I can't climb higher than you [Rebirth]

The friends who attended the birthday party were drinking in the restaurant downstairs. Qiu Xingzhi was lying on the balcony. He couldn't taste the food after a few mouthfuls.

Today is his birthday, Wei Yu promised to come, but he missed the appointment.

More than two hours later, Qian Weiyu sent a message saying that he would come over after picking up his things, but he has not shown up until now, and there are no phone calls or WeChat messages. He sent two messages and did not get a reply.

This made Qiu Xingzhi feel strange. When Wei Yu called last night, he chatted with him with a smile as usual. He didn't have a character that didn't confess for no reason. He should say something if he didn't come.

Click on WeChat, there is a picture posted by Wei Yu 2 minutes ago in the circle of friends, it is a large bag of braised meat, without words, it is stuck at the top of his circle of friends.

Wei Yu's luck that he might not have seen the WeChat message disappeared at this moment.

He saw it, but didn't want to reply.

why?Qiu Xingzhi's nasal cavity was blocked by something, and it was difficult to breathe.

Qin Rong yelled downstairs: "Qiu Xingzhi, are you dressing up upstairs? Don't come down yet!"

Going downstairs with the mobile phone in his pocket, Qin Rong grabbed it and said, "You are a birthday star today, hurry up and drink!"

The birthday party is actually drinking, and this group of people usually eat, drink and have fun, but one of the brothers' birthday has a different meaning, and everyone tries their best to get drunk.

Qin Yi said unintentionally: "Will Wei Yu not come today?"

Several people present knew Wei Yu and looked at Qiu Xingzhi one after another.

Qiu Xingzhi was suddenly irritable: "He has something to do."

Qiu Xingzhi was the first to fall down after a binge drinking. In fact, according to his drinking capacity, this is not the case, but he didn't want to continue, so Qin Rong had to carry him to the living room to rest.

Qiu Xingzhi whispered, "I want to go back to the apartment."

Qin Rong: "No problem, let your driver take you there."

"..." Qiu Xingzhi pushed Qin Rong's hand away angrily, "The driver has something to do."

"Oh, we all drank, the driver told us to go back, why don't we call to see you off?"

Qiu Xingzhi gritted his molars, and said vaguely: "You call Wei Yu."

Qin Rong was taken aback.

"He left something with me. Send me over to get it to him."

Qin Rong understood now. In the past, Qiu Xingzhi drank a lot. Nine out of ten times he was given by Wei Yu. I don't know why, but whenever Wei Yu is around, he is actually very able to control the amount of alcohol, so he is easy to drink. many.

Before dialing the phone, Qin Rong asked in confusion: "Is there something wrong with you? You have no energy."

Qiu Xingzhi ignored him and pretended to sleep.

Qin Rong curled his lips and dialed Wei Yu's phone number. Qiu Xingzhi breathed lightly, wishing he could stick to Wei Yu's voice.

The other party answered quickly: "Hello?"

"Wei Yu, Xingzhi is drunk."

There was silence at the other end, as if there was wind, and Wei Yu's voice became erratic: "Oh."

Qin Rong choked for a moment: "Why didn't you come today? He was drunk..."

Wei Yu was extremely calm; "I have something to do. If I'm drunk, please take the driver. I'm very busy, so hang up."

Before Qin Rong answered, there was only a busy tone on the phone. Qin Rong stared blankly at the phone for several seconds and found that Qiu Xingzhi seemed to have fallen asleep. Blanket to make sure he doesn't catch a cold before returning to the restaurant.

Qiu Xingzhi slowly opened his eyes.

Qin Rong pressed the speakerphone during the phone call just now, and Wei Yu's word for word floated into his ears.

He is busy, it doesn't matter if he has something to do, it's just a birthday, what Qiu Xingzhi cares about is Wei Yu's tone, which is so flat that he can't hear his emotions, he has never heard Wei Yu speak like this.

And—why didn't he just tell himself?

Qiu Xingzhi originally pretended to have a headache, probably retribution for lying, but now his head really hurts, and his temples are throbbing.

But Qiu Xingzhi didn't expect that this was just the beginning.

After missing the appointment on his birthday, Wei Yu disappeared from his life without a single message or phone call. The messages Qiu Xingzhi sent in the past either disappeared or simply replied with a few words. The meaning of resistance is becoming clearer and clearer.

Qiu Xingzhi knew that Wei Yu opened a shop and knew that he was really busy, but that was not the root cause.

Qiu Xingzhi was at a loss and asked Wei Yu if he had done something wrong. As long as Wei Yu opened his mouth, he was willing to change everything. He was willing to communicate with Wei Yu if he had anything to say, but Wei Yu only said Don't want to go on like that, continue to resist him indifferently.

He can show up downstairs at Wei Yu's house, and he can go to Weilu to help. Wei Yu treats him politely, but this is not what Qiu Xingzhi wants.

That night Wei Yu came to look for him with braised meat, Qiu Xingzhi didn't really want to go out, but Wei Yu said to wait at the door, seeing his thoughts overwhelmed his uneasiness, he thought maybe he was thinking too much, so he went out .

It was already winter at that time, Wei Yu leaned on the car, the street lamps as bright as moonlight sprinkled his whole body, and the moment he captured his appearance, Qiu Xingzhi, who was only wearing a sweater, couldn't even feel the cold wind.

Wei Yu handed over a bag of lo-mei, Qiu Xingzhi didn't even have time to smile, Wei Yu spoke.

"All right, don't look for me again."

Don't look for me, it's over here, whether it's a classmate or a friend, all relationships end here.

The cold wind pierced through the holes of the sweater and pierced Qiu Xingzhi's thin skin one by one. The pain was like a needle prick, and there was no blood, but the intensive pain could make people lose fainting.

He said, he didn't agree, why should he agree?If he doesn't go to Wei Yu from now on, why should he agree?

Wei Yu asked, can we still be friends in the future?

Fuck friends and classmates, who wants to be friends with you, who appears in a dream after meeting you three times, who can make him hard if you get closer, what kind of friend can you be?

But Wei Yu left on his own, and on the third day after Qiu Xingzhi secretly found someone to collect evidence of Zhou Fulai disrupting the market and provided it to the relevant department, Wei Yu personally broke up with him.

For several days after that, Qiu Xingzhi lived in a muddle, drinking water could break the cup, shaving his beard and scratching his chin, making mistakes at work, he simply gave himself two days off, did nothing, and had nowhere Go, lie at home, and think over and over again all the contacts he has had with Wei Yu since they met.

The relationship between him and Wei Yu has always been very good. He has endured it for so long, and he can control himself even when he is the most emotional. Wei Yu has never shown any impatience or unhappy, which Qiu Xingzhi is very sure of. .

Thinking about it, Qiu Xingzhi suddenly remembered what Qin Yi said not long ago.

At that time, they were having dinner at Qin Rong's house. Qin Yi talked about his relationship abroad: "He and I are just friends. Why did he confess to me? After that time, I felt nauseous when I saw him."

Qiu Xingzhi raised his head silently, and Qin Yixiao's eyes were bent, as if what he was talking about was just a joke rather than his personal experience: "Some things are the bottom line, and they will explode if they step on it. They don't understand."

Bottom line?

Does Wei Yu also have such a bottom line?Could it be that he has done too much lately and left out too many emotions, he already felt that something was wrong, so he purposely distanced himself from him, but in the end, he pushed his limits, and someone as gentle as Wei Yu was forced to say such harsh words.

Is it all because of this?He thought that the person who had always been a good friend suddenly wanted to approach him so urgently, did he also—feel sick?

Thinking of this possibility, and thinking of Wei Yu disgusting him, all the pores of Qiu Xingzhi's body froze.

He thought a lot in those few days, thinking that someone said that Wei Yu liked him in his senior year, Qiu Xingzhi was very excited, but when he found Wei Yu's dormitory one day, he heard someone inside ask: "Wei Yu Ah, what is the relationship between you and Qiu Xingzhi?"

Qiu Xingzhi stopped knocking on the door and stood quietly at the door.

Wei Yu quickly replied: "Friend, good friend."

He answered lightly, and the small flame in Qiu Xingzhi's heart that was too late to extinguish was poured with a basin of ice water, which made his heart feel cold.

He didn't go in that day, and left Wei Yu's dormitory quietly.

One night, after working overtime at the company, Qiu Xingzhi couldn't bear it anymore, and drove the car on a familiar road, where he saw Qin Yi.

He and Qin Yi have known each other for more than 20 years. That night, he only felt that Qin Yi was a stranger.

Qin Yi said: "You can see me confessing my love to Wei Yu when you come earlier."

Said: "What position do you use to say this?"

The understatement was full of harsh ridicule, which was different from Qin Yi's usual appearance, and the questions he asked hit his internal organs, making his body numb and difficult to speak.

Wei Yu's close relatives can ask, and lovers can scold, but just friends who have known him for more than five years, what position does he have to interfere with Wei Yu's feelings?

No.

When Qin Yi left, he looked at him with complicated eyes. Qiu Xingzhi couldn't deconstruct and analyze it, but he felt that he saw something like pity in it.

Pity him for his slowness, hesitation, and hesitation, or rejoice for his own preemptiveness, initiative, and one step ahead of him, Qiu Xingzhi doesn't know, before that day, he never thought that Qin Yi would confess to Wei Yu so abruptly, and the three of them ate together After dinner and playing games, Qin Yi treats Wei Yu as normal.

Because of suppressing emotions these years, Qiu Xingzhi is almost wary of anyone who gets close to Wei Yu. He is like a thunderbolt, whenever someone gets closer to Wei Yu, the alarm in his heart will immediately sound, 哔哩哔哔Miles reminded him to pay attention to the "enemy situation". He had been wary of Wei Yu's high school classmates, college classmates, senior sisters, and even a client of a summer internship company.

Wei Yu refused all of them calmly, but Qiu Xingzhi's nerves never relaxed, and he kept a high degree of vigilance all the time.

Among them, there is no Qin Yi.

Qin Yi's emotional life as an adult was a complete mess. Qiu Xingzhi once saw him whisper intimately with a certain male celebrity who came to join him at a banquet hosted by the Qin family. After the banquet, they left together at a very fast speed. It made his cousin Qin Rong sigh.

Qiu Xingzhi has no intention of commenting on other people's private life, but in his opinion, Qin Yi's kind of person who never hides his emotions outside, why would he suddenly show affection, liking and even confession after knowing Wei Yu for more than two years?Why has he never noticed anything strange? Is his thunder system malfunctioning?

If it wasn't for what Qin Yi did to Wei Yu later and finding someone to investigate, Qiu Xingzhi would never have doubted Qin Yi's motives.

He thought a lot that night and didn't close his eyes all night.

At the beginning, he wondered whether Wei Yu would accept Qin Yi's confession. Qin Yi told him that some people could not accept the transition from friends to lovers, and would choose to stay away from each other forever. He was obviously also Wei Yu's friend, Aren't you afraid?

His attitude towards feelings is completely different from Wei Yu's. Is he just wanting to have fun or is he serious?Wei Yu's character is absolutely unacceptable to play casually.

But Qin Yi's conditions are so good, there must be many tricks to pursue people, will Wei Yu be tempted?

Soon Qin Yi disappeared from his mind, leaving Wei Yu alone.

Qiu Xingzhi knew that it didn't matter how good or bad Qin Yi was, the key to whether he would accept it was Wei Yu, but he couldn't help being afraid.

He has been looking for opportunities to confess countless times, but he missed it in retreating again and again. He is always afraid of failure, afraid that Wei Yu will disgust him and hate him, so that he can only suppress his feelings more and more desperately, afraid of the explosive growth in his body. The emotion was too strong, and at a certain moment, it suddenly became uncontrollable and exploded.

He drank too much that day and hadn't seen Wei Yu for several days. He was sent to Weilu by the driver. He missed him and wanted to see him. He didn't leave with the idea of ​​confessing his love, but he was in a warm room with Wei Yu Suddenly gave birth to endless courage.

"For the past five years, I have always liked you."

"I never considered you a friend."

The details of Wei Yu's unbelievable and stunned expression fell into Qiu Xingzhi's eyes. He smiled wryly, which really scared people. He waited for so long, but the result was that nothing changed.

Knowing this earlier, he simply said earlier, why waste five years?

When he left that day, he begged Wei Yu not to push him away. For him, he didn't dare to expect that Wei Yu would accept him. As long as he didn't resist so much and tried not to have any contact with him, he would be satisfied.

The idea of ​​wanting to be with him is too strong, and it has been fermented in his heart for too long, so long that he doesn't dare to expect too much, as long as Wei Yu doesn't look at him with disgust, even if he maintains this relationship for the rest of his life Also acceptable.

After that day, he lived in fear for a long time. Even when he couldn't bear to see Wei Yu, he just sat in the car, watched him talk to customers for more than an hour through the car window and the store door. , watching him chatting with the clerk, watching him holding up his mobile phone to make calls, watching him live a peaceful and busy life, even if he doesn't show up anymore, he will only be a little disappointed, right?

Qiu Xingzhi thought bitterly, he wanted to push the door to get out of the car, and look at him face to face, but the fear of Wei Yu's straightforward rejection kept him from staying in the car, like a pervert, silently holding him Words and deeds, smiling or frowning, serious or relaxed, all come into view, washed into beautiful photos, and deeply engraved in my mind.

He was afraid too much and worried too much, it was the same before he didn't have the courage to confess, and it was the same after confessing.

Sorrow arises from love, and fear arises from love. If one is separated from the beloved, there will be neither worry nor fear.

After the confession, many things happened, and Qiu Xingzhi was always in anxious waiting and vague anticipation until he went to Suicheng.

In Qiu Xingzhi's more than 20 years of life, that night had a very special meaning to him, because Wei Yu accepted him.

Before attending Fade Chen's wedding, he thought that he would meet Wei Yu. Tian Yi's sarcasm towards Wei Yu made him extremely angry, but he didn't expect that things would develop in a direction he never thought of under her unintentional push. .

Wei Yu took the initiative to kiss him, and then invited him.

In the hotel room that was so dark that he could barely see the silhouette of the other party, he heard Wei Yu's heavy breathing from his chest and his occasional uncontrollable panting, and felt that the whole world was glowing.

Qin Yi told him quietly one time that it was actually very cool to go to bed, and suggested him to try it.

Qiu Xingzhi only felt sick, thinking that it was not Wei Yu who was lying with him, he felt sick.

But he obviously started five years ago, as long as he gets a little closer to Wei Yu and smells the warm fragrance of his body, he will be hard in two seconds.

After carrying Wei Yu who had passed out to another room that day, Qiu Xingzhi believed for the first time what Qin Yi said, it was very refreshing, not only physically, but also physically and mentally and even the whole body embracing the one he loves.

Apart from Wei Yu, there will be no one else, no one else has been tried, and there is no need, he is very sure.

When he hugged Wei Yu that day, Qiu Xingxia made up his mind that from then on, nothing could stop him from staying by this person's side. Wei Yu's worries and hesitations, his family, his difficult father, and other people's strange eyes, all of them could be ignored. cannot.

That night he whispered to Wei Yu: "I love you." For more than five years, in the future, he will continue to love you.

Wei Yu was in a deep sleep, didn't hear him, and couldn't respond to him.

But it doesn't matter, as long as Wei Yu loves him, all other obstacles will be trampled under his feet, and he is not afraid of anything.

The thing he feared the most was gone, and Qiu Xingzhi moved forward bravely.

The secret love for each other for nearly six years finally came to an end.

How lucky is he, the one he loves also loves him, and finally gave him new hope and the best ending after missing so much time.

Love begets fear, courage, and happiness.

"When did you say that?"

"say what?"

"say you Love Me."

"Didn't I tell you?"

"No."

"Oh."

"When will you say it?"

Qiu Xingzhi rested his head on Wei Yu's lap, looking at him from bottom to top, extremely anxious.

Wei Yu followed his soft hair: "Soon."

How fast is soon?

soon.

Well, I'll wait for you.

The author has something to say: there will be another sweet episode tomorrow, and this article will be over