I can't climb higher than you [Rebirth]

Wei Yu always wanted to vomit after waking up. The doctor said it was caused by knocking his head. There was no serious problem. He needed to rest. He leaned against the head of the bed to resist the feeling of dizziness and vomiting from time to time. No.

What happened tonight made Qin Yi completely disgusted in his heart, and at the same time felt very strange. In fact, he never felt that Qin Yi really liked him. His eyes, and the feelings in getting along, he didn't notice any feelings beyond ordinary friends.

He was once thankful that unless necessary, he didn't want to hurt any of his friends, and Qin Yi also helped him a lot.

He didn't expect Qin Yi to have such a big reaction when he saw the marks on his body. One second, he was smiling and giving gifts, and the next second he used his great strength to almost kill him. The moment he fainted on the bed, Qin Yi's eyes turned cold, and for two seconds, he really thought he was going to die in Qin Yi's hands.

That is definitely not love.

Thinking of this, he opened his eyes. Qiu Xingzhi sat on the sofa beside the bed and looked up at him. When he saw him looking over, he immediately got up: "Are you feeling uncomfortable? I'll call the doctor."

Looking at Wei Yu's pale face, Qiu Xingzhi was glad that he was brave once, and was afraid when he thought of what might happen.

The worry and concern in his eyes is not fake, it is just right in the dim light of the ward, not greasy, which makes Wei Yu feel at ease, he shook his head, motioned Qiu Xingzhi to sit on the bedside: "Didn't you go back? Where did I appear?"

Qiu Xingzhi froze for a moment, how could he have the nerve to say that he turned his head and rushed back because he felt that Wei Yu wanted to say goodbye to him, and was really disturbed?He has been hiding in front of Wei Yu for too long, and it has long been a habit to cover up.

Wei Yu looked at him quietly, waiting for his answer.

Qiu Xingzhi's heart felt sour and weak, and he stared back.

Why not tell the truth?Qiu Xingzhi asked himself.

You know that you like him, and he also knows that the root cause of your hesitation for so many years has been proven to be solved, and at this time, what qualifications do you have not to be brave?

Hidden away, Wei Yu doesn't know anything, what can you get?What progress can you make?Could it be that he dragged on like this for a lifetime without knowing why?

Wei Yu smiled slightly: "If it's not easy to answer, forget it."

"No." Qiu Xingzhi raised his head a little too much, pulling his neck and nerves sore, "On the way back, I felt that your appearance was not right, so I rushed back because I was really worried."

Wei Yu pointed to himself: "Is something wrong?"

Except for his slightly weak body, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with him at that time.

Qiu Xingzhi nodded his head seriously, as if he was holding an international conference: "You don't miss the way you look when you go back, I'm afraid you will ignore me in the future."

After a pause, he added emphatically, "I'm afraid, and I want to go back and ask you for clarification."

Wei Yu seemed to be stuck there with a stick and couldn't move. He felt that he didn't show any outrageous emotions at the time. How could Qiu Xingzhi guess?He didn't say anything, and said goodbye as normal before getting off the car.

Qiu Xingzhi said to himself: "It's strange, right? I don't know why you feel that way. You were normal when you were in the car, but I don't know why you have such thoughts. I feel very uncomfortable. Comfortable, if I don't go to you to ask clearly, I will lose sleep again."

Wei Yu was still in a bit of shock and a lot of doubts. Was it because of the close contact that Qiu Xingzhi's sensitivity had risen, or was it just because of this incident that their relationship got closer, and he dared to share his doubts with others? Under the sun, instead of hiding like before, let it ferment into sour and bitter soybean juice in my heart.

"Fortunately, I passed." Qiu Xingzhi's tone turned and became heavy, "Otherwise you..."

Wei Yu came back to his senses, and asked again: "Qin Yi opened the door for you?" Impossible, right?

Qiu Xingzhi scratched his head first and then his nose, avoiding Wei Yu's sight and looking elsewhere: "I kicked your two doors down."

"..."

Even though he had made many assumptions, Wei Yu was still stunned by the answer: "Did you kick it badly?"

"Well, I heard your cell phone ringing in the room, but you didn't make a sound. I was afraid that something would happen to you, so..."

Speaking of this, it is inevitable to think of the mess that jumped into the eyes instantly when he kicked open the bedroom door, even though Qiu Xingzhi knew that nothing happened between Wei Yu and Qin Yi, he still feels a little cramped when he thinks about it: "The bedroom door is also locked, I... Kicked, tomorrow I will find someone to install a new one."

Wei Yu: "No need, Qiao Qi will take care of it."

After a pause, the smile on his face dissipated, and his hands covering the snow-white quilt were squeezed so hard that his veins burst: "Qin Yi came to look for me, saw me... and then asked me if I was with you... suddenly went crazy and threw me away. Go into the room and pinch my neck and jaw."

It would be a lie to say that you are not afraid, and as you tell, Qin Yi's sinister expression and unknown smile are replayed in front of your eyes like a movie scene, scarier than horror movies, because you never thought that this person would do something to you Such a thing.

Smile one second, shine the knife the next second.

Wei Yu gripped the quilt even harder: "I wasn't dizzy when you knocked on the door, I kicked down the bedside table and thought you could hear me."

He breathed a sigh of relief, and the fear in his eyes was filled with tenderness again: "I fainted after that, luckily you didn't leave."

Qiu Xingzhi sat on the chair and asked clearly word by word: "He knocked you out and wanted to rape you just because he guessed the two of us..."

Every time this place is mentioned, the sound is automatically muted, Wei Yu is, and Qiu Xingzhi is too, but both of them understand, Wei Yu touched his neck, and now it still seems to hurt a little: "Yes, I was not prepared, so... "

The two were sitting face to face, and Wei Yu clearly saw the moment Qiu Xingzhi saw him nodding, his eyes suddenly filled with hostility, his handsome face was shrouded in shadow, his whole body was covered with a layer of frost-like coldness, And the words bit out from the throat: "He did it."

Wei Yu was stunned there, surprised by Qiu Xingzhi's sudden violent|ruthless feeling - he had never seen Qiu Xingzhi like this, never before, since they met, Qiu Xingzhi had many appearances in front of him, enthusiastic, He has seen plain, happy, sad, satisfied, and lost.

This was the first time he saw Qiu Xingzhi like this - a slightly unfamiliar Qiu Xingzhi.

Suddenly, what one of the roommates from that year said to him sounded in his ears: "Qiu Xingzhi is so indifferent, and he seems to have a bad temper, don't you think?"

How did he answer at that time: "No, he has a good temper."

He really thinks so, he may be cold and alienated, but Wei Yu finds it inconceivable that others judge him as "terrible".

Just a moment ago, he suddenly understood the reason for those comments. It wasn't that Qiu Xingzhi didn't have that side, but that it had never been revealed in front of him, and he had never seen it.

Qiu Xingzhi's hostility was quickly suppressed, and he leaned forward to look at the finger marks on Wei Yu's neck: "Does it hurt?"

"Fortunately, I don't feel anything." Wei Yu refused to take his gaze away from Qiu Xingzhi's face, and the stern face that actually only existed for a moment kept flashing in his mind, "OK, why do you like me?"

Qiu Xingzhi sat back on the chair, his fingers slid over the back of Wei Yu's hand intentionally or unintentionally: "Well, there are too many, I can't tell."

"..." Wei Yu didn't expect him to answer like this, "You sound like perfunctory."

"No, no, absolutely not." Qiu Xingzhi always panicked like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, wishing he could jump three feet high and run straight to the roof, "Everything...everything, what you have Everything, if you want to talk about it, I should be able to list it from the hair to the bottom of your feet, including your actions and words."

Wei Yu's skin was slightly numb, and his fingers on the quilt curled up.

This kind of question is quite embarrassing. Qiu Xingzhi can say a lot of things to Wei Yu, such as love, such as like, but if he wants to answer the question of love and like, he finds it difficult to say, especially Wei Yu's dark eyes are falling. On his face, there was a sense of helplessness that he was seen through.

The two looked at each other for a while, and Qiu Xingzhi spoke again, as if announcing something solemnly: "I was very disturbed when I went back. I thought you wanted to stay away from me again, so I went back to you and wanted to ask clearly."

Wei Yu's eyes narrowed, and he hooked his fingers around the quilt: "I..."

After "I", Wei Yu was unable to speak for several seconds - he didn't know how to say it.

Qiu Xingzhi shook his head and reached out to grab Wei Yu's dry and cold hand: "I don't think about it anymore. I don't care what you think and what capacity you plan to get along with me."

It's been almost six years, and he really thought about and cared too much, too much, too much: "If you ignore me, I will chase after you, so that you can't get rid of it, that's it, other things, Including what you think in the car and what I worry about on the road, all go to hell, starting from this moment."

He grabbed Wei Yu's hand tightly: "Start again, you can't leave me."

Just a few words were spoken by Qiu Xingzhi in a very slow and heavy way, and the words were heavy, hitting Wei Yu's clenched hands and heart one after another, and the feeling of soreness was wrapped in a warmth , I didn't even feel the pain in the back of my head.

He didn't move, just looked at Qiu Xingzhi and said, "This sounds shameless."

Qiu Xingzhi pouted: "What's the matter? You didn't know me for the first time."

Not the first day we met, but the first day we knew each other.

Like the first time I really met this person, I got to know too much in the past, I was not satisfied with it, mixed with joy and sadness, lingering around Wei Yu, with a strange inner peace, after waking up, he wanted to make it clear to Qiu Xingzhi, but now Suddenly I don't want to mention anything.

Disappointing, cruel, and more importantly...

He is also reluctant.

One Night | Love thought that his brain was eaten by a dog, Wei Yu suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed Qiu Xingzhi's collar, dragged him to him, and bit his lip hard: "You don't regret it."

Qiu Xingzhi shivered in pain, and hugged Wei Yu with his backhand: "I regret, I regret that I didn't say it five years ago."

If you fell down and almost lost it, can you not regret it?

He is a good student, self-taught, anti-customer-oriented, anti-passive and active, Wei Yu has an injury on the back of the head, so he used the palm of his hand to protect him from knocking him.

With a deep and long kiss, Wei Yu opened his eyes slightly during the whole process, focusing on the eyebrows and eyes that were close in front of him.

Eyebrows, closed eyes, eyelashes trembling constantly with movements and panting, the tip of the noses of the two people who sometimes miss each other and sometimes touch each other, and even Qiu Xingzhi's smooth black hair, all are absorbed into the eyes, wedged into every moment along the thoughts A line, deeply branded in the bottom of my heart.

What he had been praying for for so long had come while he was still alive, and he shouldn't run away.

Those possible difficulties and obstacles may be solved, Qiu Xingzhi said yes, he - believe him, believe in yourself once.

He is really reluctant.

With the deepening of the kiss, a trace of melancholy flashed across Qiu Xingzhi's heart.

A few minutes ago, he was only dubious about Wei Yu's guess that he would stay away from him. This will confirm that his guess is correct, because the feeling of him kissing Wei Yu is different.

Wei Yu took the initiative last night, although he quickly seized the initiative and Wei Yu cooperated seamlessly, but during the whole process he always felt that Wei Yu was a little crazy. He held him but refused to stop, he was so shocked that he indulged in it, was dazzled by the ecstasy and satisfaction at that moment, and couldn't continue to think.

Wei Yu's movements in front of him were obviously jerky, and his efforts to maintain a calm face were not very successful. He subconsciously pushed him twice, but he grabbed him even tighter.

The same kiss, Qiu Xingzhi experienced completely different emotions and infections.

The former is drunk, the latter is the real Wei Yu.

Wei Yu pushed Qiu Xingzhi hard, pressed his forehead on his shoulder, and gasped for breath: "It's more tiring than working."

"Just get used to it." Qiu Xingzhi put his forehead against Wei Yu's, and kissed the tip of his nose again, "Does your head still hurt?"

It's okay if you don't pay attention, the more you pay attention, the more it hurts, Wei Yu reached out and touched his head, and said with a little doubt: "Qin Yi is very strange."

"..." Hearing this name from Wei Yu's mouth, Qiu Xingzhi's hostility almost rose into the air again, "What's so strange?"

Wei Yu carefully sorted through his brain, and organized appropriate sentences to describe: "It looks like he has lost his mind, but I think he is very clear."

Qiu Xingzhi couldn't help but kiss Wei Yu's eyelid again.

"Also." Wei Yu's tone was confused, "He probably didn't really want to rape me, I don't know why he went crazy."

During several confrontations, he felt that Qin Yi was in a conflict between sobriety and madness. It was true to push him, pull him, pinch him, and make him bump his head, but he didn't really do anything to him.

He has been suppressed for a long time. If Qin Yi really wanted to, he could actually succeed, but he didn't.

He had no memory of what happened after he passed out, and his first thought after gradually waking up in the hospital bed was—fortunately, he was fine.

The body doesn't lie about being treated like that.

Of course, he didn't have the white lotus to forgive Qin Yi, and it's still disgusting to think about it now.

Qiu Xingzhi blinked, his eyelashes scratched between Wei Yu's brows, Wei Yu raised his neck itchingly: "I'll figure it out, don't think about him anymore."

Wei Yu thought about it, okay, thinking about it is still strange, more uncomfortable than being robbed of his wallet while walking on the road: "Okay, it's too late, you go back."

"I'm here with you."

Wei Yu smiled: "No, it's not a big deal, you have to work too."

"It's the same as resting here." Qiu Xingzhi lifted his chin towards the accompanying bed next to him, "Such a good condition."

The conditions were indeed very good, just like a star hotel, Wei Yu was waiting to say something, when the door of the ward was pushed open.

Qiu Xingzhi's calm face was completely dark when he touched the person at the door, and the warm atmosphere in the room disappeared: "Dad."

Qiu Chenguang stood at the door without moving.

The author has something to say: continue to meet at [-] o'clock in the evening~~