I can't climb higher than you [Rebirth]

Wei Yu was exceptionally sober, he understood what he was doing very well, the hand stretched out to the back of Qiu Xingzhi's waist, the knee resting on Qiu Xingzhi's thigh, and the palm stuck on the side of Qiu Xingzhi's neck all came from his own body. heart and consciousness.

He has never done anything similar, with zero experience and negative skills. He only looks for and feels each other with a passionate instinct. There was only a rough outline of the face in the darkness, silently bearing his chaotic touch.

The confusion didn't last long. He moved too much and hit Qiu Xingzhi's abdomen. He let out a muffled grunt as if pouring a bucket of ice water on Wei Yu. Look at Qiu Xingzhi from a distance.

He didn't back away, and maintained a posture of being close to each other, just watching like that, after the muffled groan in the dark, Qiu Xingzhi didn't make another sound, although Wei Yu couldn't see each other, Wei Yu felt that he was staring at him.

There is warmth in sight, Wei Yu can feel it.

This room is in the shade, and behind it is a small alley that no one passes by. It is already late, and only the occasional car horns from the distant street come in through the gap of the window pane. It is not dense, and it takes a long time. The only sound that can be heard.

After staying in the dark for a long time, his vision gradually adapted to the clarity, Wei Yu's eyes became clearer and clearer about Qiu Xingzhi - he was staring at himself, his deep eyes contained unknown emotions.

I don't know how long they stared at each other silently, Wei Yu felt Qiu Xingzhi's breathing calmed down, and leaned against the wall with his back leaning towards him, closing the distance again, as long as he stretched out his hands, he could reach and touch each other.

There was a whistling sound outside the window, Qiu Xingzhi took a breath, and asked in a low voice: "Wei Yu, do you want to..."

His voice was hoarse, as if he had smoked cigarettes all night and drank alcohol all day long, the rush was mixed with uncontrollable impulses, pounding against his skin, he felt something wanted to break out of the skin, suddenly The rhythm of his breathing was disrupted so that his speech was incoherent.

What Wei Yu wanted to do seemed to be very clear, but Qiu Xingzhi couldn't believe it. The Wei Yu at this moment was so different from the Wei Yu he had known before. He was afraid that he would lose control and get too excited. Everything is fake, nothing.

"Yes."

Another round of tight breathing, Qiu Xingzhi could hardly find his own voice: "But, why are you..."

why is it like this?Why?He didn't know, wasn't sure, so he didn't dare to do anything.

Wei Yu's eyes were shining brightly, and there was a strange brilliance in the darkness. With a low smile, he stretched out his hand and grabbed Qiu Xingzhi's wrist. He said very slowly but forcefully, "There is no reason."

Qiu Xingzhi locked Wei Yu's face tightly, and a voice roared in his mind: "Qiu Xingzhi, are you fucking out of your mind? Why are you asking a fart at this time? Ask a hammer ? What do you need to do now? Yes, what? Don't you have any clues in your mind?"

What he needs to do now...

Wei Yu sighed softly, clutching Qiu Xingzhi's ears with the lingering sigh, even his heart was itchy, seeing the heat wanting to go away, Qiu Xingzhi put aside the reason that was not easy to accumulate in his mind, and violently Clutching Wei Yu's wrist, he dragged him towards the room.

The strength he had cultivated since he was a child has never been released on Wei Yu, but this time he acted violently, clasping his wrist like iron claws, the palm was so hot, it penetrated into the skin, burning his soul and flesh and blood. hot.

Wei Yu gritted his teeth, and was dragged inside by Qiu Xingzhi in silence.

Qiu Xingzhi has no experience in this kind of thing. After the initial panic, he felt that his soul was divided into two halves. One half was still the shocked and panicked self, and the other half was completely calm and quickly The self who was thinking about what to do next, both of them were him, and the contradiction formed Qiu Xingzhi who threw Wei Yu on the bed with his hands.

The bed is very soft, and the weight of two big men is enough to make people sink into it. Wei Yu didn't say a word, and when Qiu Xingzhi was possessed and pressed down, he uttered a very small, very light syllable, while bearing his weight. Adapted, raised his eyes to Shangqiu Xingzhi after making a short sound.

The window was very close to the bed, the city was brightly lit all night, and the room borrowed an extremely faint point, allowing them to barely see each other in the dark space.

Qiu Xingzhi's rationality was lost in Wei Yu's eyes, he felt that he was going crazy, he couldn't think of anything at the moment, so he bowed his head and held Wei Yu's lips.

Cool, cool Qiu Xingzhi was excited, couldn't help but want to give him warmth and heat, and involuntarily stretched out his tongue to lick his lips, Wei Yu trembled slightly, and subconsciously opened his tightly pursed lips to meet him. Qiu Xingzhi's temptation.

This is the first time for both of them, and no one is more proficient than the other. They just search for each other clumsily and instinctively. Maybe human beings are born with this ability, and they quickly find the most suitable angle of strength.

Qiu Xingzhi was afraid of crushing Wei Yu, so he put his hands on Wei Yu's side, and the strong arm strength he had trained for a long time in push-ups was of the greatest use at this moment.

The room was quiet, and a sticky sound with a certain color floated above the big bed.

Qiu Xingzhi gradually felt that his lungs were lacking in oxygen, and Wei Yu's breathing by his ears was disordered and he couldn't find a rhythm. He hurriedly propped up his body and rolled out of the bed to take a breath, and quietly looked at the person lying on the bed through the only light.

Wei Yu closed his eyes and breathed smoothly, his lips were slightly numb and lost consciousness, he knew it was swollen even without looking, and he wondered if it would go away when he got up tomorrow.

There are many thoughts in his heart, flying here and there in a chaotic manner, but he doesn't care about them. In the past, he just thought too much and worried too much, and always harvested regrets in misses and losses.

He has always followed the rules in doing things, and he can see at least three steps if he takes one step. He used to study like this, then he worked like this, and now he is doing the same thing. I'm afraid that the next step will fail and all previous efforts will be wasted.

He is afraid of failure, so he follows the safest path.

The same is true for the relationship with Qiu Xingzhi. There are too many uneasiness and fears, which prevent him from taking that step. He always thinks that he can be friends for a lifetime. If he speaks out, Qiu Xingzhi It's not worth the loss to stay away from it.

He cherishes both the sadness and happiness of his secret love. Compared with Qiu Xingzhi who is far away, it is not so scary and sad to stand silently watching him, not to mention that Qiu Xingzhi has always been very good to him.

Many things that happened today inspired his messy courage, and after today, he can no longer be so brave.

After looking forward and backward for so long, Wei Yu wanted to overthrow it severely, get rid of those thoughts that were there or not, and regard today as the end of the world, no matter what happened after waking up, he would not think about it or think about it.

Some things can be remembered for a lifetime once you have them. He is not greedy, and once is enough.

Qiu Xingzhi squatted beside the bed and stroked Wei Yu's smooth cheeks. The mere touch of the skin gave him such a throbbing, like an electric current rushed through his body and rushed straight to the sky. He smiled wryly and curled his fingers.

Wei Yu's closed eyes suddenly opened, reached out to grab Qiu Xingzhi's hand that was about to be withdrawn, took a heavy breath, and lay still without speaking.

This was a silent invitation, and Qiu Xingzhi heard it.

Before coming here, no one thought that there would be such an event. Of course, there would be no preparations in advance. Qiu Xingzhi hesitated a little, he didn't want to hurt Wei Yu.

With a "snap", Wei Yu threw two things on the bedside table. The moment Qiu Xingzhi saw it clearly, the pores of his body shrank tightly, and a numb feeling ran all over his body from head to toe.

Wei Yu prepared everything.

Qiu Xingzhi's last bit of human reason was replaced by animal nature, everything was carried out in the dark, no one turned on the lights, his hands were bare|exposed shoulders and arms, trembling in his ears and short uncontrollable gasps, everything was enough up.

Qiu Xingzhi lowered his head to hold his still cold lips, and comforted him with the experience he had just accumulated not long ago. Sure enough, Wei Yu's breathing calmed down a little, but soon he fell into even greater confusion.

After losing the barrier of the fabric, the breathing of the two people was synchronized at first, and after a while, they lost their frequency frantically. They tried their best to synchronize but could not succeed. The air in the room was drained, and only some oxygen could be absorbed from the deep kiss. , They are like two fish jumping ashore, in order not to suffocate and to live, they embrace and absorb each other even harder, they give each other breath and strength.

The consciousness he was trying to maintain was wiped out at the moment when the strength invaded. In the short waking period, Wei Yu felt Qiu Xingzhi's nervousness. He was inexperienced, and he was afraid of pain, so he moved carefully, but he couldn't control the madness living.

The heavy breath spits out the fine syllables, the face is still the same face, Wei Yu's familiar face, picturesque eyebrows, long and curly eyelashes, slightly parted lips, once left an unforgettable mark in his life .

But the owner of this face is strange to Wei Yu at this time, it is another side of Qiu Xingzhi that he has never seen before.

How many times was it that Wei Yu once again realized his lack of understanding of this person, thinking that it was deep enough, but in fact it was not at all, was it because he did not observe enough, or was it that Qiu Xingzhi hid it too deeply?

Wei Yu felt himself move backwards, and with a "bang", his head hit the headboard of the bed.

The pain all over his body diverted Wei Yu's attention from the pain in his head, and he subconsciously tilted his head down to avoid the headboard.

"Yes, I'm sorry." Qiu Xingzhi's breathing was like a kite being torn apart, he could barely make out a few words intermittently, buried his face on Wei Yu's neck and bit him, the force was not heavy, and the senses of the whole body were mobilized and concentrated In a certain place, Wei Yu didn't even feel any abnormality on his neck.

Qiu Xingzhi stretched out his hand to caress the back of Wei Yu's head. The simple action was comparable to a triathlon for him at this time. The dull humming made Wei Yu laugh, and he raised his hand to pinch his wrist and shook his head to indicate that it was okay.

There were originally two pillows on the bed, one was under Wei Yu's body and the other was thrown into the bedside table. Qiu Xingzhi resisted the frenzy that came again, his slender arms struggled to reach the bedside table, and the fluffy pillow was stuffed behind Wei Yu's head. He breathed a sigh of relief.

Wei Yu didn't expect him to do this. In fact, the two of them are in an uncontrollable confusion now. Qiu Xingzhi can still be distracted to do these things. He couldn't help whispering: "Xingzhi..."

After such a long period of depression, Wei Yu's voice has long lost its original timbre, it is dark and hoarse, not pleasant to say the least, but it is the most suitable match in this situation, dim and confused, Wei Yu's confused and emotional cry, Qiu Xingzhi It exploded.

"Puff", a bundle of matches was thrown into the barrel, and the burning flames shot up into the air, threatening to blow up the ceiling.

There is no heating in the winter in the south, and they didn't bother to turn on the air conditioner, but the temperature in the room was comparable to the scorching heat, and the heat burned everyone in it.

When the pillow at the back of his head disappeared for the second time, Qiu Xingzhi wanted to distract himself to fish it out again, Wei Yu gave a hoarse laugh, pinched his chin that was wet with water droplets and said, "No need for this."

Qiu Xingzhi disagreed: "Your head..."

"Well, I bumped into it." Wei Yu's hand slid onto Qiu Xingzhi's arm, "So it's only fair that you hit it too."

The position that can hit the head - only lying down.

Qiu Xingzhi never knew that there would be a time when he couldn't control himself completely, and it was the first time he knew how terrible it was when he couldn't control himself, so that Wei Yu was almost in a semi-comatose state at the end, lying on his back Sweat dripped from his body and neck one by one, dripping onto his neck, wet and sticky with exhaustion.

"Wei Yu~"

Wei Yu struggled to say a single word, was sore and tired, and his eyelids were pressed down heavily: "Mmm..."

Qiu Xingzhi put his arm around Wei Yu's back and kissed him on the ear: "It's nothing."

The shortness of breath gradually calmed down, from synchronous to asynchronous, and then slowly returned to the same frequency rhythm.

Wei Yu lost consciousness. In a trance, he seemed to rise into the air. He was washed with warm liquid, and then placed on a dry and soft place. A voice said something to him, but he couldn't hear it clearly.

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The first thing Wei Yu does when he wakes up is to touch his phone to see if there are any WeChat messages, and this day is no exception, his consciousness has not yet fully returned, he closed his eyes and reached out from under the bed to the bedside table to fumble.

His arms were so sore, as if he had been beaten, Wei Yu frowned and opened his eyes, and turned his head to see that there was nothing on the bedside table.

He subconsciously wanted to get up, but halfway through the movement he froze in mid-air, and then fell heavily back on the bed.

Damn, why is he so sore, his whole body looks like he's been beaten for hours, and there are a few places that are screaming sore from the inside out, and it's hard to move a finger.

A few tenths of a second after falling back onto the bed, Wei Yu recalled what happened last night. He stared at the ceiling and slowly raised his sore arm to his eyes. The finger prints on the upper half really looked like been beaten.

Just now the sudden movement of getting up stretched his whole body, the continuous soreness and indescribable sense of shame interfered with Wei Yu's thoughts, he closed his eyes and planned to get up slowly again, with a "beep", he tiptoed into the room with a gust of wind. Room.

Wei Yu lay still, the sound of footsteps quickly approaching from the door of the room, one hand was placed on his forehead for two seconds, and then the corner of his lips was touched lightly, the clean and refreshing smell of green tea mint mouthwash.

He slowly opened his eyes, facing Shangqiu Xingzhi's eyes that were too late to move away from his face.

Qiu Xingzhi was obviously stunned for two seconds, and asked, "Are you awake?"

The feeling in the middle part of the body was too strange. Wei Yu raised his breath and put one leg down on the bed first. After a while, he put the other leg over and propped up his upper body. He was careful enough, but he still pulled his muscles. He sucked He took a deep breath, leaned on the bed board and stood up vigorously, the greater soreness almost took his breath away.

It was also in this process that he found that this place was not the room he opened yesterday, it was bigger, the windows faced south, the bedding and pillows were all new, fluffy and soft, and the clothes on his body were also dry and brand new T-shirts.

Qiu Xingzhi wanted to get closer, but Wei Yu waved his hand to signal him not to come.

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