give me glory [e-sports]

I like Chinese.

But I don't like the Chinese taught by these teachers. They are not good at all, not as good as my father.I don't like taking their classes.

Dad, I miss you a little bit.

—— "Ding Shengrong's Diary"

"Then grandma...does grandma know?" Ding Shengrong subconsciously grabbed a life-saving straw.

Ding Zhengkang wanted Ding Shengrong to go to college, and Ding Shan definitely wanted Ding Shengrong to go to college. This is why Ding Shan desperately wanted to send Ding Shengrong to high school, and he had to be admitted to Rong County No. [-] Middle School.

This is the high school that Ding Zhengkang attended, and it was here that Ding Zhengkang was admitted to one of the top universities in the country.

"It's up to you to persuade. Your grandma, only you can persuade, Shengrong."

Ding Shengrong was speechless. Seeing his dull expression, Zhao Xiu continued to encourage, "Hey, that's my cousin. You know, he opened a car repair shop in Rong County and made a lot of money. Now everyone buys small cars and goes everywhere. Yes, we can introduce you to my cousin as an apprentice, and when you finish your studies, you can come out and open a car repair shop by yourself, and you can make a lot of money!"

"But I don't want to..."

"Shengrong!" Ding Zhengjian interrupted his explanation, "You are a sensible child, do you really want to see your grandma work so hard?"

At that moment, the appearance of Ding Shan flashed across Ding Shengrong's mind.

Since the third year of junior high school, Ding Shan didn't let Ding Shengrong do farm work, but she was getting older, and sometimes she squatted for too long when transplanting rice seedlings or feeding chickens, and she felt dizzy all over the place, and it took a long time for her to recover .Every day when I go home, I look tired and exhausted.

If it wasn't for raising Ding Shengrong, Ding Shan could have had a better life.At least, there is no need to farm, sell eggs, or get up at three o'clock in the morning to go to the market.

What's more, because of him, the relationship between Ding Zhengjian and Ding Shan was very stiff, even Ding Zhengjian didn't have much good looks towards his biological mother, and the other son passed away early, Ding Shan had only Ding Zhengjian to rely on.

No, and him.

But he can't do anything now, like a burden.

Ding Shengrong was speechless, and stood there with his head down.

"What happened."

Ding Shan thought that Ding Shengrong would come back today. He came back early after selling out the eggs in the next village. As soon as he stepped into the yard, he saw Ding Shengrong and Ding Zhengjian standing there facing each other like two pillars. Sitting on the side, peeling the orange peel and listening to the ear, as if watching the fun.

"Mom, this..."

Ding Zhengjian looked at Ding Shan, and was a little speechless for a while.

He knew that Ding Shan admired those who had studied. Ding Shan married his father because his father was the only man in Dingjia Village who had finished elementary school.Later, Ding Zhengkang studied well, and Ding Shan once gave all his attention to Ding Zhengkang, hoping that Ding Zhengkang would be able to enter the university and make a name for himself.

But it is a joke that he got into the university, but ended up like this, and still stands out.

Ding Shan turned his head to look at Ding Shengrong who bowed his head silently. The 14-year-old child pursed his lips tightly, his eyes were red.

"Ding Zhengjian, what did you say to the child! He's in his 40s, and he's still an uncle. It's almost making the children cry!"

"Mom, I didn't say anything. I did it for his own good."

"What did you say?"

"Mom, Xiu'er and I have thought about it and decided to let Sheng Rong drop out of school."

Ding Shan was furious, "You decide! Why did you decide!? You fed him! Why do you decide for him!"

"Mom, listen to me, his grades are not good now, and his ranking is beyond the top [-]. The school called and said that he can no longer waive tuition and miscellaneous fees."

"What's wrong with it! Can't I pay this money! Didn't all the money come from trying to save! Your Shengzheng's grades in junior high school are just over [-], why don't you let him drop out of school!"

"Mom, what are you talking about, isn't Shengzheng your grandson! You're partial to Shengrong." Zhao Xiu put down the orange and complained.

"I'm really, I'm really... mad at you!" Ding Shan took the pole leaning on the side and was about to hit Ding Zhengjian, "I'm biased! What the hell happened to me! You are an uncle!" Have you ever thought about how eccentric my aunt is!"

The pole did not fall on Ding Zhengjian in the end.Because Ding Shan didn't come up in one breath, he was dizzy and fell backwards uncontrollably.

Ding Shengrong stepped forward quickly to support Ding Shan, her body was shaking tremblingly.

Seeing Ding Shan like this, Ding Zhengjian gritted his teeth and said nothing.Zhao Xiu wanted to speak, but she glanced at Ding Zhengjian's face, and closed her mouth obediently.

Ding Shengrong couldn't help blurting out, "Grandma, I'll quit school."

Ding Shan's trembling body froze.

"Shengrong, do you know what you're talking about?"

Zhao Xiu heard this unexpected joy out of nowhere, and seeing Ding Shengrong's compromise, she quickly said, "Look, Mom, Shengrong himself meant the same thing."

"Shut up!" Ding Shan shouted.

Zhao Xiu quickly shrank back, Ding Shan closed his eyes, and asked as if he couldn't bear it, "Sheng Rong, don't you want to read it yourself?"

"Yes, Grandma."

Ding Shan didn't speak any more, and none of the three people in the front hall opened their mouths.

"Shengrong, you go back to your room." After a while, Ding Shan opened his eyes and said.

"grandmother……"

"Be obedient, go back to the room, grandma and uncle will talk."

Ding Shan stood up straight, Ding Shengrong slowly let go of his hand, took a step back, and knocked his foot on the threshold, making a slight muffled sound.

He lifted up the slipped schoolbag, turned and left the front hall and returned to his room.

He closed the door, took out the high school English tape from the bag, took out the walkman from the drawer, put the tape in, put on the earphones, and blocked all the sounds of the world.

"Do you want a friend who you could tell everything to, like your deepest feelings and..." The mellow and peaceful female voice is the best hypnosis. Ding Shengrong lay sideways on the bed and fell into a light sleep.

The tape slowly rotated until there was a "click", side A was finished, and the world fell into silence again.

Half asleep and half awake, Ding Shengrong felt someone entered the room, sitting on the head of his bed, gently stroking his hair with wrinkled hands.

"Grandma, I'm sorry..."

It's all right, grandma.Ding Shengrong closed his eyes, but a tear still rolled down from his closed eyes and fell on the dry pillow cover, smearing a dark color.

Ding Zhengjian handled the withdrawal procedures. Ding Shengrong's head teacher didn't expect that he would make a routine phone call and let the student drop out of school. He was so frightened that he asked Ding Zhengjian what was going on for a long time, and even sent Ding's family a bag of fruit with guilt .Zhao Xiu wanted to drag Ding Shengrong to work at her cousin's place before the withdrawal procedures were completed, but Ding Shan detained her under the pretext of "letting the child rest for two days before going to work".

Ding Shengrong stayed at home for two days. On Friday, Zhao Xiu took him to the town by car, and went to the car repair shop where he would work in the future.Zhao Xiu's cousin, Zhao Jianguo, the owner of the car repair shop, saw Zhao Xiu coming, and greeted them with his greasy smudges all over his body.

"This is the nephew you were talking about?" Zhao Jianguo took off the white gloves that had been colorless for a long time, took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, holding the cigarette between his dark and cracked fingers, he took two puffs vigorously.

"Yes, yes, yes." Probably because of asking for help, Zhao Xiu was extraordinarily attentive.

Zhao Jianguo cocked his mouth and exhaled intoxicatedly. The smoke ring sprayed on the faces of Zhao Xiu and Ding Shengrong, causing Ding Shengrong to cough a few times. "Looks like a book doll."

"I went to high school, dropped out of school, and came out to work."

"That would be a pity. What would you do?"

Ding Shengrong didn't react, Zhao Xiu pushed him twice, "Quickly answer, Uncle asked you."

Ding Shengrong opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

"Okay, I see. Is it strong?" Zhao Jianguo asked again, looked him up and down, and said, "Tsk, I don't think you have much strength."

"No, no, he's really strong!" Zhao Xiudao, "Show uncle quickly, don't just stand there like a log!"

Ding Shengrong really didn't know how to behave, so he stood aside with his mouth pursed and said nothing.

Zhao Jianguo pointed to the jack beside him, "Can you move that thing?"

Zhao Xiu patted Ding Shengrong a few times, "Hurry up, hurry up. You don't work at home on weekdays, but now when you come out to work, no one will spoil you."

Ding Shengrong was shaken for a while when he was photographed. The jack was as dirty as Zhao Jianguo's clothes, and Ding Shan carefully rubbed the clothes with his hands the day before yesterday because he was afraid that he would not wash them clean. It was clean for him to wear when he came out to "meet people" today, and he smelled the fragrance of washing powder carefully.

Zhao Jianguo waited impatiently, "Whether you can move it or not, to be honest, the brat is dumb."

"Oh, cousin, don't mind, this kid doesn't like to talk normally, but you believe it, he is very honest, he has a lot of energy, eats a lot of energy, and is good at math, so it's no problem to help you settle accounts."

"Hey, if you are good at mathematics, that's fine, we just need someone to settle accounts."

Zhao Jianguo responded casually, and glanced at Ding Shengrong out of the corner of his eye. The meaning was obvious, whether to move the jack or not is up to him.

Ding Shengrong sighed from the bottom of his heart, "Uncle Zhao, can I borrow your gloves?"

Zhao Jianguo threw the glove to him, and Ding Shengrong caught it and put it on his hand. He walked to the jack, bent down and lifted it up forcefully.

Because he was afraid of rubbing against his clothes, his movements were a bit funny. Zhao Jianguo laughed when he saw it, "The boy is not bad, he looks thin and weak, and his strength is not weak. My jack is not the kind of thin jack sold outside. It is a bit The weight, it’s still qualified to be able to lift it up.”

Ding Shengrong took off his gloves and put them back on the table neatly.

Zhao Jianguo saw that Ding Shengrong's attitude was not bad, his strength was not bad, and he was easy to discipline if he was quiet, so his attitude improved a little, "Want to learn technology?"

Ding Shengrong didn't know what technology was, but Zhao Xiu responded, "Look at this, it's good to be able to learn that emotion."

"If you have mastered the skills, you will have something to eat." Zhao Jianguo chuckled twice, "Then start as an apprentice, and learn some skills to help with the calculation." He lowered his voice, "We are here with food and lodging, and ordinary apprentices are with us. A month is 300, you, for the sake of relatives, I will give you this number."

With a cigarette in his mouth, Zhao Jianguo made a 4 with his hands.

"It's fine, it's fine. What are you afraid of with this package of food and lodging? Children don't know how to spend money. Giving him 400 is a waste."

Zhao Xiu pushed Ding Shengrong again, "Hurry up and thank Uncle."

Ding Shengrong said, "Thank you...thank you, Uncle."

"The voice is so low, it's like a girl. All right, go back and pack your things, and come to work on Monday."

Zhao Xiu wanted to take the opportunity of coming to town to find Ding Shengzheng's head teacher to give gifts and move around, so she left Ding Shengrong alone and let him wander around by himself before going to the market to buy fruit.Ding Shengrong didn't really want to go home, and he didn't know where to go. The only person he could think of looking for was Lai Guangshen.

On the way, I happened to pass by Rong County No. [-] Middle School. There were students in school uniforms buying snacks in the snack bar next to them, probably skipping class.

Across the street, Ding Shengrong looked at the sign of Rong County No. [-] Middle School from a distance.

He stood for a while, then walked away in silence.

When Ding Shengrong arrived at the video game city, the Friday afternoon was more lively than usual. The children were "fighting bravely" with each machine, did they make noises of frustration or excitement?

There is only one Li Mei at the front desk, and Lai Guangshen is not here.

"Sister Mei." Ding Shengrong called Li Mei in a low voice.

Li Mei raised her head and was surprised when she saw Ding Shengrong, "Why are you here?"

Ding Shengrong is a bit confused, he often comes here to look for Lai Guangshen, is there anything strange about it?

"Sister Mei, I'm here to find Brother Lai, isn't he on duty today?"

Li Mei said, "Don't you know that Lai Guangshen was fired by the boss and is no longer working here."