I raised the whole heaven
Chapter 58 When the Wind Rises
"When the Wind Rises" is finally scheduled for June 6, which happens to be Chu Ci's birthday.For this gimmick, all crew members are tacit.Such methods are by no means rare in the circle, and most movies will choose an excellent day when they are released.Going through the old almanac several times is a trivial matter, and there are even those who specially choose the wedding anniversary or divorce anniversary of the leading actor. Most of them want to use such a special date to win more attention for the movie and put it in the eyes of the media. , is also a very important breaking point.
Chu Ci's popularity is high, and his image is good. He just happens to be a popular traffic niche recently, and he definitely has a lot of fans behind him.Coupled with the fact that Xue Zhiheng, who also has countless fans, is cooperating, and it is released on such a special day, and I can imagine how crazy the two fans will be.
However, despite the psychological preparations in advance, on this day, the staff of movie theaters around the world were still surprised by the fans of Chu Ci who robbed the premiere.
......This mighty rushing into the movie theater to grab tickets looks like a large group of zombies!
"What should I do?" the staff around him also felt the same, and said sadly, "I haven't had time to grow pea shooters yet!"
His voice was quickly overwhelmed by the girls desperately reaching out to hand over money to grab tickets.The movie tickets for the premiere were sold out almost instantly, and the remaining fans had to wait for the next show in the cinema unhappily.
"It's still late," a fan couldn't help complaining, "I couldn't book tickets so long in advance online, I thought there would still be on-site..."
"Who says it's not?" The girl beside her also agreed, "The key is that not only our family, but also Xue Zhiheng's popularity is there - oh, let's not talk, just go over there and wait."
While waiting, the fans quickly embraced each other and shared photos and various resources in each other's mobile phones in a friendly manner.The relationship between Xue Zhiheng and Chu Ci has always been very good, and they love each other as siblings. The fans of the two families have gradually become closer under the influence of the frequent interactions of the principal, and the communication at this moment is very harmonious.
Among the countless young and beautiful young people, the Bai family couple stood stiffly in the corner, aware of the strange eyes of the people around them, and felt a rare sense of not knowing what to do.
Madam Bai pulled Bai Xiude's skirt: "Don't touch your tie, it's crooked."
Only then did Bai Xiude let go of the hand that was constantly adjusting the neckline, and just glanced left and right. Most of them were surrounded by young and beautiful girls. Only their husband and wife, one in a suit and leather shoes and one in a cheongsam, were graceful, and they were also much older. Such a stop in China could not be more conspicuous.
He lowered his voice and asked his wife: "Didn't that girl, Junjun, say she was going to watch a movie? Why did she run away without a trace?"
Madam Bai pouted in another direction, Bai Xiude looked over, and only then recognized his girl's dangling ponytail from the dark head.Bai Anjun's face turned pink, and he was excitedly pulling the arms of the people around him to say something to her. When it came to something they shared the same goals, the two even spread their arms and hugged each other fiercely, as if they were together For the sisters who have only met after being separated for many years, it seems that her poor parents who are difficult to integrate into the fans have been left behind.
The Bai family couple: "..."
Is this really my daughter?
"But speaking of it, it's been a long time since we went out to see a movie." Mrs. Bai brushed the broken hair from her cheeks behind her ears, and smiled softly, "It's also thanks to Xiao Ci, who is still here at this age The opportunity to squeeze the premiere."
At the mention of this name, Bai Xiude suddenly fell silent.He remained silent for a long time, and then quietly grabbed Mrs. Bai's hand with a strong grip.
Madam Bai met his eyes, and immediately knew what was going on in his mind, she patted the two of them with her other hand, and said in a low voice: "Don't think about it, he is our child. …”
She looked at her daughter who was jumping up and down, her eyes were full of soft spring water, and she pointed out, "Look at her, how happy she is."
Bai Anjun was out of breath, but he couldn't hide his joy at all, his eyes were shining brightly.Like a hot and energetic little sun, she happily took her parents' hands and said, "I just exchanged Cibao's photo with that young lady!"
She turned out the front-line photo to show to her parents, shaking her head triumphantly: "They all asked me where I got so many life photos, but I didn't tell them, I just said that I was definitely not an illegitimate child, haha~"
Bai Anjun smoothed back the broken hair on his forehead, stretched his hands behind his back, and posed like a small airplane: "The baby is about to take off happily!"
What kind of illegitimate baby, the Bai family couple can't understand at all.However, seeing the baby girl's undisguised smile at this moment, their eyes couldn't help softening. Mrs. Bai took out the handkerchief she carried with her from her handbag, and helped the little girl wipe away the few drops of sweat that had oozed from her forehead. , Angrily said: "I know you are happy, but don't run anymore, you will be sweating from running."
Bai Anjun grinned and made faces at them.
Feeling more and more eyes gathered around them, Bai Xiude straightened his tie again and asked, "Has the movie started yet?"
"No," Bai Anjun explained, "I didn't get a ticket!"
Bai Xiude couldn't believe it: "What?"
This is the midnight premiere!
"I've already said that my brother is very popular." The smile on the corners of Bai Anjun's lips deepened, and he pointed to the big wave of fans waiting in the hall, "More than half of them are comrades from our family, haha, Ci Bao is well-deserved." traffic!"
Seeing her proud appearance, Mrs. Bai couldn't help but grabbed her nose again.
"Look what you are proud of."
Even so, they couldn't help being taken aback by Chu Ci's popularity.The couple have been walking in the mall for many years, they don't care much about the entertainment industry, and they think they are too old to be crazy about idols. Although they know that Chu Ci is an idol, they don't know how popular he is.Seeing such a scene now, I vaguely feel that I have returned to the pure and passionate youthful years, doing my best for something or someone I love, and can't wait to give all my heart.
very nice.
It was already half an hour after entering the arena, Bai Anjun sat between his parents holding popcorn, and still had one free hand to share his thoughts on Weibo with fans who couldn't come to the scene.
The lights dimmed one by one, and the entire theater was enveloped in darkness, only the big screen in front of it suddenly lit up.With the long and mournful sound of the violin, bright sunlight came into view, followed by green trees on both sides of the sidewalk, boys and girls in school uniforms, streets full of city atmosphere...
The three big characters "When the Wind Blows" gradually emerged from this human-world picture full of fireworks, and gradually became the only eye-catching element in the dimmed background.
The movie begins.
Bai Anjun stared at the big screen intently, but suddenly felt a corner of her clothes rubbing against her head, as if someone just sat down.She was already sitting in the penultimate row, and she looked back subconsciously at this moment.
The outline of the man was hidden in the darkness, and he couldn't see his appearance clearly, but he wore a pitch-black peaked cap on top of his head, which covered most of his face. He obviously realized that he had disturbed others, and then whispered And politely said sorry to her.
really weird.
When Bai Anjun turned his head, he was still thinking.
How can you wrap yourself up so tightly while watching a movie?Can you really see the screen with a hat on?
But what was even more strange was that she always felt a little familiar with this person's voice, and the rhythm of the pronunciation always seemed to have been heard many times.
But how could it be familiar?It's just a stranger you met by chance in the theater.
She kept circling the shadow of this person in her mind, but when Chu Ci's face appeared on the big screen, these things disappeared completely from her mind, and only the slightly revealing light-hearted man was left in her eyes and heart. A bright and clean boy with a smile.
It's really... stunning at first glance.
There was a sudden gasp in the cinema.
Different from the soul-stirring beauty of the madman he played before, Song Sheng's good-looking, thorough and gentle like the sun at noon in autumn, warm but not dazzling, without the slightest aggressiveness.From the moment I saw it, it seemed that all the male protagonists in campus romance novels had faces at this moment.
"What are you doing?"
When this male voice came out, everyone in the movie turned to look at him.Song Sheng was wearing a simple white T-shirt and jeans, with earphones plugged into his ears, and looked at the person at the door in surprise, "You are not bullying girls, are you? I will tell the teacher."
Song Sheng is an extremely gentle but sharp-edged person.His concern was subtle. When he saw that the heroine Song Jing couldn't go out because of an embarrassing prank, he quietly handed her his own clothes, and even found an excuse like "the weather is cool at night".
The two quickly became close, dangling their legs to music on the horizontal bar in the evening, and quietly shared one of the biggest secrets in each other's lives.
Until seeing this, Bai Anjun thought it was a pure campus youth movie.The hero who stood up when the heroine was being bullied seemed to come out of a novel. When the two stood together, it was so beautiful that it made the heart tremble.
Mrs. Bai patted her husband's hand through her daughter, and said in a low voice, "I remember when we were young..."
Bai Xiude patted back and nodded in the dark.
Only gradually, Bai Anjun, who has a keen sense of smell, noticed something was wrong.When Jian Jing faced Song Sheng, it was not like a girl's heartbeat for a boy she likes. Rather than saying that her eyes were filled with admiration, it was better to say that she was a loyal believer looking up to the God in her heart.
She is the only god in her world.
And as the plot progressed, the secrets of the two were finally completely exposed to everyone.
Jian Jing's secret is that she was once raped by homeless men.
But Song Sheng's secret is that the person he falls in love with is his own bamboo horse.
No matter which one it is, in that simple and closed town, it is an intolerable existence-Jian Jing's secret was exposed earlier, she was isolated, rejected, and talked about, and she was always full of people around her. With all kinds of gossip.When she walked through the town, unworldly children would even spit on her and call her a broken shoe with the words they heard from the adults.Everyone stands at the highest point of morality, pointing fingers at her who is struggling at the bottom:
"Look, it's so pitiful, tsk tsk tsk."
"In this way, you will definitely not be able to get married in the future, right? Hey, this life is over."
"But as the saying goes, if you can't slap a slap, why didn't you find someone else, why did you find her?"
"Going out at night, who can blame this?"
Jian Jing listened to all the words of pity or malice, and she still cared about them at first, she quietly covered her head in the quilt and wept at night, not daring to make a sound to disturb the mother who was sleeping next door.Mother must never have imagined that in such a quiet night, Jian Jing almost never fell asleep.
Countless nights from dusk to dawn, she desperately kept her eyes wide open, as if the next second she closed her eyes, the nightmare would reappear on her body.Even when she fell asleep, she ran endlessly in her dream. She screamed heartbreakingly in her dream for her mother to save her, but when she woke up in a cold sweat, she could only face the girl who was called to her by her. The mother who was awakened by the sound said that it was all right.
Those dirty hands gripped her throat tightly, she was almost suffocated, but she couldn't break free.
Until Song Sheng guarded her door.
She put the other party's coat next to the pillow, smelling the faint scent of soap locust on it, and fell asleep on the pillow for the first time after that incident.
Mother once asked her with a smile: "That boy is not your boyfriend, what is that?"
Jian Jing answered her seriously, "It's God."
The mother burst out laughing, but what she didn't know was that her daughter's words were completely sincere.In the darkness where the foul smell condensed from the oncoming malice, Song Sheng was the only light and the ultimate destination of her soul.She sat on the back seat of the opponent's bicycle, as if she was sitting at the feet of a god, and she felt the same warmth and peace of mind as returning to her mother's womb.
But finally one day, Song Sheng's secret was discovered by someone.
That was even scarier than the exposure of Jian Jing's own secret. He was beaten up by the boys in his class and excluded from his circle by everyone. Come out and yell and say disgusting.
No one wanted to sit at the same table with him, and the seat next to him was vacant.Even inadvertently looking at someone else has become a complete sin.The teacher who had always favored him on weekdays saw the boys bullying him, but he didn't say anything to stop him. Instead, he called Song Sheng into his office and educated him earnestly.
"It's not right, do you know? How much the teacher expects of you! Now that you are like this, are you worthy of your parents, the teacher, or yourself?"
"Don't blame them for treating you like a monster. You're still young, so you don't understand—you're a man, and you're getting mixed up with another boy. In the eyes of others, it's such a disgusting thing! "
"If this goes on like this, the school can only expel you at the request of the parents, otherwise, what if the other children in the class are spoiled?!"
After Song Sheng heard these words, he didn't even have a trace of emotion in his eyes. He just bent slightly, and then turned his head to open the office door.
He put his hand on the doorknob, and suddenly turned his head away again.
"I'm not wrong," he said. "I just liked him. He was never a monster."
He twisted the doorknob, and locked the surprised and hating eyes of the teacher he had always trusted in the door.
Song Sheng's grades began to plummet, and he gradually became the kind of bad boy in everyone's eyes. However, when we met in the old place, he was still clean and bright, but this time there was no music, so he dragged him from the tree beside him. After a leaf fell, she played a small tune intermittently for Jane Jing to listen to.
In the middle of blowing, Jian Jing suddenly leaned over and pulled off his sleeve, and then saw the scar on his wrist.
"What is this!" She was startled and angry, "Who did it? I'm going to—"
"My parents beat me," Song Sheng wrote lightly, "It didn't hit me hard."
"Isn't that heavy?" Jian Jing's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she went to lift the clothes on his back, and the white and thin back was also full of bruises left by the stick.Song Sheng saw her tearful eyes, but suddenly laughed out loud, and patted her head.
"Silly girl," he said, "I haven't cried yet, why are you crying?"
That night, Song Sheng said goodbye to her, saying that he had to go to the city for some business.Afterwards, Jian Jing counted day by day with her fingers, until she counted for seven days before she saw the boy again.
Already scarred teenager.
"Take him to see a doctor in the city." His parents' faces were very gloomy, and they answered the neighbor's question gloomyly. , As a result, he couldn't bear it, and he fainted all of a sudden, and then he was treated for several days. But forget it, as long as he can be cured, it will be fine."
Jian Jing rushed out of the crowd and asked, "Is he sick?!"
Why had she been with him every day before, but she had never heard of it?
"Is this girl stupid?" Song Sheng's father looked down at her strangely, and said in a rough voice, "He's already having sex with a boy, isn't that considered a disease?"
The neighbors around him burst into laughter, and they all nodded.His mother trembled at the side, counting her purse tremblingly: "I don't know how much money I spent on this dead boy..."
"If I had known this earlier, it would be better not to give birth to him. Even if I gave birth, I would not be able to pass on incense..."
After that, Jian Jing almost never saw the boy again.She waited in the old place for a long time, until her mother came to take her back, but she didn't wait for him to arrive as expected.
"I've been locked up," said my mother. "It looks like he's very sick, and he probably won't live for a few days. It's just that the doctor who gave the electric shock at that time said he couldn't take any more medicine, and no one cared about him... .You don't want to look for him anymore, that kid likes the same sex, it's not good to get in touch with him more."
"Why not?" Jian Jing's clear eyes looked straight at her.
The mother was dumbfounded and couldn't even tell the reason.
After a few days, Jane made a decision.
She wanted to steal her god out of that narrow and dark cage.
She went to Song Sheng's bamboo horse and asked him to help her rescue them together, but the tall boy just waved his hands in panic after hearing this.
"No, no, no, I've already told my parents that I want to break up with him. If there is another accident at this time, my parents will definitely beat me to death—"
"If this continues, he will die too!" Jian Jing said sharply, "He became like this because of the relationship between you, are you going to just sit back and watch like this?!"
"But, but..." the boy was tongue-tied for a long time, and then suddenly said, "But he seduced me when I got married! It's not my fault, it's not my fault..."
He is different from Song Sheng, Jian Jing finally realized this clearly.
There was no one to help her, so she could only quietly wait until Song Sheng's parents went out, and moved the ladder with great effort, then smashed the window with a hammer, and forcibly carried Song Sheng on her shoulders .
Song Sheng's high fever has lasted for several days, his forehead was burning hot, but his face was as white as snow, and when he was lying on Jian Jing's shoulder, he slightly startled Jian Jing.He smiled wryly, "Silly girl..."
"Don't talk," Jian Jing squeezed his hand, "We're going to the hospital right away!"
The word hospital seemed to be an untouchable taboo. Song Sheng struggled desperately on her shoulders. The strength of the struggle made Jian Jing almost unable to stabilize her figure, and the two of them fell to the ground hard together.
"Don't go!" His voice was also sharp, full of unspeakable fear, and he couldn't help shaking, "Don't go, don't go to the hospital..."
"I'm not a monster, not a pervert!!! I'm not sick!!!"
So, don't call me anymore... I'm not sick, never been sick...
"Okay, don't go, don't go," Jian Jing's eyes filled with tears, she rushed forward to hug him, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault..."
Song Sheng finally passed away.
In their old place, in her arms, he slowly closed his clear eyes.Jian Jing begged him to talk to herself again, but it was too late.
On his deathbed, he didn't ask why his gay man didn't show up.Maybe, I already have the answer in my heart.
When the people in the town found them, it was already the early morning of the second day—Jane Jing hugged the man in her arms tightly, not letting anyone get close.She remained silent as if she had lost her soul, just guarding the corpse in her arms.
Song Sheng's parents yelled for her to return their son, but when they saw that she would not return them, they blurted out the word "broken shoes" when they got angry.These two words seemed to hit her sore spot, causing her to stand up from the ground suddenly, screaming at everyone, the veins on her forehead popped out, and her voice was like a cuckoo weeping blood.
"Is it my fault? Is it my fault for being raped? Is it my fault for being talked about by you! I also want to live cleanly, who doesn't want to live cleanly!"
"Is it his fault for liking the same sex! He lives his life well, don't you have the right to dictate other people's lives!"
"Only normal people in your eyes deserve to live in this world?!"
The crowd kept shrinking back, and some residents shouted: "She's crazy! Totally crazy!"
Jane turned a deaf ear, her voice paused, then suddenly softened.
"Do you know how many nights I can't sleep? Tell you, it's 410 two nights, 880 four hours. I passed the time every minute and every second, and I didn't even dare to close my eyes in the dark night .”
"Do you know the color of the blood when it flows out of the body? I have thought countless times, if I drain all the blood in my body, can I be clean?"
"Do you know how many times I have wanted revenge?"
At that time, she huddled in the corner like a little beast and licked her wounds alone. Every day, she imagined how to plan to commit a crime together and kill all these monsters in human form in front of her—let their No words that hurt her can be uttered from her mouth, so that their hands can never touch her again. Her plan must be perfect and cruel enough to make everyone pay for their words and deeds.
But she can't.
"Song Sheng said, you scumbags are not worthy of my hell." She hugged the corpse in her arms and laughed coldly, "You know? You—all of you—"
"Everyone is a murderer."
"You can't escape."
While everyone was watching, she picked up the corpse and walked towards the distance.
It was completely bright.
At the end of the story, the girl slowly grows into an old lady. She is always alone, without friends or lovers.When she died, she asked someone to scatter her ashes and another box of ashes under the horizontal bar, and almost the moment she opened the lid, they were blown away by the wind without a trace.
——At that time, we were young and energetic, and we all thought that miracles would appear where they should not have appeared.
——But I didn't know until later that some imprints were deeply embedded in my bones and blood from that moment on, and I couldn't get rid of them in my whole life.
--Did you hear it?The wind has picked up.
When the movie finally came to an end, the audience was still sitting there dumbfounded.
After a while, the girl said in a hoarse voice: "I wipe, this is completely different from what I imagined..."
With such a fresh name and a campus story, they originally thought it should be a youthful and ignorant love.But now I realized that this was clearly a spring thunder piercing the sky, and the bang resounded through the hearts of the people.
Chuci's fans were the most heart-rending, crying from the middle to the end, crying completely uncontrollably: "Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow...you can't live in peace until the end" ......"
"We really have nothing else to ask, let his character live! Really, don't be so miserable! Do it again, I really want to cry to death..."
Mrs. Bai also wiped her tears, and was about to turn her head to ask her husband for the handkerchief in the handbag, but suddenly heard a muffled sob coming from beside her.
"...Junjun?"
Bai Anjun was crying so hard that his pants were wet with tears.Mrs. Bai gave her all the tissues in the bag, but it was still not enough. The little girl's tear valve seemed to have stopped working, completely uncontrollable.
At this moment, the person in the back seat suddenly handed over another stack of tissues, "Use mine."
Bai Anjun twitched his thanks, raised his head, but suddenly met the other's thin face.At that moment, it seemed like an electric current suddenly passed through her brain, her lips trembled, and she called out a name in a daze: "Jiang Xie?"
The author has something to say: Bai Anjun a second ago: woo woo woo~~~~(>_<)~~~~
Bai Anjun in the next second: Wait, wait, my cute cp is actually sugary? ! ! ! ! ~(≧▽≦)/~
Chu Ci's popularity is high, and his image is good. He just happens to be a popular traffic niche recently, and he definitely has a lot of fans behind him.Coupled with the fact that Xue Zhiheng, who also has countless fans, is cooperating, and it is released on such a special day, and I can imagine how crazy the two fans will be.
However, despite the psychological preparations in advance, on this day, the staff of movie theaters around the world were still surprised by the fans of Chu Ci who robbed the premiere.
......This mighty rushing into the movie theater to grab tickets looks like a large group of zombies!
"What should I do?" the staff around him also felt the same, and said sadly, "I haven't had time to grow pea shooters yet!"
His voice was quickly overwhelmed by the girls desperately reaching out to hand over money to grab tickets.The movie tickets for the premiere were sold out almost instantly, and the remaining fans had to wait for the next show in the cinema unhappily.
"It's still late," a fan couldn't help complaining, "I couldn't book tickets so long in advance online, I thought there would still be on-site..."
"Who says it's not?" The girl beside her also agreed, "The key is that not only our family, but also Xue Zhiheng's popularity is there - oh, let's not talk, just go over there and wait."
While waiting, the fans quickly embraced each other and shared photos and various resources in each other's mobile phones in a friendly manner.The relationship between Xue Zhiheng and Chu Ci has always been very good, and they love each other as siblings. The fans of the two families have gradually become closer under the influence of the frequent interactions of the principal, and the communication at this moment is very harmonious.
Among the countless young and beautiful young people, the Bai family couple stood stiffly in the corner, aware of the strange eyes of the people around them, and felt a rare sense of not knowing what to do.
Madam Bai pulled Bai Xiude's skirt: "Don't touch your tie, it's crooked."
Only then did Bai Xiude let go of the hand that was constantly adjusting the neckline, and just glanced left and right. Most of them were surrounded by young and beautiful girls. Only their husband and wife, one in a suit and leather shoes and one in a cheongsam, were graceful, and they were also much older. Such a stop in China could not be more conspicuous.
He lowered his voice and asked his wife: "Didn't that girl, Junjun, say she was going to watch a movie? Why did she run away without a trace?"
Madam Bai pouted in another direction, Bai Xiude looked over, and only then recognized his girl's dangling ponytail from the dark head.Bai Anjun's face turned pink, and he was excitedly pulling the arms of the people around him to say something to her. When it came to something they shared the same goals, the two even spread their arms and hugged each other fiercely, as if they were together For the sisters who have only met after being separated for many years, it seems that her poor parents who are difficult to integrate into the fans have been left behind.
The Bai family couple: "..."
Is this really my daughter?
"But speaking of it, it's been a long time since we went out to see a movie." Mrs. Bai brushed the broken hair from her cheeks behind her ears, and smiled softly, "It's also thanks to Xiao Ci, who is still here at this age The opportunity to squeeze the premiere."
At the mention of this name, Bai Xiude suddenly fell silent.He remained silent for a long time, and then quietly grabbed Mrs. Bai's hand with a strong grip.
Madam Bai met his eyes, and immediately knew what was going on in his mind, she patted the two of them with her other hand, and said in a low voice: "Don't think about it, he is our child. …”
She looked at her daughter who was jumping up and down, her eyes were full of soft spring water, and she pointed out, "Look at her, how happy she is."
Bai Anjun was out of breath, but he couldn't hide his joy at all, his eyes were shining brightly.Like a hot and energetic little sun, she happily took her parents' hands and said, "I just exchanged Cibao's photo with that young lady!"
She turned out the front-line photo to show to her parents, shaking her head triumphantly: "They all asked me where I got so many life photos, but I didn't tell them, I just said that I was definitely not an illegitimate child, haha~"
Bai Anjun smoothed back the broken hair on his forehead, stretched his hands behind his back, and posed like a small airplane: "The baby is about to take off happily!"
What kind of illegitimate baby, the Bai family couple can't understand at all.However, seeing the baby girl's undisguised smile at this moment, their eyes couldn't help softening. Mrs. Bai took out the handkerchief she carried with her from her handbag, and helped the little girl wipe away the few drops of sweat that had oozed from her forehead. , Angrily said: "I know you are happy, but don't run anymore, you will be sweating from running."
Bai Anjun grinned and made faces at them.
Feeling more and more eyes gathered around them, Bai Xiude straightened his tie again and asked, "Has the movie started yet?"
"No," Bai Anjun explained, "I didn't get a ticket!"
Bai Xiude couldn't believe it: "What?"
This is the midnight premiere!
"I've already said that my brother is very popular." The smile on the corners of Bai Anjun's lips deepened, and he pointed to the big wave of fans waiting in the hall, "More than half of them are comrades from our family, haha, Ci Bao is well-deserved." traffic!"
Seeing her proud appearance, Mrs. Bai couldn't help but grabbed her nose again.
"Look what you are proud of."
Even so, they couldn't help being taken aback by Chu Ci's popularity.The couple have been walking in the mall for many years, they don't care much about the entertainment industry, and they think they are too old to be crazy about idols. Although they know that Chu Ci is an idol, they don't know how popular he is.Seeing such a scene now, I vaguely feel that I have returned to the pure and passionate youthful years, doing my best for something or someone I love, and can't wait to give all my heart.
very nice.
It was already half an hour after entering the arena, Bai Anjun sat between his parents holding popcorn, and still had one free hand to share his thoughts on Weibo with fans who couldn't come to the scene.
The lights dimmed one by one, and the entire theater was enveloped in darkness, only the big screen in front of it suddenly lit up.With the long and mournful sound of the violin, bright sunlight came into view, followed by green trees on both sides of the sidewalk, boys and girls in school uniforms, streets full of city atmosphere...
The three big characters "When the Wind Blows" gradually emerged from this human-world picture full of fireworks, and gradually became the only eye-catching element in the dimmed background.
The movie begins.
Bai Anjun stared at the big screen intently, but suddenly felt a corner of her clothes rubbing against her head, as if someone just sat down.She was already sitting in the penultimate row, and she looked back subconsciously at this moment.
The outline of the man was hidden in the darkness, and he couldn't see his appearance clearly, but he wore a pitch-black peaked cap on top of his head, which covered most of his face. He obviously realized that he had disturbed others, and then whispered And politely said sorry to her.
really weird.
When Bai Anjun turned his head, he was still thinking.
How can you wrap yourself up so tightly while watching a movie?Can you really see the screen with a hat on?
But what was even more strange was that she always felt a little familiar with this person's voice, and the rhythm of the pronunciation always seemed to have been heard many times.
But how could it be familiar?It's just a stranger you met by chance in the theater.
She kept circling the shadow of this person in her mind, but when Chu Ci's face appeared on the big screen, these things disappeared completely from her mind, and only the slightly revealing light-hearted man was left in her eyes and heart. A bright and clean boy with a smile.
It's really... stunning at first glance.
There was a sudden gasp in the cinema.
Different from the soul-stirring beauty of the madman he played before, Song Sheng's good-looking, thorough and gentle like the sun at noon in autumn, warm but not dazzling, without the slightest aggressiveness.From the moment I saw it, it seemed that all the male protagonists in campus romance novels had faces at this moment.
"What are you doing?"
When this male voice came out, everyone in the movie turned to look at him.Song Sheng was wearing a simple white T-shirt and jeans, with earphones plugged into his ears, and looked at the person at the door in surprise, "You are not bullying girls, are you? I will tell the teacher."
Song Sheng is an extremely gentle but sharp-edged person.His concern was subtle. When he saw that the heroine Song Jing couldn't go out because of an embarrassing prank, he quietly handed her his own clothes, and even found an excuse like "the weather is cool at night".
The two quickly became close, dangling their legs to music on the horizontal bar in the evening, and quietly shared one of the biggest secrets in each other's lives.
Until seeing this, Bai Anjun thought it was a pure campus youth movie.The hero who stood up when the heroine was being bullied seemed to come out of a novel. When the two stood together, it was so beautiful that it made the heart tremble.
Mrs. Bai patted her husband's hand through her daughter, and said in a low voice, "I remember when we were young..."
Bai Xiude patted back and nodded in the dark.
Only gradually, Bai Anjun, who has a keen sense of smell, noticed something was wrong.When Jian Jing faced Song Sheng, it was not like a girl's heartbeat for a boy she likes. Rather than saying that her eyes were filled with admiration, it was better to say that she was a loyal believer looking up to the God in her heart.
She is the only god in her world.
And as the plot progressed, the secrets of the two were finally completely exposed to everyone.
Jian Jing's secret is that she was once raped by homeless men.
But Song Sheng's secret is that the person he falls in love with is his own bamboo horse.
No matter which one it is, in that simple and closed town, it is an intolerable existence-Jian Jing's secret was exposed earlier, she was isolated, rejected, and talked about, and she was always full of people around her. With all kinds of gossip.When she walked through the town, unworldly children would even spit on her and call her a broken shoe with the words they heard from the adults.Everyone stands at the highest point of morality, pointing fingers at her who is struggling at the bottom:
"Look, it's so pitiful, tsk tsk tsk."
"In this way, you will definitely not be able to get married in the future, right? Hey, this life is over."
"But as the saying goes, if you can't slap a slap, why didn't you find someone else, why did you find her?"
"Going out at night, who can blame this?"
Jian Jing listened to all the words of pity or malice, and she still cared about them at first, she quietly covered her head in the quilt and wept at night, not daring to make a sound to disturb the mother who was sleeping next door.Mother must never have imagined that in such a quiet night, Jian Jing almost never fell asleep.
Countless nights from dusk to dawn, she desperately kept her eyes wide open, as if the next second she closed her eyes, the nightmare would reappear on her body.Even when she fell asleep, she ran endlessly in her dream. She screamed heartbreakingly in her dream for her mother to save her, but when she woke up in a cold sweat, she could only face the girl who was called to her by her. The mother who was awakened by the sound said that it was all right.
Those dirty hands gripped her throat tightly, she was almost suffocated, but she couldn't break free.
Until Song Sheng guarded her door.
She put the other party's coat next to the pillow, smelling the faint scent of soap locust on it, and fell asleep on the pillow for the first time after that incident.
Mother once asked her with a smile: "That boy is not your boyfriend, what is that?"
Jian Jing answered her seriously, "It's God."
The mother burst out laughing, but what she didn't know was that her daughter's words were completely sincere.In the darkness where the foul smell condensed from the oncoming malice, Song Sheng was the only light and the ultimate destination of her soul.She sat on the back seat of the opponent's bicycle, as if she was sitting at the feet of a god, and she felt the same warmth and peace of mind as returning to her mother's womb.
But finally one day, Song Sheng's secret was discovered by someone.
That was even scarier than the exposure of Jian Jing's own secret. He was beaten up by the boys in his class and excluded from his circle by everyone. Come out and yell and say disgusting.
No one wanted to sit at the same table with him, and the seat next to him was vacant.Even inadvertently looking at someone else has become a complete sin.The teacher who had always favored him on weekdays saw the boys bullying him, but he didn't say anything to stop him. Instead, he called Song Sheng into his office and educated him earnestly.
"It's not right, do you know? How much the teacher expects of you! Now that you are like this, are you worthy of your parents, the teacher, or yourself?"
"Don't blame them for treating you like a monster. You're still young, so you don't understand—you're a man, and you're getting mixed up with another boy. In the eyes of others, it's such a disgusting thing! "
"If this goes on like this, the school can only expel you at the request of the parents, otherwise, what if the other children in the class are spoiled?!"
After Song Sheng heard these words, he didn't even have a trace of emotion in his eyes. He just bent slightly, and then turned his head to open the office door.
He put his hand on the doorknob, and suddenly turned his head away again.
"I'm not wrong," he said. "I just liked him. He was never a monster."
He twisted the doorknob, and locked the surprised and hating eyes of the teacher he had always trusted in the door.
Song Sheng's grades began to plummet, and he gradually became the kind of bad boy in everyone's eyes. However, when we met in the old place, he was still clean and bright, but this time there was no music, so he dragged him from the tree beside him. After a leaf fell, she played a small tune intermittently for Jane Jing to listen to.
In the middle of blowing, Jian Jing suddenly leaned over and pulled off his sleeve, and then saw the scar on his wrist.
"What is this!" She was startled and angry, "Who did it? I'm going to—"
"My parents beat me," Song Sheng wrote lightly, "It didn't hit me hard."
"Isn't that heavy?" Jian Jing's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she went to lift the clothes on his back, and the white and thin back was also full of bruises left by the stick.Song Sheng saw her tearful eyes, but suddenly laughed out loud, and patted her head.
"Silly girl," he said, "I haven't cried yet, why are you crying?"
That night, Song Sheng said goodbye to her, saying that he had to go to the city for some business.Afterwards, Jian Jing counted day by day with her fingers, until she counted for seven days before she saw the boy again.
Already scarred teenager.
"Take him to see a doctor in the city." His parents' faces were very gloomy, and they answered the neighbor's question gloomyly. , As a result, he couldn't bear it, and he fainted all of a sudden, and then he was treated for several days. But forget it, as long as he can be cured, it will be fine."
Jian Jing rushed out of the crowd and asked, "Is he sick?!"
Why had she been with him every day before, but she had never heard of it?
"Is this girl stupid?" Song Sheng's father looked down at her strangely, and said in a rough voice, "He's already having sex with a boy, isn't that considered a disease?"
The neighbors around him burst into laughter, and they all nodded.His mother trembled at the side, counting her purse tremblingly: "I don't know how much money I spent on this dead boy..."
"If I had known this earlier, it would be better not to give birth to him. Even if I gave birth, I would not be able to pass on incense..."
After that, Jian Jing almost never saw the boy again.She waited in the old place for a long time, until her mother came to take her back, but she didn't wait for him to arrive as expected.
"I've been locked up," said my mother. "It looks like he's very sick, and he probably won't live for a few days. It's just that the doctor who gave the electric shock at that time said he couldn't take any more medicine, and no one cared about him... .You don't want to look for him anymore, that kid likes the same sex, it's not good to get in touch with him more."
"Why not?" Jian Jing's clear eyes looked straight at her.
The mother was dumbfounded and couldn't even tell the reason.
After a few days, Jane made a decision.
She wanted to steal her god out of that narrow and dark cage.
She went to Song Sheng's bamboo horse and asked him to help her rescue them together, but the tall boy just waved his hands in panic after hearing this.
"No, no, no, I've already told my parents that I want to break up with him. If there is another accident at this time, my parents will definitely beat me to death—"
"If this continues, he will die too!" Jian Jing said sharply, "He became like this because of the relationship between you, are you going to just sit back and watch like this?!"
"But, but..." the boy was tongue-tied for a long time, and then suddenly said, "But he seduced me when I got married! It's not my fault, it's not my fault..."
He is different from Song Sheng, Jian Jing finally realized this clearly.
There was no one to help her, so she could only quietly wait until Song Sheng's parents went out, and moved the ladder with great effort, then smashed the window with a hammer, and forcibly carried Song Sheng on her shoulders .
Song Sheng's high fever has lasted for several days, his forehead was burning hot, but his face was as white as snow, and when he was lying on Jian Jing's shoulder, he slightly startled Jian Jing.He smiled wryly, "Silly girl..."
"Don't talk," Jian Jing squeezed his hand, "We're going to the hospital right away!"
The word hospital seemed to be an untouchable taboo. Song Sheng struggled desperately on her shoulders. The strength of the struggle made Jian Jing almost unable to stabilize her figure, and the two of them fell to the ground hard together.
"Don't go!" His voice was also sharp, full of unspeakable fear, and he couldn't help shaking, "Don't go, don't go to the hospital..."
"I'm not a monster, not a pervert!!! I'm not sick!!!"
So, don't call me anymore... I'm not sick, never been sick...
"Okay, don't go, don't go," Jian Jing's eyes filled with tears, she rushed forward to hug him, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault..."
Song Sheng finally passed away.
In their old place, in her arms, he slowly closed his clear eyes.Jian Jing begged him to talk to herself again, but it was too late.
On his deathbed, he didn't ask why his gay man didn't show up.Maybe, I already have the answer in my heart.
When the people in the town found them, it was already the early morning of the second day—Jane Jing hugged the man in her arms tightly, not letting anyone get close.She remained silent as if she had lost her soul, just guarding the corpse in her arms.
Song Sheng's parents yelled for her to return their son, but when they saw that she would not return them, they blurted out the word "broken shoes" when they got angry.These two words seemed to hit her sore spot, causing her to stand up from the ground suddenly, screaming at everyone, the veins on her forehead popped out, and her voice was like a cuckoo weeping blood.
"Is it my fault? Is it my fault for being raped? Is it my fault for being talked about by you! I also want to live cleanly, who doesn't want to live cleanly!"
"Is it his fault for liking the same sex! He lives his life well, don't you have the right to dictate other people's lives!"
"Only normal people in your eyes deserve to live in this world?!"
The crowd kept shrinking back, and some residents shouted: "She's crazy! Totally crazy!"
Jane turned a deaf ear, her voice paused, then suddenly softened.
"Do you know how many nights I can't sleep? Tell you, it's 410 two nights, 880 four hours. I passed the time every minute and every second, and I didn't even dare to close my eyes in the dark night .”
"Do you know the color of the blood when it flows out of the body? I have thought countless times, if I drain all the blood in my body, can I be clean?"
"Do you know how many times I have wanted revenge?"
At that time, she huddled in the corner like a little beast and licked her wounds alone. Every day, she imagined how to plan to commit a crime together and kill all these monsters in human form in front of her—let their No words that hurt her can be uttered from her mouth, so that their hands can never touch her again. Her plan must be perfect and cruel enough to make everyone pay for their words and deeds.
But she can't.
"Song Sheng said, you scumbags are not worthy of my hell." She hugged the corpse in her arms and laughed coldly, "You know? You—all of you—"
"Everyone is a murderer."
"You can't escape."
While everyone was watching, she picked up the corpse and walked towards the distance.
It was completely bright.
At the end of the story, the girl slowly grows into an old lady. She is always alone, without friends or lovers.When she died, she asked someone to scatter her ashes and another box of ashes under the horizontal bar, and almost the moment she opened the lid, they were blown away by the wind without a trace.
——At that time, we were young and energetic, and we all thought that miracles would appear where they should not have appeared.
——But I didn't know until later that some imprints were deeply embedded in my bones and blood from that moment on, and I couldn't get rid of them in my whole life.
--Did you hear it?The wind has picked up.
When the movie finally came to an end, the audience was still sitting there dumbfounded.
After a while, the girl said in a hoarse voice: "I wipe, this is completely different from what I imagined..."
With such a fresh name and a campus story, they originally thought it should be a youthful and ignorant love.But now I realized that this was clearly a spring thunder piercing the sky, and the bang resounded through the hearts of the people.
Chuci's fans were the most heart-rending, crying from the middle to the end, crying completely uncontrollably: "Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow...you can't live in peace until the end" ......"
"We really have nothing else to ask, let his character live! Really, don't be so miserable! Do it again, I really want to cry to death..."
Mrs. Bai also wiped her tears, and was about to turn her head to ask her husband for the handkerchief in the handbag, but suddenly heard a muffled sob coming from beside her.
"...Junjun?"
Bai Anjun was crying so hard that his pants were wet with tears.Mrs. Bai gave her all the tissues in the bag, but it was still not enough. The little girl's tear valve seemed to have stopped working, completely uncontrollable.
At this moment, the person in the back seat suddenly handed over another stack of tissues, "Use mine."
Bai Anjun twitched his thanks, raised his head, but suddenly met the other's thin face.At that moment, it seemed like an electric current suddenly passed through her brain, her lips trembled, and she called out a name in a daze: "Jiang Xie?"
The author has something to say: Bai Anjun a second ago: woo woo woo~~~~(>_<)~~~~
Bai Anjun in the next second: Wait, wait, my cute cp is actually sugary? ! ! ! ! ~(≧▽≦)/~
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