I can't climb higher than you [Rebirth]
Chapter 52
Hu is not an uncommon surname, but Risheng is officially on holiday in the afternoon, and many employees have left, and there are not many people who can directly send messages to him. Qiu Xingzhi immediately thought of someone, his eyes darkened by two points, and asked: " Did the gentleman say anything else?"
The face of the girl at the front desk was slightly hot, and she froze under Qiu Xingzhi's sharp gaze: "Uh."
"Huh?" Qiu Xingzhi frowned, he looked very serious when he frowned, the girl hurriedly restrained her mind.
"Mr. Wei came at a little after 09:30, and waited for you for about half an hour. Before leaving, he took out a card and wrote it for me to pass it to Director Qiu. He didn't say anything else."
Wei Yu would find the company, Qiu Xingzhi was very surprised but also a little excited, but thinking of him waiting downstairs for half an hour, he couldn't laugh anymore.
This matter is not only about the length of the waiting time, but because he thought that Hu Yun would help pass it on, and he waited downstairs for half an hour but he didn't wait for him. He didn't even get a letter, and he left alone, probably thinking that he was in trouble. If you don't come down to see him, you must leave with emotions.
The card is Risheng's publicity card. There are many at the entrance of the hall, with a line written on it.
【I'm going back】
Just five characters, strong and powerful, Wei Yu's characters have always been beautifully written.
The girl stood behind the office desk and peeked at Qiu Xingzhi. His eyelashes are so long, thick and curly, a bit like a doll. The slightly drooping look is really pleasing to the eye.
Qiu Xingzhi was more popular in Risheng than the current president. During the time he joined the company, there were waves of climaxes. Ninety-nine out of ten female employees participated in discussions with Qiu Xingzhi. The reason was simple, handsome.
No matter how rich his family is or how strong his work ability is, his ordinary appearance cannot be discussed by people. Human beings are born visual animals.
That face and that figure can be seen at a glance on the street, and he himself has almost no other communication except for work, and the occasional meeting is neither salty nor dull, and he is rarely seen smiling, but Qiu Xingzhi is actually with No one in the company is too close, his father, uncles and aunts, and a group of brothers and sisters do not have much contact with him, he does what he should do, takes what he should take, comes to work, leaves work, and everyone is like this, it is reasonable It is said that it should give people a strong sense of alienation, but in the eyes of those who comment on him, it is abstinence|sexuality and coldness, anyway, how can I say it nicely.
Qiu Xingzhi suddenly raised his head: "Thank you."
Girl: "...You're welcome Director Qiu."
Qiu Xingzhi put the card in his coat pocket, turned around and took the elevator upstairs again, but he didn't go back to his office.
On the floor where the public relations department is located, all the employees have left, only Hu Yun, who is the special assistant, is still knocking in the separate compartment. She felt it the first time Qiu Xingzhi stood at the door, looked up, and was stunned for two seconds , and then a flowery smile bloomed, and some couldn't believe it: "All right? Are you here to find me?"
She has been in the company for several days, and she can see Qiu Xingzhi from time to time, but he treats her no differently from before. He is still a little emotional when talking about business affairs, and she doesn't say a word when the business affairs are over. She thinks hard Looking for a topic, they all declared a miscarriage amidst Qiu Xingzhi's indifference and ignorance.
Ice cubes can melt, but the premise is that she has a chance to get close to the ice cubes.
It was the first time that Qiu Xingzhi came to see her today. Hu Yun couldn't hide his excitement, he got up and said, "OK, come in and sit down. I'm off work right away. Do you want to..."
"No need, I have a few words to ask you." Qiu Xingzhi stood in the door, his eyes fell sharply on Hu Yun's face, examining her every expression, "It was you who asked Wei Yu to wait downstairs in the company. Tell me for him, don't you?"
The bright smile faded away in an instant.
The corner of Hu Yun's mouth trembled, and his first reaction was to deny it, but since Qiu Xingzhi came to question her, he must have known it, the hall is full of surveillance cameras, Wei Yu and the front desk are witnesses, and the denial is just sophistry.
She quickly found a countermeasure, and dispatched a look of sudden realization: "ah, it's that gentleman. I met him in the restaurant last time. He was with Qin Rong. I remember him."
Qiu Xingzhi stared at her, waiting for her words.
"I don't know the name. When I saw him coming to look for you, I thought it was your friend. The front desk is inconvenient to communicate, so I wanted to help." Hu Yun stroked his hair, "I'm sorry, you were in a meeting when I went up, and I I am also busy with work, so I forgot about it, I am really sorry, I will apologize to that gentleman when I see him another day."
The words made sense. Wei Yu was indeed in a meeting when Wei Yu came, and Hu Yun was indeed very busy. It is understandable that he made mistakes during his busy schedule. It is right for Wei Yu to wait for him for half an hour in vain. It's not easy for him to say anything.
But Qiu Xingzhi is not easy to be fooled: "I checked the surveillance during that time, if I read it correctly, you went upstairs 8 minutes later and came down again, you just walked past Wei Yu, and even watched him One glance."
The smile full of sincerity and apology froze, Hu Yun's eyes widened slightly, and he looked at Qiu Xingzhi in disbelief: "You, you go to check the surveillance?" Just for such a small thing?He didn't know in advance whether he was intentional or not, so how could he think of checking the surveillance?
Of course, Qiu Xingzhi would not tell her that it was to confirm the time of Wei Yu's arrival. He discovered this by accident, and Hu Yun's performance in the surveillance made it hard for him to believe that he accidentally "forgot" to tell him about Wei Yu's arrival: "You made him wait there on purpose."
What else could Hu Yun say in front of the evidence? It was just a small malice on her sudden whim. She had planned it all out. She guessed that Qiu Xingzhi would leave Risheng before she called, pretending to think of it suddenly, and stated The reason and apology, while gaining Qiu Xingzhi's understanding, maybe he can also win some favors for being brave enough to bear mistakes.
He didn't expect that Qiu Xingzhi's questioning would be preceded by her apology, and it would be unseemly for someone to catch him. She stood there with her lips slightly parted, speechless.
In fact, Qiu Xingzhi is not familiar with Hu Yun, and he doesn't understand why she has an inexplicable affection for him. Qiu Chenguang, Mr. Hu, including Qin Rong, all know it. He doesn't have the time to think about it, but he always hates this kind of thing. Tricks, a little trick, and pretending to be airtight, in his opinion, this is pretending to be clever.
He was tired of this, a big man was not good at threatening the girl, he didn't say a word, left Hu Yun with two piercing eyes, and now he would rather go to Wei Yu than to confront him here say clearly.
Qiu Xingzhi left for a while before Hu Yun exhaled a long breath. Qiu Xingzhi didn't say anything serious, but confronting him so quickly was a serious warning. Qiu Xingzhi is not a person who likes to joke. If he is annoyed, she will Really no chance.
He touched the mobile phone and made a call. After talking about the incident, Hu Yun asked cautiously: "What should I do? Will the person surnamed Wei speak ill of me to Xingzhi?"
The other end was silent for two seconds: "No."
"Then I..."
"Go to work as usual, and have done everything." The other end sighed, "Miss Hu, you are really not smart to do this, it is too easy to leave excuses."
Hu Yun: "I haven't thought about it that much, how would I know..."
"I'll find a way."
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The end of the year is the peak sales of lo mei. The second store announced that it was out of dishes by noon and closed. The first store lasted until the afternoon and there was only a little leftover. Wei Yu simply didn't sell, distributed the items to a few shop assistants, closed early, and let everyone rest one time.
Qiao Qi also complained: "I still want to save some duck feet for myself to eat, and they will be sold out in the morning."
"Get some more tomorrow and eat whatever you want."
Wei Yu thought for a while and asked, "How do you plan to spend the Spring Festival?"
After the holiday, Qiao Qi has been staying with him. Although it is good to have more people as company, but the Chinese New Year is coming, it is always time to go back to reunite with his family, especially Wei Yu knows that Qiao Qi really wants to go back.
Qiao Qi kicked a small stone while walking casually, and said in a muffled voice, "Let's talk about it later, I will discuss it with my sister later. Mom hopes that I can go to my sister's place to celebrate the New Year with the two of them. Dad hopes that I can persuade my sister to go to his place too." Stay for two days."
Divorced is also my own biological parents, loving and loving them since childhood, this cannot be annihilated, there is something wrong with being a father, but the flesh and blood are there, how can I give up easily?
Wei Yu didn't ask again: "It's up to you."
"Is it confirmed that I will travel with my aunt and uncle after the next year?"
"Fixed, go to Ancheng, the weather is suitable, the sixth day to the tenth day." Wei Yu beat his sore arm twice, I don't know if he is old, and he is particularly prone to fatigue recently. "Everything that needs to be arranged has been arranged. , Take a good rest, I have a lot of things to do when I come back.”
When I saw Qiu Xingzhi get out of the car again at the gate of the community, he was very calm, Qiao Qi even winked at Wei Yu ambiguously: "I'll go back first, brother, don't worry about me, it doesn't matter if you don't come back at night Ha."
Wei Yu was quite surprised that Qiu Xingzhi came so early, there was a conflict yesterday, he thought he would wait at least a day or two before seeing him again.
Qiu Xingzhi came over: "Didn't you have dinner today?"
"..." This opening remark made Wei Yu choke, speechless, "It's only what time, and I haven't digested lunch yet."
Qiu Xingzhi was actually a bit haggard, and the white part of his eyes was obviously bloodshot, but he looked in a good mood, and directly grabbed Wei Yu's hand and stuffed it into the car: "Take you to dinner."
Wei Yu didn't object, he wanted to clarify some things with him, he wanted to find some time, since he came, let's finish it all at once, he really procrastinated long enough.
Wei Yu is very decisive most of the time. This is the case in work, career and most other things. He can do it with a good plan. He will try his best to make himself successful, but he also thinks that it is okay to fail, and you will gain experience from failure. , If you do it again, you will not fail. Try again and again, and you will always succeed.
Only when it comes to the relationship with Qiu Xingzhi, he hesitated from beginning to end. He used to be afraid that he would not like him, then he was afraid of the objective gap between them, and now he was afraid that it would not last long in the future.
When people are pessimistic, they can really think of anything. After thinking about this and that, after climbing a mountain, there will be a higher one. It seems that it is always so far away from the most beautiful end point. I don’t know when I will reach it. You won't die from exhaustion before you get there.
He was always afraid, always hesitated, and he was still like this after they clearly came together with a brand new identity.
Qiu Xingzhi was right when he asked yesterday, the other person is there, what can’t be discussed and resolved properly, why does he try to digest it by himself, some things will not melt away on their own, but will rot in the heart, eventually corroding all the good things.
Wei Yu sighed. The secret love had been going on for so long that his inferiority complex and anxiety were buried deep in his bones and he couldn't dig it out. He thought that as long as he liked it, it was enough, but in fact it was just the beginning.
There is still a lot to do and learn.
"What happened yesterday..." Qiu Xingzhi unconsciously elongated the ending, looking for a suitable explanation, "I'm sorry, I was too impulsive."
Knowing that he would apologize, Wei Yu turned to look at him without saying a word.
Qiu Xingzhi: "At that time, I was too anxious and scared, afraid that you would ignore me after you left."
At the moment when he was most angry, Wei Yu really thought about it, he wanted to growl and ask Qiu Xingzhi why he forced him, wouldn't it be good to give him some time and space?He just needs a little bit.
"I wanted to tell you about the celebrity scandal yesterday, but..."
Oh, by the way, Wei Yu interrupted his narration: "Do you know Jinning?"
Qiu Xingzhi was puzzled: "Who?"
"..." The rumored male lead didn't know the female lead's name, Wei Yu couldn't laugh or cry, even if there were gossips, did the media have any bottom line?
Qiu Xingzhi had an epiphany: "I don't know him. I live in the apartment under my mother's name when I inspect the branch over there, and that star also lives there."
Wei Yu was even more confused, so how did he get involved with Qiu Xingzhi?
When Qiu Xingzhi mentioned this matter, he just wanted to sneer. He was a fucking cannon fodder in this matter, and he was still the most disgusting kind.
Jin Ning's boyfriend is her benefactor, the youngest of the Colorful Banner family. During that time, Jin Ning was going to be in a show, so he found a few entertainment journalists to secretly take photos of the two of them for a stunt, and ended up accidentally taking photos of the two of them. Qiu Xingzhi, who entered the building at the same time as Jin Ning, would not care about a few neighbors walking beside a normal person, so Qiu Xingzhi didn't notice anything wrong at all.
The third child of the Yuan family knew Qiu Xingzhi, and immediately thought of a better way of publicity after getting the photos, and instructed Yuji to post those intentionally blurred photos on the Internet, accompanied by words that provoke daydreams. A statement was made to clarify that he and Jin Ning would be filmed immediately, and the popularity would continue until the end of the TV series.
Qiu Xingzhi is not a member of the circle, even if he finds out that he has been secretly filmed, he has a way to argue. Secondly, Qiu Xingzhi's appearance and temperament are really suitable for hyping such things. Jin Ning also specially designed the scene of talking with Qiu Xingzhi to increase the degree of discussion.
People in the entertainment industry play this trick very well, and they think beautifully, but they didn't expect that Qiu Xingzhi would first catch the person who took the photo and send someone to investigate it, and find the trouble without giving any face On the third child of the Yuan family.
As an illegitimate child, the old man would not come forward to help. Qiu Xingzhi taught them a big lesson and sent a lawyer's letter to them, so the tone in his heart was considered smooth.
Wei Yu was speechless. He had heard that the entertainment circle was chaotic, but he didn't expect that even strangers would be spared. He didn't ask Qiu Xingzhi how to attack that entertainment agency company. Qiu Xingzhi doesn't like to cause trouble. , but the matter took the initiative to provoke him, he would never let it go lightly.
Qiu Xingzhi still explained there: "I don't know that star."
Wei Yu: "Oh."
The car was stuck in the huge traffic flow during the Spring Festival shopping, Qiu Xingzhi simply withdrew his hand from the steering wheel and peeked at Wei Yu.
The gossip is easy to explain, and Wei Yu didn't pay much attention to it from the expression on his face. He probably knows himself well enough to not do that kind of thing, but his heartbeat is at a strange rhythm. strength.
He still wanted to ask Wei Yu in his heart, he wanted to know that Wei Yu cared about him.
There is a lot of traffic on the street, Qiu Xingzhi's car is a drop of water in this ocean, and there are two smaller people sitting in this drop of water, witnessing the cars coming and going, countless people like them form this bustling city together the view of the city.
The car window opened a crack, and various decibel sounds rushed in, low airflow, high horn, moderate laughter, Wei Yu closed the gap, and the interior of the car returned to calm.
Wei Yu's heart also calmed down.
It suddenly dawned on him that before, he was just an ordinary idiom occupying a small corner of China's vast encyclopedia of words, but just now he had that feeling for the first time, as if the long-clogged meridians were unblocked, thinking and breathing were smooth, and the lingering warmth spread rapidly whole body.
After walking for too long as a crush, he suddenly turned onto the main road, he didn't get used to it, he thought he needed time.
But time doesn't always solve everything.
This time he wanted to do his best, even if it was a bit difficult.
Wei Yu suddenly turned to look at him: "I wanted to ask you that day."
"Why don't you ask?" Qiu Xingzhi twisted his head so fast that he almost had a cramp, his face was covered by the roof of the car, and his face couldn't hide his anxiety, "You ask."
"I think."
Qiu Xingzhi drove the car to move in the sea of cars, the speed was not as good as a snail, and he immediately turned his head to stare at him.
Leaning on the car window with his elbows and supporting his head with his palms, Wei Yu said slowly: "I trust you in this matter, I know you will not do such a thing."
Qiu Xingzhi turned his head back to pay attention to the frame of the car, his ears were erected longer than a rabbit, he couldn't help leaning close to Wei Yu's head to listen.
"I might... care too much about something."
After climbing the high mountain called secret love, the mountain in front of Wei Yu was higher and steeper, with inferiority, fear and many unclear words engraved on the mountain, he knew that he should climb hand in hand with Qiu Xingzhi, Conquest, but at the foot of the mountain, he flinched, hands behind his back in fear, hesitating whether to climb up.
Could it be that Qiu Xingzhi let go suddenly when he was halfway up the climb, and what would happen if he was left alone? Wei Yu kept avoiding thinking about it, which made him dare not even hold Qiu Xingzhi's extended hand.
He was afraid to walk with difficulty, and in the end he had nothing.
I always feel that love is very pure. After I really experienced it, I realized that too many things are needed to moisten the foam. Putting aside all external elements, the inner world of two people is the most important. And he, who has been bound by some things for too long, has already Habits cost energy.
Wei Yu twitched the corner of his mouth, probably wanting to laugh, but the result was a wry smile: "I may be blaming myself and you...Maybe I'm not very good at getting along with you in this capacity."
This time the car happened to be driving to an intersection, and after going straight through, there was a large wave of crowded and bloody traffic. According to this traffic jam, it would take no two hours to reach the restaurant.
And they urgently need to communicate now. Wei Yu's willingness to talk is Qiu Xingzhi's dream. He doesn't want Wei Yu to withdraw his hand later, saying that it still takes time. He can give time, but he wants to have a deadline so that he can see dawn.
After the green light, a large wave of traffic passed by, Qiu Xingzhi turned the car to a nearby shopping mall looking at an empty space, Wei Yu was quite curious: "Are you going to eat here?"
"No." Qiu Xingzhi took the initiative to reach out and unbuckle his seat belt, "Is it okay to take the subway? I haven't taken the subway for a long time."
These words sounded like why not eat minced meat, Wei Yu pushed the car door: "You still often sat in college."
"I took it because I was with you." Qiu Xingzhi came over, "I never took public transportation before university."
"..."
Qiu Xingzhi touched his pocket: "There is no change." Of course, there is no transportation card.
Wei Yu: "You can swipe your phone."
"Oh." Qiu Xingzhi turned his face and grinned at him, "Go back to my place first, I'll change my clothes."
Wei Yu immediately moved half a meter away from him: "I'll just wait for you downstairs."
Qiu Xingzhi made a question mark, paused for a moment and suddenly realized something, the beautiful picture that flashed in his mind made his palms feel hot and his heart beat faster.
He wanted to have a clear talk with Wei Yu before going out. He really didn't think about that, but seeing Wei Yu's vigilant appearance, he deliberately didn't answer, and changed the subject with a smile.
There are not too many people in the subway, and there is still a seat. Qiu Xingzhi was quite disappointed, and whispered: "I thought it would be very crowded."
Wei Yu: "Many people are on vacation, there is no evening rush hour, now is the meal time."
Qiu Xingzhi pursed his lips. He hoped it would be more crowded. It would be better like when they went to the city to buy things in their senior year. The subway cars were crowded with each other. He had one leg that couldn't land on the ground and hung slightly in the middle. When he got off the train, his legs were tight numb.
It was also that time, when bodies surrounded them, Wei Yu's face was right in front of his eyes, with thick black hair, smooth skin, and handsome facial features. Wei Yu was pushed and rushed towards him, his forehead almost brushed against the tip of his nose, and Qiu Xingzhi, who was hot from the zero-distance contact, almost went limp on the spot.
At that time, a little touch can make you happy for a long time, even if it is unintentional.
Silly years.
Wei Yu went downstairs to the apartment and refused to go upstairs. The two of them did that twice. The first time he was unwell for three or four days. The one yesterday was not that serious, but it is still a little sore now. Qiu Xing He was too crazy on that, for a few moments yesterday he felt that he would be killed by Qiu Xingzhi.
Seeing the person who was so clear and cold, even smiling like frost, seemed to be on fire when he got on the bed, wishing to die together, Wei Yu didn't resist, but his legs were a little weak now.
"I'll wait for you right here." Wei Yu insisted, "You don't have to rush to take a shower and change your clothes."
Qiu Xingzhi pinched his eyebrows: "I have something to tell you, shall we go up together?"
He also said the same thing yesterday, but in the end, Wei Yu decided not to believe him this time, and shook his head: "Go quickly."
"You go with me." Qiu Xingzhi's brows squeezed out two thin creases, his eyes showed grievances, "Are you still blaming me for locking you up yesterday?"
Wei Yu hurriedly said: "If I blame you, I won't come with you."
Qiu Xingzhi continued to be wronged, and the folds became three: "Then why don't you go upstairs with me? Don't you just don't want to see entering that house and are afraid of that room?"
? ?Wei Yu was moved by this logical chain that fell from the sky, did he show any hint of that meaning?In all fairness, although Qiu Xingzhi locked the door, he didn't do anything without beating him, and he just fell asleep, so why would he suffer from such a psychological shadow?
Qiu Xingzhi's eyes were full of disappointment: "Forget it, I'll go upstairs by myself."
Wei Yu looked at him and wanted to stop him, but Qiu Xingzhi had already turned around, and he took two steps forward speechlessly, intending to go upstairs with him, but saw Qiu Xingzhi suddenly turn around and stare at him: "No, You go up with me."
Before he understood what was going on, Qiu Xingzhi grabbed his hand and forcefully dragged him into the building.
When he came out after changing his clothes, Wei Yu stood in front of the curved French window and looked out. Qiu Xingzhi knew that he liked this scenery very much, and he would look at it for a while every time he came. At this height, the scenery of the city during the day is actually like a big one. Integrated circuits, it's hard to see anything clearly, but the lights are flickering everywhere at night, which is unique.
Walking over, he naturally embraced Wei Yu's back, and Wei Yu said, "I actually blame you a little bit."
Qiu Xingzhi was startled. The inspector looked at Wei Yu from the front, trying to find a little "resentment" in Wei Yu's eyes. I... Well, I actually blame myself a lot too."
"Why?" The hug was tighter, Wei Yu was in good shape, but he was always thin, and it was too thin to hold in his arms, so Qiu Xingzhi didn't dare to exert himself.
"I've always felt that I'm mature enough to be serious in everything I do. Take one step and watch three steps." Wei Yu began to summarize himself, and he tossed these words several times in his heart. He chose a suitable angle to cut in and spread out for Qiu Xingzhi to see. , "It's the same for you. I used to think that you were too good, and I couldn't climb up to you, so I would rather not say anything."
Qiu Xingzhi interrupted hastily: "What nonsense?"
The corner of Wei Yu's mouth raised a curved arc: "It's not just me, everyone thinks so."
Seeing that Qiu Xingzhi wanted to intervene, Wei Yu shook his head and signaled for him to continue, "I've had all those thoughts of yours, and I'm satisfied to be friends. Maybe one day we will have our own lives, and that relationship will automatically change. light."
That used to be Wei Yu's obsession for a long time. He and Qiu Xingzhi can always be friends. When he has someone he really likes, they will naturally alienate, which is the best ending for them.
There is no resentment, no mutual torture, and it may not be very good to draw a full stop to his secret love, but it is also a circle.
If it weren't for the rebirth after the car accident, he might really have continued like this. That death was a turning point. He wanted to be a better self, but things developed in the opposite direction: "Maybe because I have been cautious in front of you for too long , It’s already an instinct to keep everything in my heart, and I can’t change it for the time being.”
He grabbed the back of Qiu Xingzhi's hand: "I blame myself for being self-righteous, and also blame you for not saying it earlier."
This resentment is not really anger, but—more than five years of unrequited love consumed a lot of his enthusiasm and indomitable dedication to love, making him afraid to take too big a step, fearing that if he goes too fast, everything will speed up disappear.
As I get older, I no longer have the courage I used to have, which I have to say is a pity.
Disappointed and melancholy, he didn't dare to open his heart to Qiu Xingzhi, but he knew that both of them were right.
After Qiu Xingzhi listened in silence, he took advantage of the opportunity to kiss Wei Yu on the temple: "Wei Yu, in fact, you still don't trust your mentality."
Wei Yu was taken aback.
"For five years, I have thought the same as you." He couldn't stop kissing Wei Yu's ears, side face and hair, like a superficial touch, "I'm afraid I won't even be able to be friends after I finish talking, I would rather stay like that forever Get along, I can't help but say it later or the relationship fades, I know all of these."
The same crush, the mood is probably the same.
Qiu Xingzhi buried his face on Wei Yu's neck: "But since the day I attended Chen Fei's wedding, I have been prepared to face all problems, objective and subjective, and I have thought about all possible difficulties. Dad's objections, your family's possible objections, and many other things, I'm thinking."
Wei Yu's heart trembled slightly.
"Nothing can stop us, this is my belief." Qiu Xingzhi smiled slightly, with a hint of domineering in his soft tone, "For me, the only thing that can make me let go is one thing."
Wei Yu subconsciously asked, "What?"
"You don't like me." Qiu Xingzhi's eyelashes rubbed Wei Yu's neck itchy, "There is only one thing, except for this, everything else is not a problem."
Wei Yu was puzzled: "But, you don't think there are many things..."
"I care about my mother, I care about your family, we face it together, the rest is bullshit, no one knows what the future will be like, maybe I will be gone in an accident one day, but at this moment when I am alive, this Ideas don't change."
Qiu Xingzhi turned to Wei Yu and hugged him with both hands so that he could see Wei Yu's expression clearly, "You don't believe in me in your heart, and you don't have the confidence to go forward with me, so you choose to hide what's in your heart .”
Wei Yu wanted to refute this statement, opened his mouth several times, but couldn't say anything.
Can't deny it.
"As for the female star, you clearly have a position and a reason to question it. It doesn't matter if you lose your temper and yell at me. If you don't say it, except for a little trust, you don't care, or you don't dare to care, so you hide yourself , as if nothing happened.”
Wei Yu continued to open his mouth.
Qiu Xingzhi's desire to confide today is very strong: "A few days ago, I was just like you. I was afraid and worried, and I didn't dare to treat you completely according to my own ideas. I was afraid that you would get angry and hide all uneasy emotions. I thought I could digest them. very good."
Facts have proved that apart from fermenting into garbage, holding back communication is of no use at all.
"Now I figured it out, it's also a kind of distrust, always afraid of this and that." Qiu Xingzhi looked at Wei Yu's extremely serious eyes, "I don't want to go on like this, we just started so distrusting, What should I do next? I will tell you everything, and I hope you will tell me everything."
Qiu Xingzhi's back was facing the window, and the dim night was his background, which made him very good-looking and transparent.
Wei Yu suddenly discovered that Qiu Xingzhi was much braver than he imagined. He also had a five-year secret love. He confessed and followed, and after realizing the problem, he wanted to solve it instead of escape. As he himself said, even now It's not that good, and we have to rebuild trust in the future and open up to accept everything between the two of us.
Qiu Xingzhi said again: "I like it first and confess it first, so I should be afraid of it. You don't need to be afraid of anything."
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to move, let me do everything."
The face of the girl at the front desk was slightly hot, and she froze under Qiu Xingzhi's sharp gaze: "Uh."
"Huh?" Qiu Xingzhi frowned, he looked very serious when he frowned, the girl hurriedly restrained her mind.
"Mr. Wei came at a little after 09:30, and waited for you for about half an hour. Before leaving, he took out a card and wrote it for me to pass it to Director Qiu. He didn't say anything else."
Wei Yu would find the company, Qiu Xingzhi was very surprised but also a little excited, but thinking of him waiting downstairs for half an hour, he couldn't laugh anymore.
This matter is not only about the length of the waiting time, but because he thought that Hu Yun would help pass it on, and he waited downstairs for half an hour but he didn't wait for him. He didn't even get a letter, and he left alone, probably thinking that he was in trouble. If you don't come down to see him, you must leave with emotions.
The card is Risheng's publicity card. There are many at the entrance of the hall, with a line written on it.
【I'm going back】
Just five characters, strong and powerful, Wei Yu's characters have always been beautifully written.
The girl stood behind the office desk and peeked at Qiu Xingzhi. His eyelashes are so long, thick and curly, a bit like a doll. The slightly drooping look is really pleasing to the eye.
Qiu Xingzhi was more popular in Risheng than the current president. During the time he joined the company, there were waves of climaxes. Ninety-nine out of ten female employees participated in discussions with Qiu Xingzhi. The reason was simple, handsome.
No matter how rich his family is or how strong his work ability is, his ordinary appearance cannot be discussed by people. Human beings are born visual animals.
That face and that figure can be seen at a glance on the street, and he himself has almost no other communication except for work, and the occasional meeting is neither salty nor dull, and he is rarely seen smiling, but Qiu Xingzhi is actually with No one in the company is too close, his father, uncles and aunts, and a group of brothers and sisters do not have much contact with him, he does what he should do, takes what he should take, comes to work, leaves work, and everyone is like this, it is reasonable It is said that it should give people a strong sense of alienation, but in the eyes of those who comment on him, it is abstinence|sexuality and coldness, anyway, how can I say it nicely.
Qiu Xingzhi suddenly raised his head: "Thank you."
Girl: "...You're welcome Director Qiu."
Qiu Xingzhi put the card in his coat pocket, turned around and took the elevator upstairs again, but he didn't go back to his office.
On the floor where the public relations department is located, all the employees have left, only Hu Yun, who is the special assistant, is still knocking in the separate compartment. She felt it the first time Qiu Xingzhi stood at the door, looked up, and was stunned for two seconds , and then a flowery smile bloomed, and some couldn't believe it: "All right? Are you here to find me?"
She has been in the company for several days, and she can see Qiu Xingzhi from time to time, but he treats her no differently from before. He is still a little emotional when talking about business affairs, and she doesn't say a word when the business affairs are over. She thinks hard Looking for a topic, they all declared a miscarriage amidst Qiu Xingzhi's indifference and ignorance.
Ice cubes can melt, but the premise is that she has a chance to get close to the ice cubes.
It was the first time that Qiu Xingzhi came to see her today. Hu Yun couldn't hide his excitement, he got up and said, "OK, come in and sit down. I'm off work right away. Do you want to..."
"No need, I have a few words to ask you." Qiu Xingzhi stood in the door, his eyes fell sharply on Hu Yun's face, examining her every expression, "It was you who asked Wei Yu to wait downstairs in the company. Tell me for him, don't you?"
The bright smile faded away in an instant.
The corner of Hu Yun's mouth trembled, and his first reaction was to deny it, but since Qiu Xingzhi came to question her, he must have known it, the hall is full of surveillance cameras, Wei Yu and the front desk are witnesses, and the denial is just sophistry.
She quickly found a countermeasure, and dispatched a look of sudden realization: "ah, it's that gentleman. I met him in the restaurant last time. He was with Qin Rong. I remember him."
Qiu Xingzhi stared at her, waiting for her words.
"I don't know the name. When I saw him coming to look for you, I thought it was your friend. The front desk is inconvenient to communicate, so I wanted to help." Hu Yun stroked his hair, "I'm sorry, you were in a meeting when I went up, and I I am also busy with work, so I forgot about it, I am really sorry, I will apologize to that gentleman when I see him another day."
The words made sense. Wei Yu was indeed in a meeting when Wei Yu came, and Hu Yun was indeed very busy. It is understandable that he made mistakes during his busy schedule. It is right for Wei Yu to wait for him for half an hour in vain. It's not easy for him to say anything.
But Qiu Xingzhi is not easy to be fooled: "I checked the surveillance during that time, if I read it correctly, you went upstairs 8 minutes later and came down again, you just walked past Wei Yu, and even watched him One glance."
The smile full of sincerity and apology froze, Hu Yun's eyes widened slightly, and he looked at Qiu Xingzhi in disbelief: "You, you go to check the surveillance?" Just for such a small thing?He didn't know in advance whether he was intentional or not, so how could he think of checking the surveillance?
Of course, Qiu Xingzhi would not tell her that it was to confirm the time of Wei Yu's arrival. He discovered this by accident, and Hu Yun's performance in the surveillance made it hard for him to believe that he accidentally "forgot" to tell him about Wei Yu's arrival: "You made him wait there on purpose."
What else could Hu Yun say in front of the evidence? It was just a small malice on her sudden whim. She had planned it all out. She guessed that Qiu Xingzhi would leave Risheng before she called, pretending to think of it suddenly, and stated The reason and apology, while gaining Qiu Xingzhi's understanding, maybe he can also win some favors for being brave enough to bear mistakes.
He didn't expect that Qiu Xingzhi's questioning would be preceded by her apology, and it would be unseemly for someone to catch him. She stood there with her lips slightly parted, speechless.
In fact, Qiu Xingzhi is not familiar with Hu Yun, and he doesn't understand why she has an inexplicable affection for him. Qiu Chenguang, Mr. Hu, including Qin Rong, all know it. He doesn't have the time to think about it, but he always hates this kind of thing. Tricks, a little trick, and pretending to be airtight, in his opinion, this is pretending to be clever.
He was tired of this, a big man was not good at threatening the girl, he didn't say a word, left Hu Yun with two piercing eyes, and now he would rather go to Wei Yu than to confront him here say clearly.
Qiu Xingzhi left for a while before Hu Yun exhaled a long breath. Qiu Xingzhi didn't say anything serious, but confronting him so quickly was a serious warning. Qiu Xingzhi is not a person who likes to joke. If he is annoyed, she will Really no chance.
He touched the mobile phone and made a call. After talking about the incident, Hu Yun asked cautiously: "What should I do? Will the person surnamed Wei speak ill of me to Xingzhi?"
The other end was silent for two seconds: "No."
"Then I..."
"Go to work as usual, and have done everything." The other end sighed, "Miss Hu, you are really not smart to do this, it is too easy to leave excuses."
Hu Yun: "I haven't thought about it that much, how would I know..."
"I'll find a way."
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The end of the year is the peak sales of lo mei. The second store announced that it was out of dishes by noon and closed. The first store lasted until the afternoon and there was only a little leftover. Wei Yu simply didn't sell, distributed the items to a few shop assistants, closed early, and let everyone rest one time.
Qiao Qi also complained: "I still want to save some duck feet for myself to eat, and they will be sold out in the morning."
"Get some more tomorrow and eat whatever you want."
Wei Yu thought for a while and asked, "How do you plan to spend the Spring Festival?"
After the holiday, Qiao Qi has been staying with him. Although it is good to have more people as company, but the Chinese New Year is coming, it is always time to go back to reunite with his family, especially Wei Yu knows that Qiao Qi really wants to go back.
Qiao Qi kicked a small stone while walking casually, and said in a muffled voice, "Let's talk about it later, I will discuss it with my sister later. Mom hopes that I can go to my sister's place to celebrate the New Year with the two of them. Dad hopes that I can persuade my sister to go to his place too." Stay for two days."
Divorced is also my own biological parents, loving and loving them since childhood, this cannot be annihilated, there is something wrong with being a father, but the flesh and blood are there, how can I give up easily?
Wei Yu didn't ask again: "It's up to you."
"Is it confirmed that I will travel with my aunt and uncle after the next year?"
"Fixed, go to Ancheng, the weather is suitable, the sixth day to the tenth day." Wei Yu beat his sore arm twice, I don't know if he is old, and he is particularly prone to fatigue recently. "Everything that needs to be arranged has been arranged. , Take a good rest, I have a lot of things to do when I come back.”
When I saw Qiu Xingzhi get out of the car again at the gate of the community, he was very calm, Qiao Qi even winked at Wei Yu ambiguously: "I'll go back first, brother, don't worry about me, it doesn't matter if you don't come back at night Ha."
Wei Yu was quite surprised that Qiu Xingzhi came so early, there was a conflict yesterday, he thought he would wait at least a day or two before seeing him again.
Qiu Xingzhi came over: "Didn't you have dinner today?"
"..." This opening remark made Wei Yu choke, speechless, "It's only what time, and I haven't digested lunch yet."
Qiu Xingzhi was actually a bit haggard, and the white part of his eyes was obviously bloodshot, but he looked in a good mood, and directly grabbed Wei Yu's hand and stuffed it into the car: "Take you to dinner."
Wei Yu didn't object, he wanted to clarify some things with him, he wanted to find some time, since he came, let's finish it all at once, he really procrastinated long enough.
Wei Yu is very decisive most of the time. This is the case in work, career and most other things. He can do it with a good plan. He will try his best to make himself successful, but he also thinks that it is okay to fail, and you will gain experience from failure. , If you do it again, you will not fail. Try again and again, and you will always succeed.
Only when it comes to the relationship with Qiu Xingzhi, he hesitated from beginning to end. He used to be afraid that he would not like him, then he was afraid of the objective gap between them, and now he was afraid that it would not last long in the future.
When people are pessimistic, they can really think of anything. After thinking about this and that, after climbing a mountain, there will be a higher one. It seems that it is always so far away from the most beautiful end point. I don’t know when I will reach it. You won't die from exhaustion before you get there.
He was always afraid, always hesitated, and he was still like this after they clearly came together with a brand new identity.
Qiu Xingzhi was right when he asked yesterday, the other person is there, what can’t be discussed and resolved properly, why does he try to digest it by himself, some things will not melt away on their own, but will rot in the heart, eventually corroding all the good things.
Wei Yu sighed. The secret love had been going on for so long that his inferiority complex and anxiety were buried deep in his bones and he couldn't dig it out. He thought that as long as he liked it, it was enough, but in fact it was just the beginning.
There is still a lot to do and learn.
"What happened yesterday..." Qiu Xingzhi unconsciously elongated the ending, looking for a suitable explanation, "I'm sorry, I was too impulsive."
Knowing that he would apologize, Wei Yu turned to look at him without saying a word.
Qiu Xingzhi: "At that time, I was too anxious and scared, afraid that you would ignore me after you left."
At the moment when he was most angry, Wei Yu really thought about it, he wanted to growl and ask Qiu Xingzhi why he forced him, wouldn't it be good to give him some time and space?He just needs a little bit.
"I wanted to tell you about the celebrity scandal yesterday, but..."
Oh, by the way, Wei Yu interrupted his narration: "Do you know Jinning?"
Qiu Xingzhi was puzzled: "Who?"
"..." The rumored male lead didn't know the female lead's name, Wei Yu couldn't laugh or cry, even if there were gossips, did the media have any bottom line?
Qiu Xingzhi had an epiphany: "I don't know him. I live in the apartment under my mother's name when I inspect the branch over there, and that star also lives there."
Wei Yu was even more confused, so how did he get involved with Qiu Xingzhi?
When Qiu Xingzhi mentioned this matter, he just wanted to sneer. He was a fucking cannon fodder in this matter, and he was still the most disgusting kind.
Jin Ning's boyfriend is her benefactor, the youngest of the Colorful Banner family. During that time, Jin Ning was going to be in a show, so he found a few entertainment journalists to secretly take photos of the two of them for a stunt, and ended up accidentally taking photos of the two of them. Qiu Xingzhi, who entered the building at the same time as Jin Ning, would not care about a few neighbors walking beside a normal person, so Qiu Xingzhi didn't notice anything wrong at all.
The third child of the Yuan family knew Qiu Xingzhi, and immediately thought of a better way of publicity after getting the photos, and instructed Yuji to post those intentionally blurred photos on the Internet, accompanied by words that provoke daydreams. A statement was made to clarify that he and Jin Ning would be filmed immediately, and the popularity would continue until the end of the TV series.
Qiu Xingzhi is not a member of the circle, even if he finds out that he has been secretly filmed, he has a way to argue. Secondly, Qiu Xingzhi's appearance and temperament are really suitable for hyping such things. Jin Ning also specially designed the scene of talking with Qiu Xingzhi to increase the degree of discussion.
People in the entertainment industry play this trick very well, and they think beautifully, but they didn't expect that Qiu Xingzhi would first catch the person who took the photo and send someone to investigate it, and find the trouble without giving any face On the third child of the Yuan family.
As an illegitimate child, the old man would not come forward to help. Qiu Xingzhi taught them a big lesson and sent a lawyer's letter to them, so the tone in his heart was considered smooth.
Wei Yu was speechless. He had heard that the entertainment circle was chaotic, but he didn't expect that even strangers would be spared. He didn't ask Qiu Xingzhi how to attack that entertainment agency company. Qiu Xingzhi doesn't like to cause trouble. , but the matter took the initiative to provoke him, he would never let it go lightly.
Qiu Xingzhi still explained there: "I don't know that star."
Wei Yu: "Oh."
The car was stuck in the huge traffic flow during the Spring Festival shopping, Qiu Xingzhi simply withdrew his hand from the steering wheel and peeked at Wei Yu.
The gossip is easy to explain, and Wei Yu didn't pay much attention to it from the expression on his face. He probably knows himself well enough to not do that kind of thing, but his heartbeat is at a strange rhythm. strength.
He still wanted to ask Wei Yu in his heart, he wanted to know that Wei Yu cared about him.
There is a lot of traffic on the street, Qiu Xingzhi's car is a drop of water in this ocean, and there are two smaller people sitting in this drop of water, witnessing the cars coming and going, countless people like them form this bustling city together the view of the city.
The car window opened a crack, and various decibel sounds rushed in, low airflow, high horn, moderate laughter, Wei Yu closed the gap, and the interior of the car returned to calm.
Wei Yu's heart also calmed down.
It suddenly dawned on him that before, he was just an ordinary idiom occupying a small corner of China's vast encyclopedia of words, but just now he had that feeling for the first time, as if the long-clogged meridians were unblocked, thinking and breathing were smooth, and the lingering warmth spread rapidly whole body.
After walking for too long as a crush, he suddenly turned onto the main road, he didn't get used to it, he thought he needed time.
But time doesn't always solve everything.
This time he wanted to do his best, even if it was a bit difficult.
Wei Yu suddenly turned to look at him: "I wanted to ask you that day."
"Why don't you ask?" Qiu Xingzhi twisted his head so fast that he almost had a cramp, his face was covered by the roof of the car, and his face couldn't hide his anxiety, "You ask."
"I think."
Qiu Xingzhi drove the car to move in the sea of cars, the speed was not as good as a snail, and he immediately turned his head to stare at him.
Leaning on the car window with his elbows and supporting his head with his palms, Wei Yu said slowly: "I trust you in this matter, I know you will not do such a thing."
Qiu Xingzhi turned his head back to pay attention to the frame of the car, his ears were erected longer than a rabbit, he couldn't help leaning close to Wei Yu's head to listen.
"I might... care too much about something."
After climbing the high mountain called secret love, the mountain in front of Wei Yu was higher and steeper, with inferiority, fear and many unclear words engraved on the mountain, he knew that he should climb hand in hand with Qiu Xingzhi, Conquest, but at the foot of the mountain, he flinched, hands behind his back in fear, hesitating whether to climb up.
Could it be that Qiu Xingzhi let go suddenly when he was halfway up the climb, and what would happen if he was left alone? Wei Yu kept avoiding thinking about it, which made him dare not even hold Qiu Xingzhi's extended hand.
He was afraid to walk with difficulty, and in the end he had nothing.
I always feel that love is very pure. After I really experienced it, I realized that too many things are needed to moisten the foam. Putting aside all external elements, the inner world of two people is the most important. And he, who has been bound by some things for too long, has already Habits cost energy.
Wei Yu twitched the corner of his mouth, probably wanting to laugh, but the result was a wry smile: "I may be blaming myself and you...Maybe I'm not very good at getting along with you in this capacity."
This time the car happened to be driving to an intersection, and after going straight through, there was a large wave of crowded and bloody traffic. According to this traffic jam, it would take no two hours to reach the restaurant.
And they urgently need to communicate now. Wei Yu's willingness to talk is Qiu Xingzhi's dream. He doesn't want Wei Yu to withdraw his hand later, saying that it still takes time. He can give time, but he wants to have a deadline so that he can see dawn.
After the green light, a large wave of traffic passed by, Qiu Xingzhi turned the car to a nearby shopping mall looking at an empty space, Wei Yu was quite curious: "Are you going to eat here?"
"No." Qiu Xingzhi took the initiative to reach out and unbuckle his seat belt, "Is it okay to take the subway? I haven't taken the subway for a long time."
These words sounded like why not eat minced meat, Wei Yu pushed the car door: "You still often sat in college."
"I took it because I was with you." Qiu Xingzhi came over, "I never took public transportation before university."
"..."
Qiu Xingzhi touched his pocket: "There is no change." Of course, there is no transportation card.
Wei Yu: "You can swipe your phone."
"Oh." Qiu Xingzhi turned his face and grinned at him, "Go back to my place first, I'll change my clothes."
Wei Yu immediately moved half a meter away from him: "I'll just wait for you downstairs."
Qiu Xingzhi made a question mark, paused for a moment and suddenly realized something, the beautiful picture that flashed in his mind made his palms feel hot and his heart beat faster.
He wanted to have a clear talk with Wei Yu before going out. He really didn't think about that, but seeing Wei Yu's vigilant appearance, he deliberately didn't answer, and changed the subject with a smile.
There are not too many people in the subway, and there is still a seat. Qiu Xingzhi was quite disappointed, and whispered: "I thought it would be very crowded."
Wei Yu: "Many people are on vacation, there is no evening rush hour, now is the meal time."
Qiu Xingzhi pursed his lips. He hoped it would be more crowded. It would be better like when they went to the city to buy things in their senior year. The subway cars were crowded with each other. He had one leg that couldn't land on the ground and hung slightly in the middle. When he got off the train, his legs were tight numb.
It was also that time, when bodies surrounded them, Wei Yu's face was right in front of his eyes, with thick black hair, smooth skin, and handsome facial features. Wei Yu was pushed and rushed towards him, his forehead almost brushed against the tip of his nose, and Qiu Xingzhi, who was hot from the zero-distance contact, almost went limp on the spot.
At that time, a little touch can make you happy for a long time, even if it is unintentional.
Silly years.
Wei Yu went downstairs to the apartment and refused to go upstairs. The two of them did that twice. The first time he was unwell for three or four days. The one yesterday was not that serious, but it is still a little sore now. Qiu Xing He was too crazy on that, for a few moments yesterday he felt that he would be killed by Qiu Xingzhi.
Seeing the person who was so clear and cold, even smiling like frost, seemed to be on fire when he got on the bed, wishing to die together, Wei Yu didn't resist, but his legs were a little weak now.
"I'll wait for you right here." Wei Yu insisted, "You don't have to rush to take a shower and change your clothes."
Qiu Xingzhi pinched his eyebrows: "I have something to tell you, shall we go up together?"
He also said the same thing yesterday, but in the end, Wei Yu decided not to believe him this time, and shook his head: "Go quickly."
"You go with me." Qiu Xingzhi's brows squeezed out two thin creases, his eyes showed grievances, "Are you still blaming me for locking you up yesterday?"
Wei Yu hurriedly said: "If I blame you, I won't come with you."
Qiu Xingzhi continued to be wronged, and the folds became three: "Then why don't you go upstairs with me? Don't you just don't want to see entering that house and are afraid of that room?"
? ?Wei Yu was moved by this logical chain that fell from the sky, did he show any hint of that meaning?In all fairness, although Qiu Xingzhi locked the door, he didn't do anything without beating him, and he just fell asleep, so why would he suffer from such a psychological shadow?
Qiu Xingzhi's eyes were full of disappointment: "Forget it, I'll go upstairs by myself."
Wei Yu looked at him and wanted to stop him, but Qiu Xingzhi had already turned around, and he took two steps forward speechlessly, intending to go upstairs with him, but saw Qiu Xingzhi suddenly turn around and stare at him: "No, You go up with me."
Before he understood what was going on, Qiu Xingzhi grabbed his hand and forcefully dragged him into the building.
When he came out after changing his clothes, Wei Yu stood in front of the curved French window and looked out. Qiu Xingzhi knew that he liked this scenery very much, and he would look at it for a while every time he came. At this height, the scenery of the city during the day is actually like a big one. Integrated circuits, it's hard to see anything clearly, but the lights are flickering everywhere at night, which is unique.
Walking over, he naturally embraced Wei Yu's back, and Wei Yu said, "I actually blame you a little bit."
Qiu Xingzhi was startled. The inspector looked at Wei Yu from the front, trying to find a little "resentment" in Wei Yu's eyes. I... Well, I actually blame myself a lot too."
"Why?" The hug was tighter, Wei Yu was in good shape, but he was always thin, and it was too thin to hold in his arms, so Qiu Xingzhi didn't dare to exert himself.
"I've always felt that I'm mature enough to be serious in everything I do. Take one step and watch three steps." Wei Yu began to summarize himself, and he tossed these words several times in his heart. He chose a suitable angle to cut in and spread out for Qiu Xingzhi to see. , "It's the same for you. I used to think that you were too good, and I couldn't climb up to you, so I would rather not say anything."
Qiu Xingzhi interrupted hastily: "What nonsense?"
The corner of Wei Yu's mouth raised a curved arc: "It's not just me, everyone thinks so."
Seeing that Qiu Xingzhi wanted to intervene, Wei Yu shook his head and signaled for him to continue, "I've had all those thoughts of yours, and I'm satisfied to be friends. Maybe one day we will have our own lives, and that relationship will automatically change. light."
That used to be Wei Yu's obsession for a long time. He and Qiu Xingzhi can always be friends. When he has someone he really likes, they will naturally alienate, which is the best ending for them.
There is no resentment, no mutual torture, and it may not be very good to draw a full stop to his secret love, but it is also a circle.
If it weren't for the rebirth after the car accident, he might really have continued like this. That death was a turning point. He wanted to be a better self, but things developed in the opposite direction: "Maybe because I have been cautious in front of you for too long , It’s already an instinct to keep everything in my heart, and I can’t change it for the time being.”
He grabbed the back of Qiu Xingzhi's hand: "I blame myself for being self-righteous, and also blame you for not saying it earlier."
This resentment is not really anger, but—more than five years of unrequited love consumed a lot of his enthusiasm and indomitable dedication to love, making him afraid to take too big a step, fearing that if he goes too fast, everything will speed up disappear.
As I get older, I no longer have the courage I used to have, which I have to say is a pity.
Disappointed and melancholy, he didn't dare to open his heart to Qiu Xingzhi, but he knew that both of them were right.
After Qiu Xingzhi listened in silence, he took advantage of the opportunity to kiss Wei Yu on the temple: "Wei Yu, in fact, you still don't trust your mentality."
Wei Yu was taken aback.
"For five years, I have thought the same as you." He couldn't stop kissing Wei Yu's ears, side face and hair, like a superficial touch, "I'm afraid I won't even be able to be friends after I finish talking, I would rather stay like that forever Get along, I can't help but say it later or the relationship fades, I know all of these."
The same crush, the mood is probably the same.
Qiu Xingzhi buried his face on Wei Yu's neck: "But since the day I attended Chen Fei's wedding, I have been prepared to face all problems, objective and subjective, and I have thought about all possible difficulties. Dad's objections, your family's possible objections, and many other things, I'm thinking."
Wei Yu's heart trembled slightly.
"Nothing can stop us, this is my belief." Qiu Xingzhi smiled slightly, with a hint of domineering in his soft tone, "For me, the only thing that can make me let go is one thing."
Wei Yu subconsciously asked, "What?"
"You don't like me." Qiu Xingzhi's eyelashes rubbed Wei Yu's neck itchy, "There is only one thing, except for this, everything else is not a problem."
Wei Yu was puzzled: "But, you don't think there are many things..."
"I care about my mother, I care about your family, we face it together, the rest is bullshit, no one knows what the future will be like, maybe I will be gone in an accident one day, but at this moment when I am alive, this Ideas don't change."
Qiu Xingzhi turned to Wei Yu and hugged him with both hands so that he could see Wei Yu's expression clearly, "You don't believe in me in your heart, and you don't have the confidence to go forward with me, so you choose to hide what's in your heart .”
Wei Yu wanted to refute this statement, opened his mouth several times, but couldn't say anything.
Can't deny it.
"As for the female star, you clearly have a position and a reason to question it. It doesn't matter if you lose your temper and yell at me. If you don't say it, except for a little trust, you don't care, or you don't dare to care, so you hide yourself , as if nothing happened.”
Wei Yu continued to open his mouth.
Qiu Xingzhi's desire to confide today is very strong: "A few days ago, I was just like you. I was afraid and worried, and I didn't dare to treat you completely according to my own ideas. I was afraid that you would get angry and hide all uneasy emotions. I thought I could digest them. very good."
Facts have proved that apart from fermenting into garbage, holding back communication is of no use at all.
"Now I figured it out, it's also a kind of distrust, always afraid of this and that." Qiu Xingzhi looked at Wei Yu's extremely serious eyes, "I don't want to go on like this, we just started so distrusting, What should I do next? I will tell you everything, and I hope you will tell me everything."
Qiu Xingzhi's back was facing the window, and the dim night was his background, which made him very good-looking and transparent.
Wei Yu suddenly discovered that Qiu Xingzhi was much braver than he imagined. He also had a five-year secret love. He confessed and followed, and after realizing the problem, he wanted to solve it instead of escape. As he himself said, even now It's not that good, and we have to rebuild trust in the future and open up to accept everything between the two of us.
Qiu Xingzhi said again: "I like it first and confess it first, so I should be afraid of it. You don't need to be afraid of anything."
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to move, let me do everything."
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