I can't climb higher than you [Rebirth]

Humans are probably the most complex species among known creatures. The brain controls words and deeds. However, many times, the body reacts before realizing what to do.

After Wei Yu spit out these two words, Qiu Xingzhi retracted the body that leaned into the door reflexively—he was used to Wei Yu saying what he said, doing what Wei Yu said, and getting used to evolution into instinct, without thinking too much.

The moment the anti-theft door closed in front of his eyes, leaving only a gap, Qiu Xingzhi suddenly woke up as if he had been slapped.

The door was pushed halfway and couldn't move, Wei Yu frowned, and said to Qiu Xingzhi through the gap: "Let go."

"Wei Yu..."

Wei Yu: "I don't care who you eat with, relax."

Qiu Xingzhi's arms were a little weak, and the voice-activated lights installed in the corridor had been turned off without sensing enough decibels after a fixed period of time. He stood in the dark and stared at Wei Yu, who was standing against the light in the door.

In fact, the distance is very close, no more than one meter through the crack of the door.

He is so familiar with Wei Yu's face, but he has never seen Wei Yu's expression now.

In the past, even when he suddenly confessed and kissed him abruptly, when Wei Yu looked at him, he also had emotions. He was not sure what those emotions were, but there was never a time when Wei Yu's expression scared him more than this one. flustered.

Coldly, during the whole process of pushing the door and speaking, there was no fluctuation in his expression, as if he was an unrelated stranger.

This is the signal sent by Wei Yu, and the meaning is the two words he said - get out.

Wei Yu said again: "Relax."

The hand on the door curled up into a fist, paused for a few seconds, and slowly put it down. Qiu Xingzhi's eyes were on Wei Yu's face the whole time, but Wei Yu didn't look directly at him. When he really let go, there was a "bang" , can't wait to be neat, like chasing a beggar who refuses to leave.

The water in the cauldron boiled, and strings of bubbles rolled out gurgling, steaming in the small kitchen. Wei Yu couldn't see the edge of the knife clearly, so he grasped the handle of the knife to adjust his mood in front of the chopping board.

Wei Yu couldn't say whether he regretted going to Qin Rong's birthday party now, or whether he regretted not making excuses to leave immediately when Qin Rong and the others teased Qiu Xingzhi and Hu Yun, he only knew that he regretted it.

It wasn't the first time he knew about it, but when he saw it with his own eyes, he suddenly realized that he had overestimated his endurance.

At first, he thought that maybe he could try to be an ordinary friend like in his previous life, until he refused Qiu Xingzhi's approach, until he confessed inexplicably, he was at a loss and forgot how to treat Qiu Xingzhi, the process was very short, but his thoughts were as complicated as After half his life, the second before he saw Qiu Xingzhi in the restaurant, he still felt that he was calm and rational enough, just give him some time.

If it wasn't for today's scene, he probably really thought he had done it.

Words like self-righteousness, rationality and calmness will never appear in a love that was once really deep-rooted.

Wei Yu could no longer remember seeing that girl walking forward slowly behind Qiu Xing, his mood at that moment, he only remembered the thick ridicule and sadness spreading from the bottom of his heart, lingering for a few drops, deeply branded in his heart. Heart, lingering, unable to resolve.

Knowing the ending in front of him, he even had a little delusion to change it.

Knowing that the ending will not change, why insist on liking it?

Is it hypocritical, self-moving?In this life, he thought he was transparent enough, so he returned to his original form at that time.

The confession that day blinded his eyes, confused his reason, and led him to almost surrender.

What were you thinking about a few days ago?

He actually wanted to be stupid again.

Boiling water rolled out of the pot impatiently, reminding him that it was time to add ingredients, Wei Yu opened his eyes, and wiped his astringent eyes with wet fingers.

Put a large spoonful of base ingredients into the pot, and the mixture of oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar, and chili peppers was immediately cut apart in the water, rushing towards Wei Yu's face. It is warm and fragrant, and the mood is also relaxed.

He didn't know the taste of dinner, he wasn't full, he didn't feel anything after coming back for so long, but at this moment he was suddenly hungry.

After the food is cooked, let's go out to eat something. It's been a long time since he went to the night market alone to see the night scene.

It was less than ten o'clock after finishing the work at hand, Wei Yu took out his mobile phone and went out for supper.

The moment the door opened, a figure sprang up from the corridor, knocking over the garbage piled up in the corridor, and the voice-activated light made a "da" sound, illuminating half of the corridor.

Wei Yu tried to calm himself down: "What are you still doing here?"

Qiu Xingzhi was wrapped in a coat, trembling: "I, I'll wait for you."

In the harsh winter, even closing the corridor anti-theft door won't help much, as the cold wind blows in through the cracks.

Is this person an idiot? Why didn't he freeze to death?

Wei Yu suppressed his roaring and beating anger, and walked out with clasped hands, Qiu Xingzhi tightened his collar and followed.

He didn't dare to follow too closely, and stayed a few steps behind, trying not to make any movement with his feet on the ground, so as not to disturb Wei Yu, just followed like this.

Turning up the road to the pedestrian street, Wei Yu stopped, and Qiu Xingzhi also stopped.

This is not the way to go.

Wei Yu took a deep breath and turned around.

Qiu Xingzhi was more than two meters behind him, watching him quietly.

Wei Yu raised his face and looked at the sky. The crescent moon hangs high in the sky like thin eyebrows. It is obviously not hot, but the world likes it. From ancient times to the present, there are no fewer poems praising the moon than the sun, and they are always full of deep friendship.

It was good and beautiful, but the sun would obscure all its splendor when it rose, and the two could not coexist in their vision.

Qiu Xingzhi followed Wei Yu's line of sight and smiled, "It would be great if it was a full moon today."

Wei Yu: "Why?"

I want to watch it with you, but Qiu Xingzhi didn't have the nerve to say it, so he shook his head casually, indicating that it's nothing.

"I'm going to eat supper, do you want to come together?"

After standing in the corridor for more than an hour, the wind never tires of pouring in to pester people. Now his limbs are not sensitive, and the machine is stiff. Qiu Xingzhi never thought that Wei Yu would open the door, let alone that he would say such words to himself. His blood boiled suddenly, so hot that he almost jumped up.

It's not easy to speak: "Really, really?"

"Well, barbecue, do you want to eat?"

Don't talk about barbecue, you can eat soil.

This is not a barbecue, but a bowl of sugar that Wei Yu gave him.

Wei Yu put his hands in his pockets, and walked side by side with Qiu Xingzhi: "If I don't go out tonight, how long do you plan to stay?" He seldom goes out at night, and he has to do kitchen work and draw pictures. Coincidentally.

Qiu Xingzhi thought for a while, then shook his head: "I don't know."

Maybe he will leave after a while, maybe he will stay very late, there is a door between him and Wei Yu, and he just doesn't want to leave—although there is nothing he can do if he doesn't leave.

Wei Yu: "Aren't you cold?"

"It's okay." Qiu Xingzhi was a little embarrassed. It's deceiving not to be cold. He didn't feel anything while staring at the door in the corridor. After walking around, he realized that his hands and feet were as cold as ice.

It's just that I have done everything, and I can only pretend to be forced.

Wei Yu was really hungry, so he brought Qiu Xingzhi to a barbecue restaurant with the best reputation in the commercial street. At this time, the night owls were mobilizing together, and the restaurant was packed to the brim. Looking around, there were no vacancies.

"Oh, why is Xiaowei here?" The boss is a frequent customer of Weilu, and he often meets Wei Yu, and greets him warmly, "There is a table in the small box, which can seat four people, is it enough?"

"Just the two of us."

"That's all right, right there, go there by yourself."

Wei Yu was about to leave, but the boss held him back, smiling with all his teeth exposed: "Do you remember what I told you last time?"

"what?"

"Hey, I'm just my niece, about the same age as you. If you come to help today, I'll just settle the accounts at the counter."

Before Wei Yu could react, Qiu Xingzhi's eyes fell on the counter, and the reaction force that had been dull for most of his life reached its peak at this moment.

Wei Yu was speechless, he really didn't remember this matter, it was mentioned in a casual chat, who knew that people really remembered: "Boss, I don't have that idea, don't bother."

He is not very old, and everyone feels that he can't find a partner in this life. First, a friend introduced him to a boyfriend, and today the boss introduced him to a girlfriend.

The boss breathed out, and was about to talk about how suitable the two of them were and how good the niece was. Qiu Xingzhi said in a deep voice, "Go in and sit, there are many people outside."

By the way, he glanced at the boss who was about to push forward.

Here it is again, first it was Qin Yi, and now there is another matchmaker.

There are indeed many people in the hall, the distance between the seats is very small, and it is difficult to turn around in a crowded group. It is confirmed from the side that the taste of the food is not bad.

Wei Yu nodded to the boss and went into the box to find a seat.

The boss sighed, he really thought that Wei Yu was a good, down-to-earth person, what a pity.

The environment here is naturally incomparable with the place where Qin Rong treats guests at night. It is said to be a box, just a small room separated from the hall by a few boards, and several tables are placed to facilitate large-scale dinners.

The corner location is very suitable for Wei Yu, it is relatively quiet.

He rubbed his hands and took out his mobile phone to scan the code: "What do you want to eat?"

Qiu Xingzhi thought for a while: "Roasted butter and pork belly."

"it is good."

Qiu Xingzhi sat opposite him and waited quietly. If Wei Yu was in charge of ordering food when they were eating together, he would wait like this, secretly watching Wei Yu's quiet look with lowered eyebrows.

Looking at it now, it seems that this appearance has been gone for a long time, and when I see it suddenly, my heart is full of touch and satisfaction.

Wei Yu submitted the order, and when he looked up, he found Qiu Xingzhi looking at him, touched his face, and smiled: "There is something on my face."

"No." Wei Yu's smile made Qiu Xingzhi's heart warm, "We haven't seen each other for a long time."

Wei Yu raised his eyebrows: "I just met you three days ago."

"..."

In fact, his original intention was that it had been a long time since they sat together normally and chatted like before.

Three days ago he saw Wei Yu at the gate of the community, he still...

Qiu Xingzhi's smile faded, his eyes lightly fixed on Wei Yu's face: "Don't you blame me?"

"I never blamed you." Wei Yu poured hot tea for the two of them, "Really."

He didn't lie. From the beginning to the end, he had many thoughts, but he never blamed Qiu Xingzhi, including now.

The lights in the box are very bright, and people are gathered in it, and together with the hot tea, they warm up the people who come from the biting cold wind.

The clerk moved quickly, and the first wave of dishes came to the table, including butter.

Barbecue is the best companion at night. The aroma of the oil is turned out, together with cumin and chili powder, just fall into the eyes, and you can imagine its deliciousness, and you will be hungry even if you are not hungry.

Qiu Xingzhi took two skewers: "You took me to eat this for the first time."

Wei Yu nodded. Roasted butter is not common in Qingcheng, and there are few shops that can make it. When he was in college, he took Qiu Xingzhi to a barbecue restaurant that served roasted butter. When he ate the first one, Qiu Xingzhi I fell in love with it, and since then, whenever there is this dish, I will definitely order a few.

The two of them ate with their heads down for a while, and the students in the same box checked out and left. They were the only table left in the box, and Wei Yu decided to get down to business.

Qiu Xingzhi is using a stick to poke the pork belly off the stick. He likes to take off the roast and eat it.

His fingers are long and slender, and he grasps the chopsticks to compete with the meat in a calm and unhurried manner. It is as elegant and beautiful as the way he scoops up a sip of caviar on a table with thousands of seats per person.

Wei Yu used to think that people like Qiu Xingzhi appeared in the world just to let people experience the injustice of God, but now he still thinks that, with his impeccable appearance, family background and other conditions, he is destined to have extraordinary life.

It is true that it is a pity, and it is also true that there can be no result between them.

Qiu Xingzhi ate very fast, and he was half full after a while, so Wei Yu's voice came to his ears through the table: "Is it delicious?"

"Delicious." Qiu Xingzhi nodded honestly.

Wei Yu: "My second store is ready, it will open the day after tomorrow, and I have to go there during the day."

"The address of the new store..." Say hello, so that it is convenient to find him in the past.

Wei Yu shook his head and interrupted: "After this meal, you really don't want to come to me again."

Barbecue restaurants are the most market-like places. Even late at night, the customers coming in and out, the grilled products with the aroma of hot oil, and the boss's loud greetings always make people want to meet their friends when they are hungry in the middle of the night. When you come to have a bite, you can find a lively place.

The boss was chatting and laughing loudly with the customers outside, the box had no door, and all the accurate and accurate information floated in, and when it reached Qiu Xingzhi's ears, only a faint hum was filtered.

In his right hand, he held a bunch of mutton. The fat and thin meat was wrapped in chili powder. It had been served for a long time, and there was not much heat left. The most delicious time had passed.

Wei Yu put down his chopsticks and sticks, and started drafting the manuscript when he saw Qiu Xingzhi when he went out. He could express himself smoothly without organizing his words: "I can't decide where you are going. If you come back later, I have nothing to say to you." ,do you understand?"

Qiu Xingzhi didn't understand, it was fine a minute ago, Wei Yu came to eat barbecue talking and laughing with him, he thought everything was fine.

He stared at Wei Yu.

Wei Yu: "We have known each other for so long, you understand my personality, I don't know how to say too much, I don't know how to reject people, so I can only say this, in the future, really, really don't come again, okay?"

He used two "truths", and the weight on Qiu Xingzhi's body doubled by more than ten times, causing his body to fall under the pressure, so he could only grab the edge of the pit with both hands desperately to prevent himself from falling.

There is nothing to say here, Wei Yu settled the bill on his mobile phone, and finally said: "After eating, don't waste it."

I left alone.

He chose to stop here because he really has nothing to say, and——

It's not that he is not sad, he is afraid that if he continues to speak, he will reveal his secrets and collapse, and the superficial calm that has been maintained for so long will collapse in an instant.

He also wanted to leave himself with the last bit of dignity.

Qiu Xingzhi was still holding the skewer of mutton, the only thought in his mind - Wei Yu said that he didn't know how to reject people, but in fact he knew better than anyone else, give him a little sweetness, and then take it away, he clearly knows how to deal the heaviest blow he.

He knew that Wei Yu didn't mean it, he didn't have that kind of thought, but...

The meat skewers were completely cold, and when I bit into my mouth, it was dry and bitter.

Not good.

The night is always peaceful, and the ones who are not peaceful are people, tossing and turning with different thoughts.

Wei Yu didn't have insomnia strangely that night, his cold was almost gone, his nose wasn't so congested, he curled up in the warm blanket, and when he woke up, he didn't even have a dream.

As usual, after waking up and packing up the dishes, Aunt Sun dragged them away, and Wei Yu went out. A few days ago, he listened to some bosses in the commercial street chatting. There are a lot of passengers, so he found the relevant person in charge and went to talk about it today.

When he was busy, his heart was extraordinarily calm. What happened yesterday was silently silent in an unknown corner. When he touched it, it was a little sour and a little bitter, but it didn't affect him.

You can live and work normally, and nothing will pass.

Sit in the driver's seat and lower your head to fasten your seat belt. With two "dong dong" sounds, Wei Yu raised his head. Qiu Xingzhi's red eyes stood out on his handsome face and jumped into Wei Yu's eyes.

Suits, new coats, and meticulously combed hair. I went back last night and came again this morning.

He pushed down the window.

Qiu Xingzhi: "I thought about it all night, and I figured it out."

Wei Yu lowered his eyes, and quickly raised them again: "That's good."

"I won't give up no matter what." Qiu Xingzhi's voice was hoarse, and he was obviously panting when he spoke, as if he was struggling, and every word seemed to announce the most important decision in his life, "It doesn't matter if you ignore me."

After saying this, he nodded himself, and said it to Wei Yu, and he also said it to himself, then got into the car parked by the side of the road, merged into the morning rush hour traffic and meandered away.

Wei Yu sat on the steering wheel unconsciously for a few minutes, then started the car and left.

In a parking space diagonally behind, the rear window of the black car slowly raised: "Let's go."

The author has something to say: Wei Yu: Why are you so awkward?