I can't climb higher than you [Rebirth]

In late autumn, Qiu Xingzhi's birthday came.

He actually doesn't want to spend time planning for the birthday party. Recently, the company has been so busy that he is dizzy. Qiu Chenguang forces him to meet Mr. Hu's granddaughter every day. Every day when he meets at the company, there will be some disputes. Have a good rest. .

But Wei Yu must come to the birthday party every year, Qiu Xingzhi didn't want to miss the opportunity, so he decided to hold a party at home.

【Birthday party is at six o'clock in the evening, at my house】

Wei Yu replied quickly.

【I know, I will be there on time】

Qiu Xingzhi smiled, feeling very happy. Ninety percent of the birthday parties were held for the purpose of blatantly meeting Wei Yu for dinner. Recently, Wei Yu was very busy, so he was too embarrassed to disturb him.

Qin Yi pushed the door open and entered: "Why are you looking for me so mysteriously?"

Qiu Xingzhi pointed to the sofa opposite: "I have something to ask."

"Ask me?" Qin Yi raised his eyebrows, as if he thought it was amused, "All ears."

Qiu Xingzhi clasped his hands together and intertwined his fingers, his chin was stiff, his neck and back were stretched straight, and he almost wanted to lift his head to the sky. The whole state was tense and full of anticipation: "If you like someone, but always Just getting along in the name of friends, how can we go further in this situation?"

Qin Yi supported Erlang's legs and swayed slightly, the knuckles of his fingers grasping the cup moved twice, and looked down at the clear water in the cup slightly: "Do you want to develop from a friend to a lover?"

"..." Although that was indeed what it meant, Qiu Xingzhi's face still became hot, "Almost."

The other party has been familiar with this identity for a long time, and definitely never thought about it. Qiu Xingzhi thought over and over again, thinking that the direct confession would be too abrupt and would scare people. As a master, Qin Yi knows a lot, so he came here today to ask for advice humbly.

This is Qin Rong's residence. He asked Qiu Xingzhi and Qin Yi to have dinner, and went shopping by himself. Auntie was cooking in the kitchen, and there was a faint scent. Qin Yi sniffed, and brought the cup to his mouth: "Some people can't accept this kind of relationship change. He just wants to be friends with you, and he doesn't think about developing other things. Are you sure that person can accept friends to lovers? If not, he doesn't even have to be friends."

Qiu Xingzhi's eyes darkened. In the past few years, he asked Qin Yi several related questions, and the answers he got were similar: "I don't know what he thinks."

Qin Yi lightly sipped the sweetness of the clear water: "Then I advise you not to act rashly, at least make sure that people won't hate you."

It has been five years of waiting and waiting, he can wait indefinitely, that person won't, maybe one day he will suddenly announce the end of his single life, what should he do then, become a mistress and grab it?Or should I just watch him from afar?

He used to think he could do it, but the longer the days, the worse his self-control. Several times Qiu Xingzhi almost rushed over to tell Wei Yu that he liked him for a long time, and he never regarded him as a brother. he.

Qiu Xingzhi looked serious and frowned, his long eyelashes trembling unceasingly: "Really?"

"Hmm, I personally think so, I have met it before, I think I can try it, people think I'm disgusting." Qin Yi sighed regretfully, full of emotion, "Who is that you are talking about? Do I know you?"

When he was talking, he kept staring at Qiu Xingzhi, and there was a slight smile in his eyes, but when he looked closely, it was only overflowing in his eye sockets, with sharp hypocrisy.

Qiu Xingzhi was immersed in his own thinking: "Let me think about it again."

"Oh, if you can't figure it out, I'm here to help you at any time."

Soon Qin Rong came back, and the three of them sat down at the dining table.

Qin Rong: "Qiu Xingzhi, Hu's granddaughter is very fond of you, what do you think?"

Qiu Xingzhi ate food without taking a bite: "I didn't think much about it."

"You don't like her? Didn't you talk about blind date last time?"

"Meet by chance at a reception, who said blind date?" Qiu Xingzhi glanced at him unhappily. He was worrying about Wei Yu's affairs, and he didn't have the mind to talk about it. "Birthday party the day after tomorrow, you can leave after dinner."

Qin Rong was puzzled: "What?"

Qiu Xingzhi: "I have something to do, you and Lao Mo go first."

Qin Yi's chopsticks drew a parabola in mid-air and landed on the plate in front of Qiu Xingzhi. He picked up a dish without haste, and quickly swept Qiu Xingzhi's face: "Have you made a decision?"

"Yeah." Qiu Xingzhi lost his appetite, so he simply stopped eating, "I've been procrastinating for too long."

"Oh." Continue to eat.

Qin Rong was curious about the way the two of them talked in charades, but Qiu Xingzhi got up and left, and asked Qin Yi if it was convenient to say, which made Qin Rong quite depressed.

Qiu Xingzhi clicked on WeChat to find Wei Yu's avatar and stroked it. It had been five years, and if he dragged it on, he would only be a lifelong friend. What Qin Yi said had some truth, but he really couldn't help it.

That's it, it's life or death, it's time for him to act.

He didn't invite too many people, these people are all familiar with Wei Yu, so everyone should feel at ease.

Qin Rong made fun of Qiu Xingzhi: "You won't get drunk again today and let Wei Yu send you off, right? Why don't you just live here." Strictly speaking, the house here was lived by Qiu Chenguang and Chu Chengyu before, and they returned after they separated. After Chu Chengyu, Qiu Xingzhi came here often, but usually lived in an apartment at night, so it was convenient for him to go to work.

Qin Yi took off his coat slowly: "Isn't Wei Yu here yet?"

"No."

In the past two days, Qiu Xingzhi was anxious and restless, rehearsing the possible scenarios in his head over and over again, every time he felt that everything was ready, but after a while, he could find inappropriate details and continue to revise He continued to practice, and after dozens of hours of fear, he wanted to give up several times, but he suppressed him sternly.

This day finally arrived, Qiu Xingzhi kept checking the time like sitting on pins and needles, he wanted to see Wei Yu quickly, but also wanted him to come later, so as to give him more time to prepare, he jumped back and forth throughout the day, finally came In the evening when twilight falls.

Qiu Xingzhi warned himself, don't be nervous, don't be afraid, you have been preparing for five years, if you don't say that the day lily is cold, you can find someone to cry, you must say it today.

You just love him, say, tell him the rest is tomorrow.

There were only Wei Yu left, Qiu Xingzhi couldn't help but dialed the phone, but was prompted to turn off the phone, and waited for a while to dial again, still the same.

Wechat text messages repeatedly sent questions, but there was no reply.

Qin Yi: "Maybe I can't come due to something, or there is a traffic jam on the road, or I lost my phone or something. Let's wait for him while drinking."

"Yeah, wait while drinking, I brought good wine specially."

Several people pulled Qiu Xingzhi to sit at the table, and Qin Yi pushed a wine glass over: "Your birthday is today, drink more."

If Wei Yu really has something to do and can't come, it doesn't matter, the confession can be postponed to tomorrow, but Qiu Xingzhi always feels restless while holding the wine glass. It was incompatible with the atmosphere in the room at the moment, and his mind continued to be in a trance, and he almost threw the wine glass away.

Dial the phone again, but still can't connect, Qiu Xingzhi couldn't sit still, pushed away the chair: "You guys eat, I'll go out for a while."

Qin Rong grabbed him: "Isn't it? We celebrated your birthday, so you're leaving now?"

"Come as soon as you go." He was relieved to make sure that Wei Yu was fine.

Qin Yi followed: "I'll go with him."

The remaining three friends looked at each other and came to celebrate someone's birthday, but the birthday star ran away first, so who should I ask for reasoning?

Qiu Xingzhi frowned and looked at Qin Yi who had climbed up to the co-pilot: "You don't have to come with me."

"I know you're looking for Wei Yu." Qin Yi lowered his head and fastened his seat belt, with a slight smile on his lips, "I'll go with you, and I care about him too."

Qiu Xingzhi had no choice but to drive the car away. Wei Yu was never someone who didn't confess. He didn't even reply for so long, and he became more and more uneasy.

"He's such an adult, he should be fine." Qin Yi relaxed and leaned against the car window, "Where are you going to find him?"

"His home."

"Do you know his home address?"

Not only does he know, Wei Yu's family, the company he used to work for, and the address of the coffee shop where he works now are all clearly remembered.

Qin Yi left a gap for the car window, and the late autumn wind was a bit cold after all. Qiu Xingzhi wiped his face hard, put his collar on his collar, and accelerated towards Wei's house. He was so absent-minded that he almost ran after someone. In the end, Qin Yi and He switched places and asked him to sit next to him and calm down.

The two of them didn't talk much all the way. After arriving at the gate of Weijia Community, Qiu Xingzhi rushed out. Qin Yi slowly unbuckled his seat belt and smiled softly. Qiu Xingzhi is a person who shouldn't be in a hurry. Wei Yuneng What's the matter?At most, I can't attend his birthday party today, and I can't hear his confession.

After ringing the doorbell for a long time, no one answered, and the neighbors and aunts were disturbed. Qiu Xingzhi hurriedly asked, "Do you know where this family has gone?"

Auntie's hair was gray, and she sighed after hearing the words: "Xiaowei died in a car accident, the police called, and his parents went to the police station."

The air froze, and the oxygen that provided the source of breathing disappeared. Qiu Xingzhi couldn't breathe. He felt that there must be something wrong with his ears: "You, who did you say was in a car accident?"

"The son of this family, Xiao Wei, died when the car crashed into the water. The police asked the family to identify the body." The aunt shook her head and closed the door, "What a wonderful child."

Qiu Xingzhi's head was buzzing, staring at the Fuwa New Year painting on the neighbor's aunt's door that was damaged to only one corner, but his sight lost focus and image synthesis ability, his ears were tightly plugged by some unknown substance, and his eyes , Nothing can be received in the ear.

Reflexively opened his mouth twice to speak, inexplicably sucked in a mouthful of cold air, coughed violently, and the breath of rust surged in the mouth and esophagus.

The little Wei of the Wei family can only be Wei Yu, what does that aunt mean - Wei Yu is dead?

Does it mean death?A person is lying there with no breathing, pulse or heartbeat, all organs in the body stop functioning, and nothing responds to brain death. What is commonly known as "death"?

In the afternoon, I talked with Wei Yu on the phone, and the last sentence I said was "goodbye", which was no different from the end of every call in the past. Qiu Xingzhi never thought that there would be no possibility of seeing each other again.

This realization made Qiu Xingzhi wake up suddenly, and frantically beat on the door next door. When his aunt opened the door, he held the door with difficulty and gasped: "You, who are you talking about... and who is dead?"

"It's Wei Yu, Xiao Wei next door, if you are his friends, you should go and have a look now."

Qiu Xingzhi clearly felt that he fell from the tall building, the process was very slow, so slow that he could clearly see every floating dust and the ground getting closer, and then hit the ground with a "bang".

Once it was just a noun written in the dictionary, at this moment, he suddenly understood the meaning of death.

He suddenly understood that Wei Yu would never open his eyes to look at him again, eat with him, discuss finances and current affairs with him, share interesting things in daily life and work, and would not softly shout "Xingzhi" on the other end of the phone, Say "see you tomorrow" before hanging up the phone, there is no "good night" every day.

He no longer had the opportunity to watch him secretly while he was asleep, and tell him what was in his heart, knowing that he couldn't hear him; he kept watching him quietly while watching the movie, and he didn't remember what was on the screen. His eyebrows curved into a smile.

When a person dies, there is nothing left. The five senses are gone and only the body remains. No matter what he wants to say to Wei Yu, he can't hear it.

From now on, he will never see the way he smiles, the way he frowns slightly, the way his ears turn red after drinking, and the way he waves goodbye to him.

Wei Yu will never know the love and anxiety he has hidden in his heart for five years.

Because Wei Yu died.

The rumble in his head disappeared suddenly, and the darkness in front of his eyes dissipated. Qiu Xingzhi tried to move his feet, his knees softened, and he knelt down, knocking his head on the security door of Wei Yu's house. It's hard to breathe.

Qin Yi came upstairs slowly at this moment. He didn't hear the conversation, so he asked, "What's the matter? No one is home?"

Qiu Xingzhi held onto the door and got up, but failed. He was supported by Qin Yi. He was puzzled: "What's wrong with you? You wouldn't be like this if Wei Yu wasn't around, would you?"

It's not that people are gone.

Wei Yu is not here, not in any place, there is no Wei Yu in this world anymore, that person's dark pupils have lost their luster forever, and he will never see him again.

This recognition made Qiu Xingzhi suddenly burst out with endless strength, pushed Qin Yi away, and rushed to the elevator desperately to press the button, Qin Yi frowned, Qiu Xingzhi looked strange, and he followed.

"What happened? Where is Wei Yu?"

Qiu Xingzhi leaned on the elevator door and staggered out, shouting abruptly: "He's not dead, I'll go find him!"

Qin Yi was stunned for a moment, before getting into the car in time, the car turned crookedly onto the road and didn't know where it was going.

who diedQin Yi asked.

A voice in the head replied: "Don't you know?"

Qin Yi shook violently, took out his mobile phone tremblingly, and looked for a certain number, why not, he just contacted it yesterday, after a while, he finally found it, and he dialed it directly.

The other end answered very quickly: "Sir, don't look for me, I'm fucking at the airport now, going abroad to hide!"

This is an extremely ominous signal: "Hide what?"

"The car you let me break, I don't know what happened to that gentleman, but he drove the car into the river." The other party gasped, frightened, "Now that the person is dead, I will Don't you run away?"

An invisible force grabbed Qin Yi's neck, and every word came out of his throat: "Did you kill him?"

"Sir, I always follow your orders..."

"I asked you to find a way to stop his car, take him up and let him go tomorrow." Qin Yi slowly squatted down, "I told you not to hurt him, don't you fucking understand people's words?"

The other party was in a hurry to speak, and Qin Yi's tone was filled with coldness: "I won't let you go." Then he picked up the phone.

【Sir, why is this so?I always act according to your instructions, I have your transfer records, if you are unkind, don’t blame me for being unrighteous]

Qin Yi squatted on the ground, he knew every word that fell into his pupils, but he could combine them into sentences, but he couldn't understand the specific meaning.

What did he instruct?He just asked that person to block Wei Yu, not to show up on Qiu Xingzhi's birthday, he didn't want Qiu Xingzhi to confess to him, he knew Wei Yu would definitely agree.

Then...he would never have another chance.

He didn't want Wei Yu to die, never thought, how could he want Wei Yu to die if he liked Wei Yu so much?

Why did he die?Is it...his reason?

Isn't it him?He did nothing.

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The soul of Qiu Xingzhi was driving around the sky, and an accident happened before he arrived at the police station. Five cars collided in a row, and everyone in the car was more or less injured. Qiu Xingzhi, who was always the author, was relatively serious and fell into a coma. All day, when I woke up, Qin Rong and Chu Chengyu were beside me.

He subconsciously grabbed Chu Chengyu's arm, and looked around, the white ceiling, white walls, white sheets, everything in his eyes was white, nothingness like an illusion in a dream, nothing real.

Chu Chengyu's eyes were red and swollen, obviously he had been crying for a long time: "You finally woke up, it's okay, mom was scared to death."

He felt as if something was pressing in his chaotic consciousness, but he couldn't remember it.

His mother, Qin Rong, the person he wants to see the most...

Qiu Xingzhi jumped out of bed violently, opened the door and rushed out without saying a word or putting on his shoes.

That's right, that's right, Wei Yu is not here, but what about Wei Yu, he was looking for Wei Yu at that time!

Qin Rong ran fast, and soon caught up with Qiu Xingzhi, and grabbed Qiu Xingzhi's arm. In fact, it didn't take much effort, but Qiu Xingzhi was pulled back by him, if it wasn't for Qin Rong's quick eyesight and hands to help him , cannot escape the fate of landing on the back of the head.

Qin Rong's expression was not good, and he grabbed someone and dragged him back: "Qiu Xingzhi, can you calm down, what are you going to do?"

Qiu Xingzhi's injuries were concentrated on his legs and arms. They were not fatal, but they all affected people's movements. After lying down for more than ten hours, his movements were stiff, and his waving movements were extremely obscure, but he tried his best to wave: "Loosen, let go Me, I'm going to find him..."

He kept repeating "find him", Qin Rong didn't answer anything, just said those two sentences blindly.

Chu Chengyu rushed over, her son was taller than her before he became an adult, and he had to look up a lot to see his son's face: "Son, do it, calm down, if you have anything to tell mom, don't be afraid, son."

Qiu Xingzhi's situation was very wrong. His eyes were fixed in the distance without focus, and he kept chanting words like "find" and "hurry up". His hands trembled constantly, and he lacked the physical fitness to go out independently, but he kept muttering about leaving.

A group of people came quickly, and the doctor observed after a while and said, "Master Qiu is emotionally unstable, an injection can calm him down."

Chu Chengyu patted his son on the back: "Can you find a way to let him hear me?"

After a while, another white coat came. After asking about the situation in detail, she walked up to Qiu Xingzhi, motioned Chu Chengyu to let go of him, and said softly, "Qiu Xingzhi, where are you going? Where is the address? I will see you off." go?"

Qiu Xingzhi's gaze instantly shifted to her face: "Really?"

"Yes, where is the address? Just tell me, and we will send you there right away."

Qiu Xingzhi reported a series of addresses without hesitation, obviously familiar with them, just like holding his own home address, staring straight at the female doctor: "Let's go now."

Chu Chengyu: "What should I do now?"

"He really wants to go there, so just take him there." The female doctor nodded to the assistant to make arrangements, "Master Qiu really wants to go to this place, so take him there, otherwise he won't be able to calm down, bring a few more Personally, it should be fine."

Chu Chengyu agreed without much consideration, and the sedative can only be used for a while, what will happen if Qiu Xingzhi wakes up and makes trouble again.

Qin Rong frowned on one side: "This seems to be the address of Wei Yu's home." He couldn't remember clearly, but Wei Yu mentioned it several times.

"Xiao Wei?" Chu Chengyu followed up in the ward to ask the nurse to change his clothes, "What's wrong with him?"

Qin Rong shook his head to indicate that he was not clear. Yesterday evening, Qiu Xingzhi said to go to Wei Yu, and then there was a car accident. He contacted Qin Yi, who was with him at the time, but his phone was turned off. He still couldn't contact him until now, as if the world had disappeared.

Qiu Xingzhi got into the car, he felt that he was very awake, and he would see Wei Yu soon.