheng Jing because of this.Jiang Guodong is not a thing, but Nan Xiangjun is?

But he also knew that Jiang Chuan had been hiding it from him.He didn't dare to talk to Jiang Chuan, but he felt very uncomfortable in his heart.No one is a thing, but when he was most confused in his life, he especially hoped that Nan Xiangjun was still there.

Nan Xiangjun is gone, and now Jiang Chuan has someone closer.Nan Xichi tried his best to hold back his tears, then looked at Jiang Chuan with red eyes, and said, "Chuanzi, what do you want me to say. The damned are dead, and Cheng Jing is like this now, so there is nothing to worry about."

"Chizi," Jiang Chuan looked at him, "At that time, Cheng Jing wanted to pay you compensation, but I stopped him. I knew that if Cheng Jing wanted to deal with it, he would definitely meet all your conditions, but I didn't let him do that. I always felt that It's so ridiculous, we seem to have been played by fate, my father killed Cheng Jing's father, your father and Xi Yun were killed by Cheng Jing's father, the three of us should be fucking enemies!

"But I really don't want to be like this. I lied to my mother about so many things, and I never lied to you. I also don't want...to make Cheng Jing feel that he owes you."

He took out the car key pendant from his pocket, "Cheng Jing bought it, let me give it to you. Chizi, it's up to us whether we can do it or not. Don't hate Cheng Jing. He is a man who will abuse him if he has something on his mind." Myself, I don't want him to be like that again..."

This day finally came, and Jiang Chuan felt very blocked.He knew that he had chosen Cheng Jing's side, and even shamelessly hoped that Nan Xichi would not hold grudges against Cheng Jing.Yes, nobody is a thing, who the hell is a thing.

Fate is nothing.

The author has something to say:

A thick chapter.

No one may have noticed the line of Nanxichi, but it is very important.

The meaning of the reunion moon in Xiatie is that the people who left in the past have returned.