give me glory [e-sports]

On the window in front of me, a moth the size of a knuckle landed on the screen.

A gecko suddenly landed beside it, biting the moth tightly in its mouth.

The moth struggled desperately, its gray-striped wings flapping vigorously, trying to break free from the shackles of death.

But he failed.

The gecko, oppressed by survival, did not let go of his thoughts. The moth finally shook its wings and died there silently.

The gecko chewed its food carefully until it finished swallowing, then it slowly crawled to a corner that was hard to find with the naked eye.

No one knows that on this ordinary window, in this ordinary corner, the giant net woven by fate has pronounced the final fate of an insignificant moth.

—— "Ding Shengrong's Diary"

With a trembling voice, Ding Shengrong asked, "What's wrong with grandma?"

He wanted to calm down his emotions as much as possible, telling himself not to be nervous, it might not be a problem.But he still couldn't help thinking about a lot of messy things, thinking about countless worst possibilities.

Zhao Xiu's voice didn't sound so urgent, she still spoke habitually, with a high-pitched voice, "Oh, the old man is getting old, his legs and feet are not working well, and when he went to pick corn the day before yesterday, he fell into the ground. "

"Did you fall badly? Did you see a doctor? Where did you fall? Grandma said you didn't feel well?"

Zhao Xiudao, "Hey, I'm in a daze listening to your question after question. It's not a big deal. I've seen a doctor and said I need to rest. I need a few stitches on my leg, nothing else."

Ding Shengrong was a little relieved, "It's fine."

"Well, what I came to tell you today is mainly..."

Zhao Xiu started another topic, and Ding Shengrong subconsciously tensed up.

Fang Zhouzi on the screen kept circling around the pawn line under his unconscious control, very much like the anxious Ding Shengrong.

"Sheng Rong, the stitches cost more than 2 yuan in total, but we are too tight recently, and we really can't afford the money. Your grandma usually loves you the most, why don't you think about it?"

"Twenty thousand...how much?"

Zhao Xiudao, "Ah... just... just [-]. That's right, it's [-]."

2 yuan...

Ding Shengrong got two months' wages at Ying Yanyi, a total of [-] yuan, except for the [-] yuan sent back every month, a total of [-] yuan, and almost no money for food and lodging. It's time for Ding Shengrong to be the richest, and now he still has about [-] in his card.

Ding Shengrong said, "Auntie, I only have ten thousand with me now, and the other..."

Ding Shengrong wanted to ask Zhao Xiu if the other 1 could be put on the table first, and then he could find a way to pay her back.But Zhao Xiu didn't seem to focus on this. Instead, he was surprised that Ding Shengrong still had [-] yuan by his side, "You have saved so much money recently!?"

Ding Shengrong said truthfully, "Now I am working as a driver for my boss, and I have 8000 yuan a month."

"Ho!" Zhao Xiu gasped, "Eight thousand!"

"Yes."

"Then you only pay us two thousand a month! You bastard is so heartless!?"

Zhao Xiu's "we" made Ding Shengrong especially harsh.

But soon, Zhao Xiu calmed down, and said to Ding Shengrong, "Time waits for no one, you should quickly transfer the 1 yuan. Let [-] be [-], and we will figure out the rest."

"Okay, I'm going to turn now."

Ding Shengrong hung up the phone, and had no time to pay attention to Fang Zhouzi who was on the 1-10 scale in the game, so he was about to leave in a hurry.

But when he walked to the door and held the handle, he stopped suddenly.

He picked up his cell phone and called Lai Guangshen.

"Hello Lai?"

"It's me, what's the matter, Sheng Rong, to announce the good news to my brother, did you meet your sister?"

"Brother Lai is not..." Ding Shengrong said seriously, "My aunt called me and said that my grandma fell on her leg while picking corn and was sent to the hospital for stitches, but what my aunt said was vague, I want to ask Ask if you can contact your mother and ask me about my grandma."

"Fuck!" Lai Guangshen jumped up from the stool, "I'll go right away! My cousin is at home, I'll call him directly and ask him and my mother to ask, don't worry!"

Lai Guangshen hung up the phone in a hurry, and Ding Shengrong waited by the door. About 5 minutes later, Lai Guangshen called back.

"Let me go and find out. Your grandma fell the day before yesterday. It wasn't serious. It just scratched her and didn't hurt any bones. At first, Zhao Xiu said not to go to see it. Later, she took grandma because the wound was too long and looked scary. It’s not serious, and the sum of stitches and registration may be a little over 100.”

Ding Shengrong fell silent.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Lai Guangshen was a little anxious, "What's the matter, Sheng Rong, don't scare me? I didn't lie to you, it's fine, my mother went to see it with her own eyes! I went to see it just now, it's really not a big deal!"

"Brother, it's not that I don't believe you." Ding Shengrong said in a hoarse voice, "My aunt just called me and said that grandma was seriously injured and that the stitches cost more than 2 yuan. I said I only had 1 yuan on me. She said it was urgent and asked me to call her all the 1 yuan."

"Fuck!? What the hell!?" Lai Guangshen said angrily, "She just wanted your money?!"

"Brother Lai, can you call me your cousin? I want him to go to my house. I'll call my grandma."

"Okay, okay, wait, I'll tell my cousin. I'll ask him to go to your grandma and call you directly."

The call came quickly, Lai Guangshen's cousin simply greeted Ding Shengrong, and handed the phone to Ding Shan.

"grandmother."

"Hey, is it Shengrong?"

As soon as Ding Shan's voice came out, Ding Shengrong's tears began to flow down uncontrollably.

"Grandma...Grandma..." He tremblingly wiped away his tears, trying to sound as calm as possible, "I heard you were injured, how is it, does it hurt?"

"Ah! Oh, oh, it doesn't hurt! Grandma doesn't hurt! How are you doing outside? Are you full? You are growing up now, eat more. I heard that Kowloon is very cold, you If you don’t go home in winter, you must remember to wear tight clothes!”

"Well, grandma, I know."

"I'm fine, I just fell a little bit, and I'll be fine in two days."

"Well. Grandma, don't touch your wound with water. It's best to find a doctor when you remove the gauze."

"Hey, grandma knows!"

Ding Shan is pleased that Ding Shengrong has become more and more mature, so he should be smiling.

Holding the phone, Ding Shengrong hesitated for a while, and finally asked the question.

The question he had been avoiding.

"Grandma, have you received the money I send back every month?"

"Got it, your uncle will give me the money every month, and even boast to me that you are doing a good job outside now, and the boss likes you."

"How much do you receive every month? Is it enough?"

"Enough is enough, enough is enough."

"How much? How much did Uncle give you? If the money is enough, why do you pick corn and sell it?" Ding Shengrong couldn't help asking, "Grandma, tell me...you tell me...how much?"

Ding Shandao, "I know you're in Kowloon. It's very difficult. I'll save the 200 yuan you send every month. I want to sell more things and marry you a wife when the time comes, grandma." You are in good health now, and you can still do some activities, so don’t worry.”

"Two...two hundred?" Ding Shengrong seemed to have been hit by a bolt from the blue, "Every month, two hundred?"

"Yes, you can send two hundred back every month, and grandma feels distressed and happy. I heard that the grandson of Grandma Li's family is crazy about working and playing outside, and he is still in debt. You can still think about grandma, Grandma is really happy."

He tried his best to maintain his calm and ended the call with Ding Shan.

But now he felt that his whole body was shaking, and something in the depths of his soul was howling crazily, which made him unable to control his anger and hatred for the first time in his life.

He wanted to smash things, curse people, rush out and scream at the sky.

Ying Yanyi went to the kitchen to pour water, but heard strange noises in Ding Shengrong's room.

He knocked on the door, "Ding Shengrong? What's wrong?"

No one answered.

Ying Yanyi tried to turn the handle, but the door was not locked.

He pushed open the door, and Ding Shengrong sat slumped on the edge of the bed, with his head deeply buried in his arms.

Ying Yan knelt down beside him and gently supported his head.

Ding Shengrong's face was full of tears, and his eyes were full of bewilderment and unwillingness.

He said silently over and over again, "Why...why...why..."

Why did Zhao Xiu lie to him, why did they keep persecuting him.

He doesn't know what to do, what to do, what to do, or what to do.

He was like an abandoned island, kicked to the corner by Zhao Xiu and Ding Zhengjian, but he still wanted to pick fruits and vegetables and draw life from his abandoned island.

Ying Yanyi gently stroked his back, comforting him silently.

Probably because stroking along the hair was really effective, Ding Shengrong's mood gradually calmed down.He picked up the tissue beside the bed and wiped away his tears.

"Ying Yanyi." Ding Shengrong said, "I want to make money. Make a lot of money."

"it is good."

"I want to earn a lot of money to get grandma out of there, so that he can get up in the morning to do Tai Chi, go to the flower and bird market to watch birds, and go to the square to dance like the grandparents in Kowloon City."

"Ah."

"I want to earn a lot of money and buy a big house for grandma, so grandma no longer has to pick corn and eggs every day."

"Ah."

Ding Shengrong lowered his head and said, "Ying Yanyi, isn't such an ideal ridiculous?"

Ying Yanyi didn't know what happened to make Ding Shengrong say these words, and he didn't know who Ding Shengrong's grandmother was, and what difficulties she had to overcome.

But he still said, "Ding Shengrong, this is not ridiculous. As long as you don't break the law, no one's ideals are high or low."

He said again, "Ding Shengrong, we are friends, I will help you."

Probably because his tone was too gentle, Ding Shengrong, who had never confided in anyone before, tried to speak for the first time, to tell another person his thoughts and past completely.

From the death of both parents, to being forced to drop out of school; from paying for a friend, to being abandoned by the team.For the first time, Ding Shengrong knew that he also had such a nagging side.

By the time he talked about what he had just discovered, his throat was dry and he was exhausted.

Ying Yanyi sat side by side with him on the floor beside the bed, without pity, sigh, or surprise.

He just raised his hand and touched Ding Shengrong's head, and said, "Ding Shengrong, you are awesome."

He turned his head and smiled, as if he was talking about something that he was extremely proud of, "Look, you have gone through so much, and you have survived so tenaciously. So I believe that whether it is now or in the future, no matter Whatever comes your way, you can persevere and turn them from suffering to luck."

"So Ding Shengrong, you will be even better in the future, and you will live a better life. This is my blessing and what I firmly believe in."

The author has something to say: I finally meet you again.

And I finally found out where the nutrient solution is!

Thanks to the friends below for the nutrient solution!

It hasn't been updated for half a month and it hasn't been on the list, but it's so popular that I'm so moved that I'm about to cry!

Can you feel the excitement contained in my exclamation mark?

My God, I have been so inflated by your praise recently, I actually think that if this continues, maybe this article will be able to fulfill my dream of becoming a V hahahaha.

-----------

读者“俊华”，灌溉营养液+12019-07-2518：40：32

读者“雀实可爱的塌塌”，灌溉营养液+152019-07-1919：03：31

读者“山野长蘑菇”，灌溉营养液+432019-07-1716：51：56

读者“千日醉”，灌溉营养液+12019-07-1601：40：49

读者“康玉文”，灌溉营养液+202019-07-1522：11：04

读者“maze香来”，灌溉营养液+142019-07-1411：38：41

读者“沐熙”，灌溉营养液+12019-07-1411：18：41

读者“剑荡”，灌溉营养液+152019-07-1002：41：03

读者“齐家大姐爱看书”，灌溉营养液+12019-07-0800：50：13

读者“齐家大姐爱看书”，灌溉营养液+12019-07-0619：18：07

读者“齐家大姐爱看书”，灌溉营养液+12019-06-3023：07：22

读者“沐熙”，灌溉营养液+12019-06-3011：16：02

读者“沐熙”，灌溉营养液+22019-06-3011：14：51

读者“齐家大姐爱看书”，灌溉营养液+12019-06-2915：05：38

读者“沐熙”，灌溉营养液+12019-06-2914：41：04

读者“大大贝将军”，灌溉营养液+12019-06-0400：43：07